Confess my child it is Tuesday

Rude user this is a house of God.

Im trying to. I have felt a lot of shit in my life. Too many to count. Family problems, personal problems, money problems, school problems(im 18 tho). All i have seen are asholes in myife. Not a single good lerson

I got hooked up on smoking, painkillers, antidepressants, energy drinks and my wife doesnt know about it. And i was banging a hot art hoe last summer when she was at her parents

I am a huge furry and keep it secret all the time, it's like I have two personalities.

One where I am that creepy dude everyone hates and one where I am owner of a harem of male fursluts.

>creepy dude
>furry

You said TWO personalities

Yeah, the furry thing turns the creepiness quite a bit up imo, that's why it's a secret

I'm unironically starting to like anime girls more than real girls

That's a good thing though. 2D is better than 3D.

well yea but that makes me a fucking weirdo. and if I had a waifu I would have to live with the fact that I could never be with her

Said I would start couch to 5k this week but it's already Tuesday and I haven't done anything

Posting on Jow Forums already made you a werido.

>same IP address that made the pedo thread made this thread
really makes you think

>be me
>many years ago
>be working in nursing home in 3rd world European shit hole country
>working late ship that day
>cold day, it's around 5pm, already dark outside
>clients are eating
>colleagues are eating in pause room
>me outside having a smoke
>there's one client with terminal illness in final stadium
>women, late 30s, 40kg on avg hight
>cant speak, can't eat, can't communicate
>months if not weeks of death
>really enjoy nursing her
>aggressive due to effects of the disease in its late state
>have to hold down her arms while pampering her every time
>halfboner.jpg
>thinking of her while smoking
>feeling the immense urge to kill her
>never felt like this before
>have to do it
>gonna do it
>finish smoke, go inside, no one's around
>get gloves, go to her room
>put on gloves, step to her bed
>dark inside, no lights but from machines in the room and spare light of the city from the windows
>lean over her, she looks at me with big eyes
>can tell the suffering she has went though from her eyes
>put on one hand on her mouth, cover her nose with the other
>she starts to struggle and fight back
>slaps her hands against mine
>do this for maybe 45 seconds
>let go, she breathes heavily
>repeat, let go again
>shit this actually not that easy
>take pillow, try again
>let go again, she breathes heavily again
>look at her, scared and feared look coming from her wet eyes
>put pillow behind her head, fix her covers
>throw away gloves, leave the room silently, close door
>join colleagues and eat my food
>couldn't do it
>mfw no one will ever know
>mfw she is dead by now
>mfw could have been a murderer that day

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The fact that you did not do it is a sign of God.

used to steal from my moms purse to buy stuff as a kid and from local stores as a teen just for fun

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I fapped to one of my closest friends the other day

I still post on this board occasionally even though I got married.

My ex is coming to my college and I'm not ready. Everyone makes fun of me there and I know she'll share all my secrets to gain popularity and she'll thrive where I didn't. The bullying will be worse than before. I'm planning on staying on campus to escape my family and do nothing but schoolwork and video games. I don't plan to talk or hang out with anyone.

I just jacked off in the box of my cargo truck again between deliveries

Been watching more and more porn lately. Developed an evergrowing addiction to humiliation porn. Got so bad I filled up my phone with images, videos, humiliation captions etc. Can't resist watching porn and fondling myself in the bus/train.
At this point I don't even care about the disgusted looks I get when I stare at a woman's tits/ass/legs/feet anymore, they only make me harder. I regularly jerk off imagining the women of my bus line telling each other what a creepy pervert I am.

Recently, whenever I am over at a house with almost any kind of female presence I try to make up an excuse to go upstairs so I can raid their laundry hamper and sniff some dirty panties.
I am kind of worried to see where this will end

I'm going to a recruiter on friday and am freaking out about my first human interaction outside of my family in the past 7 months
At least I'm not obese anymore though

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It's a sign that God wanted to kill her himself instead of user putting her out of her misery prematurely.

I've fucked over 200 women and just come here to laugh at the incels

I knocked up six women around the same time and am stuck with the consequences now, both from having to raise multiple kids as well has having to pay multiple child support.

Are you a nigger lol?

Nah just a thirsty dumbass with a weird opportunity that I mistakenly took.

I am an ichthyologist who sneaks in the lab at night to use multimiilion dollars worth equipment to research strains of a common virus to affect only organisms with XX chromosomes.

does it count that I was molested and somewhat liked it?

cause you're the only one who knows, Jow Forums. not even my doctor knows.

Posted this last week but after getting pathetically rejected by a girl I liked at work I texted a hooker for a $40 handjob the same evening. I never did that before but I was really broken up. I stopped it before I came and felt like shit after so if you're thinking about hiring a hooker for the first time but you're not sure about it don't do it.

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My confession is being autistic and taking advantage of other autistic people
I'm convinced its okay since we're both dxed with autism, obviously I find them online since people put their diagnoses in a neat list

Anyway I guess its fine, its better than neurotypicals doing the same thing

I usually only take advantage of them in the sense of just seeing if people define them by their autism, or if autism really is a social death sentence, or if someone outed themselves as ableist because they treated them differently because of their autism, usually its for my own safety since I'm autistic too though, so I guess its actually not a sin

I'm having not so hetero thoughts again.

i bought some cypro acetate because i hate myself

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I am going to break up soon with my long-distance relationship boyfriend as I can not take in the distance anymore - he has a life there, I have a life here and I'd hate to create a long-distance family. I am just so scared of not finding anyone worth it here once I mend with my broken heart enough... Give me strength and hope please. I just want to be happy and start a family and life. I've moved in a town far far away from family and friends just for my job, so I barely know anyone there. Making friends is so difficult outside of school. Please forgive me for giving up on this long-distance impossible relationship. I just want to focus on someone from here.

I have some strong agressions in me I can't let out. Am unable to tell people what pisses me of since I either don't want or are unable to confront them. I sometimes think about killing something like my cousins dog, since he and his dog really go on my nerves. Would like to smash its skull in with a hammer, like I did once with a kangaroo I accidentally ran over to put it out of its misery. I somehow felt alive at that moment.