Born to a single-mother household

>born to a single-mother household
>she had a crack-cocaine problem
>different men living in our house every months or so
>once I got to 12 my mom let them use me in return for money and drugs
>taken away by CPS at 15
>put into a foster home
>actually a good foster home
>turn 18 today
>20 year old son to my foster parents unironically asked me if I want to start dating

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Are you a girl? In that case please be my gf I can take good care of you~

I have zero doubts this is 2iq LARPing but I genuinely feel bad for kids born in such shit families.

Wait, is the son asking to date you or why you're not out dating?

He asked me out. He said "Do you want to give going out with me a shot?" I'm assuming it's because I'm 18 so I'm "okay" now.

What was the point in including that? Was it supposed to be positive, negative, or what?

Because it's disgusting and I included my backstory for more sympathy.

You're fundamentally broken and have no future as anything other than as a meat sock for black cock. Leave your home now before you break this poor boy's heart when he walks in to see you reliving your childhood with a half dozen niggers.

If op isnt larping I hope he rapes you

Definitely not my type nor someone I would even consider seeing that I live with him as a result of being assigned to his family.

I'm sorry your step brother is such a loser I guess. So what do you want out of life?

Three questions:

-What race are you?
-What race is he?
-Are you a gril?

Sounds like he wants one thing to me desu, to use your vagina to pleasure his penis until ejaculation, damaged girls are easy targets. inb4 300 please be my gf replies.

> Fucking your now legal adopted sister
Hot, cant blame the guy.

Just tell him its creepy and you see him like a legit brother....etc.
Its not that hard OP, at that stage you already had to reject a creep or two.

I don't trust black people.

I don't know. This is my last year of high school so I have to start figuring it out. I'll probably just get a normal job once I graduate. I don't know how long my foster parents are willing to let me stick around.

For more sympathy? We're supposed to feel sympathy in the first place? I understand that you wouldn't want to go out with him if he's like a brother to you, but posting this stuff for the sole purpose of getting sympathy from a bunch of online losers is pretty low.

Half white half Colombian.

I guess I would be an easy target. I'm not exactly assertive.

I told him no and walked off. I don't know if I should tell anyone.

that sucks. reeeee

How was your relationship before that? Were you pretty close or no

>I don't trust black people.
You seriously think you got a choice, bitch?

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>get raped by crack addicts for years yeah yeah whatever
>a simple fucking question is horrific abuse

Another white cuckold who thinks all girls are unironically like the girls in blacked porn. Either that or he's just acting like that to get (you)'s.

any profe this is not shit post

Women are fucking filth arent they

>tfw you will never be a 12 year old meat socket crackheads
>tfw you will never be broken mentally and physically
>tfw you will never have your foster brother try to court you

feels terrible

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I think the point of this thread wasn't to say that him asking her out was horrific abuse. I don't know what the fuck she's trying to do besides get sympathy, though.

> I told him no and walked off
So...you rejected him and it ended? Why are you fishing for (You)s then?

She was used as a fuckhole as a kid, her mom was a crackwhore. Like mother like daughter. Her future's already written.

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iktf i wish i had OPs life

why was i even born

peneos :DDDD

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Are you interested in dating or getting a bf in the future?

No I'm not asking you; I love my fembot gf very much. Just wondering. But working and saving money is good. I assume you want nothing to do with drugs or drug users considering your lore too.

I mean we talk some but we aren't really close emotionally. I used to trust him honestly.

It just got to me okay? It just feels weird because over the last few years I've felt safe. This isn't what you expect when you feel safe.

I don't know.

Every normal unrelated male wants to fuck you if you are attractive. Deal with it.

Maybe, a nice man who would care for me and isn't obsessed with sex would be nice. They would have to be patient though. Very patient. You're right, I don't want to be around drugs. They just seem like materialized evil.

ikr having a constant stream of men fucking 12 year old me wouldve been way more interesting than being bored all the time and at least i wouldn't be a virgin

can't blame him for wanting a nbr sister gf but he's dumb as fuck to think he had a chance

Tell him hell is forever and homosexuality is a one way road there

Tell him that you see him as an older brother and that Jesus would weep if either of you thought about being in a relationship.
Also don't tell his parents because they might have adopted you to give their autistic son the perfect bride.

dingaling dong

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He met you 3 years ago, while both of you where in your mid-late teens. He doesnt see you as family, you are a girl in his age range like any other, one that he is close to.
Men cant take sex from their heads, but we are not animals. Unless the dude its a psycho, he wont do anything to you.

Is he normal? A robot? Chad? Describe the guy.
How much of weirdo are you (with the life you had, you arent the average girl)? Do you have a bf? Friends? Are you qt? Describe yourself.

I guess I get that a little. I still don't see why anyone would think that going for someone in that sort of situation is reasonable.

He's normalish. He just works but he has a few friends and plays a lot of video games. I think he peaked in high school but I knew him towards the end of that part of his life.

I'm a bit scattered. I have a hard time keeping my head on straight. Self harm issues on and off. No boyfriend ever, I have a few friends that I eat lunch with but I don't do much with them outside of school. Big butt, chin length dark hair, average looking.

You seem to have a good head on your shoulders if that's how you feel. Unlike your peanut brain of an adoptive brother.

I don't know how you feel abour college, but consider it maybe in the future. They have supportive organizations and programs for students from foster families. Those are a good place to find people/friends/mentors you can be comfortable with and to relate with, which could be a positive helpful thing for you (I have a long lost cousin that pretty much comes from a situation like yours, and college helped her a lot). Just ideas anyway.

Not sure if you should tell your foster parents what happened yet, but I would if he pulls more stupid shit. Sorry you now gotta worry about that.

I feel like I have to tread carefully through everything. I have a hard time forming trust. College just seems like one big chance of getting hurt. I'll have to look at that foster support stuff though. The counselor at school says I could do college academically but she says it's reasonable if I don't want to for other reasons.

>You seem to have a good head on your shoulders

Jesus Christ you are one pathetic shithead faggot. This girl casually admits to being raped multiple times, is in foster care, and you think she has a good head on her shoulders?
Just admit that you are a pussy, raised by an overbearing mother who told you men are terrible because your dad cheated on her and left because she was a miserable cunt.

> Self harm issues on and off
Go psychologist if you arent, this dude isnt even 1/10 of your problems.

The thing is the dude seems like average shy normie with some social issues, you are close to him and he took the risk (again, if you are close is age and decent, a single dude is gonna fall for you sooner or later).

> Big butt
Beautiful (sorry)

Good like with sorting the life OP.

I think you can trust people who come from backgrounds like you and whom have got their shit together. Just don't be a loner after high school, even though I know it's hard.

Stay mad nerd. My parents are still married after 40 years and I bone my loyal gf daily. I said that about OP because you don't know shit; most weaker people from her situation would be hs dropout heroin or crack addicts by now. She's done good.

It's okay, I'm used to my butt being what people care about when it comes to me.

I'll have to do research on that kind of stuff. That doesn't mean I won't be really nervous if I try to do anything like that.

For even considering this I can see how mentally damaged yo are

Also what he said, therapy will be your best ally and will pull you through tough stuff.

>stay mad nerd

>I HAVE IRL SEX WITH MY GF EVERYDAY NERD YOU MAD

Loser npc retard

Are there good resources for therapy? When I first started to get comfortable with my foster family they had me do some counseling sessions at their church to help me get used to being in public more often.

benos :DD

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Please post picture of your butt, beautiful OP.

>surprised white make tried to fuck his sister

No can't say that I am

> Im used to my butt being what people care about when it comes to me

See? This is the kind of shit that its actually dangerous/one of your issues.
A lot of people (both men and woman) will take advantage of this shit (its sucks, it really does, but it happens).

You need to treat your issues (profesionals or third parties without interest).

This took me a while to mentally process

Okay, I understand what you mean, sorry OP, I know how you feel,

what helped me was self-isolating and using music to escape, I tried to fix the core problem but my own parents refuse to let me cure myself and get better. Basically moving out to be more safe.

Really sorry OP, I understand what you mean, adopted brother asked you out without realizing how insensitive it was to you, am I right? Without taking in consideration that your child abuse makes it hard to trust people? if I'm wrong please correct me, I don't want to be rude,


I kind went through something similar, the lack of self-agency as a kid. I'm being vague since its.. the elephant in the room and not a cute story.

>at their church
>dude who tried to bang his rape victim foster sister goes to church

kek

>someone likes so so much they risked you bitching out over their confesssion
>OMG THATS DISGUSTING I HATE HIM NOW I CANT TRUST HIM SINCE HE LIKES ME OH NO

your crackhead mom should have killed you

You know he sniffs and cums in your panties right

I guess. It's just the truth though. I've heard more guys comment on my butt than I've had ask me about my day.

Yeah that's pretty much it. It feels like he's only been accepting of me so I would get with him down the road.

I hope not. We share a laundry hamper.

>We share a laundry hamper.
He's definitely been sniffing your panties
t. panty sniffer

>We share a laundry hamper.

Maybe I'm just warped by Jow Forums but my immediate reaction to that is uh oh

Hi Katrina.

Talk to your school counselor.

My gf had an abusive mother and she had the same (good) therapist for almost a decade. Her therapist is someone she can trust and count on 24/7 (the type of people you want). Of course get a female one. Might be scary at first though, but I believe in you.

Leave a decoy pair of panties a certain way. When you check it the next day it will be in a different spot or cummed in

Actually the best way to deter panty sniffing is to leave an especially soiled pair. A pair so rank he will disavow panty sniffing for the rest of his life.
Like, you need to wear them for a week+ so they smell like piss and death

I know it sounds weird but I think I'll just live with it. It's not really worth the trouble. It isn't really hurting me anyway. It could be a lot worse.

Nope but I hope she's doing okay.

Okay. I know I should probably try to deal with the self harm stuff. I've cut a little too much some times.

>white privilege attacks

She's a rape victim..her brother tried to take advantage of a barely legal inexperienced mental damaged girl thats a sister to him. That's garbage he sounds like he posts here

I feel like this will just make him cum harder

You are in fucking high school, they are male teens, its obvious that guys are gonna comment on your butt more than they ask (and a nice butt is just beautiful).

Given that you had a gang bang while you were still a kid, you have issues with sex and males, so you need to fix that before you get a decent dude to open up.
Get some female friends or a (legit) gay friend.
Just heal. You will enter your 20s in a few years, its a different kind of life, better in that aspect (working sucks for the most part tho).

Go back to fucking reddit bitch

Let him ride you. that's hot
sorry about your past, that sucks

I am white and I rape brown girls and get away with it.

Her brother is probably a loser incel who posts NPC memes here/on Reddit.

Trust me, after smelling an especially crusty urine soaked pair he'll never want to do it again. I know for a fact. Lightly used is the sweet spot, if you wear a pair for a week and make sure it smells like straight up piss and shit he'll stop.

I don't get how age makes it okay for guys to just talk about me sexually all the time. I haven't been gang banged either, most at once was two men. Thanks for the advice and support though. Something about the phrase "just heal" is really soothing.

His family had the decency to take you in and give you a good life; the least you could do is suck his dick and give him some pussy every now and then.

What's the problem. It's not as if you see each other as brother and sister. you've just been living together for a few years.
What is he not attractive or something?

he's clearly stupid as fuck

Potential boyfriend just isn't what I've filled out for him in my head. It ruins how much trust he managed to build in me.

OP should watch Eromanga Sensei together with his step-brother.

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I've been here longer than you and you don't have the courage to walk outside let alone talk like this offline kys loser

When did you get here newfag, ponys or Scientology

Its not ok, Im saying its normal (in the sense that it happens to you and half of the world population).
And two, one or half matters little when theres trauma involved.

But anyway, good luck OP.

You need to get into therapy if you can. Better now than never. You're 18. You don't know shit yet. Especially don't know how damaged you are and how much that's going to affect you in the upcoming years. I've been there. My sister has been there. We were both raped as kids. I'm now licensed counselor who specializes in childhood trauma and I've spoken to many young people in your position, some of whom had to hit the very bottom to finally get help and move on. It doesn't have to be that way for you. Let me know if you'd like to continue talking.

greentext the two men story fuck it may as well jerk to your racist brother fucking slut ass

2007. Before r9k. Before you incels infected it. Now again kys

I hate that, as a man, any attraction I have towards a woman is seen as predatory and exploitative.

I mean, I understand there are guys like that out there, and it's good that girls are aware of this and look out for them, but I just hate that it's assumed I have the same intentions as them.

The only girl I ever asked out was a friend I had a few years ago.
She was in a difficult place in life, and had a few mental issues, she was the type of girl people would say is vulnerable and easy to take advantage of.
I had no intention of taking advantage of her, I just wanted to be able to provide her with support and comfort.
I'd been in a similar situation to hers at one point, and I knew all I'd wanted was somebody to hold me and make me feel loved.
I had a house, I had money, I knew I could give her a more stable living situation.

She said no, of course.
She didn't seem upset, but was more distant afterwards.
Just thinking that there was even the slightest chance that she thought I was trying to take advantage of her makes me want to fucking kill myself.

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Then she goes and dates a guy who actually intends to exploit her in a predatory fashion
Fuckin' women, amirite?

You intended to exploit her cut the shit. You could have been there for her without all of that creepy shit you tried to sprinkle in

This did end up happening, a couple of times.
I feel like it was my fault.

I don't understand how what I was doing was wrong.
What was creepy? I just wanted to help.

Stop caring about being "creepy". Stop trying to get validation from walking cum socks.

Its how our gender is user, the dick does half the thinking when theres woman involved.
The important think is that you actually did have good intentions, so I dont see why you feel bad about this.

You could have helped her without expecting a single thing in return though, yet you fantasized about making her your gf and asked her out. Girls can sense this shit. Ironically, girls in this situation just want a fucking person and good platonic friend they can trust.

You wouldnt be a cuck because if you were a healthy guy you'd be getting laid just fine, so you have no need to do shit for girls other than because you want to help people or whatever.

>I have a house I have money pick mee


Ignoring the typical robot things I'm just going to say that telling her she's going through things so she should move in with you is going to raise red flags. You could've helped without implying she needs to live with you to get your help

Not this shit again...
If the dude was aattractive to the girl, she would have accepted because she would get help and a decent match.

Lets not go pretending woman have some kind of telepathy to detect when someone wants to do something to fuck her (because if the one doing it is a male that isnt family, theres a good chance he is doing it just for that!)

this. you're not even honest with yourself about what you wanted from her, user. would you really be happy hearing her get fucked by some other guy in your house? you're just too cowardly to approach her yourself so you try and sidle up to her in the guise of a friend so you can feel emotionally close to her and avoid tramautic rejection.

im really sorry for how your life turned out.dont let the people here drag you down.

>If the dude was aattractive to the girl

She wouldn't, she would need months to trust even the attractive dude before sex; you guys can't swallow this pill.

>She wouldn't, she would need months to trust even the attractive dude before sex

Probably not, actually.

In the overwhelming majority of cases, the reaction to childhood sexual abuse is...promiscuity.

The kids who end up in group homes basically have to be watched 24/7 to make sure they don't fuck each other like rabbits. And when they aren't fucking each other, they're coming on to the staff.