How did you become a robot? was it bullying? mental condition? poor?

I became too self aware, thus making me panic every time I'm in public.
I'm also boring with no passion towards anything.

A mix of bullying, bad parenting and lack of selfcontrol i think

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bullied as a kid. Never really got along with many people as a child. Mother left my family when i was 2. Literally zero confidence around girls, probably relating to my mother. Always been shy. Also either im dyslexic or dumb. I cant even remember the order of the months

staying inside and playing vidya has better dopamine:effort ratio than getting a social life

probably a lot of childhood trauma,i didnt have great parents

poor people cant be robots, they are normies

Started watching porn at about 5 yo and also kind of got bullied, but is mostly the first thing that madre me feel different

^SOOO ducking this
Watching tv series, documentaries, youtube sketches and animations, playing games, reading books, drawing and practically everything else was better than trying to relate to knuckleheads at school who only ONLY talked about gayass sports.

I was homeschooled then went to a very small private highschool so was always relatively isolated from large groups of people. I moved to another state for university and never made any friends there.

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Mental condition and being ostricised because of that. Also my parents weren't the best.

Genetic predisposition to bipolar is what really led me to lead the life of a fuck up. I was attacked when I was younger though by a random guy on the street. He just randomly came up to me and tried to strangle me. Luckily bystanders intervened. That and I guess my parents were busy with my younger brothers that I never got any help learning how to be better at school and hence just really dropped the ball near the end.

I dunno man I just want to make it stop. I'm sick of the pills, sick of being sad and alone, and sick of just having to deal with the daily struggle that is life.

I'm too cowardly to end it all though. I know nothing is on the other side and just not existing is terrifying. I'm sure I'll be loving life by this time next week.

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introverted less social personality and idk, simply being more weird than others

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Parents moved a shit ton when I was a kid and I was never able to have long lasting friendships or any type of romantic relationship due to that.

You need to develop social and flirting skills before you reach adulthood. You just don't go into your 20s as a sperg and expect to be able to woo women into bed.

bullied in elementary by girls and then stuck at home masturbating to bad porn in my teen years when i should be outside doing normal teen stuff

I was bullied by my own "friends" and it made me very distrustful of people, especially those who seemed to liked me. This caused me to form virtually no close relationships with people and resulted in me being really isolated and lonely which, as we all know, makes you a little crazy.

poor raising (parents had drug problems, mom had anger issues), addiction to internet to escape from reality, getting fat, getting an e-girlfriend from Jow Forums, friends were sociopaths, probably autism and multiple personality disorder

My parents moved a lot too but we were often moving within the same county and often the same complex or area and we kept in contact with some of the people we knew for many years. I also went to the same school continuously.

Lucky you. When we moved, it was always a new school district with people I didn't know.

Shockingly my soft skills are woefully under developed today.

I'm more of a cyborg if anything. I just don't really care about people. A robot is a faggot that can't accomplish basic shit, like being cognizant of the fact that he needs to make change in his life in order to get the most fulfillment from it. Apparently that's too much work for these buster ass hoes.

>be a rascal as a kid
>one day suddenly get real self conscious about my actions
>stop doing everything that has some potential of embarrassing myself
>now be an awkward, embarrassed, shy adult

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I literally born like this, nothing more. One time I felt in love with a girl from the college but when I was to ask her to hang out I see with an another guy, they were kissing and all. At this time I think I lost all the hope. I'm okay with this.

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I became a robot mostly after being in the military. Before I left I was pretty outgoing but when I came back from my deployment and got out a few years afterwards, something changed and I just kind of found a lot of things boring and found it hard to start projects or do things I enjoyed, I had a tough time holding jobs for more than a few months and then I would usually quit or just not show up anymore. Now I kind of float from job to job from town to town. I can still pay my basic expenses and I have a car, but I never really settle down anywhere for more than a year.

Well. I was bullied since elementary to the end of highschool.
That and the fact I'm a schizoid shautist

Also I've had PC's since I was 6. And I've spent my days since then playing Vidya.

I'm an Aromantic Asexual with Inattentive ADHD, Narcissism, Schizophrenia and Bipolar Disorder. I'm basically not even human for how different my mind is from everyone else's. We are not the same, at all.

Was dealt a poor hand in life, thought I was normal until I found out there are communities like me out there. Now I'm one of you.

I JUST WANT A MOMMY MILKIES GF REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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Poor and also abusive parents that later divorced and I was left with a single mother
Shit sucks
I only get comfort in thinking that I won't reproduce

I was just too weak and a pussy. Even as adult too i'm just too pussy to take any responsibility so i just wither away. Everyone tried to toughen me up but it just never worked for some reason, probably just too weak for this world.

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I was INTP and raised by parents who didn't really know how to raise me or encourage talents. I'm still extremely bitter about the fact when I was younger I insisted on learning an instrument or computer stuff and my parents scoffed at the idea and instead sent me to another sport of summer camp I hated. Basically anyone who had a modicum of success in some endeavor or I've ever met has told me "X was always a big part of my household" or "my parents always encouraged me to do Y" whereas my dad was old and retired who only wanted me (gangly jewish kid) to be good at sports and mom who didn't really know any better. I'm not blaming them, but were I raised by more understanding and enlightened parents instead of unremarkable lower middle class retirees my life would be very different and I probably wouldn't be here.

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I am pretty much the definition of a slightly autistic cyborg.

My parents never took me outside to socialize with other kids so I never learned how to do it.

Bullying, autism and thinking at a young age that sex was evil and immoral.

Iktf, you seem to have lived a very similar life to me. I never had any interest in sportsball and my parents always ridiculed me for not being normal because of it. Then again I can't seem to become motivated about much of anything, and I've never really had motivation so I was probably fucked from the start. Anyway, the general set of mental functions we call INTP were not meant to exist in this reality.

Poor and kinda dumb. I had strange taste and was thin skinned so no alot of people could relate to me. Still had friends tho.

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