When did you learn you were unlovable?

Nice try, jew. Your tricks wont work on us.

When I realized that good hygiene, muscles, good clothes, good skin, good money, hobbies, a fancy car, and an apartment still wasn't enough for any girl.

I knew I was unlovable a long time ago. I had convinced myself that I was capable of love more recently, but I had to relearn the old lessons again.
I'm going to die alone. The sooner I can accept that, the happier I'll be. Maybe I can even work up the nerve to get off this ride once and for all when I do.

Do you know what BPD is?

>I'm going to die alone.

Everyone dies alone.

came back to school after summer after 6th grade.

All my female classmates were suddenly dressed like hookers. I was still playing with my GI Joes, and thought ehh whatever, whoc ares what they dress like.

They all proceeded to start telling me they'd rather kill themselves than touch me, and it was the biggest joke in the world.

all because i was born with an ugly face

something women pretend to have, to scare off guys who they are not interested on, as well as something they pretend to have to excuse their shitty behavior, either way these types of girls are only good for taking loads in their mouths.

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You know what I mean by this user. I'm alone today, and I'm going to be alone every other day after this one until I finally shuffle off this mortal coil. The only problem is that, deep down, I can't accept this. Some part of me refuses to accept the truth about how my life is meant to be, and keeps hanging on to that tiny little sliver of hope that just refuses to die, the one that keeps telling me that I don't really believe all that and that one day everything's gonna work out fine.
If I can kill that hope, then I can move on with my meaningless existence, or not move on and terminate it here and now, whichever I decide on.

Women get off on their own unavailability to people who they feel they're above user. It validates their sense of their own worth by allowing them to convince themselves they're too good for you. It's why abrasion and catty behaviour are becoming the norm among modern women.

what i notice with Cunts and mental illness, it's a 2 part thing.

They will Fake mental illness as a way to get attention.

Sally is a 3/10, no one cares. Sally pretends to OD on headache pills, suddenly she is a little hero who needs to be coddled , caused she tried to off herself.

or

they use fake mental illness as a way to get out of stuff and avoid stuff

You know it's never too late to join a club or something right?

ehhh it was a long time ago. And, i washed my hands and gave up a long time ago, i dont care what they do.

All i want now is to find a way to move to europe while i wait for passable sex robots

i-i am? ;-;

>muh nice guy turned bad boy thanks to r9k #3719

Thats actually right though

>Women get off on their own unavailability to people who they feel they're above user
imagine that she thinks she is above user.
lmao the narcissism on this pathetic slut is off the charts, specially since the only validation she can get is by whoever is fucking her.

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user, if you ever wondered if you come as a faggot, I just wanted to let you know that from the bottom of my heart that it's because you're a faggot.

when i realized that i am the sole and only reason why they left me. they did love me, and i didnt know what to do with it because i am a garbage human being who does garbage human things. im rotten, and thats why im unlovable. they wise up and they leave, and i sit here and wait for the next unsuspecting girl to repeat the cycle.

People can give themselves validation. People who get validation from berating others are cunts.

Girls are so fucking stupid to fall for your irresistible snake charming.

user, nobody can stand me. Every time I put myself out there, I'm shot down before takeoff. The few times that I'm not immediately refused, my AVPD and other mental issues get the better of me and I isolate myself. I'm literally unlovable, both for intimacy and for friendship. It would be better for everyone, including myself, if I didn't exist. That way I don't suffer and I don't burden others with my shit.

thats a very mean way to put it, but maybe youre right. i would genuinely consider myself pretty handsome and charismatic, which explains why ive managed to have girlfriends in the first place. the problem is that once my fun clever jokes routine gets old and theyve heard all my romantic notions, the only thing left are my burdening mental illnesses that i end up taking out on them.

i dont want to do that. i want to have a normal relationship. instead i just cause general misery, to the point where none of them are interested in talking to me after splitting up.

I had distinctive memories of my mom saying she loved my siblings but not me

I don't believe I'm unlovable. I know my family loves me and I appreciate them so much. But I'm too socially retarded and fugly to start friendships, much less relationships, with people. Every guy I've confessed my feelings to have friendzoned me and eventually left me in the dust without even giving me closure and telling me that they hate me and never want to talk with me again. People think I'm funny and a talented artist, but I know most of them wouldn't want me as a friend.
Man, I'm sorry. Don't think you're unlovable. Your mother sounds like she was an evil woman who didn't even pretend to love you. But everyone has hope. Don't give up.

That bitch has some muy caliente videos.

I think i was around 7 or 8 when my older brother began telling me I was the singular thing ruining his life and that me being dead would make him happy and also make our mother happy an that i should off myself because I would end up along and with no friend because i was freak and annoying etc.
I learned I was actually loveable later on when was old enough to grasp how mental illness plays out in some people, including myself. unfortunately changing your thought patterns permanently is pretty impossible to do so I manage as best I can with the feelings of self loathing I have simmering below the surface everyday. I've been better about not thinking about killing myself lately but worse about catastrophic thinking.

When my mom made me move to my dads because she didn't want to raise me anymore

pretty recently.

5'8, 300 pounds, big ass forehead with gross teengae acne and oily skin that wont go away. can't drive, have a little dick and I'm below average in intelligence. borderline stupid desu

just recently thought about all the things wrong with me and yeah, I wouldn't love me either. I have nothing to offer women.

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18 turning 19 homeless sleeping on a parkbench, i had just recently taken a shit that burnt tf outta my asshole now that i think about it.

When I realized I was prison gay for women and would never have what I really wanted.
Ever since i was like 12 or 13 and saw stuff like pic related and Bridget from Guilty Gear I knew traps where what I was attracted to, it just felt so natural. Fast forward 15 years and the only one's I've been able to meet were online and none of them even liked me in a friendly way or just lead me on.
I'm not even incel tier or anything, I've been successful with women for what that's worth. I hate that I always see disgusting chasers end up with a trap when they just view them as a fetish, and I'll never have one I could proudly call my partner and rediscover the world with them.

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after two people I thought were friends said that I made them uncomfortable after the school year ended in the span of two days. That fucked with me hard going into my last year of high school and I became even more of a recluse. Also declared once and for all that 2D>3D.