How are you doing you magnificent bastards?
My back hurts, because i spend 18h/d in front of my computer.
/truerobotfeels/
i'm really bored, i need a job but i dont know what i should apply for.
Any degree?
Previous experiences?
I spent all fucking night on adderall shitposting probably half of the content on the /drugfeels/ thread.
Should I even sleep now?
i have no degree and i've mostly worked manual labor in the past.
I quit my job and moved back home recently. I was only there for like 2 months. Dad's happy about it at least.
Fucking hell I don't think I can stress enough just how much I hate being around other people. I'd like a job where it's just me alone for 8 hours a day and I don't have to rush whatever I'm doing.
i moved home in December, i'm afraid im depressing my dad with my inability to get a callback from anyone.
I'm very lucky in that regard. My dad's been so lonely since mum cucked him and divorced him.
He's just happy I'm around again.
Try farm work. I sit alone in a tractor all summer with air conditioning and radio. Feelsgoodman.
He's happy im here but i don't talk to him at all and have nothing to talk to him about.
>no friends
>no hobbies
>all i do is look for jobs so im not so useless and so i can pay off my debt
i think coming home was a mistake. I'm honestly just waiting for him to die so i can kill myself and not hurt him.
You should try to reconnect with him. I can't give you any advice on how to do it but yeah.
Ploughing fields and such?
i'm scared i'll make it much worse than i already have
I'm doing okay, I'm kind of sad since I only care about... one person's opinion of me. its hard and it makes my head hurts. but I have to keep living
Any normal person in my circumstances would be thriving. I have two jobs and I'm studying Law but I just can't engage properly with anything or anybody because I'm too crazy. I can't stop thinking in bizarre and dark circles and I'm constantly worried that I'm exploiting people by making or maintaining contact with them so I isolate myself and sit alone staring into space and going crazier every day. I only go outside when obligations demand it.
Well, you have more chances in getting the same kind of job since you have experience.
Lucky you, getting any job for me would be a miracle.
you sound like a pretty typical normalfag, guy.
>one person's opinion of me
Your father, or your mother?
Badass. gf must be coming any day now.
nO,its someone I never even met , they're online, actually two people, I try to mimick what they do
In fact i'm leaving this thread, captchas are annoying, bye
is it matthewmatosis and his little sister/gf?
>/truerobotfeels/
my throat is very dry because i'm still not thirsty enough to leave my computer to get water.
i visited the cocklust thread last night and now i cant get off without someone telling me what to do
>because i spend 18h/d in front of my computer.
feels shit doesn't it? I really get so just numb and the depression is just a normal set in feel at this point. The lonliness, feeling worthless and useless, all extra layers to the numbness.
>he care about the opinion of people that he doesn't even know, and that have no impact on his life
Bye bye
Well not brag about it, but i still manage to get up if i have to drink/pee or smoke a cigarette.
Please don't be a faggot here
Just add to that the constant feeling of guilt for disappointing your parents.
yeah well good for you buddy
>i come in robot feel depression threads to kick people who are already down
real classy user
>tfw manage to piss off the few robots who are still here, in this sea of normal fags
Hah. I wish I could stay awake for 12 hours let alone 18.