/drug/ thread for robots

My mom took my ativan script because she thinks I'm a drug addict even though I've never abused drugs
Now ironically I need to find an alternative source because not having it makes my panic attacks more likely to happen

Not sure you know wtf you're talking about m8.

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get etizolam. very easy to obtain. better than ativan imo

>OP here: I love lil peep, thank you for posting that
You're welcome! Be and stay safe!

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My issue with waiting is not necessarily that I have to wait, but if I don't have the shit in my hands then I can't confirm that the vendor didn't just scam me or something

thats fair, but if you go with a trusted vendor theres a low chance of that happening, especially if youre paying the premium prices for most DNM dope.

yeah the thing was lil peep didnt really care if he died anyway. I could be a lot safer but im kind of in the same boat. I OD'ed and died like 2 months ago and had to be revived and im kinda pissed the paramedics came.

How Psychedelics Are Saving Lives

youtube.com/watch?v=3uqBGTnUukg

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speedanon here.

god i wish i had opiates sometimes

>lil peep didnt really care
He did care. He was just surrounded by vultures and snakes. The whole situation is really dark and unfortunate. Don't get me started!

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any bots here know a good way to down kratom besides toss and wash?

Please, btw i'm not the OP.

Opioids are garbage, rather be sober!

>smoked weed every day last year of uni
>new semester about to start
>say I'm not going to smoke any weed aside from social gatherings
>keep getting hankerings for it
>tfw that calming ritual of loading the bong
>tfw chilling out with feelsie tunes

Help

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why do you originally want to quit?

It made my introversion worse. I'd tell myself I was going to go out and do stuff but then I'd just smoke weed by myself instead. Also it hurt my memory and made me not study as much.

>be me, tripping balls at some campsite in norcal
>have to take a shit
>walk across the adjacent camp and dodge the demon helldog guarding passage to the toilets
>dog is a chihuahua
>sit down, take a shit
>thinking of good band names
>"as the poop dangles"
>giggle and cry uncontrollably, forgetting that i sat down to shit
>friend has to come get me bc im taking too long
>2 years later, still considering dropping an EP

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I hear that, but this shit is strong so dont blame you. I got subs coming in tomorrow so I can come down. This has been great, I am literally going to experience little withdrawal and Ive been up for almost 2 weeks. Always have a back up plan when dealing with this kind of shit.

this was the first time i took acid. decided to take two tabs for some reason.

the result was a complete breakdown that i still struggle to describe. usually i tell people to imagine feeling all at once every emotion they've ever felt, then imagine not being able to distinguish those emotions from the chair you're sitting in.

my brain was seriously failing to accomplish basic brain tasks. measuring time and distance, shit like that. just couldn't do it. i started scrawling instructions trying to explain to myself all the shit i needed to do to, like, function in this trying time

but mostly i was just distracted by sheer horror and beauty of it all.

it was the closest i've ever come to a religious experience. came away with a deep appreciation for how good a job my brain does of creating a sensible, contiguous reality for me when i'm not tripping absolute balls. also a sense of humility, smallness, insignificance.

god are we all ugly, bleeding, screaming tubes of meat, god are we intricately perfect and beautiful, and god are we far from understanding ourselves, each other, anything at all.

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i do worry sometimes that i'm a bit damaged as a result. that said, for the record i graduated university and have a successful professional life.

but i feel *insane* whenever i try to talk about it the feelings i associate with it.

folks who haven't tried acid (and even some who have) really have no way to relate to this.

i never had any hallucinatory effects except for a few instances of trailing before the breakdown. just this weird melting of barriers between emotion and perception.

i do love venting about it tho

all long the line train.

fuck i feel good

yeah so do i. I've recently been only using 1 or 2 days at a time so minimal withdrawl and i have immodium and shitload of etizolam on hand. Kratom is very easy to get to around here.

I fucking hate it so much I want to be done with drugs but I don't really have any motivation to stop. Life sucks its the only thing i enjoy. I envy people who are passionate about normal things

>came off oxy and bupre withdrawals just couple of weeks ago
>now I'm just going to stick to weed
>it works
>now burn like 3 grams a day
>now spending more money on drugs than when I was an opiate addict
nice meme faggots

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I can relate, having responsibilities helps, having other outlets to spend your time can be good because its really idle time and sheer boredom and if you can get away with it the temptation will always be there. But if you have somewhere to be, an obligation of some sort you really wont be able to do it.

heroin until the day that i die
chase the dragon, brother. we're all gonna catch it one day

estradiol and cypro counts right guys?

>it's another "retard gets an NBOME without realizing and never trys LSD" episode

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isn't there some new kind of dxm that's really good to get fucked up on? i dont know anything about it besides that it's OTC.

>every fucking solitary day of my life
youtube.com/watch?v=DJfg39WkMvE

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Been waiting for my speed (pill) reup for 2 months plug went ghost after 6years fml

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Is there anything like Phenibut that doesn't build up a tolerance quickly and without shitty withdrawals?

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how often do you take it? have you tried setting up a drug cycle so you only do it twice a week?

I've thought about trying something like:

>phenibut
>kratom
>alcohol
>weed
>adrafinil
>phenibut
>etc.

if you have a solid cycle, you should be able to avoid tolerance

>tfw free 200 ritalin a month :)
Uni gonna be ez

You should sell them not do them. Especially on college campuses you could make a killing.

whats your ROI?

agreed, he was surrounded by bad influences who may not have been doing it on purpose but they indirectly caused this

>severely addicted to alcohol, meth and opiates
>can no longer get opiates
>need more alcohol and meth to feel okay
>about to lose my job and apartment because of it
>still happy because of drug effects
>still believe i can make this work
we're all gonna make it...right?

You can only go so low until you realize its not worth it to put yourself in a situation like that again. Once you are homeless you won't take a risk like that again.

i've been homeless and done bad things to get by, it only made me want those few hours of release even more. i think NA would help me but i'm nervous about going and having to speak to people

If you got by being homeless you can pretty much do anything. That shit is rough, can't really get much worse after that.

very true, i just wish i could wake up and not want any drugs at all. i'm too lazy and dumb to put the work in

Sorry to hear that user, Cant you get help from anywhere before it goes straight to bottom?

how do i originally do that originally

i live alone and i'm schizo, i'm going to try NA soon since its my last choice

Getting off is hard, staying off is harder you're doing the right things going for support groups surrounding yourself with others. Addiction tends to isolate and it doesn't also like to be discovered, but having a group keeps you responsible and you get the support when you feel like slipping and you will. But you will fuck up less as time goes on and when you do you will see the silver lining in it instead of abandoning all hope and go full on using again. Its a process wont happen overnight.

I'm tempted to buy robocough but no one ever tells me how the high feels

Good, read that you been through this before. Im detoxing booze and benzos next week, I feel im finished with alcohol general and i got some mental issues i have to deal with.

Im pretty sure its goodbye for a good time for my oldest and meanest friend alcohol though.

Staying away from benzos will be a fucking ride i can already tell...

Networking with people and people that you can trust, dont go trying to push it right away you gotta get a vibe for the area you are living in. Get to know the people in your immediate vicinity, you dont have to be friends exactly but get to know them a bit eventually someone will bring it up or just drop it that you know where to get some if it comes up in conversation dont say you specifically yet. Start slow because it is illegal. Start small have people that you trust branch out for you. But seriously, dont go trying to sell that right away, get a feel for it first.

Have you tried NA before? i feel like i need support from somewhere and i know noone that is in substance abuse situation like me nor will understand it.

It's a good laxative
You become dumber than a nigger

good luck friend, i hear benzos are tough but my clean friends can attest to how good it is to be clean
once, they do understand but you have to give them a chance and work the steps

I've been using this dab pen for a while, if you can find a good person to get the cartridges from (assuming it's not legal where you are) I would definitely recommend it. 10/10 always a clean high.

with more people vaping nowadays you can basically use it anywhere and nobody will question you.

I even left it with some of my pens in my bag going through the airport and they didn't question it.

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Im the same person that asked both questions because i was a bit curious and had one question left.

Yes benzos are tough, ive tried cutting down but when i land on stims i need them, when i my head gets tangled upside down i take some. It makes you like a fucking idiot and i barely remember anything of this summer.

I will check their site and check up a meeting meanwhile going to therapy. One day at a time. I know i cant promise myself nothing else than taking sobriety one day, one hour. one minute is a victory.

Good luck, benzo detox feels like you have the fucking plague i've been thru this shit way too many times

Thanks you, its my first real detox but hopefully i havent fucked up to much. But i know its now you have to face your demons. Face reality, no more escaping.

How euphoric is meth in comparison to ecstasy or opioids?

When i was in Poland i got to try something they called Kristall or crystal. Dont remember the color but i had a line or two and oh fuck what a rush. Was it meth or really good amphetamine?

I was sick with flu, it was gone in a couple of minutes and what a euphoria. Maybe it was an RC?

Keep up that mindset, I haven't been able to be sober for more than 2 months but they say that around the 3 month mark you really start feeling better

I still crave benzos every fucking day

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you become a consiousness without body

Yes this time i really want out. I hope you can find sobriety one day, or atleast 2-3 month between doesnt seem so bad. I guess we both binge like freaks when we have the chance then lol

i havent been sober with alcohol for more than 2 weeks in 10 years. Atleast ive cut off the booze, slowly taken down the dose of xanax and sticking to beer. 3 months would be a huge accomplishment.

i fucked up my gaba system a bit to much, liver isnt very well either. 6 Months and i should be better. Thats my hope.

hope.

is it wrong if i have sex with a girl who got drunk with me and can't consent? she knows what guys do and i'm horny, she's my best friend

I've been taking dexamphetamine and jerking off for 6-10 hours almost every day for just over a year now.

AMA

extremely euphoric if you use it right and do a serious ROI

If she isn't passed out or screaming in terror she's consenting
don't let some retarded feminist "regret rape" mentality influence your behavior

How does the euphoria compare though? Are you just writhing in pleasure? How long does the euphoria last?

thanks user, should i cum in her or is there a chance of blowback? i'm her beta friend so i dont think she'd suspect me

it is a feeling of being untouchable for hours, less once you become accustomed. you feel like god

dont fuck her if she not awake, disgusting hobo

Yes, it is wrong.
You should not have sex with people outside of a committed relationship.

How is the penis doing after year of mistreatment? Doctors visit? But hey the fucking cumming is so much better on stims

I bought some pure mdma a while back, and shit's too strong. I remember the first time I did it it was amazing but now at 80mg the come up it's too intense I have to seat with my head down for like 20 minutes until it calms down a bit.

Also, I met a girl whos a bit crazy, crazy as in really adventurous and a huge fucking normie and I kind of want to introduce her to acid but don't know how, don't want to scare her away, she doesn't seem that crazy, she goes to church and all that shit.

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Not too bad, I'm careful not to deathgrip it for 8 hours straight.
Though sometimes it feels a little bruised.

i remember wanking for 16 hours, shit was almost bleeding. But then i was on speed after a rough weekend with alcohol. Take care of your cock, use some creme to not fuck the skin up or something and wash you hands

I never tried mdma even though i have it at home, Dont introduce her to acid without having someone sober to check. Maybe she is on some medication.

Have a couple of drinks with her first. Then slowly introduce into the world of drugs and dont make her end up like a meth whore

I know it's pussy drugs but I'm going back to fucking up my heart and relapsing into DXM territory. Don't even know why, because I can barely remember shit due to all the Benadryl and Robitussin abuse, with a little extra bath salt and LSD for extra headfuckup.

But damn, listening to classic rock on that shit and watching the room spin... that's something else. Maybe I'll still be okay since I've got my doctor talking about putting me on Modafinil.

why risking it fucking it up even more? user stop while you can and dose carefully.

I don't know. I was feeling good for a while but all of a sudden the anti-depressants stopped working, I feel like shit, I wanna die and I'm tired all the time. I think attempting online dating took a really bad toll on me. I know I should be trying to lose weight but I'm overeating like fuck and staying up too late.

DXM at least seems like a fun time.

We all have ups and downs with these fucking anti-depressants. Im just gonna give you a fag advice. Erase that fucking dating app if your not a chad. Start taking care of yourself. Speak with your doctor immediately that you feel like shit or its not working. Get therapy.

No drugs.

>One line left on the small mirror
>makes its fall on the floor (not broken mirror)
>start screaming in rage

Maybe i should go sleep now.

>I never tried mdma even though i have it at home
man you will feel like you're in heaven once you try it.

You've obviously never taken 300-500ug or more if you think that description was abnormal for LSD

i just hate comedowns, makes me so fucking depressed, need to read what to fix before i take it. probably benzo atleast

Do you guys have any idea about amisulpride?

personally had no crash, actually had a totally beautiful afterglow after it. two days after i took it i still felt totally fluffy and my demeanor was very softened. now a week after i'm back to normal without having had any kind of harsh comedown or anything

only done it once so far though

I've got some MDMA, but my fucking mom won't leave the house long enough for me to take it. I've been waiting three goddamn days.

When you live the robot life, opiates are a natural compliment.

takin my favorite kratom strain: green malay.

Just take some 2CB and fuck someone, you'll have the best time of your life, if you want to take it up a notch add acid to the mix go right ahead.

Then you should leave the house to take it. Get yourself to a nice secluded part of a pretty forest and drop it, if you don't fancy doing it at the club.

ounce of shrooms arrived today

unsee
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What can you do with venlafaxine or quetiapine?