Confess

my life is pointless and everything i try to do comes to nothing. women are also disgusted by me

That chick looks like a trainwreck with her clothes off. I guarantee it.

>animal test of the shit they use to male stallions in the state of rut

I have never heard of this? Do you know the actual name of the test?

Also, no "wax"

See what I mean, Father? These poor souls can't help themselves.

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How can we bring masculinity back to a Christianity like Jesus intended?

His stories of whipping niggas, thrashing their shit.

Him publicly calling out the pharisans for their lies, corruption and bullshit

Every church I go to just sings, screams, talks in tongues, just all shallow shit without ever delving into the text and learning about principles.

I’ve fucked 16 women in the past 2 years. I got my heart ripped in the process and I have no faith in women. Can a woman of good character find herself attracted to a former player?

The lord tells us to turn the other cheek. Leave the burden of riotous judgement to the lord and do all in your power to guide them to salvation.

They make it difficult, father. Whenever I THICCpost I get a torrent of abuse hurled at me.

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i talked to my friends crazy ass new "girlfriend" on snapchat and now he hates me because she told him some crazy story about me wanting to fuck her or idk

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Jesus said, "You will be hated by all men on account of my name; but the man who stands firm to the end will be saved. If they persecute you in one town, take refuge in the next; and if they persecute you in that, take refuge in another." Mt. 10.22-23

Pretty sure her name is Bertha not Jesus.

Thank you, father. I won't let these THICC hating degenerates keep me from doing my righteous work.

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im having such a hard time getting rid of my belly... its irritating. cardio 3 times a week. 3 miles at 37 minutes.100 sit ups, leg lifts.

Can't stop masturbating.

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She has to lose weight to be thicc user.

I dont know man, fucked a girl like her. extra jiggles were amazing.

The lord is forgiving of all. If you choose to change your wicked ways Jesus will be waiting with open arms in the kingdom of nofap

Ur all 3 losers.

yeah

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I cheated on my wife way back in the first few months of our relationship. We were long-distance and I started camming with another woman I met online. Lasted a few weeks before I ended it.
That was six years ago. I plan to tell her when we're both old and it won't matter.

Same. Was putting away the Halloween decorations today and had the urge to fuck pic related.

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I've tried many times, pray and read the Bible daily, but the urges always overpower me. I want a wife, but it seems so far off and I turn 25 next year; still fixing my life before I bring a woman into it. Not a virgin, but on a 3 year dryspell. I am fit (1/2/3/3.5 @ 5X5) and have a business degree, but still live at home in a trailer. Graduated at the top of my class from a prestigious college, but lacked social connections to land an upperclass job. My spirit cries to God every minute of every hour of every day for redemption and salvation from this Earthly Hell, but the answer to my prayers still elude me.

You could be a sick cunt if you wanted to bro. Stop being a sad cunt.

Take it to the grave

the past is the past user. Don't see anything good coming out of her knowing about it.

what this guy said... your kids will hate you for it. specially for keeping it a secret for so long

That's been my logic. The only good to come of it at this point would be an ease on my own conscience.

I’m a 5”5 ginger with a face like a 12 year old and even though I’ve got a pretty good body now (thanks for that guys) I’m still a paranoid self destructive person that my old friends call a sociopath who gets into fights way too easily because I’m an angry bitter cunt and who’s cock head roommate won’t stop calling ‘Rorschach’ because I look like a character from some random fuckin comic. Also I’m an art student and that sums it all up doesn’t it. At least I can lift things now though.

If evil is the absence of good, a force thats necassary to better humanity in the long run or a force equal to good thats in a constant battle with it.

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Trap rap is one of the most High T music genres out there but I don't want to admit that publicly because my friends all think I hate niggers.

I keep sticking my dick in women who aren't my wife.

bump

Stop it brother

I don’t have a pee and only started on Jow Forums to get thinner and not have waman legs but now I’m here for the gains and get bad feels from all the 6”5 trees lumbering about my 5”6 ass while I’m just trying to eat my chicken in peace

>ginger
This is a place of god, be gone blasphemer

i will never be happy. i don't like anything. i don't even like lifting. well, i like that my brain is usually quiet after i lift. back in the day, i tried to kill myself a few times, but always pussed out at the last second.

my body still looks like shit because i'm extremely low test and just build fat instead of muscle. i'm always on the verge of giving up

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I can't stop buying bread at the grocery store. There are a hundred other options to keep the diet at keto levels but I keep knocking myself out. Maybe its just not trusting enough in higher fat intake.

No offence but being low test is just an excuse. I'm fairly low test (only thing I have that isn't a low test symptom is bitch tits and I'm aggressive) but still have decent gains.

Small steps to improvement, and take responsibility for yourself. You can do it if you don't bite off more than you can chew and accept that while you might get knocked back a few steps, every step forward is one that's on the path you've set yourself on to happiness.

You can do it buddy. It's natural to want to give up, or even to want to take that final step and end it all, but the future you've always wanted is right around the corner if you just start walking towards it and don't get demoralised.

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Oh you can, and he knows he is a cute boy and loves having steamy passionate sex with shredded men.

I wanna fugg this girl at work but I'm a husband and a father. I just want to nut really bad into her father...

i have no friends

idk dude I have bitch tits and lovehandles at basically any weight. i have basically nonexistent libido. I have been lifting for years and eating a ton and my 5x5 bench is still stuck at 160. I can barely do 20 pushups in a row without collapsing. I still can't do chin ups. My facial hair is whispy and thin. I'm quite certain that my testosterone has an effect on my inability to make progress.

But thank you for trying to motivate me. You're a kind soul in a place where they are rare. I am going to keep trying, but I don't know for how long.

I'm literally terrified of intimacy with women. Any interaction with an attractive girl gives me unbearable anxiety.

TRT

i doubt i could get on TRT legally. plus that shit can make your problems worse instead of better. are you on it? do you know anyone on it?

Christians destroyed pagan temples a long time ago and i'm still mad about it
christianity is NOT european

Does that make it incorrect any more than Paganism?

Your ancestral religion > Christianity
hail odin

In the US it’s easy to get on. If you’re lifting, eating healthy and living clean, but still have those symptoms, what do you have to lose?

Not really a confession. But there's a guy with a huge cannabis stench somewhere in the gym.

Why would you come to the gym after smoking weed?

As much of a white supremacist as I am I can't stand you people who think everything Europeans do must have originated in Europe. I bet you would have Europeans go back to living in huts and raiding each other over petty bullshit.

What's even the purpose of life?
If we were immortal, life has no meaning since we can do everything, but if we all die in the end and nothing matters, what's there to do?

What's the point of even lifting?

we don't even really know any pagan beliefs before christianity. all we have are physical relics. all of the written sources we have on pagan beliefs are from post-christianized sources like Snorri Sturluson.
t. not christian
i could end up sterile or getting bad roid rages. i already break things and put holes in walls when i'm really mad

you being a white supremacist means nothing. You're retarded faggot if you don't realise that christianity is a jew religion made by jews for jews and has no place in Europe. Go back to jerking off to hitler fucking retard.

Tacitus' Germania is a pretty good source, before christianity. Prose edda by Sturluson isn't the same as the poetic edda either.

I keep binging during the weekends.

You just answered your own question, its the immortal thing but you have limited time. Get a premium membership pass next time, fag.

Are blaming the Religion itself for how it has been perverted by Jews during the 20th and 21st centuries? Also Christianity was literally founded by people who renounced their Jewishness in order to be Christian.

Germania isn't a primary source though. Tacitus didn't go north of Rome and was partially motivated in his writing to talk shit about his fellow Senators. Also both Eddas are post-Christianization. The Poetic Edda is mostly sourced from the Codex Regius, which is from the 13th century

the religion was STARTED BY JEWS. It's a globalist religion. Just because they said 'we aren't jews anymore we're christian now" doean't mean they're suddenly not jews. No middle-eastern religion will ever have more to offer me than the spirituality of my ancestors.

It may have been written in the 13th century, but we don't know who it was written by (the codex regius). It may very well have been written from a completely non-christian perspective.

It has become a globalist religion because of Jewish infiltration into it since the Zionism movement and increasingly after World War II. The religion itself is not globalist that is just a retarded interpretation based on selective reading of the bible and Jewish moralism. I am not saying to stop your paganism just that the religion shouldn't be put at fault for the perversions inserted by Jews.

My son I greatly appologize for the belated response. Jesus has a kingdom for you and you will be welcome among kings in the lords loving arms. Remain virtuous and the LORD will reveal himself to you in mysterious ways. The nihilism devil will tempt you. Promising freedom and a fools perception of enlightenment. Stay true and God will extend you a helping hand. hold in bro.

no wax and you are good. Your heart is in the right place my child.

The defenerates will see the error of their ways come the day of retribution. Leave such worries to the lord.

Any woman of virtue will know the virtue of Jesus's forgiveness well. You may still be given retribution in the eyes of god.

Colossians 1:11-12
being strengthened with all power according to his glorious might so that you may have great endurance and patience, 12 and giving joyful thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of his holy people in the kingdom of light.

HIIT run up and down hills and eat less carbs, more leafy greens, eat a big bowl of oatmeal for breakfast and drink more water and get NINE HOURS OF SLEEP every single night

Seek solice in your community. Treat it like an exercise. do 3x1 speak to men in suits 2x2 reply and post on linkdin once every 3 days.

Accept the little good that sinners can bring to this world

I lost 80lbs In less than half a year.

I was extremely motivated the night I went to my old elementary school resolved to take my own life there out of revenge for that school.

I obviously didn't do it, but the moment I actually weighed the idea of killing myself, or playing out my life while actually trying to give a shit about myself and getting healthier, losing weight, learning to love the man in the mirror, was probably the single most enfuriating moment in my entire life.

I found a fountain of pure determination to unfuck my life, and since reaching my goal weight, getting a job, and getting into lifting, I find myself in this place right now where I'm having trouble going into fasts again, following a normal diet again, and sticking to my predetermined goals.

What happened? I reached the other side... and now It seems like I'm back to square one.

I never had a father growing up, but I guess if you're truly passionate about something, it's important to keep the fire from extinguishing.

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i wish you much luck and success in your journey user. you can do anything that you truly put your mind too. just don't be a bitch

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from a third person's perspective this is the nice guy in the movie confessing his love for a girl who doesn't know his name. Just take it to the grave like the other user said. You will regret not doing that

I feel empty inside.
It's the first time I haven't fapped for a whole week, I'm finally keeping my diet, I follow my routine, I've dropped soda completely and my sugar consumption is at the lowest I ever had. I even study and started learning another language.

But I don't know why I do it, why even try. To improve myself at firat, but now I only ask myself, why? To what end I do this? My motivation is completely gone, I only keep up because I keep telling me some day my day will come.

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Whenever I have a bowel movement either internal hemeroids or some of my actual rectum prolapses like half an inch. It doesn't hurt but I have to push it back in after. I'm somehow too chickenshit to have gone to the doctor yet, was hoping it would get better on its own. Gah.

Im 5'10" Court Jester of Manlets 175lbs and I dont lift. I just come on here for advice on fasting and the occasional running thread.

>realized my failure to attract is because 1. I look bad and 2. I socially poorly
>attempt to improve both
>1 didn't get me laid, 2 did
Fuck you Jow Forums you lied to me.

>He thinks I have a community
Nobody wants to associate with poor people except other poor people. I have a job making $20/hr but pay is eaten up by student loan payments. Linkedin is a meme; I used it hard a year before and a year after graduation, but it never once brought me an opportunity except a brush with a pyramid scheme.

In my first semester of university I was depressed and had no friends and no motivation to do schoolwork and I failed all four of my subjects and I've spent the last three semesters making that up but my GPA will forever be shit tier. I go to an elite school and I'm in a degree where GPA doesn't matter that much, and I have a tonne of career relevant experience, but that shit still bugs me to this day and I often get anxiety when studying thinking about it

>mfw all the guys I have called friends since I was 12 hang around with losers and do sniff every weekend
>mfw every time I drink I remember why I stopped
>mfw I feel so lonely it hurts sometimes
>mfw my two best friends are both on Erasmus
>mfw I LARP with a Chad personality irl and my course mates believe it because I’m tall, smart and handsome

Fuck it lads I might just cocoon mode until I have finished college,

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Christ, Imagine saying this to an actual priest.

> not a virgin, okay but I'm on a heavy dry spell
> 1/2/3/3.5 lmaoplates 5x5

Hawt. post more

cuz it feels guid

I feel you user
>Also lonely
>occasional suicidal thoughts

Im genuinely concerned for my future desu

I am 26yo and never really was fit.
I wanted to start running and I went up to 1 hour runs non-stop but my hip joints started to ache hard so I had to quit it.
I am not sure if I can do something else with my body.
I am nowhere near perfect and tall as these handsome guys people keep spamming over here yet I don't want to give too it's jsut that my body has problems that I can't solve and keeping me down.

my oneitis

>48234283
Being social in college is gay. literally just focus on your studies, self improvement, Jow Forums. when you get out into real life you'll be a fucking stud with your shit together and all your "friends" will be autistic when it comes to life because all they did in college was drink and do drugs.

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Literally the same excuses that roasties use to cover up their own adultery lmao

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my brain and dick are fucked up from porn addiction, i'm detoxing right now but i don't know how to tell the girl i'm currently seeing or what she'll think.

Your bros are a bad influence get new ones.
Go to a local church service tomorrow
Rotate in with a bro then get a gym partner.
Gym buddies > drinking buddies

user, seek help. Astolfo is not real and never will be.

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