Talk about your feelings here, anons.
/feelings/
Michael Lewis
Colton Hughes
I'm suicidal, alone, unwanted, angry, sad, miserably depressed, extremely jealous and envious of others because literally everyone is better than me, hopeless, and terrified for the future.
On the verge of just ending it all and escaping this fate.
Blake Torres
I miss my ex because we had no closure- I wanna fuck the shit out of her then piss on her face.
Then im ok.
Gabriel Robinson
The only place I interact with others is in my dreams. I'm much like
Christopher Parker
yiff yiff, go back to ugly bastard
Connor Cooper
I'm too desperate for friends and let their behavior control my moods. If they talk to me I feel happy, if they're away or ignoring me I feel scared, worried, and sad. It happens almost immediately when meeting someone new. I want to be a good friend but either I have horrible luck with people and their habits, or I'm to clingy.
Matthew Cook
I'm at college, and feel like I can't interact with people. I feel like nothing they have to say is interesting, or they don't want to talk about anything interesting. I feel like nothing I could say would be interesting to them. I want a girl, but I have no pick-up skills, and don't think I could even begin to attract their interest. I keep thinking about going to the tenth level of this dorm complex, breaking out onto the roof and taking a dive all the way to street level. I'm so tired of feeling like I'm pulled apart in so many different directions.
Liam Hughes
I'm just entirely defeated. Life has won. I'm throwing in the towel, and letting the normies do their thing and throw me into rehab - even though I have a brother who does more and worse drugs than I ever have.
A crushing combination of mental health issues and addiction has left me a shell of a human being - one that can never be filled. However, I can at least give the illusion of going along with "the plan" so that people stop hassling me for a while.
I wish there was a pill that you could take, which allowed you to dream forever.
James Richardson
>Still in uni
There is hope user. Join a club (it gives you a shared interest). I wasted my college experience. I still have dreams where that waste haunts me. Don't be me.
Cooper Peterson
I have this same problem as well. I've given up on people, but I am sure there's hope.
Ethan Lee
I haven't given up, I'm too emotional and somehow even though I keep trying it still hurts me. I don't think its unrealistic to want to talk to someone you enjoy often but it feels like everything keeps it from happening. You haven't given up if you still have hope silly.
Carson Carter
Jesus Christ, this. I still have nightmares about highschool and I'm 28. It's not even that high school was traumatic or anything, I just wasted so much opportunity for EVERYTHING. I'm just such a stupid, lazy, dumb piece of fucking shit that floated through and am now just looking about in shock at what a garbagepile my life is.
Dylan Myers
There's always
>h o p e
But, is it a realistic expectation? Are you likely to change? I know I'm not, and it's slowly killing me - thank God. Still
>h o p e
is the only reason I haven't eaten a bullet, so it does have some value, objectively. If the objective is staying alive - which I'm less and less convinced should be the case. My objective should be to lead a
>h a p p y
life. But I just don't see that happening.
Ayden Diaz
Yeah I suppose. I always manage to ruin it somehow to the point where continuing is hard.
Maybe next time.
Samuel Young
I'm the person you replied to, and I am your feel, user.
Dominic Scott
How do you ruin it? If you would like to try for the umpteenth time I would be your friend.
John Anderson
I get too emotionally invested. I talk a lot, and I think I'm generally unfavorable.
Probably not ideal for either of us, really.
Samuel Gray
Keep going strong user, what are you going to rehab for?
Logan Brooks
I won't push you too much since I believe you have to want these things, but I've never had a problem with someone talking a lot, and we already decided we both get invested. If you really think its for the best then we don't have to but I would like someone to talk to when I'm able and I think you would put care into trying as well.
Christian Hill
I have decided to give up.
I don't see anything good happening anymore.
I hate to throw a pity party for myself, but everything I have done in the last year to help benefit myself in the long run has blown up in my face.
I won't even kill myself, because I honestly believe that being alive and suffering day to day as myself, by myself, is the biggest punishment that I deserve.
I just smoke weed on my days off and before work, watching everything on Netflix alone. I even think I'm starting to get to know the pizza delivery guys oh god
Leo Lee
ill hold these faggits offline all the livelong day if i want to
but i gotta leave the library soon
Jaxson Miller
Cannabis, primarily. It's ridiculous. I've never done harder things, but never have made anything else a habit. I drink too - but not heavily. I've never blacked out, for instance. It's a combination substance-use/mental health clinic.
I am completely depressed. Crippling anxiety and ADHD on top of that, mixed in with my inability to stop smoking pot - because it negates a fraction of the empty agony I feel on a day to day basis.
Mostly I just crave sleep.
Levi Hill
*I've done harder things
Nothing like heroin or cocaine though.
Jordan Baker
I have no idea what's going on in this thread.
Logan Cox
Emptiness, in a word - would be my guess.
Luke Wright
What about it is confusing, butt sniffing user?
Justin Morgan
It's a secret, I can't tell you.
Bwakariginal posts
Bentley Wilson
Dont be fucking ashamed, your doing the right thing. Admitting you got a problem and you have to deal with it. I got the same problem, mixture of different substance abuse and depression. Need a break from all this shit. Im going next week.
Hope you will get all help you need in there, because for both of us its not the addiction to these fucking drugs, but why were doing it and what can we do to have our brains fucking work again.
Gabriel Smith
Yunocchi isn't old enough to drink mister.
Charles Russell
This honestly mirrors my situation to the point that I'm worried that someone is imitating me and acting as my doppelganger.
This is really freaking me out, actually.
Christopher Peterson
Don't question Yunos drinking habits.
Asher Bell
lets all sit around a table and drink with the wides
Luke Cox
Will there be hugs involved?
Lucas Price
We should drink with these wides too.
Luis Brooks
Reassuring friendship hugs are allowed
Cooper Bailey
Rehab discord? :(
Wyatt Foster
I want to try strong zero, can they get some for me
Anthony Ortiz
Thank you.
Maybe. I don't think they'll have much luck though after reading the manga.
James Collins
I'm just letting other people take the reins. Clearly I'm not doing a good job in the driver's seat. Maybe I'll get better. I hope I'll get better.
>h o p e
There's that word again.
Henry Garcia
You're welcome, friends need hugs. I've been postponing the anime because of watching too much, but I like the music. I hope nothing bad happens and they can get me my flash frozen drink.
Brayden Barnes
Hope is all we got, or else we could just jump off a fucking bridge right now.
All we have is hope. When thats fucked. well fuck everything then
Jaxon Phillips
Yeah the OST is pretty great. I'm sure they have lots of calorie mate left over.
Justin Young
This boy cuts right to the point. I like that.
Carter Rogers
That's good. I'm going to go run an errand I hope this thread is still up when I get back.
Cooper Ross
Sometimes I fantasize about having a terminal disease. Maybe that would give me the motivation to go out and live.
I'll try and keep it alive, user.
Caleb Perez
Keeping it real.
Sure. I am going to bed. Good night.
Tyler Wilson
Apparently I'm not going on my errand anyway. Sleep well
Aiden Allen
What errand was it?
Anthony Sanders
Exactly what kind of "errand" are you describing, boy?
Joshua Wilson
>
This (is also what I want to know, user)
Lincoln Wilson
I actually had the same thought, then you could have en excuse doing all crazy shit instead of fucking dread piss shit life im in now.
Terminal disease now.
Kayden Parker
Vodka.
Tons.
Ian Williams
I was gonna go to the store. I don't know what's happening in this thread anymore
Michael Peterson
I am one of the rehab anons, but don't worry - I'm killing myself slowly with cigarettes and whatever else I can get away with.
Conversation.
Nicholas Perez
I told you, baka. This is like entering a hall of depressing mirrors.
Adam Taylor
Don't enter an Jow Forums /feelings/ thread without expecting rampant depression, alcoholism, and anime girls.
Adam Murphy
It's just talk. Anyway, thank you for the offer but I'm going to hold off for now, and good night!
Matthew King
Come back please its almost time
Adam Stewart
Time for what?
Austin Murphy
Good night I hope you make a nice friend in the future.
My pregnancy test results
John Ross
Its sad.
Rehab next week yahoooooo
Josiah Diaz
That sounds extremely painful (for you).
I still have time to get ricky-rickty wrecked. What should I try and get my hands on? Fucking acid didn't work because I forgot that SSRI's cut into the effectiveness by like 200%. I can't even do drugs right.
Dylan Johnson
>dropped out of college after two months
>realised a couple of months later that it was a mistake and that I really wanted to go back to college
>contacted staff, got everything set up so I could return this September
>going back in 3 weeks
>don't feel any happy emotions about it like I did a year ago
>don't feel like I'm looking forward to it like I was a year ago
>feel like I'm not even that interested in the subject anymore and am more interested in just playing the guitar
Have I fucked up? Has spending so much time in the solitude of my home caused me to lose my capacity for emotions, lose my excitement and lose my interest in what I used to look forward to so much? Will I be able to feel again when I return after all this time?
Adam Rodriguez
>pregnancy test results
Rude lie.
Jonathan Collins
Uppers? Downers? RC?
swallow everything
Leo Gonzalez
Go to college. Join a club. Make friends. You will regret not going.
Had some perky-c's and xanax already. I'm prescribed adderall, but I'm all out and afraid to charge my phone for like a month because of all the angry texts and calls.
Can't get my hands on any RC's. Probably just going to be alcohol, and god-fucking-willing cannabis.
>A l l t h e t h i n g s
Adam Peterson
It could be yours, please do not walk out on our child.
Jaxson Taylor
Why would anyone willingly bring another person into this world. It's fucking baffling to me.
Grayson James
Xanax and alcohol is recommended to feel numb, not to much thought, if your tolerance isnt high.
I got some amph here, here we gooo
Jaxon Barnes
I hate life so fucking much. The cycle of hate-depression-anxiety is fucking killing me.
I just want to rape a qt girl and blow my brains.
Ayden White
Do it in reverse order.
Grayson Jones
All out of xannies. Didn't have many to start with, and they weren't really a good time. I want to feel euphoria, not just numb. Didn't drink when I was on them, because I didn't want to die (yet).
Don't inflict your suffering on others. It's the least you can do.
Ryder Brooks
To create more posters for threads like this
Jacob Nelson
No.
(Not even close to original)
Jason Hernandez
Euphoria. Then just go on the booze or beer asap. Forget the past and dont think about the future.
embrace it
Jaxon Cook
>meet girl online
>she posts here
>talk everyday
>eventually fall in love, obviously
>she tells me she's unwanted, alone and unloved, no one cares about her
>tell her I love her and I do care about her
>get ignored, keep posting shit about being depressed and unloved
why do women do this shit bros? are they so vapid and basic they just attention whore to the lowest levels just to feel validated?
Michael Thomas
If only I had cash. Useless NEET, living with parents. If I had, I would
>D R I N K
until I was
> V E R Y D R U N K
>Online relationships
Are you trolling, user?
Dominic Bell
I started having suicidal thoughts when I was six years old, because I was both deeply cynical and self-loathing. For years I was just on damage control and never planned anything in the long term. Then I decided I was a criminal and needed to be incarcerated. I spent years carrying out my sentence. The whole ordeal has left me so drained, that the knowledge I am guaranteed to die someday is the only thought that makes me smile. My identity is so deeply embedded in years upon years of lies that I don't really know who or what I am. Never had a single friend, never even had the Internet or technology until I was 20.
I arrived back at uni two days ago. I might try to do something this time. Who knows.
Austin Price
fucking idiot, attention or trolling
Steal some money from them, steal booze.
DO WHATEVER THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE
Tyler Kelly
>Are you trolling, user?
I-I don't have any contact with girls or other people whatsoever outside Jow Forums and instagram, so when a grill or fembot tells me sweet shit how do you expect me not to take it seriously
Angel Thompson
W-well, I mean if it's ours, I'll have no choice, right?
Easton Ross
You have no choice and you have to come back
Lincoln Price
I hate how women have ruined this board this is no oc only orbiting
Nolan Stewart
The one rule I have for myself is not to inflict any pain on others that I can't help - because I know how bad pain feels.
Andrew Nguyen
There is no girls here, if there is one they are completely fucked in the head.
Go somewhere else and fap to you favorite anime
Jack Mitchell
(OP)
I feel like an ugly talentless husk that wastes the air that it breathes. I contribute nothing to everything and it's my fault for wasting everyone's time thinking I do. My existence is meaningless
Jacob Torres
I got full respect for that.but for one night, little booze. One final hit to soothe the pain,
Isaac Mitchell
Mine to, til i met you user. I love you.
Benjamin Diaz
I played a battle royale game and it left me literally shaking. It is not nervousness, I feel alive but at the same time it doesn't feel good
Noah Allen
You never saw me and I never saw you but..
I felt like that was weirdly sincere. Love ya too
Justin Kelly
I know we dont know eachother, but you needed to read it. Beacuse your not worthless. You can turn things around my dear.
Xavier Fisher
Also, it's hardly like it'd be me that would be the one we'd have to worry about abandoning our children.
Parker Bennett
Yeah I thought about my wording.
Cooper Perez
this would be what, the fifth time?
Levi Richardson
I believe so. I would like to be friends even knowing how different we are but I understand how its tiresome
Jose Mitchell
I forgot my password, to be honest .I'm trying to get back in. I'm willing to talk a little.
Levi Allen
*ben shapiro barges in*
facts don't care about your feelings
Elijah Howard
you could just make a new one if it doesnt wanna let you in
Luis Turner
Feelings are reality. Therefore feelings are facts. Exit thread please.
Gabriel Butler
Hold on bro seriously, think about it, if you die, you're gone. You dont exist. If your an atheist, that's it. You've just lost the one shot you had at life. You have TIME to turn things around, its never too late. Keep striving for better until you die, cause there's no turning back. If you are a theist, well, I'm pretty sure that means hell. And you're going to feel more suicidal there and there would be no point in hell if you could kill yourself. Dont end it, keep trying.