Get that off your chest, user. Write a letter to someone who may or may never see it

I wish things would go back to normal. I still don't understand what I've possibly done to deserve this from you.

--M

D,

I wish you'd do something big for once and make your live improve and consequently improve mine too. We've spent a year trying hard to make it work and I had big dreams with you but they will always be dreams if you don't get up your chair and do something. I am pathetic too because nothing I've done worked very well but at least I tried. You just know how to be passive aggressive and say no now...

You don't love me if you're killing yourself. What the hell? Please come by.

Is A male or F?

Kik me please. I miss you.

dear lm,
you ruined my life and at the same time saved it. thank you. i wish i could meet you irl.
i'll always love you. sincerely, m

What is this for???? Initials of them?

Is this the L looking for M? I'm not him but good luck user.

this sounds oddly familiar

Are you L?
Orig

no i've just heard that before in various circumstances

2nd initial please?

M,
I made a new kik just to see how you would respond to it, just to see if I was blocked or something. But nothing happened.
You're just not there.
I really hope you haven't killed yourself or something...but if you have gone off and succeeded as a normie, like moving out on your own and getting a gf and a better car, then congratulations!
I would be happy for you...
I just miss you, that's all.
I wish you missed me too.

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T,

You only freaked out and tried to contact me because you thought I killed myself and didn't want that thought on your mind. I used to think you were special back when we were friends, but it's clear to me your as shallow as everyone else. Also, your new hair style looks dyke as shit. It's gross

-M

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Are you that creepy weirdo who keeps posting on here

Dear E
You're such a fuckin hoe, I love it

Dear Bianca,

I really want to destroy your holes but you wont give me the time of day.

From user

post hairstyle
for science

I can't stop jerking off to corpses.
It's quite sickening but I've passed the point of self hate and came to terms that the only thing that rocks my socks are dead people in gruesome accidents.

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L

I feel so numb when I try and think about how I should apologize to you. My shoulders hang low and my head feels heavy, because I just can't find the words that will carry the weight of what I want to apologize to you with. In the easiest way it is for me to say it, I'm sorry for what I had admitted to you, and how I acted after we distanced away from one another. I'd be a liar if I didn't feel like the tiniest, most worthless human being on the planet for treating you like I did. I threatened you when you were the farthest person away from who was to blame. It was me. And I don't want you to feel bad for me. You know I don't. I just can't feel like a man anymore if I remember you and how I had left that life. I'm sorry. A thousand times, I'm sorry. And for the loneliest nights I spend tucked away in my own little world that I've created, I dream and idolize another version of me that can make some sort of peace with both myself and with you, L. I made some fantasy about the both of us and I was way in over my head. I'm sorry for what I put you through, and I'm sorry for the person that I am today.

-J

All I fear is that it gets worse enough for me to kill myself. In that case I'd like to write a letter to my past self for him to enjoy himself while he could instead of working hard for getting shot in the head.

If you loved that person you wouldn't write her a letter like this.

hey dude wanna join my korpse krew?? we meet in the graveyard on sunday nights and drink crimson sherry

Honestly yeah I would love too.
got a contact?

It was a buzzcut. She's black
What's the first initial of your name? I doubt it's me, but just in case

No that's that femanon looking for her oneitis
Good luck

>Better car
Nevermind, not me

To the two roasties,
I hope you two had so much fun telling me I was "too ugly to be in this university." Yeah, it was my first day in school. Yeah, I thought people would be different. Anyways, I hope one day I can rape and kill your children.

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I am and it is K

Thank you...

Wait a second, are your initials CS?

N,

I like you, but I won't throw away my pride and beg for your attention. You said we were mostly okay (after you went batshit crazy on me over something so stupid), but it surely doesn't feel like it when I'm the only one trying to make conversation. If you want to talk, we'll talk. If you don't, so be it. I'm too fucking tired.

J.

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No, sorry. I hope you find your CS, if you are looking for a CS.

M
I love you and miss you. I know you have someone else but I wish we had worked...I was so excited to see you. It wasn't a long wait. We had a future. I can't get over you...I think about the house in Maine, with your dress. I think about it all the time. Come back. Please...please. We can make it work...we can. I love you. If you see this message me on discord...please

-J (my discord is the one with bike in the name)

I know where she is exactly I just cant contact her. I have no idea how she is doing or feeling and I have wasted so much trying to reach her. Right now Im trying to haver her old friend assist me but her friend is busy too and so far we havent been able to contact her

I'm so stoned right now this thread is tripping me out.

L

Dear people reading this thread.
Today I took a big fat shit. Actually, I only got up out of bed solely because of this shit churning within me and it was causing my ass to pulsate and it bothered me. Seriously butthurt.. Well, I got up and went to the toilet and tried to shit but I couldn't go, mad at myself for getting up for just another disappointment, I went to the kitchen and made myself a steak-ums sandwich, and then before I knew it, the mud-monkeys in my ass started chimping out. Great relief. Flush.
I'm a deeply disturbed human being this is not an attempt of mine to make people laugh someone out there please validate my scat fetish. I can't go on like this.

-Tweaker

Dear A,

You know I felt about you and you still treated me the same. I really fucking hate you, but if you texted me I'd find the time to talk.

Dear D,

I'm sorry about what I did. You were honestly the best friend I ever had, but people started to associate me with you and I resented you for it. I ignored you for a while, but some friends kept me updated. From what I heard your life is going through major shit and if its true I can't imagine it will last much longer. I want to reach out before it happens, but I don't want what you bring in my life anymore.

J,

I still think about you a lot. Don't know why, considering everything that happened. I still care about you and despise you at the same time.

I'm planning for med-school, and even though I seem nice, I will fucking destroy you in academics. You're not smart, you just study and that's how you succeeded in high school.

We'll see who is laughing when I beat you.

Dear GG,
It's been a year and a half and I still think about you everyday. Yes, I know you have mental issues but you were never a burden nor did you drag me down. I love you. I'm sorry I couldn't make you stay, make you feel better.
Hope you're ok, please don't be dead.
I'll never stop missing you.
Love,
RB

L

I'm terrified I'll never find another friend that I identify with the way I did you.

A

Dear, A

invite me back to the guild you fucking pussy. Calling someone a huntard isnt grounds for kicking a fucking officer you fucking idiot. I get that you main hunter and "calling someone retarded isnt nice" but calling mage an easy class isn't on the same grounds. You're the only one who got pissy about it. Can't believe a fucking leader of a top 150 m+ guild is this thin-skinned.

Sincerely, S. The pissed-off Paladin.

Dear E,
I just want you to know that you are the most beautiful and wonderful person I have ever meet. You made me learn how to feel and love, things that I had forgotten years ago. You made me have a genuine smile instead of the fake ones I usually use just to get off things.

I truly love you and appreciate you in every single way, it doesn't really matter that you don't feel the same for me, I just want you to be forever by my side.

I love you.

Sincerely, R

Hey, chad here. I actually wrote the letter to my old oneitis (as an email) and sent it. Feels great man. Face your fears.

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Dear S

I wish i didn't stop talking to you im a weird akward guy so thibgs like that happen i mean we still talk now but i can tell your distant with just wan't to get straight to point when we talk not joke around like we used to and that cool let build our friendship back up

From S

Dear K

First off I'm glad you're not going to actually read this.

I sure wasn't looking for anything when it happened.It was an accident, a perfect storm. You said one thing, I said another. But next thing I knew, I wanted time to slow to a crawl and live in our moments together.

You're a beautiful combination of ferocity and tenderness. Just ask anyone who's had to spar with you and also seen you parent. Or anyone who's seen you working psychotically on that heavy bag and got past your distaste for hugs. I have a predilection for those. They're warm, soft, and because rare, meaningful.

Ok that was gay

Unfaithfully yours in an alternate universe

Me

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G
I still fucking love you, you bastard, I miss you so much.
F.

When was the last time you talked to L?
Where did you meet L?

Dear Family,

Everything is in flux right now, I don't know where I'm going next, but there are many a places. I haven't decided what I'm going to do in the very near future, thru hike, backpacking though southeast Asia, or buying that cheap plot of land in the middle of desert that I've always dreamed of. I can't keep my promise, I can't be here forever. I know you'll all be devastated in a way, but happy for me in another.

Goodbye -Son

I know neither of them. But thank you.

Man, I don't know where I fit in with this world. After the schizophrenia diagnosis, I've never been able to fit in with anyone. Every time I try, this illness pulls me back in.

Dear C O I
Myo, weni, ware, mire karashi
re, churi, yumira keraso
hire, yori, ya mihe-nahe yuna-tuna
ruu-tena ruu-tena yuramera-bi merani

cha-meripo, shuru-shuru hena myuroni emipa-peroni
nayuru-ri menai achu-ehona hi
myura-nira hona be-be-be

myo, weni, ware, mire karashi
re, churi, yumira keraso
hire, yori, ya mihe-nahe yuna-tuna
ruu-tena ruu-tena yuramera-bi mera--

ra, hire, chute, kire kyara-he
mya, hire, yumira keraso
hire, yori, ya mihe-nahe yuna-tuna
ruu-tena ruu-tena yuramera-bi merani
Love,
C and M

p
this is shit, you know. did you go off your meds again? don't do that. maybe you're dead. but you should fix this shit because it sucks and you started it so you suck.
a

i am so sad

you were supposed to be here watching movies and playing video games with me. eating ramen down the street or cooking together.

were you really so unhappy in our relationship that you would go so far as even to need more to do look more like?

i thought we were soulmates.

T.
I'm glad you hear your hotel is falling apart. You were a shit GM and the staff doesn't respect you. Hiring A. To replace me was a bad idea and as you can see from your failed Audit, that's still correct. You shouldn't have run me out of the company with your shit personality, but now you get to reap what you sow. I'm going to become the best goddamn hotelier the industry has ever seen. Have fun with your failing property dickwad.

-B.

P.s. stop complaining about me to your wife, she doesn't even know me and her spreading rumors of "how unprofessional he was" is petty at best and fucking sad at worst

I know a couple of people with schizophrenia that have done some really good stuff in life (one even did their masters at university). I wouldn't give up hope user, I think it's just about getting those meds right and doing the best you can.

You're strong enough to come this far!

H,
I cherish you beyond nearly everything else, but I dont know how to say it at all. I still have difficulty saying i love you for some unexplainable reason. I really dont want you to leave. Once youre gone, Ill have nothing left in this small, shitty town. I know you want me to come with you, but Im a nobody. I would just leech off of you until all your money is gone. Im really scared and sad all the time and i wish you would visit me more, even though i know youre busy. Im sorry i cant tell you this directly
-C

- C

I really doubt that you'd end up reading this but if you do then I'd just like to say that I hope things go well between us and that you're not a fucking NPC

P.S. I do rarely lie btw

- J

#1
Hey TM,

You didn't deserve the shit people gave you. I should have done more to help you but I was scared for myself. Highschool was a bitch for me but I know it was worse for you. I hope you're doing ok now. If you ever see, this take care.

-Z

#2
YC,
I know I'm only an acquaintance to you, but you mean more to me than you know. I want you to see me the way I see you and it hurts just not being with you. Maybe I'll see you around sometime.
-Z

#3
Dear AD,
Your dad was a POS and I cant imagine what he put you through. Circumstances pushed our friendship apart but I still remember hanging out with you back in 1st grade. Sorry I had to leave you on your own, I had no choice to leave your school. I know how dark the world can be at times but Im begging you to just remember those times we had. There is nothing preventing it from happening again and even if we dont meet again I will remember you.

-Z

#4

EW,

You were my best friend, we went through all the shit in school together. I dont know anyone else who related to me like you. I'm glad that your creative spirit made it you adulthood. I watched the movie we made together the other day and
It brought back a wave of emotions I forgot existed. Seeing our group back then, at our happiest, making a shitty movie that nobody would watch. Remember that stinging nettle bush i fell into that day? I still have the scar from it. We were always outsiders E, i guess thats why we can go so long and still be friends. Maybe I can see you soon man,

-Z

#5
Dear QC,
GO FUCK YOURSELF YOU FUCCBOI PIECE OF SHIT. WHAT KIND OF PERSON DEDICATES THEIR TIME TO CONVINCING OTHER KIDS TO HATE SOMEONE? WHAT THE HELL GO DRIVE YOUR SHITTY TRUCK SOMEWHERE ELSE. ALSO STOP LARPING AS A SURFER EVERYBODY KNOWS YOU DONT.

-Z

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To S.

That date I gave you is three months after I last thought you gave a shit about me, which means you'd have been gone the exact amount of time I knew you. I'm only posting this because there's a vague gnawing feeling in my stomach that you'll read this, since I know you post here often still.

I'll be killing myself or releasing my first EP that day. Maybe both?
The first song is dedicated to you, I think you'll like it. Lyrics are done. Just waiting on my producer to send a beat.

I almost think you might miss me just as much as I miss you. If you do, if I'm not just delusional and obsessed still, then, fuck, why are you gone still? Masochism?

-KM

MB,

I know you had your kid and that was probably the reason you stopped coming to see me during summers. But I think it fucked me up. I loved you like a mother. I love you like a mother. I think about you everyday and I'll always remember meeting your son and you accidentally calling him my name. You were such a great mother to me, I know you've been the same for him and his brother. I found you husband's blog and watched for the years it was updated. I wish I could say you seemed happy. One day I'm going to the island and I'm going to knock on the door. Its been 15 years, your mother can't still live there alone, maybe you do too. I dunno. It'd be nice to see the place again. I wanna touch my plum tree. If I could just smell you one more time, I think I could get over all my insecurity issues. You might have given them to me. I felt so stupid the last time I saw you, middle school was a tough time. I never realized it until later but I think I changed so much in those years that followed because I felt like I put you off. I know that's not the case but I think subconsciously I felt that. I have a weird fantasy of running into you in an airport and telling you all of this. I search the faces every time I'm there. I hope I'll see you again.

PS The last time I went to the island and we slept in the same bed is one of the happiest memories of my life.

-e

Dear M,

Im so fucking sorry i couldn't be there for you when you needed me. You asked for my help, and I didn't do shit. My mates and i beat up your abusers. He choked on the same rope you did. They wont harm anyone. I read your last letter, and i wish we could've become something together. And my answer is yes.

You didn't need to do this. We miss you. You family, your friends and me. They wont hurt you anymore. Come back? Please?

I love you
-N

Dear B,

You used me, and then threw me out when you had the chance to have someone else fill the hole that is in your heart. I know that you're depressed and we made each other miserable. I miss you and it's retarded. I wished to end things long ago. I was happy at first but then wanted to step back into the misery. I'm lonely but know that it is time for me to move on. I learned a lot from our relationship and hope that I can improve and actually make someone else happy. I hope that you're actually happy too. I wish the best for me and you.

-C

Stop making these threads, they seem to encourage more mental illness than they relieve

R

Dear B,

I haven't been completely honest with you. The truth is that I do worry, all the time. I worry about things that I know there's nothing within reason that I could do to solve. And I'm disgusted. I hate the person that I've been up to this point, and so I've resolved to change that. That person was weak, and deserved every bad thing that happened to him. I won't rely on others anymore. I won't be a burden, but I also won't let anyone be a burden to me.

Dear D,

I gave you my all. I gave you my heart, my time, my everything. It felt like I wasted them all on you when you broke up with me. Thank you for giving me the experience. Thank you for letting me feel love for the first time. Thank you for teaching me to learn to love myself and that love can sometimes be a scam. Don't give your all to someone who isn't deserving. And I sure hope karma gets to you. You weren't worth it.

Sincefukenrely, G.

i wish this was about me so i could tell you how much i love you and that i've always loved you and always will and that i miss you more than you can possibly imagine.

sonya
come back pls.
a

I want to keep you in a constant state of pregnancy, Sarah. I know you want it, too.

M

Hey not so stubborn R

I'm not going to lie, I'm a little jealous and shocked, but I'm glad you are moving on with your life and dating again, don't let this place ruin it for you, try to stay away as much as you can, and if this makes you happy, and if w/e it is you have going for you in your life does as well, I'm happy for you I really am.

S.

ps, sorry about all the shit posting kek.

why did you ghost me?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

It's down the road not across the street. Make it count next time!

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because you are nothing to me

what was the last word you sent me before you ghosted?

what was the last day we spoke?

thats not what you said, try again larper

tell me the last word you sent or you are both fake and gay

you are not the person i ghosted, kys faggit

yeah i already knew that user, thanks. and i will, don't worry.

If I could spend the rest of my life suspended in this chaotic abyss I would. To be beyond frank and honest there is not enough substance available to completely numb the parades in my head. Seeing you last year really fucked me up and the snub really did some damage,but it gave me time to differentiate what trees need to grow in my burning forest. the sick lead the sick to ruin, I hope you are still on the path of recovery. I am stumbling without a purpose but soon I will be nothing more than a possession. Fate is as worthless as it seems.

because I want you to move on, and my life is just getting busier and busier,

I'm surprised it took me this long to figure out lmao

A,

It was nice when you got kind of flirty with me. Please do it more

S

Dear I.M.
In retrospect I think you really liked me, I really loved you too but I was also traumatized and scared of intimacy. That's why I never made a move on you. That's why I didn't sit with you on the couch that night. You are my greatest regret. I hope you can be happy with your boyfriend.
You deserved better than me anyway.

vanishing and leaving me with a million questions and concerns and worries (about you) is not a great way to get me to move on.
a better way would be to not ghost and not be duplicitous, like we talked about, like you said you wouldn't do.

send me a message, we should talk. even if only one last time.

if you don't send me a message, i'll assume this is another larper or wrong person and continue waiting.

not mad, not upset, just worried, just tired, just very sad.

Dear A, C, F, D,

Y'all some bitches. Seriously, get fucked.
Oh, I'm depressed, I want to die, I hate my family, my friend tried to fuck me teehee, Christ sake.
No wonder you're all on r9k, you're broken fucking toys of human beings. All you did was prove that roastie memes are true.

Again, get fucked,
B

yeah that was a larper or wrong person.
unless i get a message there or a reply here of the exact last message you sent me, i'll keep waiting. all you have to do is send me a message there or just confirm that you're still alive by telling me the last thing you sent me.
a

Probably not for me, sounds like it is though so I wipl bite. Who said I moved on? R is stubborn, h doesn't bend eveb if it destroys him.

Not him/her, but why don't you contact that person directly?

have tried a few times. doesn't matter how many messages i can send if i don't know that they're being received and if i never get a response.

dear noah

i miss you. you were the person who always supported me and i'm not angry at you for letting the world get to you. i still dream about you and i'm doing my best to live for you.

your sister

Dear Bdr V.
Fuck you bitch i heard you fucking that gunner up in the mess stop bitching about my deporyment i was in the fucking field fuck officers I don't care what they think
-(not putting initial)

Hey people who out of my life or just not talking to

I wonder if I'm being passive aggressive by not removing any of you as my favorite? In contacts that is
It's a mundane everyday thing,
I guess I leaving it alone Rather than going out of my way to delete it makes more of.. A malicious statement?

Anyway it was already like that, obviously we did actually talk at one point.

It still feels creepy, like a ghost, because at one point we got along like it was nothing. And it was right and mutual to have each other in our live.
Normal mundane stuff that felt right. With nothing to question, quietly Co existing and it feels right for Me, and I have no reason to question myself or you, Like everything was fine and wholesome, enjoyable. And we did mundane things like me noticing your appearance

I rambled on but this is fine, I guess, I deeply hate dehumanizing people, so this is me trying to compensate.

i tried to talk to you but you didn't want to respond so nah