Here's my story as a self aware autistic I deeply hate my own body and refuse to wash myself, resulting in bad hygiene I can still do it but it makes me aware of my body and I feel like death after having no choice but to look at it The only self care I can do is brushing my teeth, but as I already said touching my own body makes me dissociate further
that's my story guys, it does make me feel better after its done but the self awareness hurts and I can't do it with any complications.
My self awareness both helps and hurts me, I'm self aware I have to clean my body, but cleaning it makes me aware of it and makes me have a mental breakdown, so it doesn't make much of difference
I'm on the spectrum too but I don't have this problem
Blake Sanders
Okay thanks I crave death
Christian Scott
Just throwing this out there. If you were a cute girl, I'd help you take showers. You could just relax while the hot water hits your skin as I scrub your hair and wash your body for you; all I ask in return is you crawl into bed with me afterwards to cuddle.
Camden Miller
if you force yourself to do things you dont like do you eventually become numb to them?
Camden Foster
No, im ugly and fat, ironically enough I have no standards for a partner, though, not because I'm desperate, but because I only care about emotional connection
Nathaniel Ross
Okay then, Echo
Ethan Ramirez
Yes... Thats how it works right? My entire body is numb all the time though, my teeachers say my blood doesn't flow but I don't understand it,
Andrew Ramirez
I can't report on mobile, janitors delete this fool, this is like a classmate telling someone they're ugly and running away
Adrian Lewis
yeah a lot of life is just getting used to putting up with terrible things until they dont bother you any more
