/feelings/

Post your recent feelings here. Good or bad.

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Still suicidal. As always.
On the verge of just ending it all.

Felt good two days ago, feeling bad now.

I feel like I'll never be able to marry someone so that I can leave the US because they probably want to come to the US.

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I relapsed and started cutting again. I'm not sure how to feel about it honestly, but it gives me a sense of stability.
I'll be starting college in two weeks, and I'm stressed out over how much extra money I have to spend (my school kept screwing up the bill). Wondering how I'm going to keep cutting in college.

Feeling constantly lonely, been feeling this for 5 years straight and can't stop.
I am getting older and still lonely, just horrible.

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Sorry, forgot to include my cute anime gf

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I know how you feel user. Recently signed up for Tinder, and haven't gotten a single match in over a month (except for bots and people pushing pyramid schemes). I've never been in a relationship, no matter how hard I try.

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I hope you get well very soon. That must be awful.

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Lonely, even worse since i constantly consume media that gives me waifus. Now I know for sure no mortal woman will make me feel butterflies again.

Weak. I lead a harmful lifestyle and stay indoors a lot. Now i feel really distressed around people. My back is hunched, heart is on the weak side. Can't get my sleep routine in order.

Good feelings? Feel good over cutting a track today, and learning a bit about it. About a successful batch download. Progress in 3d modeling, however small. Satisfaction, basically.

hate myself and can't forgive myself for autistic shit ive done in the past

pretty good actually. thanks for asking.

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You don't have to forgive yourself for anything user. It may be hard, but try to look at those past events as what they were: past events. They probably have very little consequence. Even if people involved are close to you right now, they probably don't remember.

I wasnt sure on what to eat but I "made" peanut butter crackers and they're tasty

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I feel good 99/100 days and come here to feel better on that one off day, thinking about the shitty lives you have

Those do sound pretty tasty, and now I want some.

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3d modeling all the way brother

d-do you wanna talk about it user

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its fun to plop on as much peanut better as you want

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I have gone 9 years without sex and it's been getting to me. Masturbation and porn isn't satisfying to me anymore. Even when I hold back for a week or so I'm never satisfied. I want the real thing. I'm thinking about saving up for a sex toy, but I'm afraid I might scammed into something that doesn't even feel that good or last that long.

Now now, don't get too wild.

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Go and learn.

too late I'm all full of peanut butter now

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You've turned into a Reeses cup.

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I am not a girl. I am a guy.

reeses cups are good refrigerated, I like the white chocolate ones

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more like 1/50th of the way for me, but yeah. it's the future. i won't invest too much though bc i only want it for 3d printing and vidya making.

I should try both of those actually. Thanks for getting me in the mood.

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you'll get fat if you eat too much dessert

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You're right. I'll try keep myself under control.

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I just remembered when I was 13 and I was on holiday to china with my friend and my parents and his parents and I saw this beautiful Asian girl she looked Korean but she looked like 20 so I didn't talk to her.
Feel like shit now guys

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Very lonely, sad, and nervous. I'm moving back into school, and the last time I moved in over the summer I had just gotten dumped by my first and only gf. We only dated for a month but I still miss those feelings of having someone to talk to, cuddle, and do things with. Now that I'm moving back in, I feel like I'm just getting hit with all those emotions again because I don't know how I'll handle interacting with her again (we live somewhat close to each other and share a social circle). Adding that onto the fact it's my last year here before i need to go out and find a real job I'm finding it very difficult to be productive.
>inb4 fuck off normalfag
I'm a 21 y/o virgin

I hope you stop user. Hopefully you can meet nice people who give you a reason not to do it anymore.

Relatable. Do you have any internet friends? They're pretty much the only thing keeping me from going insane atm.

If you feel weak why not try doing workouts at home? I started doing basic stuff a few months back and it's really helped my health. I had terrible posture and was super skinny, but I've put on like 6 or 7 lbs since then and my posture has improved immensely.

if your only problem is that you're horny just get fucking tinder

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>Do you have any internet friends? They're pretty much the only thing keeping me from going insane atm.
I have no one, I don't feel like internet friends would keep me happy. I want someone special, someone whom I can share everything with.

>got a plane ticket
>family asked for money and can't do 2nd part of the trip now
>got depressed again
>no energy to plan trip
>don't really want to go now
>can't cancel

I guess the change in setting will raise my mood?

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workouts are good idea.

yeah, and? this is a feeling thread user.

Friendly Reminder:

Avatarfagging is against the rules!

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Only if it's the same character.

When will these newposters learn?

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I had these fancy chocos from a chocolate store the other week, there was a really good strawberry cream filled one. I want one of those.

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Let's go get some for both of us.

sure, I don't live anywhere near wisconsin and that's where it was from so you can buy us plane tickets to get some.

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It was in jest. Don't worry.

also, avoid her as much as you can. hang out outside, take walks around the place, distract yourself with something. the less you see her, the less you will feel bad. that a fact. good luck. your fellow sufferer.

I don't care, I want some anyway so let's go

Well thanks for the offer but I don't think talking about it will change my loneliness.

Okay then, let's go and get them.

Lonely. All I've wanted since I hit puberty was a femboy bf. I'm close to 30 and still nothing.

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Life is so boring and now that my comp is in for repair I can't play vidya, I can barely pass the time and I'm filled with various anxieties.

lonely and aimless, jaded, nostalgic, horrified
not low enough to end it all, but can't think of any other solution. it's limbo

Where did you go? I need more choco talk.

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Stefan Karl Stefansson aka Robbie Rotten died today

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I don't know how much time is left before I start to crack. I don't know why i'm happy right now, but it's probably not gonna last. I love her so much, but I should probably hook off of her before it starts getting worse I don't know how long I can take it.

How much choco can we talk about?

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Add me on Discord and we can find out.

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Ok, what is your choco discord

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Im surprised I havent seen more about it. He seemed like a great guy, and we are number one was such a good, fun meme for everyone. He will be missed.

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earliest news go back around an hour

It's tch-#5074

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> kiddy toucher dies
we should care why?

I moved to another state and now I'm feeling homesick.

Thanks for this image, OP. I feel good

>tfw no qt tranner gf

F. thanks for appreciating our appreciation for you

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I'm a really boring person. I've been trying this whole summer for hobbies that might interest me but nothing has really kept me in since I lose interest.
I just work, play vidya, browse, and sleep.
Im not depressed or anything just tired of having literally 0 things I'm passionate about.

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hoping (and praying even) that my tinnitus is caused by something curable like an ear infection or earwax buildup and will be gone by october at the latest

pretty meh overall
there's a reason too

>girl in my lit class
>said she loves my voice
>have barely talked to her since yet i still want to ask her out
>realize i don't have much time left because it will pass by fast just sitting around
>keep thinking about her

maybe i'll let this one pass and i'll wait to get a gf

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Obviously that's a good ideal that i think all of us want on some level, but i think you need to work up to it. baby steps and shit.

I just do calisthenics at home, focusing on volume and form. There's tons of stuff on youtube if you really want to get into it.

Thanks man. I do plan to avoid her as much as possible (it also helps that she dumped me and won't try to seek me out), but I'll still have to see her minimum once per week within the social circle that I don't want to abandon because it's the only socialization i get.Ideally, I want to find someone who fills the void she left but that's probably asking for too much.

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I'm in love and I want this person so much but things are shit and idk if they will want to be with me in the long run because of distance. Also my job is shit and my family situation is terrible.

SIGH.

Just ask her. Worst thing that can happen is a no, and from there it's easier to move on.