Hey user, tell me about your problems

if you're doing what you enjoy, where's the harm? Not everyone needs to go out, travel the world and do something lifechanging

i've notice a lot of people's problems are merely them expecting too much from themselves

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I argue endlessly with my gf, she' cute and kind and caring. Yet i feel like I'm not good enough for het so i take it out on her its terrible. I have hurt her before and she just looked aroused. I feel horrible for everything I have ever done.

Shes sitting the other side of our room as im dressed redy to walk out. Drunk. I am also probarbly alcoholic. Just because I suddenly felt like I'm not food enough for her.

I haven't had a real life friend in 4 years.

I'm not sure what they are
Just that they exist
I guess I abandoned a potential future and I don't have the mental or emotional faculties to pursue it right now

I'm just tired. In theory I'm doing better than most people my age, but in practice it's exhausting. I don't even work that hard either, I have no idea how normal people do it for years on end.

Also I think I avoided interacting with people I could actually relate to. Either because I couldn't find them, or because I was afraid, or because I was too judgmental and defensive. I don't think I could relate to those people anymore.

the fact she's still with you is proof that you're enough, she obviously loves you a lot. From the sounds of it you seem to be the one starting these arguments, talk calmy to her about why you act this way and get an answer directly from her. I'd assume you yourself will feel worth her while if you did, preventing you from taking it out on her further. It might take some courage but you can do it user!
neither, don't worry, friends suck!
"right now" is pretty important in what you just said user, give yourself time.
regarding people you could've related to, focus on the present, make yourself oblivious to the past and future.
this is pretty vague, tired of what exactly, life in general? if so make a change, get a new hobby or new job for example

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This is going to take more than one night.

let's talk about it
i'll try my best

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I'm sorry. It's too much. I'm going to put on Nirvana, Metallica, and something comfy and pass out into sleeping. Thanks for the concern though.
May we meet again. You're doing a good thing.

That's okay user, I understand.
I pray you sleep well

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I think some creepy dood hacked my computer or something. He always finds me in threads and posts shit I said / did earlier that day or on the Internet.

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that's a bit spooky user, do you have any idea who it might be or how they might be accessing you computer?

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There is a very logical explanation and it's all my fault, but it's too far fetched I guess.

I've counted three really out-of-the-blue and really specific things, which means that not only is my laptop hacked (I think it was an infected PDF file), but my apartment & phone are wiretapped somehow as well.

you should probably get the law involved if you suspect your apartment has been tapped, that's quite illegal

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It's the law that has me tapped :(

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oh, are they allowed to do that?
move apartments of something or appeal for them to be removed.

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I love you AYAYANON

But I WANTED this to happen to me.

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that seems quite complicated
i love you too

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I'm only surviving because of my brother's medication and I'm going to run out soon. There's more in the bottle but I don't want to get caught.
I also accidentally blew off my weekly volunteering "job" and I'm scared to contact them.
My headphones also broke so I gotta get new ones, and then I'll be out of cash so I gotta find another gig or if I'm lucky a part-time job. Not a huge deal but kind of annoying.

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Nah. It's pretty simple. Applied for a job where people know stuff.

user what kind of life are you living exactly
are you saying a gubberment agent is spending his downtime messing with you on an imageboard?

All right. I can't be with the one girl I like. I can't give you the exact circumstances but she means the world to me and advise me something other than killing myself.
Damn. I'm so lonely right now.

oh i think i understand, you need to choose what you prefer, your privacy or your job
if your brother's medication helps you then try getting some legitimately, visit the doctor.
you don't need to contact your volunteering job if you don't want to, however if you feel like you're responsible then just tell them you've found another job that offers a wage.

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In my country (3rd world), these niggas don't really do much (so I was told) and they have a really good sense of humor (so I was told). It isn't in the realm of impossibility.

I've been on break from uni for months and I have no life. I've been lying in bed with my laptop everyday and drifted away from my family to the point I think my brother is starting to dislike me. Everyday I go in online chatrooms and say shit like "time flies" and it really does because it feels like I've done absolutely nothing in the last few months since I handed in my final year thesis on June 8. I've done some small things here and there but they feel insignificant. With the amount of time I've had, I could have covered several courses at uni. I hate having this much free time because I now have nothing preventing me from being productive in my own spare time and I still can't. I feel like a waste of space and feel VERY insecure seeing people online who are doing cool things with their time.

I want to change who I am and get help so I tried some online therapy trial (last month) and managed to cancel before it ended so I was never charged. I wish I could have continued but I don't earn any money so I wouldn't have been able to let myself. Besides, it could never replace real in-person therapy. I wish there was a one weird trick to change who I am and wipe everyone's memories of who I used to be.

i'm not too good with relationship advice, and i don't know the entire situation.
if there's literally zero percent of you being able to be with her, i'd recommend focusing on something else for a long period of time, it won't cure you completely but it might help ease the pain you're feeling right now.
don't do anything rash for someone other than yourself
i assume you get frequent productivity spurts that end abruptly.
you're just suffering from the sudden change of not having to get up and do anything, and because of that you feel like you're not accomplishing anything. There's nothing wrong with that, you've achieved more than many within a period of time. you're expecting too much from yourself since every day you spent at uni you was learning something new.
you don't need to worry, you're life isn't drifting away

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No, I don't even have bursts
My life is just browsing/videogames from when I wake till I go back to sleep. Even if I got a degree (which almost everyone else who started the course did) it's no excuse to waste all the time I have now on monotonous activities. Do you really gain anything after the first week or so of lying around and """relaxing"""? I just wish I enjoyed other things enough to stick to them. I always try to pick up a hobby and then drop it after a few days or a week

I'm expected to move out in two months, I haven't found a place to live that seems like a comfortable price range and i've never lived on my own before. Its pretty daunting.

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I feel like I am physically decaying at the moment and are trying to get back on track, though be it as small as jogging on for the spot, my Achilles feels like it is going to rip in twain. In addition to which proper exercise seems to constantly result in nose-bleeds for whatever reason, I'd go to a gymnasium if only most didn't have glass walls and there was one that didn't require a fifteen minute commute. Honestly, been really wanting a proper massage or a chiropractor, though then I suppose I'd probably feel like I've aged 30 years. Do you think with some degree of comfort that such pains can go away?

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Okay. I understand.
Please don't say that. She was the reason I kept going all this long.
There's no way for us to come together.
Maybe it's better I remove myself from this equation.

Are you feeling you brought too much baggage on yourself than you intended to?

I should but I don't have the money to. I should save up or something, but it'd stressful trying to scrape it up for regular appointments without a job. It's also recommended that I take therapy along with meds but again, money.
It all feels like a waiting game, "Can I last long enough to have the means to get help?"
Not really anything I can do. But I wanted to get it off my chest, so thanks. Devilish trips btw.

I'm a kissless virgin neet in my late 20's with no desire to acquire wealth, women, or status and no skills or talents.
I want to die. Fuck this gay earth.

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No matter how fit, skilled, friends i have, when i have a job i still feel like a loser

of course you don't gain anything from relaxing, but why do you need to gain something.
i don't really believe in depression to be a mental illness but you're definitely lacking something in your heart, unfortunately you're the one that needs to find what that is.
if you're moving out from your parents, explain to them how hard it is to find a place and ask them for help, they'll be preoccupied with helping you instead of abruptly kicking you out as they'll feel partly responsible for you not finding a place yet.
you could try therapy such as massages etc, but i'd recommend visiting your doctor, you might just be lacking certain vitamins, that may sound miniscule but can effect your overall physical performance
if you need to be with her then don't give up.
I don't feel like i've bitten of more than i can chew since i don't feel responsible for giving advice that will actually help, i'm merely trying my best.
also have we met before?
government support exists for a reason, taxes go towards the vulnerable in need. Don't feel like a burden.
i wish you the best though user, i hope you can find an answer.
if you have no desire to acquire those things, then isn't that better than suffering?
surely somthing makes you happy in life
research on how to be optimistic, if you're able to acquire the things you listed then the only problem is your view on yourself.

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>if you have no desire to acquire those things, then isn't that better than suffering?
It would be, if I wasn't constantly reminded that money is necessary to live in this world.
>surely somthing makes you happy in life
Anime, weed, and Jow Forums. That's about it.

Damn it. This place is so toxic. Why do I keep coming back?
BTW what happened to that Nick guy who used to make those psychotherapy threads here? Don't say he killed himself too.

make enough money to get by and enough to provide yourself with your pleasures.
you don't need to get a 6 figure job if you have no desire for wealth
this way you won't suffer from the eternal wagie life and be able to enjoy yourself along the way.
sad people tend to be toxic

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You still haven't answered my question. I wasn't here some for time this year. What happened to that tripfag?

>like anime girls my whole life
>recently look at pictures of anime girls as always
>think about how i will never have anyone care for me
>even if i was in a situation close to a person like that id just sperg out
>i'm a trash waste of a person
>start feeling bad
i cant even have a waifu anymore

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Okay, thanks
Wish I knew what I was lacking
I kind of believe in the normie advice that if you exercise regularly, have a good diet, sleep well, have a stable social life then you will just be happy and out of all of those I only have a good diet.

Just hearing that certain things you've never been interested in (e.g. exercise) will improve your mood isn't very motivating though. I worked out for 6 months back when I cared about how I looked and after I stopped caring I just dropped it immediately. Felt very boring throughout.

Do you have any hobbies? Or things that you think you would feel bad without?

don't have much experience with women, feel like i'm so inexperienced that if i ever got into any situation with a girl that she'd laugh at my lack of knowledge. also feel bad for any girl i talk to as i feel they can do better. no matter what matter the situation if im in public i feel like whatever i say, whatever i want to say, makes her less attracted to me, solely because i dont know what she expects from me

last thread i mentioned i haven't been here for a while, i don't know who you're talking about, sorry user.
anime girls are double edged blades, they're extremely cute and perfect in everyway so they enhance your standards of reality.
hold on tight user, anime girls will be real soon enough
i'm pretty generic, i like anime and play a bit of piano. I would feel pretty bad not being able to continue watching anime but i don't feel like i'd have to stop as i don't see how it's negative towards my lifestyle.
most women understand that guys can be shy around girls, give it a try, if the conversation goes no where and you're trying your best then they're obviously not putting in enough effort to be worth your time.

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I have problems hearing or I should say mixing words with other words I dont Renner what's it called and I fuckin hate because I'll try to have a nice convestation but I'll end looking like a retard and haveing to ask what or asking them to repeat a couple of times before giving up what do I do about this?

none will listen nor care so no fuck you op you faggot

.make enough money to get by and enough to provide yourself with your pleasures.
I get my weed from my parents for free

>you don't need to get a 6 figure job if you have no desire for wealth
I don't see the point in working, why socialize, or work, it all leads to needless suffering

>this way you won't suffer from the eternal wagie life and be able to enjoy yourself along the way.
I don't enjoy anything that costs money. The anime is free, weed is free, Jow Forums is free.
But, I know on day I'm going to wake up and my parents won't be there anymore. I love me parents, and the thought of living after they're gone is too hard to bear.

if you're talking to people that will judge you for asking them to repeat something then you don't need to worry about what they see you as, they're not worth it.
alright, i hope the rest of your day goes well user.
it's sad but death is unavoidable, if you can get by without working and have access to your pleasures then you have nothing to worry about user.
you may feel down at times, but keep going

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how come i cant read girls? constantly feels like mixed messages, can never tell what they're actually looking for in a guy, when or when not to flirt, like i cant connect with anyone. sort of like a robot, huh, weird.

it's complicated to generalise a trait to a gender, therefore i'd like to think some women are easier to read and talk to than others.
Just assume you got unlucky with the girls you have talked to

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I've never been anywhere close to romantically liking someone. The problem is that I feel alone most of the time. I want nothing more than a girl to care for and share my life with. Yet it feels like that person doesn't exist.

At least I'm decent-looking, have good friends and seem to be doing well in life, unlike most people here. I guess I should be thankful for that.

Im a fucking stupid retard that keeps disappointing,keeps being irresponsible
just like it's fucking father
besides that Im pretty sure I have undiagnosed diabetes and I'm tired all the fucking time I drink water but im still fucking thirsty also Im a social retard and in the spectrum (asd)

Im just tired of this

you're a prick and she's an insecure retard, perfect for each other
get married, have some kids and get divorced like millions of other idiots

if i did just get unlucky, how do i change my luck? increase my opportunities for meeting girls? use dating apps and websites?

you're insane, go to a fucking doctor

>you may feel down at times, but keep going
I'll try, thanks for listening to me

Nick is fucking dead dude, he died a while back

I feel a bit low and I've got to go out and do some things so I'm stressed. Hope you have a great day.

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I wish I had supportive friends that would push me to better myself.
Instead everyone I interact with frequently are losers like me that wish I'd fail every time just to be able to cope with themselves.
Even my (divorced) mother I have a suspicion is sabotaging me every chance she has to keep me relying on her. Like I'm here trying to lose weight but she keeps buying all kinds of energy drinks and junk-food even though I told her not to.

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my day is already over and it was shite like the rest

it's good that you notice the positive aspects in your life, although you also notice the negatives, it's okay to be oblivious to problems like that.
you don't have to worry about dissapointing people, they're in the wrong for pushing responsibilities on you.
keep doing what you've done, i don't know how to get into relationships
anytime user
appreciate it, just think how you can relax and do whatever you want when you get home
you mother loves you, but you should have a chat with her about her suspicions, i'm sure it's common for a devorced mother to be overprotective towards their son
supportive friends do sound nice, but they're hard to come by for people like us, if you're of age i'd recommend going to university or socialising with colleagues.
make tommorow different

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Thanks I guess. Do you have any tips or advice for me? I'm doing pretty good right now, but it can really get me down sometimes.

i don't have tips when regarding finding women but when it gets you down, remind yourself that romance isn't everything. your problem is a hard one to get around, all i can suggest is socialising more or picking up a hobby or activity, even school, that involves other people

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I'm already involved in some activities and school, I just don't seem to be lucky enough. I guess all I can do is wait.

I appreciate you trying to help user. Good night.

Thanks for giving me some sort of advice
And I think what I have is called audio processing disorder or something in that aspect