Wish I knew how to have conversations

People like you need a fucking ego check

Whatever emotions you have right now, you should at least take the time to understand the oral traditions and how they are related to social anxiety. The history of the phenomena of social anxiety. Civilizations that did not have written languages have never experienced it.

>Civilizations that did not have written languages have never experienced it
Wrong.

>professor makes everyone introduce myself
>prepare what to say in my mind
>"i-i want to work over seas i want to work over seas so i joined this lecture"
>i actually said it twice
>couldn't say half the stuff i thought of
>girls in the front laughing
>virgin walk back to my sit at the back of the class

Why can't i say the things i thought of clearly in my head

Fucking kekk famalam.

I can talk about my problems fluidly. But I don't want to talk about my problems at all. So, I'm in the same situation as you are.

This shit reminded me of one of my classes.

>first day of class
>professor makes everyone introduce theirselves as they where their coleagues
>I choose a female who is sitted next to me
>we talk a little to know each other in order to present ourselves as eachother
>my time has come
>I leave class abamdoning the course
>next day I get my money back

That's what being nervous does. It fucking sucks balls, makes you say really stupid shit. That's a cruel irony isn't it? The physical response to the fear of social pressure makes you look like an even bigger fucking spaz than you really are. Why haven't we evolved a response to this fear that makes us more articulate instead of less? Like if we're in physical danger our bodies surge with adrenalin that maks us more physically capable than usual, why the fuck don't we have a sort of social adrenalin that helps us in socially dangerous situations?

Most conversations are useless bullshit