ITT: things you wonder what are they like

What does being around another person feel like?
You have to watch what you do and say, you're anxious, you worry about if they're having fun, if they hate you or like you, if you're being boring, what will they do after, will they tell their friends, will you become a joke, who knows. Then you have this great idea about what you want to do together, you're really excited, you're gonna have such great fun, but when you do it the other person doesn't see it as special at all, you know they aren't enjoying themselves, you're not enjoying yourself either now, all this excitement and happiness sucked out of you, and why? Other people.

There is a reason, at least as subconscious one, why you choose to be alone. No unknown variables, no stress, no expectations, freedom. Remember that the next time you're having those thoughts, think about how all the little things that would actually happen in reality, and the fantasy will pop like a bubble. You're better off alone.

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I still drawn to these things, though.
I want intimacy, I want affection, I just wanna lay in bed and cuddle for hours, nothing else.
I'm aware of all these anxieties and have experienced them myself, but that doesn't matter now, I just wanna experience it.
I'm aware that I'll most likely be let down due to my high expectations, but I'd at least try it, even if it's shitty.

normie af, if you haven't had sex yet the only reason is that you're young

I stay inside 20 hours a day, have no friends, am a khhv and have diagnosed mental illnesses.
Am I really a normie.

I wonder how intimacy with someone I unconditionally love would be like, I only had it with one person but it was short term. everything they did made my heart beat faster. but it was one-sided so its creepy of me.

well from your posts you sound like you're gonna make it np, idk how bad your "mental illnesses" are though so it's a toss up but I'll still bet you'll be a normie in a few years

I wonder what it feels like to be a beautiful girl.

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Pretty much this. I still smoke almost daily though lol. I have asthma so breathing becomes quite difficult whle high

I also wonder this. I can't imagine just posting pictures of myself and having orbiters give it 200 likes and tons of positive comments. Being in that position of being loved and appreciated for just existing is so foreign to me.

I think that's why a lot of people becomes trans. Being a man is hardship, they want to go the easy route. But then they just become some kind of abomination along the way and end up committing suicide.

Without drugs I would be a radically different person

death by autoerotic marijuana asphyxiation?

Probably aye

It's nice, not nearly as extreme as most people here/in the media present it. At it's best it reminds me of being a kid again, because it makes me find the humor in any situation.

only done shrooms thrice, but each time was magical, way better drug than weed

It is until you go overboard and do them 3 days in a row. I'll stick to my (((herbal medicine))).

You're not wrong, but not right either.
You don't have to pay attention to any of theses thoughts while with people. Normies just learned how to do that a while ago and will give the advice: just be yourself; meaning act and talk without being influenced constantly by a fake audience of your peers imagined in the mind.
You choose how you feel, literally. And like everything, the more you make the same choice, the easier it will be to make it again and again.

Great fun can then be experienced.

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not everyone is like this OP you can actually have a good time high

depends what the drugs is obviously but in the case of xanax, it feels like you are a normal human being for once and have zero anxiety

heroin high feels like youre getting hugged by an invisible waifu while she tells you "its gonna be fine" and all your problems go away for a while. its the comfiest feel there is

What does it feel like to not be sexually repressed and starved of physical affection?
What would it be like if I didnt care about women at all and they didnt make me feel uncomfortable in my own skin?

What is crossdressing like?

It makes you kinda sleepy or really interested in music/food/sensory things depending on the strain. It might cure pain, insomnia, and may either relieve or cause social anxiety.

Oh I mean weed.

Also it makes you forget stuff.

Being high is like being retarded, only temporary. Then years later after you've addled your brain enough you realize you're actually retarded, but feel bad instead.