Hey pals. How was your day?

>Yeah, we did play a boardgame the night before. My friend, his gf and his college friend. I won together with the latter. We then all slept in the same tiny dorm room, was pretty cramped.
Sounds like a really nice time with friends. I hope you had a good night hanging out.
>A mystery role playing game. A murder case set in 15th century Venice. Is for a birthday party
That sounds cool. Custom-making a game for a party. Never heard of that before. I hope you all have a really good time when it comes around.
>I have only one friend I'd really call a friend, but he has lots of friends, so I often get to do things with them.
Why wouldn't you call the people you know and spend time with friends? Don't be too hard on yourself, you seem like you have a really healthy social life.

>That sounds cool. Custom-making a game for a party. Never heard of that before. I hope you all have a really good time when it comes around.
Yeah, I hope so too. The first one I made went quite good. It was set in a modern day prison. But the second time I was way too ambitious, lots of things didn't go like intended and it was a hell lot of work. It was a psycho scenario where people had to find out that they're all inside the same head and such. People got frustrated because they didn't have a clue. So this time I'm cutting back again a little.
>Why wouldn't you call the people you know and spend time with friends?
Thing is I have no direct contact with them and that I think is a condition to call someone a friend. My whole social life is therefor dependent on my one friend. If he didn't invite me to stuff then from one moment to the other I wouldn't have any social life at all. Also with most of them I have very little to talk about. But we mostly play games when we're together so it's still fun.

>Quit my job
Oh boy, this is going to end badly, I can already tell. At least I get to spend more time with my waifu.

who's your waifu?
and what job did you quit and why?

Worked in the hood today so that means few orders and sitting on my ass in my truck until 9pm. Could be worse at least I'm near home. But not much op.

I made up my own waifu. Don't know if that counts. I was a psychiatrist, but I quit because I got tired of working so much. The job's pretty depressing too, actually. A guy I was helping out killed himself recently, and that hit my pretty hard.

>I made up my own waifu. Don't know if that counts.
Of course. Tell us more about her. Do you have any graphic representations?
>A guy I was helping out killed himself recently, and that hit my pretty hard.
Wow, I bet. But aren't there also a lot of people you were able to help getting better? Well, I guess these don't necessarily come back to thank you because these relationships tend to be quite awkward in my experience.

That game sounds fun. I'm glad you have a creative pursuit like that.
>Thing is I have no direct contact with them and that I think is a condition to call someone a friend
Have you considered asking them? I know it'd difficult but if you know them well it's pretty normal I think.
That's a little scary but if your job doesn't make you happy it doesn't do what it's supposed to. Good luck with whatever comes in the future user.
>Worked in the hood today so that means few orders and sitting on my ass in my truck until 9pm. Could be worse at least I'm near home. But not much op.
Could be worse can mean a million things. I hope you were feeling alright today despite what sounds like boring work. The nice thing about uneventful days is even if they're bad they're forgettable. I hope tomorrow is great.

She's very nice. She has long pink hair, blue eyes, and pale skin. I don't have a picture, but her smile is amazing.
I don't really have personal relationships with anyone other than him.
Thanks, I have some money saved up so I should be OK.

>parents making me come with them to drop brother off at college, no threads for a week or so starting tomorrow
how far away is he going?

>Have you considered asking them?
Not really. As I said there isn't much to talk about. I'm not good with people in that way and also lack interest. There wouldn't be much point. I already too often end up in an awkward situation where I have the same way back as someone so that we go together but remain silent the entire time. I don't ever initiate anything and can call myself lucky to have this one friend who just doesn't care about my utter aloofness and pushes me to do all sorts of things.

>I don't really have personal relationships with anyone other than him.
Oh, I thought he was one of your patients. If he was a friend that makes things even worse. Sorry.
>She's very nice. She has long pink hair, blue eyes, and pale skin. I don't have a picture, but her smile is amazing.
When did you decide to make up your waifu in your head, user, and how did you do it? Is there someone you modeled her after?

>Thanks, I have some money saved up so I should be OK.
That's good. Don't torture yourself all your life for extra money, it isn't worth it.
1000 miles each way
>Not really. As I said there isn't much to talk about. I'm not good with people in that way and also lack interest. There wouldn't be much point. I already too often end up in an awkward situation where I have the same way back as someone so that we go together but remain silent the entire time. I don't ever initiate anything and can call myself lucky to have this one friend who just doesn't care about my utter aloofness and pushes me to do all sorts of things.
Alright, I suppose there's nothing to be done. It's great you're so close to your friend at least. That's pretty cool.

Hmm, your country appears to have very bizarre fish and chips. That aside its tragic to hear that your dog has had a hard time, *pet* *pet*. How is your grandfather? Your compliments are making me like pic related, you're too sweet.

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I phrased that badly, sorry.
A few years ago now, I was just thinking about flying around in space, and I started developing a persistent world. Eventually I got lonely, so I made her. She's not really modeled after anyone.

You're a friendly person, Megu-poster. There are so much OPs who just ignore people in their threads, but you leave no post unanswered.

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Gonna help my oneitis with her permit test, feels like a good chance to get closer to her.

>A few years ago now, I was just thinking about flying around in space, and I started developing a persistent world.
Cool, I have a world out there somewhere in space too. But for waifu choice I'm quite a mainstreamer I guess. pic related

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>1000 miles each way
where did he get into that's worth going go far away

There's nothing wrong with that, just means your waifu is so good that many people like her.

I got invited to an interview for a job at a vidya games company

im pretty excited about it

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Hi Meguposter. Sick user/gunplanon again.
I'm feeling much better, actually got out of bed for more than just dinner and took a shower today. Also ate a normal amount again.
Nose and ears are still stuffed and I still get the occasional cough, but that's easily manageable.

>your country appears to have very bizarre fish and chips
I don't think so. There are plenty of English places with really good fish and chips. At American style restaurants it's normally alright too if they use cod instead of tilapia or something weird.
>How is your grandfather?
He's good. He used to repeat stories from months or years ago that I remembered, but recently he's been repeating stories he said last week. One of his brothers has advanced dementia and the other is getting there so I worry about him, but he's still in great health. He plays racquetball 2 or 3 times a week and is even with me at chess when I give him white.
>Your compliments are making me like pic related, you're too sweet.
It'd only be too sweet if you didn't deserve them. Good work user!
Thanks, I appreciate those kind words. I don't really deserve them, I just talk to people over the internet. I'm not doing much.
>Gonna help my oneitis with her permit test, feels like a good chance to get closer to her.
Cool! Do you mean learner's permit test or another permit? Hope you can start something really special with her. Good luck and godspeed.
>where did he get into that's worth going go far away
Some high to middling university my grandpa went to as well. He got one C because an AP teacher was anal and that locked him out of a lot of schools. He's getting a degree in basket weaving but said he wants to go to law school afterwards. I doubt he'll finish law school but I hope he figures out what likes and pursues it.
>I got invited to an interview for a job at a vidya games company
Exciting! I hope you get the job. Working around a passion is always a great idea. That sounds really cool.
>Sick user/gunplanon again.
Hey friend
>I'm feeling much better
I'm happy you're recovering fairly quickly. Sometimes those things knock you on your ass. Good job eating normal and showering as well. I hope you feel good with improved health!

accidentally stole food from a taco bell. ordered 2 grillers and a large drink, cashier said it was 4.69 and i thought it was still 1 dollar per griller or so, and it made sense. then i go to the counter and found out she thought i said only 1 griller and they were priced slightly higher, they ended giving me an extra griller because they thought i paid for 2. i cant take the guilt anymore, everytime i remember it i cringe and imagine a swift death by knife. i hate my life

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Cool. What job will you do there if it works out? Programming or art stuff?

wut? the mods warn you know when you trick the robot?

thanks. me too. I've been going to so many different interviews and none have worked out for one reason or another, but I have a good feeling about this one.

just testing to start, but they asked for programming competency in the job description so I think there will be a chance to move to other roles later.

Thank you! Hopefully I'll be back to doing the things I like tomorrow, or at least not spending over half the day in bed phoneposting and feeling miserable. Still need to buy some things for a paintjob I'm planning.

I'm also debating adding a dose of smug to my catgirl package, pic related.

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STOP RIGHT THERE CRIMINAL SCUM
Don't feel bad about that user. It's no big deal and you didn't mean to.
>i cant take the guilt anymore, everytime i remember it i cringe and imagine a swift death by knife. i hate my life
Don't worry user, it's fine. Feeling bad for it is a sign you're a good person, don't think about dying over something so insignificant. It's all ok user, don't be guilty.
>I have a good feeling about this one
That's always a good sign. I believe in you user. Don't let the other times stress you out, you can do it.
>Hopefully I'll be back to doing the things I like tomorrow
That's great. Getting back into things you want to do is always exciting and fun, especially because you've missed those things so much.
>I'm also debating adding a dose of smug to my catgirl package, pic related
That's really cute! If you can afford it and like it, go for it.

It's my birthday. Got a videogame, some scotch, and a red dot sight for my AR. Pretty good. Helps fill the hole that forms after not seeing any of my friends for over a year.

>tfw my wish came true and the nice poster is going away
Even if it only for one week I am still pleased about this.

>That's really cute!
Right? She has some alternate face options, but let's be honest, smug is the only right one.

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>It's my birthday. Got a videogame, some scotch, and a red dot sight for my AR. Pretty good.
Sounds like a really nice day user! Here's your customary birthday catgirl as my present.
>Helps fill the hole that forms after not seeing any of my friends for over a year.
I'm sorry you're so distant from your friends but I'm glad you got to have such a nice day today. I hope you can be reunited with them soon.
I'm glad you're happy user! I was worried some may be disappointed not being able to talk so knowing I'm making someone happy in my absence is great!
Yeah the smug face option is great. I like her!

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>cod
Uuuuu, haddock, you are supposed to you haddock. Cod is unclean.

Bless you grandfather, heard some pretty horrible cases of dementia, hopefully he doesn't go too bad. Its good that you play chess, always found it to be interesting.

Was going to watch Genshiken though the streaming service put on another anime for some reason. Watched Hackadoll instead, surprised to find that I actually enjoyed an anime. Des Cabinet... was good.

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I've got one of her rivals reserved at a different store, just waiting for other items to come in so I can get them all shipped over in one go.
She's also an absolute cutie.

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>I'm glad you're happy user!
I'm not happy, I told you I hate happiness. I am merely pleased.

>you are supposed to you haddock
The only time I noticed a difference between cod and haddock was side by side taste test when it wasn't fried and covered in batter. Maybe I'm just uncultured.
>hopefully he doesn't go too bad
His mom and now his brother both got it, and they weren't the angry crazy type so that's good. If I'm still a NEET I'll probably move in to take care of him if things ever get bad. He's really cool. He's nowhere near that yet but I can just tell that he's aging is all.
>Was going to watch Genshiken though the streaming service put on another anime for some reason. Watched Hackadoll instead, surprised to find that I actually enjoyed an anime. Des Cabinet... was good.
I'm glad you enjoyed yourself. Finding good anime is always great, when they hook you in they're so much fun.
Holy heck, how did they invent all those cute characters??? It's some sort of miracle. Pretty soon you're gonna have the whole entourage, and that's probably a good thing. You're gonna have a really cool collection with all those girls.
It's okay friend, you don't need to pretend to be grumpy and hostile here. You aren't fooling anyone.

Yup learners permit. Normally I would make up some BS about country were in, but fuck it. We're seniors in high school and she just never got around to doing it.

>have to go to dentist tomorrow
>suspect something is horribly wrong because I'm in a lot of pain, have an idea of what it is
>will have to pay out of pocket
>going to cost $2k minimum
>have horrible dentist phobia
My strategy is to get as little sleep as possible so I'm half asleep for the procedure. Already only got 4 hours last night, and i'm doubling up on caffeine right now with coffee and an energy drink. I plan to get 5 hours or less, then when I come home I can crawl into bed and sleep the pain off for 12 hours.

My grandfather was a fisherman and used to get particularly angry whenever someone ate cod, mostly due to it being a salt-water fish. Used to go to Newfoundland and Tromso, probably more places. Granted he died long before I was born so I have no idea where else he'd been.

You do seem like a really kind-hearted person, hopefully he doesn't get too bad, I know one of my friend's grandmas couldn't tell what time it was at all and thought she was in the 1960's, weird stuff.

Heh, I thought about quitting my job this morning. I was on the verge of tears about having to go in. Once I got in it wasn't that bad, there was a lot of free food today and I spend 1.5 hours on my own shit and 1 hour browsing the web, and at least an hour just walking around. I have a job where I can listen to audiobooks all day and get paid for it, so long as I do at least a little bit of work sometime. Don't want to fuck it up and get a stressful job where I actually have to do shit. This is the lesser of two evils.
I quit a previous job though and never regretted it, it was shit. Why'd you quit?

I'm glad you like your job. I quit mine because it's a lot of hard, sad work.

I hate hard work. Mine is boring but easy. I think a monkey could do it desu. It's essentially data entry.

She's great isn't she? I love how they managed to give all of them so much personality through their designs alone.

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>He's getting a degree in basket weaving but said he wants to go to law school afterwards.
sorry i went to play video games.a lot of "useless" liberal arts degrees tend to be taken by people trying to feed into law.
good luck to him though. law is brutal

>Normally I would make up some BS about country were in
Why would you do that? Either way good luck winning her heart. Clinical oneitis sucks so hope she's into you as well. If she wants to spend time with you there's a good chance she does.
I'm sorry man, that sounds awful. All that money and likely some bad news? I'd hate to be in your shoes. I hope your teeth are alright and the dentist isn't as bad as you expect it to be.
>My strategy is to get as little sleep as possible so I'm half asleep for the procedure
I get the opposite way. I'm more relaxed when i sleep 12-20 hours a day and when I sleep less I get really nervous and fidgety. You know yourself better than I do though, I really hope that works well for you.
>My grandfather was a fisherman and used to get particularly angry whenever someone ate cod
That's funny to imagine, hopefully he doesn't get mad at me.
>You do seem like a really kind-hearted person, hopefully he doesn't get too bad, I know one of my friend's grandmas couldn't tell what time it was at all and thought she was in the 1960's, weird stuff.
I'm really nothing special, no need to be like that. Not knowing the time or year is pretty tame actually, the big concern is the getting violent or delusional. I used to work at a retirement home so I've seen all manner of it and that confused type of dementia is probably the easiest to deal with, it's difficult when they're really irritable though.
It really is. They're more expressive than most paintings. They're all really cool.
>sorry i went to play video games
Nothing to be sorry about.
Yeah, I know it feeds into law but I can't imagine him as a lawyer. Maybe he'll mature a lot soon but right now he's very undisciplined and it seems like the job would be the opposite of what's good for him. I hope he proves me wrong though.

I am not pretending, what the fuck is there to be happy about?

>Maybe he'll mature a lot soon but right now he's very undisciplined and it seems like the job would be the opposite of what's good for him
law is brutal. most people who go for it don't make it.
i've become too cynical at the college experience because i've watched people fail again and again, myself included.

For many of us there isn't too much to be happy about, but that's why you need to try harder to be positive. Being bitter and intentionally negative doesn't allow you any happiness, it's just a way to cope with sadness better. That's no way to live, assuming you're going to be sad all the time. There's are reasons why you're miserable, and that attitude is one of them. Just cheer up a little user, it won't hurt!
>law is brutal. most people who go for it don't make it
Yeah, that's why I worry for him so much. He needs to finish post-grad with his degree or he used all that money for essentially nothing on a resume. Maybe he'll use it to be a teacher, which I can picture him as, but outside of that there is really no skilled work that requires the degree he's getting. He's partying way too much and getting worse grades than he should with his native intelligence. I just worry for his future is all.

I had a pretty good day

>wake up at like 2pm
>actually decided to do something productive after doing nothing for a week
>finally did a training session again
>started learning HTML again
>feels good man
>play games with some friend
>destroy him in literally every single one
>leads to us playing an rts against each other
>literally get my shithole remodeled

I will never not be mad at me sucking so much at rts games, but it's still fun

Well she agreed to celebrate when we do the test (she fucking delayed tonight because too much homework) so I guess it's a step in the right direction.

>woke up at 5 AM, as usual, feeing like death, as usual
>work at 6:30 AM, do some bullshit
>out at 3 PM
>get home and shower
>get on laptop
>look at clock anHOLY SHIT it's already time to go to bed fucking why, why does time go so fucking fast when I'm not working

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Sounds like a nice day. Glad you were so productive and had a good time with your friend! I'm bad at RTS games too, probably more than you. I get stuck on single player campaigns in games with one. I hope your training session and learning HTML did a lot for you, and you can notice solid improvement.
That sounds great! I bet the feeling is reciprocal. Good luck with her, I have faith things will work out.
Yeah time really flies by when nothing special happens in a day. If you want it to go by slower focus or work with an interest instead of consuming media to distract yourself. If you feel like death often maybe time feeling short isn't a bad thing. I hope you start to feel better and can enjoy yourself in and out of work though.

Thanks user I'll give that a try.

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tried to drive myself to the store today and i hit a parked car. i don't know what to do lads

Always wondered, do you feel something towards your waifu's seiyuu, like caring about her life and such or just don't mind her at all? Our waifus happen to have the same one meguposter

>He needs to finish post-grad with his degree or he used all that money for essentially nothing on a resume.
most people in undergrad do that

what rts did you play?

Damn you're positive. How?

did you tried to persuade your parents so you can stay at your grandpas ? you seem to get along well
I just packed stuff for 2 hours, Im moving friday, which is my birthday too but I dont care much for that, still got some stuff left to pack but Im gonna take a little break, 2 hours of rest for every of work seems reasonable ^^

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>ride my bike to a gamestore
>store doesn't have the game I want
>try riding to another one
>pedal falls off
>random sandstorm passes over as I'm walking home
I think it's an omen of some sort.

Cool. I think it will work, it does for me anyways.
> i hit a parked car
Aw, sorry user. It happens to the best of us (not the best at driving though). Is insurance gonna cover it alright or was there no real damage? I hope crashing didn't shake you up too bad and you didn't get hurt at all. Don't feel too bad about it, it's an honest mistake.
Megu isn't mai waifu she's just the cutest anime character to me. I'm not in a relationship with her. She's really cool though hand I can respect people with waifus. Seems like more heartache than anything to have that kind of relationship with something you can never touch.
>most people in undergrad do that
I guess so. Seems silly that people pump so much money into an education that doesn't make them any smarter than self-study. It's a 6 figure party pass if you don;t have a scholarship from what my brother tells me.
I tried being really sad and edgy, but realized it was getting me nowhere. I hated life, so I decided to try to change my outlook and be as positive as possible when I can. There's beauty to the world when you look for it, and ugly parts if you focus on them. Outlook is half of happiness I think.
>did you tried to persuade your parents so you can stay at your grandpas ?
No I didn't think of that. I should have, but it's too late now probably.
>I just packed stuff for 2 hours, Im moving friday, which is my birthday too but I dont care much for that, still got some stuff left to pack but Im gonna take a little break, 2 hours of rest for every of work seems reasonable ^^
Happy birthday. Here's a neko girl Good luck on the move. Are you the guy from last thread? I hope you get what you want out of a change in environment. 2 hours rest per 1 hour work is standard for people with 8 hour shifts, so that is reasonable. I hope the work goes by quick!

That's a lot of bad luck for one day. I hope tomorrow is better. What game was it? Those stores tend to not have Battle Toads, even if you ask nicely.

>Megu isn't mai waifu
Wait there are two meguposters then?

>No I didn't think of that. I should have, but it's too late now probably
there is always next time
>Here's a neko girl
that would be the best birthday gift Ive ever gotten, you just didnt delivered it yet >.<
>Are you the guy from last thread?
if it was your thread, then most likely yes
> 2 hours rest per 1 hour work is standard for people with 8 hour shifts
I work those 12/36 ones, so 2:1 is lazy mode for me hehe

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>I just got diagnosed with moderate depression
I'm serious.

Yes. I'm user, and never post megumin outside of these threads unless she's explicitly the subject. The other meguposter is gunjyguy on discord, and he makes the waifu threads, 2d pill threads, and is currently doing the cum race. I'm unrelated to what he posts but he seems cool.
>that would be the best birthday gift Ive ever gotten, you just didnt delivered it yet >.2:1 is lazy mode for me hehe
You are like little baby. Try 1:0 like me. It's fine to chill out a little bit sometimes, unless you don't make your deadline to move it's ok. I really hope you have a good time where you move to.
Dysthymia or MDD? Depression sucks, sorry you have to deal with it. I have no real advice on dealing with it except try to stay positive. It's easy to think negative when you're depressed so you have to try really hard to fight against it. I hope you get out of the depression, most people can with time and some good events in their lives.

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>Seems like more heartache than anything to have that kind of relationship with something you can never touch.
There are times when I feel jealous of genuine waifufags, their lively imaginations to the point they have conversations with them. Those are more aptly called tulpas than waifus in my opinion. Then there are times when I feel it's the product of loneliness and I don't feel jealous anymore. Some have 3d gfs so loneliness does not always apply. It doesn't make sense to me but it must be nice to love something so much.

Besides I think some family members were legit schizophrenics, that kind of stuff remains for generations, it's probably better to not play with something that may trigger a dormant illness.

college is stupid
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>There are times when I feel jealous of genuine waifufags, their lively imaginations to the point they have conversations with them. Those are more aptly called tulpas than waifus in my opinion. Then there are times when I feel it's the product of loneliness and I don't feel jealous anymore.
Yeah, waifus seem pointless to me unless you go full tulpamancy and I don't want to do that because I don't want people to think I'm crazy again. Last time I tried to make a tulpa when I was bored it was really mean and I don't let them talk anymore, so I don't want to try again. Now they only talk when I'm really stressed or scared or sad.
>Some have 3d gfs so loneliness does not always apply. It doesn't make sense to me but it must be nice to love something so much.
I don't like the idea of having a 3d relationship and a waifu. It seems like cheating to me. It also has to hurt the girl you're dating's feelings a whole lot on top of being unfaithful to her.
>Besides I think some family members were legit schizophrenics, that kind of stuff remains for generations, it's probably better to not play with something that may trigger a dormant illness.
That's probably smart. Schizophrenia and psychosis isn't something you want. Scares everyone around you a lot and yourself a whole lot more. Tulpas are basically inviting it to your front door.
It seems like it is. I'm a high school dropout but college graduates can't dominate in an academic conversation with me, which makes me think they either don't learn much or forget it all.

Animal Crossing: New Leaf
Wii died so I can't play city folk anymore.
They do have battletoads actually, but not for sale. They display it above the counter because of the meme.

Interesting, who is this them and they? Did you make multiple waifus or are you talking about friends and family who noticed your tulpawaifu?

Though to be honest im open to the idea of AI waifus, something you can actually interact with. Not to mention anime waifus usually have only limited source material to know and base her personality on. The whole solipsism concept makes it a moot point to me anyway, who's to say my hypothetical 3d gf is not an NPC?

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>Animal Crossing: New Leaf
Never really got into Animal Crossing, it seems comfy though. I hope you can find it so you can play.
>They display it above the counter because of the meme
That's pretty funny. I've never even seen a physical copy of the game. I tried it on an emulator and got stuck on the bike part.
>who is this them and they
Just a stupid tulpa I made to talk with because I was lonely. I thought it would be like having a nice friend but didn't work
>Did you make multiple waifus or are you talking about friends and family who noticed your tulpawaifu
Family. It wasn't really a waifu either, just something to talk to. I was really bored and lonely when I tried.
AIfus sound cool if they won't be creepy like AI around right now, but I might be too shy to talk to them.I don't play VNs because I get shy and have to turn it off, AI would probably be even more anxiety-inducing.

I'm going to sleep megu poster. Good night.

Good night friend! Sleep well and have happy dreams.