Feels Thread

>I'm 180

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Before we get balls deep into a feels sesh just wanna remind my bois to never give up, for none of your efforts will matter if you dont believe in yourselves

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> masters course starts on monday
> been away working for the last two years
> isn’t the same field as undegrad

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fuck her and dump her

If you don't dump her instantly and cut all contact you deserve everything you get. Seriously. I have a zero tolerance policy for cheating and I don't respect any men who disagree with that.

Lost my cat recently.
It's funny how fucking miserable I feel just because I've lost a pet.
Can't stop thinking of him.

I guess I'm autistic, idc, I want my cat back

>1200 calories
I don't understand, are you trying to bulk? If so, that's a ridiculously low number. You should be eating at least 3000. Also, counting calories when you're trying to bulk is for retards. Just eat as much wholesome, high-protein food as you can.

i assume your american cuz i am and i didnt understand his post at first either. hes 180 lbs at 5'9 so hes trying to lose weight

>tfw ear infection
Shit hurts man. Made it really hard to sleep last night, and the antibiotics cost a lot. Pretty sure it won't hurt my lifting though, feel fine otherwise.
Also I'm going to be really busy for the next three months. Not going to be getting a lot of sleep, and I have to switch to a more minimalist routine. Not sleeping is hard. Other than that I'm feelin good, feeling strong. We're all gonna make it.

>tfw gf goes to another Uni 10 hours away
Help

i hit 345lb on my deadlift tho so that was nice

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I find it genuinely hard to talk about my problems with people - like, spaghetti every time it comes up and I just change the topic. I just deal with my problems myself and got used to the constant low key anger.

I don't like being alone, but I don't think finding someone will fix anything either.

Is she attractive? If so, she’s getting dick.

just started working out and tried to bench... could barely do a set with just the bar

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This. All she's going to do is hurt you. She didn't just make one mistake, she knew what she was doing.

Last night I put so much cope long cut in my mouth suffered an ego-death. I no longer have the urge to masturbate or spend hours online. I have ascended thanks to nicotine. Today I will deadlift five plates and feel nothing.

Women are hornier than guys. She just saw an opportunity to fuck a guy with much bigger dick. He has no reason to stay with her because she will leave him anyway.

3 am here and I’ve been lying in bed unable to sleep for five hours now. Spent the last two weeks taking 2 mg xanax daily (this is the dose prescribed to me, but it’s rare I ever feel the need to take it) cause I’m stressed about uni assignments, relapsing into disordered eating, the impending deaths of two different family members, and loneliness/lack of any kind of life outside of studying.
All of these factors have been constants for most of the year, but seem to be coming to a head lately.

Got off the xans today as I always do if I feel I’ve been taking them too long, managed to get some work done, but I have to relearn how to sleep sober.

>214 on wednesday
>dont change anything about mydiet, kept same deficit and everything
>216.2 today

This is fucking bullshit fuck my body

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>not pulling her off your bed and kicking her out of your place immediately
If she has cheated once she will cheat again. She probably has before, she just wasn’t drunk enough to tell you. She obviously is not morally opposed to it, at least not enough to refrain from it, and if you don’t get rid of her she will believe she can get away with it. People who don’t dump cheaters immediately are like parents who let their kids off with a warning after extremely bad behavior. The kid isn’t going to stop if they know they won’t get in real trouble, and a cheater won’t stop until they get dumped.

Jesus christ I would've punched her in the face. Ditch that bitch and move on. The thing is it is your fault she cheated but you can not forgive her.

>it is your fault she cheated
How so?

fuck. do you have to work later?

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That's the conclusion autist come to when they see women as perfect and themselves as never being good enough.

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i will join the legion in 2 years, finishing degree in the meantime and preparing

Can't cheat if not in a relationship.

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No user, losing a pet is a really hard thing to have to go through. I am very sorry for your loss.

Godspeed, user.

You won't get accepted.

we all start somewhere. keep going my man, we will all make it

You're not autistic op, animols are the best.

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maybe, ill have to find out

>Chance to study abroad for a semester
>Prof wants to send me to the U.S., would write recommendation letter
>Dunno what to put in the application/CV/cover letter, everyone says sth different
>Would be away from family and gf for six months, both supportive though
>Would need to get funding
>I can feel it all getting too much
>Gf still here until Tuesday, try not to break down
It's an abstract kind of feel.

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I have an essay to write, luckily it’s a Saturday now so it doesn’t really matter what the pace is as long as it gets done.

Guys what does it feel like? Please tell me I have to know. I've tried everything from a hollowed out banana peel with ductape wrapped around it put into the microwave.

I've stolen the soap dispensers from work and taken them home cut it open and put it inside the plastic bag only to sting the tip of my penis.

I've tried the vaccum cleaner only to have it cut the side of my sack and began to bleed out.

I carved out a watermelon as well and after I stuck it in found out I had a skin allergic reaction to the watermelon which resulted in a very irritated skin rash. I've tried it all.

Please guys I really need to know what does sex feel like. I'm so depressed and riddled with social anxiety that I can't talk to women in real life and am still a Virgin at the age of 21. I really need to know guys. I'm scared to try a hooker because I've heard you can get aids with stds and end up paralysed.

Can someone here please tell me what sex feels like and is it worth it? I really need to know

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Lost in my own journey. Trying to find the happiness in the adventure rather than happiness in reaching the goal.

ask your gf for help with the bureaucracy shit and if you dont wanna do that make a plan to get the work done to at least apply
sounds stupid but the feel of just not doing anything about this opportunity will be worse than you doing the work now

Very nice doggo. Give him or her a head pa for me.

>21
you're still college age. they'll be someone. don't give up and the only way to get it is to actually try

100% not as good as its hyped up to be. I was expecting heaven, all I got was a decent slice of pizza.

A vagina is very warm, almost hot. Always surprises the heck out of me when I sleep with someone. A vagina feels like the inside of your cheek, very slick (if she’s wet). Every girl I had sex with took a shower before sex so their vaginas were clean, never had an off smell or taste. Tastes like licking an arm. All the girls I had sex with had a decent grip on my penis. Feels like a gentle nice 3D massage on my penis, especially my glands, if that’s an autistic way of putting it.

Honestly man, sex isn’t worth it. If you just wanna have sex get a prostitute or an escort. Get a gf for a loving long relationship. It’s 1,000 times better. Anyone would agree with this.

Sex isn't just about what your benis feels like in a pussy. It's about grabbing her tits while she's riding you. It's about the view of her ass cheeks and curved back while you doggy her. The different smells and textures of her ass cheeks and tits. It's about the look she gives you after you came on her face and licked your dick dry. There's more to sex than just the pussy/dick relationship.

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My girlfriend of 2 years is depressed as fuck because her Aunt who is more like a big sister to her has terminal cancer. Its been 10 weeks without anything sexual and every time I try to get her in the mood she gets mad or starts crying.

I have cut 15lbs though trying to get under 10% body fat. So thats nice.

>24khv
>get gf ~4 months ago
>breaks up with me by text a month ago
>"we can talk in person if you want user"
>never set a date and ghosted me on social media

I got over her surprisingly quickly actually. Meanwhile I've actually flirted with 2 chicks who both casually mentioned "friends with benefits" during the conversation, but I said I wasn't interested in that (they were both fat anyway). Also

>earlier this year
>most beautiful girl from my gym follows me on IG
>chat her up
>go on a couple dates
>khv beta, don't make a move and get clingy as fuck
>she says we should just stay friends
>ghosted me on social media
>started liking my pics again out of nowhere

Too bad I've actually thought about the dates I had with her since that and I realized she wasn't even that interesting, and she was kind of a "not like other girls" girl. I could see myself trying again with her, but only for the physical aspect of it, since her personality is boring af. Also

>started taing creatine this week
>probably placebo, but I feel better than I have in a long time

She's a whore. Leave her. It's over.

Salty bags of sand and coins

Dude, don't take her back. No one 'accidently' cheats. She wanted to, and she did. It might seem like a horrible idea to you now, because you are raw with emotion and still love her, but a year from the moment you walk away, you'll think back and thank yourself.

tell her thank you for fucking another guy because now you can give your time to some other chick that deserves it. she gave away the only thing that is desirable in a woman (her body) but your time is worth more than that. don't give her any emotion beyond that either. say it is what it is and now you'll find someone else more deserving of your time. your time is very important as a man, user.

>Girl says she doesn't want a relationship
>Few months later
>She dating someone

I'm not mad, it's just w/e.
I was working 50+ a week and I had no time for her.
Maybe she was lying or something else. idk. It doesn't matter

>fit made me insecure and egotistical over my height so I worked harder at the gym to make up and destroyed my back on accident

inb4 kill yourself

Dude, that bitch should have woken up in the front yard of your house or in the lobby of your apartment with all of her shit next to her or in a dumpster the next day.
I'd have left a sign saying "please remove this trash" onto her head.

you posted it so it does matter

>tfw no gf
has advanced from a matter of wanting a gf to really having contempt for myself because I'm not fucking. Getting gf or FWB is a matter of self-respect at this point, which is good, because it's more motiv8ing

>feels
I haven't felt anything in years. I almost did a couple weeks ago when I started talking to this girl I had hopes of gf'ing but the bitch literally told me we shouldn't talk anymore.

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A girl fell on my penis during sex and basically fold it in half. I develop peyronies disease and it hurts all the time. Its been six months and the disease is still spreading and hurting like it happened yesterday. i will wait for 6 more months and if it doesnt improve i will have it amputated.

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user you better fucking ghost her
otherwise you're gonna be raising that black baby

truly spoken like pic related, god speed user and i wish you the best of luck with your lifts

bro when my little cat bro died i didnt real feel anything at the time, but broke down crying later on. I was listening to this everyday for the next 2 weeks i will leave it here if you wanna listen, it picks up at 1:35.
youtube.com/watch?v=USAQQnQzaSs
Hope you feel better user

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bro I cried for a week when my hamster died, let it all out and use the emotions to fuel your lifts, your cat is watching and wants you to get as strong as possible

was at this point exactly a year ago, benching 185 now, eat your protein amd calories and lift hard

get the fuck OUT pussy, it's over, she will never respect you no matter what you do, no matter how attractive you get, you have a separate report card for every woman and this one has already given you an F for Fuck Other Dudes.

Honestly any self-improvement you do at this point will make you even more pathetic because you were willing to improve JUST TO KEEP A GIRL WHO FUCKS AROUND ON YOU. Dump her yesterday, become aesthetic, get better qts, make her regret the day she was born but don't even take satisfaction in it because you never think about her

I'm grinding but I feel like I'm mentally stalling. Why the fuck doesn't anyone else think like me? I'm sick of the degenerate party culture, yet in a way it's jealously: I have a job, fantastic grades, good lifts, health, family, but I just can't get friends or a gf. I can small talk but Jesus Christ I don't care about fantasy football or other "bro" shit; I'm done with it, I really am.

I'm at college to learn, to get a job, does anyone here actually give a shit about learning and knowledge? I'm sick of the endless posturing and pussy chasing yet I willingly status signal as well, I willingly go to the gym like everyone else, I'm part of the problem. I feel like the grind is worth it but at this point it's faith, not results. Are women really that picky? I feel like I have a lot to offer but it's endlessly lost.

It's not so bad when I'm around my family or by myself, but around my peers I feel hopelessly out of touch, not remotely interested in the same things as they are. I have no idea how I'm going to grind another 9 months of college out again by myself like I've done so much before. I need to take responsibility for my own happiness.

/blog

Blaming yourself is the response that higher beings make to events that occur around them. ie. the dog shat on the floor because I didn't train it enough, the fish died because I didn't feed them, the dumbass misunderstood me because I didn't speak retard, etc.

Conversely, the man who blames everything around him is a weak little faggot.

Both deserve everything they get, but the former at least has a direction to improve and work on himself, while the latter is a dead end with nowhere to go but sjw whining online.

You can take this as a self improvement mindset. "How can I construe everything around me as being my fault" means "How can I become powerful enough to control everything around me".

haha yeah I'm totally trying to look cool bro haha

>be a fucking autist who can't deal whit his social anxiety.
>wanted to start fixing myself many times
>gives up anyway because i always lose the point of it
>won't hit gym, because i hate the people looking at me
>used local public outdoor gym a few times at night. but still the fucking people come...
>no gf...

inb4 just go hit a fucking gym and don't give a shit about people.

i really do hate interact with people and i can't deal with it...

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Anymore autistically romantic Chads of Jow Forums? I ask because I’ve fucked two attractive girls in the past week. One of them has been pretty constant. But I always just wanna lay down with them and just talk. I even want to take them places. Both of them pretty much admitted that they just see me as fucktoy, even though the consistent one always wants to come over, fuck, and spend the night. She just left right now and I honestly feel more lonely than I did before. I know I sound like a mega bitch and it sounds soapboxey, but she just left and now I’m resting in between deadlifts and can’t stop thinking

I've never had any form if romantic relationship ever. I've been lifting for years and am pretty tall, so.. why..

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>started liking my pics again out of nowhere
this just means she wants you as a backup beta provider, pretend she doesn't exist it's not worth it

got a girls snapchat, she didn't add me back

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Already posted this in another thread, but oh well.
I'm back in college after taking a long break. I'm 30 now so I know I'm late in getting my shit together. I'm trying to leave my shitty restaurant job and get a more professional job. Theres gonna be a career expo at my school next week and I'm going to have to talk to a lot of recruiters. I kinda don't want to go because my resume is fucking horrific. Just by looking at my resume, I already feel like I'm not going to get a job. I feel like I'm too dumb to work with mature grown ups who got their sit together.

Tbh I don't even know why I'm in school anymore. I don't think I want to continue with my accounting degree. I thought about going the easy route and get a business admin degree, but I know if I do that it won't get me far in life.

also if you guys have any tips on making my resume better that would be great. I've been working on it for a few hrs and this is what I have so far.

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My back feels weird after my deadlift and squat PRs a few days ago...

>she gave away the only thing that is desirable in a woman (her body)

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Oh, I know my dude, that ship has sailed long ago. If she's happy following dozens of Jow Forums types everyday in the hopes someone gives her some attention, then I'm happy for her. Guess she wants to ride the cock carroussel while she's 18

Love you buddy.

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user nobody is smart going into college, that's the point of college. you're kinda late to the party but you're getting your shit together and you made a wise decision going for a degree in something that leads to jobs. the tough part is that the biggest hurdle in your life will be the CPA exam. dedicate your whole life to passing that exam and you'll be set for the rest of your life.

>tfw trustfund baby who's dad is a CPA

t. pic related

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Bro I'm going to Japan next wednesday for a full year with 5 strangers I've never even talked to and I'm worried most about finding a decent gym. I managed to get funding through student finance but its gonna be tough balancing my finance for the first time alone. Applications/CV's/coverletters don't really matter as long as your not a complete sperg. I believe in you mane

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visit every chance you get or you're guaranteed getting cucked

are you like 14? Do you even know how to activate your chest? I barely did when I started but even so I could do 5x5 with 65lbs (inb4 >counting the bar) something's up here that's keeping you down probably. Maybe your form is just really off?

Yeah but I'm not even sure if I want to study accounting. I've been told that I should get my CPA but idk man. If I'm not even happy with a bs in accounting then will I be happy with a CPA?

>inb4 the money will make me happy

I envy you

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>Gf is blackout drunk at noon
Damn I've heavily drinking every day for the past 7 years and not once have I been that drunk so early. Oh wait this post isn't real

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I'm a loser. I've never had any real friends and the real friends I seem to have always leave. "Real".

I'm 21 and the only reason im not a virgin is because i paid for a hooker.

I have social anxiety as per usual with most of us but I just want some contact.

I don't know.

is that before or after pooping

>Family and friends are starting to hit me with the "Where's your gf user? When are you going to get one user?"
>Cousins are trying to introduce me to their friends
>Mom is wants to introduce me to "Some nice girls at church" next time I visit home
>I'm a 30 year old boomer that's never been in a relationship because all I care about is drinking,lifting,playing video games, and watching anime
>I just want to be left alone
Why won't they understand that I don't give a shit about these thots?

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I just want a fit or skinny gf guys. How do I get one? im very shy and sometimes too serious

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damn 30yo lifter who's never had a gf

most likely you're autistic user, sorry

I doubt it since I'm incredibly social and can make friends very easily especially with normies. I just never gave a shit about being in any sort of romantic relationship.

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Use her for sex while fucking other women.