What's it like to be fat, Jow Forums? I know there are some former/current fattys here that can give some insight

Was shit OP. Lost ~90lbs over past couple yrs. Get more mires, got a gf, but still left with shit self esteem from being a tubby bish. Still though, overall its a 100% increase in quality of life. Go from being gross, unfuckable (mostly), and physically uncomfortable to having energy, being infinitely more attractive, and being taken a lot more seriously by everyone. Stopping being a butterball was the best thing I ever did desu

It fucking sucks man. Everything was uncomfortable. I was so embarrassed to take my shirt off. I was that one guy with his shirt on at the beach because I was so embarrassed of my body. Getting fit is the best thing I've ever done.

fuckin sucks man. it got so bad to the point that i couldn't even breathe properly while i slept.

there's also the fact that even the best clothes don't even look good on you, and buffets are practically snack time

true, i feel disgusted whenever talking to subhumans like u

>got really fat at some point
>lmao fat people are pathetic
yes

I was never internet fat, but I went from 260 -> 179.

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was ~26%bf, currently cutting with 19%. Was insecure in most situations, always sucking belly. Not ideal weight yet but it is already so much better. Can't wait to reach 10~12

>Some other are boogie

Lmao thanks for the laugh m8

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This is how it feels to me.

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It's a state of being where sitting in the dark and eating an entire bag of dove chocolate is a regular occurrence. And it's not even like you think about doing it, it's just what you're doing, what you're always going to be doing. Down to 226 from 320 at 6 feet, still work to do but I don't want to ever go back to that shit.

You’re uncomfortable and hot all the time, there’s lots of things you cannot do, picking clothes is a nightmare, everything hurts, low energy, you don’t fit in a lot of places, and you literally feel like a burden. For me the absolutely worst was being afraid all the time of beetus or a heart attack happening because fat

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Congrats user keep up the good work, maintain that fear of going back and use it as motivation

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Depression, apathy, self-disgust, joint pain, sweat after 10min of walk, smellyness of sweat and shit from ass, problems buying clothes, exhaustness, everyone dislikes you, no one looks at you, physical stuff is hard.

That’s amazing user

You will constantly try to "straighten you shirt"

When I was fat I used to have a sweaty ass all the time. Terrible.

>me last year
272lbs 5'7(was 288, but I have no pic)
>wouldn't go outside
>hated life
>spent all day playing competitive call of duty
>wouldn't play with my dogs (they were well fed and petted though, slept with me etc, not abuse but I should have spent more time with them)
>at my peak a ate a big giant cheesecake from Walmart by my self in one sitting
>was a sex pervert
>no ambition to do anything
>no friends besides the players on my team
>had long gay hair
>blue red bull and dioritos everyday
>ankels and back constantly hurt
>severe anxiety
>foul mouth
>took 8 ibuporfen a day
>took fat dumps twice a day
>would hide when someone knocked on my door
>had no fear of God
>literal neet
>brainlet
>feeling my fat roll on top of itself in bed
>fat made my dick half the size of its actual size
>rarely showered
>yellow teeth
>all I wore were basketball shorts
imagine jumping in the water with 20 t-shirts and ten pairs of pants on, that's what its like to be fat.

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Unbelievable self loathing, suicidal thoughts, general depression, a constant feeling of bloat and never really feeling agile ever.

/fast/ general saved my life.

I freaking forgot about this. I hated doing that so much.

Fatty trying to change
It sucks
Hard to find clothes
Hard to have sex
No one looks at you like a real person
Always the joke even when you aren't around
I lost 50lbs and have another 150 to go before I am at a normal weight. You can't win even after the weight loss fat people will want a secret cure. Skinny friends who were happy for you start to get upset that you changed.

Anyone else doesn't care for aesthetics and just wanna be strong? I'm a 30yo boomer and I don't really care for abs but I just wanna lift heavy things.

And how are you doing now, man?

It's shit, luckily for me I managed to escape the pit, I'm still chubby but I look like a normal person now rather then the freak I was 4 years ago.

>subconsciously trying to hide fat all the time
>when you sit your fats stick out (belly, lovehandles, manboobs)
>If you hit obese levels breathing becomes heavy and you sweat a lot just by walking for 10-20 min
>always buying a bigger size for clothes
>if someone pokes you you'll feel soft (worst feel so far)
>skin problems worsen + loose skin you'll get later
>can't do pull ups or push ups, just bodyweight squats
I fucking hate being fat, still on my eternal cut. Lost 50 lbs, 35 left

height?

It's like failing yourself every waking hour.

Good and not good. It wouldn't be so bad if I hadn't been bullied sooooo fucking much for being overweight when I was a kid and a teen

>Tfw healthy weight and still worry about beetus and heart attacks

Life is truly suffering

I used to be mid 400's.

It was pretty bad. I remember four years ago when I was 26 I was smoking weed out in my backyard and the thought hit me that I could never visualize myself having sex with a woman in a way that wouldn't look ridiculous. You never see super fats in porn. I always just fapped to the girl, never able to "self-insert" myself in the scenario. Broke down in tears. A lot of time has passed now and I'm 180. More than half my body weight is gone and I still can't see myself having sex because of how awful my skin looks. Maybe standing up from behind, or cowgirl. But any thought of a missionary position makes me cringe because of how badly my skin hangs off like a sheet.

But being superfat is really shitty. I ate my feelings all day long. Drank them during the night. I could put down a fifth of whisky as long as I mixed it with coke and ate snacks, cookies, candy.. Had fast food almost every day. I distinctly remember liking fast food because it was the one and only reason I had to leave the house every day. I was a burden on my family but I had a job and would buy my own junk food instead of eating theirs. I've broken my car seat on the interstate while leaning back to grab something out the back of my car. Had to jam a bunch of bags and stuff to keep it upright the rest of the drive. Turns out I split the bolt right off. Dad was able to get the bolt out and put a new one in. I'm sure he felt shameful that's what he had to spend his time doing.

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Your ankles will hate you. That's the primary motivation I had to start losing weight in the first place, since I walk everywhere. Secondary would be looks, in all honesty.

Also why you gotta post images that are literally and obviously lying?

lmao

2nd this. How are you user?

i was fat because i love food and didn't want to be disciplined about it, not because of some underlying mental anguish

>tfw was obese
>tfw lost all weight starving but not exercising
>tfw weigh now 94kg but have like 15kg of fat leftovers hanging
Im working out now + cardio. Will it fix itself or I should consider surgery?

If you had terrible teeth, stoppikg ypu from smiling, would you not save some money for the dentist?
Why don't you consider surgery? Given how much misery you skin seems to give you.

If insurance could cover it I would. If not, out of pocket I believe it's in the range of 10k? That's a lot of money.

>More than half my body weight is gone and I still can't see myself having sex
dude fucking lmao

I told you he would age like crazy. The fat in his face was working like botox and is now disappearing.

thanks for this.

I suddenly feel grateful again for being able to have sex regularly with my girlfriend. I used to be a 25 year old virgin (blame r9k mentality, I was never fat) and I guess I had forgotten how miserable I was back then. Your comment about self-inserting kinda triggered that memory.

godspeed user

improved your haircut too I see

pls be in london

can someone explain?

It's like that feeling where you kinda have to poop, but it just won't come out brah

It's good fun to consume anything you want when food is the best comfort, but it's all to mask the self-loathing and poor self-image due to looking like shit. I'm 181cm, was 107kg at my worst, I've dropped from 103kg and change (middle of last May) to exactly 90kg (weighed today) and gonna keep shedding it all away. Goal is to not have my belly protrude further than my tits. Getting rid of the tits would be nice too, because who the fuck likes moobs. Having a slightly thinner face would also be nice. Looks matter, even if you don't care what others think of you, you still have to witness yourself in the mirror and I don't want to be disgusted every time I look into one.

So I balloned up to a BMI of 26 and I hate it. I take lots of medication and often have appetite like I'm super thirsty and can't stop, it's cravings. 3-4k kcal a day are no problem at all and I can't remember ever feeling full or saturated. I can't stop the meds, it's life-long condition; years before I had no problems losing 20kg within months.
At the moment my appetite is comparable to looking at a bottle of water after working out all day, without water. I hate it. At least I can cut it down to

Trying to make your shirt not touch your stomach so it looks like you´re wearing a baggy shirt instead of just being fucking fat.
Maybe you´ve ever not had the chance to shower/wash your hair for a day and ended up being incredibly self-conscious about it and fiddling with your hair all the time, thats pretty much the same.

150kg/~320lb at my worst here. 197cm/6' 5".

I was relatively lucky with my fat distribution in that I didn't look quite as fat as I was but I was still fat. It wasn't great, I was lucky that I was still pretty young at my peak fatness (like 21ish) so I didn't get the shitty knees and all that fat people normally complain about later in life.

Being exhausted by just walking up the two flights of stairs to my flat made me feel pathetic. Whenever I would actually go out and try to socialise and rarely convince a woman to fuck me I'd be too exhausted to even do anything good with that. I'd just eat ~4500kcal a day since what do I have to lose? Antidepressants contributed a lot to that mentality and the desire to eat as well. Eventually sorting my mental health out led to a proper desire to sort my physical health out and I'm now at 107kg/240lb a couple years later and looking to get big in a different way now that I've started lifting and doing shit beyond just calorie counting and cardio.

It's super easy to be dismissive of health whenever you're fat since you're already too fat, you've got nothing to lose and nobody's ever going to care about you anyway. It's hard to care whenever you're planning on killing yourself once you've got your shit sorted out. I think my depression was a primary contributor in my weight gain. I'm not sure how someone can be mentally fine and morbidly obese so I'd like a perspective on that.

Other fatanons reading this thread - cause I know I read this shit when I was fatter - it's possible. It feels good. You can do it.

Lmao this. Still gotta do it since I still have ways to go. But getting there.

6'4"

Do a go fund me. People would love to donate and hear your story.

>yellowed teeth
I have this, I brush morning and night everyday but still nothing. Not a fatty and my diet is good, don't smoke but it's still there.

Is that real? Is Boogie again so fucking fat?

Nah he looks better than ever. I think OP is implying that he's going to relapse.

> 5'11"
> 325 lbs
> resting heart rate 100bpm
> can barely swim 1 lap
> 18 minute mile
At my best:
> 200lbs
> resting 55 bpm
> swim like a fish
> 12 minute mile

Don't let yourself get fat like me anons.

now I am 326 pounds, it sucks

kek

My highest is 101kg (225lbs) at 168cm (5'6)
I didn't feel anything different than my lowest which is 64kg
Now I'm 89kg goal is 68-74

220 at 6'3 isn't fat you lanket

I don't understand how people at gain weight at this height.

still haven't learn't your lesson I see

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unbased and bluepilled

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>subconsciously hiding fat
Too true even now that I'm a skelly from former chubby kid. I still pull my shirts out like I used to to hide titties that arent there anymore. Phantom titties.

I got up to about 265 as a 6 foot man. I was living in denial. Got to 200 and still thought I looked fine, got to 240 and it was just a little beer belly, no biggie. After that it never really processed when I looked in the mirror at how fat I had become. Only occasionally when I would walk past a full length window and see this person with a belly pushing out over his ill fitting slacks and it would hit me all of the sudden how terrible I looked. Combine that with the health issues piling up and I finally decided to make a change. I was so out of shape that it took years of shit like walking and cycling to get back to a baseline level of fitness and now I've been going to the gym for a year and have a pretty good physique at 185 pounds. Just a little more bellyfat to go but I look good again and am never letting myself get like that again.

I should mention how it happened. I was an athleete growing up but after college got an office job and did almost no physical activity while eating takeout and drinking beer every night. I was basically living the onions boy life and it almost destroyed me.

Being fat is a pain in the ass. Physically you are debilitated, keeping in mind that you have to carry the extra weight on yourself at all time, you get tired faster, you get out of breath faster, you get pain faster. Eventually you will get used to it and function more or less normally, it's the pshychological aspect that really kills it, your self esteem is at rock bottom at all times, you hate yourself, looking at yourself naked in the mirror makes you want to hang yourself, interacting with the outside world is terrifying, you are constantly ashamed of your own existence, constantly afraid of being judged, being made fun of. Family gatherings are a nightmare because your failure is on full display, you can see disapointment and shame on your parents face.

Looking back I think you develop some sort of paranoia, 99,9% of strangers don't give a shit about you yet going out feels like everybody is watching you and secretly laughing at you, even friends and people you know, you feel like they're constantly judging you and making fun of you behind your back. You start to believe that the whole world revolves around you being fat.

The only positive in all of this is that you get to eat whatever you want whenever you want without thinking about your macros, your diet or fearing that you will get fat or something.

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Working out should eventually fix it I think. But if it does, it would only happen once you were in goal physique territory. either way, you should do real research on it instead of asking a bunch of lardasses on the chan

Okay, fattie.

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Not drinking soda is such a good place to start for any obese person. Honestly if they cant even do this they should just give up but before they do, try exercising to the point of needing hydration then having a few cold chugs of water. You'll realise that water is not only the source of all life but life itself.

That's extremely well put. I empathized with each one of those statements, I know what it's like to feel like that, all the time.

And if you ever tried to hang yourself, you have to worry about finding both rope and a structure that would support your mass.
Yeah, I was always a bit chubby but nothing obscene, and my jobs used to always keep me relatively active. Nothing major but at least standing all the time and some minor movement regularly. Then I worked a job at a call center for just a year, and I changed nothing about my habits. Even worse, I didn't ever cook any more and I ordered so many fucking pizzas just about every damn night. I snacked to keep the depression I had since little from getting even worse with the soul-draining nature of the job.
In not even a year of this shit I gained about 90 pounds. It was disgusting. Turning all of that around, now.

bump

Yep, hit it spot on with many things. Combine to that bullying in school, especially from females later on, and now whenever I hear women laughing somewhere I immediately think they are laughing at me. Every single time.

You will want to erase every memory of yourself before you were fit

>doritos everday
God damnit i miss eating doritos and pizza

Nothing fits correctly and you are always uncomfortable. You know you're disgusting and try to find ways to hide it. I wouldn't even sleep shirtless when it was JUST ME because I was so ashamed of myself. I wasn't even that bad really.
Pic related.
Both no pump/no flex (abs tightened up but not squeezing hard... in both)

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This is 100% true. I have a very hard time finding pictures of myself before I started because I was so ashamed of it all.

Why post this and not post an inspiring now pic?

you fat fucking tease

>no one is attracted to you
ftfy

holy shit he turned into moviebob

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I completely forgot about that fucking retard. What's he doing now?

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current fatty here 284lbs, highest was 400
constantly exhausted just from physical strain of existing
exercise on top of it borders on impossible, much better off just not eating for awhile
did taekwondo an hour and a half a day three days a week for ten years
it was great and helped me stay only 350lbs when i was doing it but i gained up to 400 when i left the state for college
but even back when i was doing it i struggled with it obviously at that size

besides exhaustion you also constantly want food
doesn't matter if you need it or not, your desire for it is completely unbearable regardless
i was able to train that feeling out of me with practice and can now fast for up to a week at a time and have no trouble inducing vomiting if i overeat
however, when i first started trying to lose weight, things were much harder
i literally had entire days where to get through without overeating, i had to tell myself, out loud, repeatedly, "don't think about eating," all fucking day long, and then my voice got hoarse
i dreamt about food and woke up feeling sick and nauseous from only eating as much as an actual human being
i broke down in tears and open sobbing on multiple occasions because i couldn't have muh calries / snaxx

and all that's not even to speak of the emotional difficulty.
there are no words for how much i loathed my body and soul and how much i still do
not a minute goes by that i don't think about what a fat disgusting pig i am and how i don't deserve to live.
and how it's probably disproportionately my fault that the third world is starving.
and gruesome mental images of the fat hairy slob that is me devouring the flesh of severely underweight children and then belching and farting and just generally being the most repulsive glutton that ever lived
and it was exactly that bad the entire time i got and stayed that fat too

Kill yourself, fat piece of shit

It sucks. Completely ashamed of my body. In around 5'10" at my fattest I was well over 200 lbs don't know exactly because I was too scared to weigh myself. It killed my self confidence in my adolescence.

Now I weigh around 155 at 11 or 12 % bodyfat. Getting fit was without a doubt the best decision I have made in my entire life, I just only wish I had done it sooner.

user pls don't be mean
wow gj ilu

fatty here
5ft 6, 210lbs though have been lifting a year so you can almost see my quads in certain lighting
i nearly doubled my weight in a year and so have stretchmarks on my biceps, tiddies, ass, hips ALL around my legs and even my calves

walking sucks, I got so puffed out so fast and if its more than a couple minutes I will get really painful chafing that looks so bad and gross
my appetite can be really crazy but im into gaining so id eat like a pig anyway
i swear some of my shoes dont fit as well as they did and ill get blisters from any significant walking too
you have to be a lot more mindful of where you sit, more than youd think

but overall its great, love it, actuakly makes me sad to think of myself as thin again

5'6 and 210 is obese senpai

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i know, i want to be bigger, i dont even feel that big