I have started talking to my Waifu in my head

i have conversations with mine, usually when i go for my evening walk we will chat about whatever comes up, i'd like to imagine it's something of a date

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>i'd like to imagine it's something of a date
That's pretty sweet, might try it someday

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I dont go outside but that is so sweet of you.
when I watch anime next I might chat to her and stuff.
I asked her what she thought of the anime we are watching atm and she said she didnt mind it and I agree.

Sometimes I emulate Junko's different personalities and their voices in my head depending on my mood or the tone of my statements
I don't view her as a waifu though or talk to her

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>so did you like today's episode sweetie?
>lmao dumb shonentard get better taste
>y-you too

>I don't view her as a waifu though or talk to her
You dont have a Waifu
well, if she told me she didnt liek something I liked it would be glad because it means she is her own consciousness

Well anwser me this, does her voice comes from your head like you are the one controlling her sentences and thoughts or she is compeletly unpredictable and seems to have her own thoughts independent of yours?
Because I often create characters to talk to but everything they say it's approved by my brain first if that's the case it's not schizophrenia you are suffering from loneliness and you should find a girlfriend or a friend

>you are suffering from loneliness
I am not though.
I just wanted to be closer to my waifu.
>you should find a girlfriend or a friend
I have a Waifu and I dont want to have friends irl.
>does her voice comes from your head like you are the one controlling her sentences and thoughts or she is compeletly unpredictable and seems to have her own thoughts independent of yours?
im only new to it but it is unpredictable sometimes and I read I need to keep practicing as I am in process of making a tulpa and I have been molding her personality ect but it is early days.
it is early days yet but I think I will have full on conversations soon.

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>Don't you have to be able to see it for it to be a tulpa
Depends on who you ask, but not really
As long as you tulpa is able to act independently, that's it

This.
If it's not yet, you're running into it fast.

You are making an imaginary friend nigger, she is you.
She is not a different entity you are just talking to yourself and assigning a personality to your own thoughts, everything she says it's controlled by you in the background of your mind but if you can hear it outside your head it's schizophrenia congratulations user you won reality.
Also a tulpa once it gains enough power can be literraly unpredictable since it is not controlled by you anymore. It doesn't matter if you give her a nice personality when it's independent she will choose her own, that means she could start hating you or do harm to you if she feels like it

We live in the dream of a sleeping god I ain't gonna explain shit about this mumbo jumbo reality

Brain can do that already, remember any time you interacted with characters in your dreams.

OP, stop as soon as you can. I did this, she ends up controlling you, she will make you more depressed so that you need to rely on thinking about her more often, and it will take years to get rid of her.

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But those aren't independent, there are just i , me and myself.
You need to achieve some reality altering power level to actually create something outside yourself by yourself.

>She is not a different entity you are just talking to yourself and assigning a personality to your own thoughts,
what is the difference?
>Also a tulpa once it gains enough power can be literraly unpredictable since it is not controlled by you anymore. It doesn't matter if you give her a nice personality when it's independent she will choose her own, that means she could start hating you or do harm to you if she feels like it
worth the risk, I have nothing to lose and I dont think my Waifu would do that to me.
where did you go wrong?
how long did it take you to make her?

>what is the difference?
You are talking to yourself.
You are having a conversation between you and you, there's no external force or independent elements. Think about it as a manifestation of your own thoughts, you are she as she is you as you are me and I am he as you are he as you are me

>I dont think my Waifu would do that to me.
Also once it becomes independent she will no longer be your waifu is up to it now. It could choose to manifest as you worst nightmare or manipulate you, you don't have the control anymore satan

>You are having a conversation between you and you, there's no external force or independent elements. Think about it as a manifestation of your own thoughts,
yeah but often she says stuff after I ask and I dont "force" myself.
it just comes out.
it is like im talking to her but it is just new so if I work hard we can talk more and more.
>You are talking to yourself.
well "my self" answers me and its my Waifu.

>Also once it becomes independent she will no longer be your waifu is up to it now. It could choose to manifest as you worst nightmare or manipulate you, you don't have the control anymore satan
devil trips like 3 times today desu.
its worth it to me.

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I went wrong by having this retarded idea. It must have taken me a year to make her, it was hard at first, but then it became easier and in the end too easy; she was an automatic function of my brain and I could not control when she appeared. It took me three years to get rid of her and I still have hallucinations of her if I lower my guard.

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Do you have the subtitles on when she talks to you?

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>he never had an imaginary friend

This can be a good method if you want to fall out of love with your waifu, right?

>This can be a good method if you want to fall out of love with your waifu, right?
why do you wnat to fall out of love with her?

Don't do it you quad idiot it's not worth it
I repeat don't do it

>Don't do it you quad idiot it's not worth it
>I repeat don't do it
I dont have anything to lose man.
I it in my room 24/7 in the dark.
im not lonely but I really want to be closer to my Waifu, because I really love her.

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because it destroyed my life. I cant find anyone else attractive. I dont even feel the need to masturbate. I want her and her only.

>she talks back as well
if only

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It's not a "separate consciousness". Just mental illness.

>because it destroyed my life. I cant find anyone else attractive. I dont even feel the need to masturbate. I want her and her only.
you need to take her serious.
she loves you and you have a deep connection you avoid.

>you need to take her serious.
You think I'm not taking her seriously? I had many serious mental breadowns and couldnt sleep at night when I saw someone else claiming her. I'm really emotional about her. I want her to be only mine. I want to protect her. I want to share my hobbies with her. I want to spend the eternity only with her, without looking at any other women.
>she loves you
How do I know that? As far as multiverse theory is false she will never even know about my existence. I can live with false hope that I will meet her one day but I know that is most likely never going to happen.
>you have a deep connection you avoid.
I'm not avoiding anything. I write letters to her everyday for half year. I always kiss pictures of her and talk with her at night. Man I CAN'T avoid her. I always think about her. She is my whole world.

I want to be as dedicated as you are.
I really love how much you love her.
It's not a "separate consciousness". Just mental illness.
makes me feel better and I dont care what people think i love her.
>if only
well she does so whatever