Grew up in a Christian household

>grew up in a Christian household
>went to church a lot
>after confirmation I just kinda fell from faith
>super unhappy about it
>something in my life is missing
>become agnostic
>moral relativism
>extremely unhappy with that life philosophy
>everything is more or less the same, nazis aren't bad people, communists weren't, even murder isn't off limits
>everyone is just a byproduct of their surroundings
>god truly is dead
>unironically get into jbp
>he helps me recognize the value of my religion again
>drop peterson again but remain "religious"
>go to church again
>feel so much better and in sync with myself
>still wouldn't call myself religious
>don't know what to answer when people ask me whether I believe in god

How can I strengthen my faith?

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Go and see if there's a young adults group or something to connect with people from your church and talk to them you'll grow in your faith with christian fellowship and guidance, iron sharpens iron.

Shit, that's almost exactly what happened with me. How old are you?

18
How old are you?

Originaliravioli

it's so sad jbp has become a meme on here fml

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I'd recommend some apologetics material. If you don't actually believe in God it will be tough to be a Christian. Luckily there are pretty good arguments
>cosmological argument
>fine tuning argument
>historicity of the New Testament
Those were the big three for me

Idk if i can start believing in god because of "rational arguments"
I always thought I'd know when I feel it
But "god" is such a big and abstract argument I struggle to grasp it

Become Orthodox and find a spiritual father, they help with this sort of thing.

I'm Lutheran
Idk I think this idea of converting to another religion/denomination is so weird
To me it's something you're given
A part of your culture that you're supposed to integrate into your identity
I don't wanna throw that away

Understandable, speak to your pastor instead.

If you dont believe in God, God doesnt want you to believe in him

Don't listen to this guy OP. Determinism isn't true.

JBP is a meme because he's a fucking joke.

God issa spook op

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All is as God wills it.

Kek.

Op maybe your religiosity will come naturally
Just do what feels right
If it's going to church
Just do that

>everything is more or less the same, nazis aren't bad people, communists weren't, even murder isn't off limits
>everyone is just a byproduct of their surroundings

>implying this isn't true

>when you go to church as a devout Christian Catholic but in reality you read esoteric books on alchemy and gnosticism by Jung and study Hindu mythology.

I literally went to one of his lectures but the audience turned me off so much I just stopped following/watching him altogether.

Who were they? Oreganio

Christianity is a dumb religion full of flaws.

It was the lecture in Louisville
I just hated the dynamics between peterson and the audience
They were just cheering at everything he said he was telling them how they're such independent thinkers
They were circle jerking each other off
Like I still admore him
But this experience really pushed me away from that "movement"

Guys? Chicks? How'd they look like?

Do acid. Not even memeing. That will answer whatever questions you have.

It was mostly guys
But a lot of girls too (the girlfriends of the guys who came)
They looks very average
Some looked like those weird nazis in Charlottesville
At least that was my association
One guy sitting in front of me had a black and whistle picture of Donald trump as his screensaver

I can totally respect Lutheran Protestantism, but what I like about my church and what you don't have is small tokens of faith
Unironically buy a rosary
It's very meditative and it's a nice reminder of who you are and who you want to be