>Fiance and my Son died in a car accident >Dad died the same week as they did >My mom killed herself because the grief was too much >Developed a drinking problem >Gained 100 lbs in a year due to drinking and hating my fucking life >only child >had to deal with the grief of everythign collapsing in front of my face with nothing I could do to stop it
I've read the sticky. But how do i gain the motivation to move forward? I've lost everything. I'm the only one who cares my family name left, and while that does give me some motivation. I lost my only son. I lost him and I can never get him back. He was 2 years old. He didn't deserve to die, why should I deserve to live?
op is a fag shit larp Only r*dditors will reply after this post
Easton Bailey
You already said it, you’re the only one left in your family so should build it back up in honor of your family name. I’m sorry to hear about your situation OP but you should just move forward
Chase Gray
This OP There aren’t many truly important things in life, but this is one of them
Dominic Diaz
Become the man your son and wife would want you to be
Nicholas Johnson
you should probably just kill yourself. you know, just for good measure
Jeremiah Young
Very much this
Carson Collins
I used to lift every day before everything happened. I was just starting to get into MMA before everything happened.
God I miss her. Everyday it's hard not to pull the trigger just for the chance to see her again
Grayson Lewis
My son and I used to watch the OG Dragonball everyday when I'd get home from work. She'd always have dinner ready for us and we'd relax and watch it because I was wanting to rewatch it and when I did he loved it.
He always wanted to be just like me. But I failed at everything. Bros I miss her so much. I miss my family
Samuel Miller
Unironically this. Even if you aren't a believer going to church can be a very safe and supporting place. I know it comes off as super cringy but I can definitely help. Heart goes out to you user.
Colton Perez
What would she say if she heard that?
Joshua Bennett
It*
Evan Stewart
Honestly? She'd probably laugh and call me a fag for being such a bitch about her dying
Jayden Russell
This thread was a serious downer. I'm sorry for you OP :(
This board is 99% sheltered young men that haven't gone through any serious hardships. I really wish you the best of luck OP, but you're not going to find much help here besides maybe some emotional support.
Carter Wright
>21 David’s servants said to him, “Why are you doing this? When the baby was still alive, you fasted and you cried. Now that the baby is dead, you get up and eat food.”
>22 David said, “While the baby was still alive, I fasted, and I cried. I thought, ‘Who knows? Maybe the Lord will feel sorry for me and let the baby live.’ 23 But now that the baby is dead, why should I fast? I can’t bring him back to life. Someday I will go to him, but he cannot come back to me.”
Try to find god user. Personally i have trouble having faith but life is miserable when you dont believe there is no justice.
Nathan Reyes
Be strong for the son that is watching you, until you meet again on the rainbow road
Kayden Cook
You had a kid outside of marriage you are trash
Leo Collins
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Asher Campbell
Honestly I wish I could go back to a time when we'd have Christmas witrh both our our families togethr. I felt like I finally had people who cared about me in my life. Everything collapsed infront of me. It happened so fast, so unreal that I feel it wasn't even real at times.
Chase Richardson
This. Go to church and join a weekly group that meets at someones house.
Joshua Sanchez
That kind of shit will have you hitting PRs nonstop. Channel that. Like George leeman who looks at a picture of his little brother who died before deadlifts. Use your hardships to become a better and stronger person through lifting and anything else. Use it as a motivator not a road block. Think about how proud they would be. Godspeed user
Owen Green
I did end up getting a striking bag because I was so angry.
I told her I'd drive her to work if she gave me a few more minutes but she insisited since I was off that day.
If I was faster to get up, if i was more motivated to be something, she'd be alive.
You're going to have to suck it up and find your own reason. No one can tell you what to do or what will work and anyone that tries to tell you is lying.
We can offer suggestions. You'll either do them and find out for yourself or ignore us completely and live in your suffering.
So I suggest stop being a little bitch and either blow your brains out or start exploring the world again. Else you're just in limbo m8.
Noah Jones
>27 replies and no "chin-ups"
I want summer to end.
Alexander Flores
Use that as motivation.
Leo Green
You've hit rock bottom, before killing yourself you may as well explore the world a little. Blast tren, fuck sluts. Drop acid see what's on the other side. Or just kill yourself now pussy
Robert Gutierrez
I did Peyote. Does that count?
She spoke to me. She told me that David misses me and that he's growing to be strong and happy like I always wanted it. I don't know what to believe.
Jaxson Edwards
Best of luck op. Therapist/church/help others who have suffered.
Christian Powell
This desu But there are some good people in churches at any rate. However...not so much Catholic. As someone who was raised Catholic, I wish my parents did it Lutheran.
Bentley Gray
what country do you live in user? you sound like you need a friend
Ayden Ross
find a good woman. wife her . start a new community on your terms
Michael Thomas
Mother of God. Op, I'm so sorry to hear about your pain. If this is true, I don't blame you for your lapse in health. First thing you need is to look towards finding a professional to talk to and then try going to Church. They have a strong and loving community and will be able to help you through this.
I'm so sorry. My heart aches for you and I'll pray for you, man.
Nathan Wood
Take it from someone who has never had a family... Wait. You're a chick, your life is fine. You'll find a hubby who will take you into his family and be warm and compassionate. If you were a dude like me then you're fucked and you should be looking for ways to kill yourself every night like I do.
