Depression is cancer

serious depression is cancer.
both will kill you at some point and make your life unlivable until it does.

sadbois know whats up, we just waiting until we finally cant take it and kill ourselves

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Cbt therapy bro. Worked for hundreds of thousands of people, why not you?

This is a problem you will run into later.

>we just waiting until we finally cant take it.

What if your capacity for suffering is equal to your capacity for love? What if you can soak it all in and keep on grinding?

Visit some poor ass people , you will feel better

isnt that the same as visiting r9k?

already been through this.
clinical depression is a bitch.
I am poor.
I grew up in a trailer ect as well

>visiting the poor to feel better about yourself

Not OP but I've done this. This is a meme. It just makes me feel worse. I become guilty because my life isn't as bad theirs.

I just want to die. I'm black too, which I also hate

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Aww man, I'm sorry. Not sure what else you could do, therapy is what helped me immensely

dont feel bad for being black man.
I used to be a poltard but you are robot and we are all fucked equally...

thanks for nice posting.
it isnt much fun senpai.

How about you do something about that, just do cardio like 1 hour a day, it helps me clear my mind and helps alot

I used to be super fit chad body bro...
the exercise helps depression meme doesnt work on everyone.

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>see poor people
>somehow these poor people are actually way happier than i am
>feel even worse

Every day? I do jogging sessions of ~1 hour from time to time (including a lotta walking for the warm up) but I feel like I'll end up burnt down if I go on several days in a row. I'm guessing right? or is it okay to go berserk mode from the beginning?
I mean, it been a couple of weeks since last time and I didn't feel like it helped a lot with my depression, but maybe doing it every day can make a difference? idk

>you will never kill yourself because deep down you are extremely masochistic and enjoy the misery you put yourself through

yeah so? why not want the world to die instead. like just want to see every fucker with their guts all over the floor

Just like cancer, if you don't see a doctor and follow his orders, it's your own fault what happens

look at this retarded normalfaggot.

I want to see society crumble before I bite the bullet.

this desu. I just want to see this soul killing none motivational hedonistic degenerated exploitation driven shithole burn

It's fine to choose to not get help. Youre just not a victim. You're a dick.

except you retard depression just like cancer is incurable. its also better to know the truth than to be some normalfaggot fuck who lives on his most basic animalistic insticts

Because mr skekelsberg will cure my woes for a easy payment of 6 million shekels

serious question
how do you if you're depressive or not?

You're the dumbest fucking bitch i've ever seen god damn you are an absolute idiot you know what else works for hundreds of thousands of people placebo, sugar pills, oh yeah babyh

im gonna put a bag on my head, the choke myself with a belt after knotting it and putting it over my door.

I'm in the same boat man, and unfortunately I'm not seeing an end in sight anytime soon. I haven't killed myself only because I don't want my family to have to grieve my death.
When I was 13, my depression was showing pretty badly, and my mom got fed up and started shouting at me, "What, do you have depression or something?! If you do, we'll stick you on some pills so you can stop having such a shitty attitude!"
She became an EMT a few years later, and has a much better understanding of mental illness, but that one outburst was enough for me to never want to seek help, afraid of being ostracized.
I've only ever told one friend that I hurt myself, and she cried for me. That was the closest I had ever felt to another person, but I haven't seen her in years.
I've never had success with women, and at this point I've completely given up. I used to think that if I could find a girl who'd love me no matter what, even when I'm breaking down, I could finally be happy. It took me way too long to realize that no one could ever love me.
I have some plans for after college though. I'd like to save up some money, and eventually move to Japan and work as an English teacher. Maybe get a job at a tech company after a few years. But I struggle to not either give up on that goal or end my life every day because of this shit.
Honestly, I can't tell you to hang in there when I barely can myself. I just hope that whatever happens, it brings you some semblance of peace in the end.

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>move to Japan and work as an English teacher
>anime child pic

I hope your depression kills you.

It probably will

-original-

Many cancers are curable. Like depression.

I realized since I'm not born rich, I will never be happy in this world, and that thinking ill get rich is both gambling and a waste of youth. Because of being poor, I will no longer be in this world.

Not OP but seeing people in worse circumstances than me and seeing some of them being happy despite their more pressing hardships makes me disappointed in myself. Not out of spite or jealousy for the other's happiness or in those people achieving goals and making progress but in myself stagnating. I wouldn't describe myself as being depressed though, I just feel disappointed in myself for not doing better given the circumstances I am in. I guess the feeling of stagnation is what gets me.

Granted you do meet people in terrible situations much worse than yours; but those do little to make me feel better as most of those had issues with say drug addiction or family problems and those are things I don't identify with.

It does feel like cancer

this post speaks truth, and huts uncomfortably close to home.

Yeah I agree with you. You dont get over top of your depression it will get you one day, that is certainly true.

Even when you're through the worst of it it's still there. My depression completely warped my personality

just do it OP
boxx

>wake up one day
>feel like complete shit
>still feel like shit to this day

Yeah idk

I used to think that I was resilient in that I never felt THAT down considering my circumstances but damn. This is a different state of mind

If you have to ask, you're probably not really depressed.

>you never feel any joy.
>things that you did to distract you from life dont make you feel good anymore like vidya
>you cry every day or a lot, keep in mind you dont have to cry to be depressed
>in my case I think of killing myself within 15 seconds of waking up, and plan to one day 100%
I was also diagnosed as a child with clinical depression, and have been to doctors ect.

>. I haven't killed myself only because I don't want my family to have to grieve my death.
I am the same, I really dont want to hurt my mum but it gets harder and I know one day I will do it anyway.
>I've never had success with women, and at this point I've completely given up.
I know that feel, when you are insanely depressed you just dont care about not having a GF infact it would be too much effort.
>Honestly, I can't tell you to hang in there when I barely can myself. I just hope that whatever happens, it brings you some semblance of peace in the end.
thanks for being a nice poster, I hope your plans work whatever they may be.
your cancer mean poster
thanks
if you have real depression and not meme depression..it never gets better.
100% although some mental health issues can go un noticed as to the cause.
anxiety used to be one for me and depression effects.
>feel like you cant wake up for weeks at a time cant concentrate
for example

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how the fuck will cock/ball torture help in literally any way

I lose motivation to run after a few days and stop doing it

for serious depression it wont help you man.
my fren became a literal body builder over the course of a few years and he still talked feelz with me daily with how he wanted to kill himself.

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