/r9gay/ - #418

the end of summer is drawing nearer edition
did you do what you wanted to?

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>tfw girls keep asking me out
>tfw no guy i like is even gay

why live bros?

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i miss my phone also ree

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>tfw no twelve year old bf

I wish someone would just rape me already and wrap their strong hands around my neck.

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anyone else keep daydreaming about having a bf you can get all warm and comfy with, only to realise that it's only just a fantasy and you might never have it...
this is the worst feel ever

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we're off to a good start guys

Nope, im still a chubby, lazy piece of shit. I want to get better but im too fucking lazy. I tried for about 2 weeks but just... stopped.

>tfw when feel sorry ourselves edition

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New thread, r9gay zork time. Where my writefags at, and all my oldfags to list out the references writefags have to include

Its genuinely impressive.

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Are you even gay gays, you sound like females.

ghet zhe fuck out

Someone make vocaroos please

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ugh, guitarists

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Suck my dicker

Third summer in a row for me

I spent all summer inside my room.

Same, i get motivated for a couple of days then i give up. If id get some happy pills that keep my mood away from feeling sad and depressed maybe it could work then. The worst thing is i keep trying but its just a waste of time because same shit happens over and over.

here user
a story about a cat

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go back to the vocaroo thread nerd

>tfw another thread another tfw no asexual bf post.

nice reading man, do some more if and when you llike

this pic but replace kill myself with jerk off

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Can you read this please? (it would seriously mean so much, to help me hear how my writing sounds)

are you jerking off with a rope?

go to bed kero it's late

im with the other guy, complete cringe

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>tfw everyone hates vc

someone read it please

I just want a hot artsy european gf

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>did you do what you wanted to?
Goal was to see if i could survive the summer without suicide and i succeeded. My next goal is to change my reaction to negative stuff from me immiedietly going "i wish i i was dead" to "that sucks" so that i can handle things better.

Hey buddy, I think you got the wrong door. The straightfags are 2 threads down.

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Why do I feel like I'm going to cry? What the fuck is wrong nothing happened today.
Nuke me. China make a satellite fall on be do something.

are you a british texan?

*Bag drops*
Fuck you.

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There's probably something troubling you that you don't want to admit or are actively ignoring.

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>no guitars yet in progress

very close. an australian

That doesn't make sense. I'm usually stressed out but very little has changed. Nothing has gotten worse or better.
Yet it feels like tears are coming today and I have an empty feeling. I'm not ignoring anything. I'm pretty sure.

Out.
You go right now. Get out of thread. Dirty stinky upside downie

wow rude
what did Australians ever do to you

Until I get evidence aussies aren't the worst thing since BRs, I hate the lot of you.

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no, I wanted to make this the "summer of starve" and get to around 110 pounds or less, but I stayed around 118-126 all summer so far, still just a disgusting skinnyfatass, was looking good at 118 but didn't keep up

An Australian stole my heart.

I just watched a porn vid of baby sitter having sex with the father while the baby cried in the other room i feel so dirty and wrong now

It's over for me gaybros can't identify as a gay.

>Be me
>At a family party
>Hear my dad and his friends talk about me
>They firmly believe that I am not gay just afraid of women

They're right. I'm not gay, it's worse than that, I'm a coward.

kek, I saw that video looking up amateur bareback on pornhub, didn't watch it though. I shamefully nutted to a "white twink destroyed by bbc" video again.
Can relate, I don't know if they think I'm gay or not though

Its either
>False flag to get gays to """"""""""admit"""""""""" they're afraid of women
or
>An actual prison gay with daddy issues
or least likely
>Actual gay with no post formatting

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dope man, super dopee

well i do just shitpost and play cs 24/7 so maybe we are BR's
sorry to hear that. not all aussies are bad though!

Who wants a kiss from Daddy?

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My dad doesnt kiss me.

My dad past away in 2011.
Is this why I'm a fag?

>tfw have a strong relationship with my dad
>gay guys and straight girls using daddy is actually gross
feels good to not have daddy issues

>depressed for most my teenage years into adulthood
>finally get over depression
>can no longer be around depressed fags because they are as exhausting to speak to as IRL normal people
>have to ditch all my e-friends or deal with the constant feel of exhaustion
>realize im going to have to ditch Jow Forums soon as well because im becoming a normalfag
feels bad

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How'd you get over it?
Asking for tips.

then just become depressed again, just looking around in this shitty world should make you depressed

I only know what worked for me so im sorry in advanced
>went from obese 330lb to 180lb so i could have self confidence
>had to practice a routine even while neet because i crave structure like a child
>wake up go for a 30 minute walk, lift weights at the end of the day, and then swim ontop of that so i can get as much exercise as possible to deal with stress instead of eating my stress
>abandoned my meth addict brother entirely, if anyone trys to bring it up i very bluntly point out that i don't want to know and if they go on im going to leave (if its a 1 on 1 conversation other wise i just leave)
>work job and when i feel like i hate it because im not good enough i have to do self talk to build myself up along with some other coping methods such as a one minute meditation or counting to 10 to calm down.
>cut down on internet/vidya/discord/Jow Forums significantly because whenever i felt sad and wanted to change i would just have fun instead and the feeling of wanting to change would go away along with my motivations.
>no more fast food even if i really want it
>trying hard to speak to people even if it results in failure
>getting really bored of telling my life story to therapists and coming to the conclusion that it does not do anything for me to care about being beaten if i can just keep working on not flinching or getting scared when someone raises their hand during a conversation . (ex: someone scratches their neck and raises their arm to do so)
>having fun stuff to do like going to YMCA, reading a book, or trying to figure out how to build a webpage.
>lots of sleep, i sleep probably 8 hours minimum.
>no tv or screen 2 hours before bed (currently breaking that now because i took a nap earlier and will regret it)
>no drugs of any kind, don't drink at all but thats because i have nobody to do with
>i also take my medication on top of this

>delete and block someone i like
>feel bad and good inside
Why is it so fun, i get lonely after but being lonely hurts so its fun too.

Interaction is tedious it's better to be alone user.

I dont like being alone but why bother with someone that doesnt care about me, its more fun to hurt myself.

thanks for this brother, you're the man

Realistically I don't think anyone actually cares about anyone other than themselves. But I agree, self destruction and self sabotage are amazing feelings far beyond that of social interaction.

>"IT IS FUN" user shouted to the crowd as he repeatedly smashed his face into a wall.

I really hope things go well for you in the future.

>180 elbees
you're still fat unless you're like 7 feet

I knew ghosters were mentally ill.

thank you, you are so gracious and kind, you will find other friends that are compatible with your vibes, just keep your eyes and ears open, meet ups, clubs, hobbies, crews

There is quite literally nothing wrong with ghosting.

I also laugh instead of crying, mom wanted to beat me up once for that. But crying is fun, i miss it.

There is when everything is going great and you're in the process of making a good friend and maybe even a potential bf and then bam, you throw that all in the trash.

I'm 6'4 with 21% bodyfat so i feel pretty good about that. I'm not buff enough to justify going below 20% because they i would look like a weird skeleton or worse a twink

Clearly wasn't going as great as you thought then man. I ghosted everyone I interacted with because it was obvious to me it was going to die one way or another.

Nah, I think you're just mentally ill and a coward.

>have strong relationship with my dad
>still want to choke a cute boy while he calls me daddy

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I'm just saying man there's obviously incompatibilities and things weren't so peachy or you wouldn't have been ghosted.

Are you stupid? The bottoms who call you daddy are the ones with the issues, not you.

what do you think of cats r9gay?

>21 percent bodyfat
fucking disgusting, any bf above 15 is obese
I've daddy issues but I find the typical fat/muscular dadbod disgusting

i have to agree with the user you are replying to. You ghosting people is not justified even if the relationship isn't going anywhere. The proper thing to do is to communicate that you want to be done, you ghosting is unncessarly insulting and its not justified by your reasoning.
>tldr
even when it comes to talking about why you ghost people you have to hide instead of admiting that you are simply a dick

But what is the point in communicating the fact that it's pointless to continue? I would assume it's obvious usually and that eventually the other would do the same either way. To me ghosting just means it wasn't working and it's not some insult or personal thing.

>fucking disgusting, any bf above 15 is obese
I fall in the range for average man and because im not an athlete i really see no purpose in dropping down to a twink level when i don't have much muscle mass.
I doubt you are anything that looks good yourself from the way you attack others lol

mine's an asshole

I know, I'm a disgusting 20 bmi fatass atm, wanna get down to 16/17

wat makes him an asshole user?

Are you guys thinspo memeing in here again?

>But what is the point in communicating the fact that it's pointless to continue?
to infact communicate the fact that its pointless to continue. I'm guessing you have autism so im going to explain to you that people would prefer to be rejected than for you to cold shoulder them. Silence is always more painful.
> I would assume it's obvious usually and that eventually the other would do the same either way.
You make an assumption to justify being a dick and honestly your excuses are more sickening than the fact that you ghost alone.
>. To me ghosting just means it wasn't working and it's not some insult or personal thing.
So everyone else just gets your point of view off the back through what? Mindreading? Are you dating some race of mutants who can read your thoughts?
Honestly I don't know what's worse the way your treat people or the fact that you can't even own it.

only if you want me to daddy

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Well I hope you achieve your goal and all that. Honestly though you need to work on being less of a dick.

never gonna happen, being a dick is one of the only things that actually make me happy

>no bodyfat and also no musclemass of any kind
thats actually disgusting as fuck jesus christ

>people prefer to be rejected than cold shoulder
I guess that makes sense for closure purposes. Still seems weird to me though.
>your excuses are more sickening than the fact you ghost
I really just don't get what's wrong with it again I don't take it personal if it happens to me nor do I intend it to be whenever I did it.
>so everyone else just gets your point of view off the back through what?
I figured ghosting is a common thing in this modern age therefore people understood why it occurred and didn't take it personally or actually get bothered by it.

>being a dick is one of the only things that actually make me happy
you are depressing to talk to.

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idk it's pretty hot to me

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>knocks on the door loudly to come in, then waits at the door for about a full minute before entering. then knocks to leave again
>jumps on my desk while im doing stuff
>jumps on bed when i'm doing stuff
>knocks things over
he's out

Sorry for depression you user-kun~~~ How can I make you happy?
ok I tried niceposting

get on your knees and woof like a little pupper

>I figured ghosting is a common thing in this modern age therefore people understood why it occurred and didn't take it personally or actually get bothered by it.
The majority of rejections i have gotten have been verbal instead of ghosting. Jow Forums has really been only place i have been ghosted and even that was only one out of ten

it looks fucking nasty to me, he looks like he could be beaten by a child.

i think im starting to forgive you.

lol my cat does similar stuff

but i don't think she's an asshole