>being happy with my life overall
>sometimes I even smile on my way to work, for no reason
>last few months have been quite good, although still no gf
>my triceps have been growing
>decided to fap twice today
>sudden urge to kms
What the fuck, Jow Forums?? How to cope?
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>>decided to fap twice today
>>sudden urge to kms
Stop doing that then
This meme is too real, feelsbadman
jesus christ that image
>that image
holy shit is that "Punished Chad"
>fits into no specific crowd, but accepted by most. Uncomfortable in all
I'm 25 years old and don't really belong anywhere or with anyone. A part of me wants me to accept that I'll always be alone in everything I do. Another part wants me to keep trying to change things. And another wants me to just end it. I don't know which part is going to win, but I struggle every day.
I'm you guys but with a gf. It doesn't really help. I don't even remember if I ever didn't feel like this. I have a good group of friends, a good job (pays well, low stress, good manager, constantly climbing the ranks), and a loving, beautiful gf. I'm also 6'2 and pretty aesthetic.
Yet still. Pretty bummed all the time. Fake happiness for every social interaction.
I wonder is everyone like this.
life's weird brah
I'm glad you're still with us
take the catholicism pill, anons. join the communion of saints and return home
does anyone else find comfort in that image? The amount of people commenting on it makes me feel less alone
I've thought about it but I feel in the end I would know in the background that I'm lying to myself
It's funny how in real life, it seems that nobody is like me, but then I come to this shithole, and so many people share my exact experiences.
It's hilarious.
why tho?
Because I don't believe in that stuff. And I can't force or trick myself into believing it, I would just be lying to myself. I consider myself a man of reason and fact. Excuse my fedora tipping.
DELET THIS
then why are you even considering it in the first place?
I too enjoy diddling young boys
Because I'm a human with thoughts and ideas
this
what the fuck
You will always have comrades user, sometimes you just can't see them.
I’ve been bumming a lot the last month too bro. It’s so weird because this is so random and Im usually a pretty happy dude. Started college recently, been lifting really hard and having a great time, but not seeing anyone atm. My mindset is thinking that maybe finding a chick will cure my sadness but ik that’s a toxic mindset and I need to fix myself before getting into a relationship. I’ve been feeling depressed for absolutely no reason at all. Maybe it’s some retarded hormone funk, who knows. Every night I keep reflecting on my life in sadness and trying to figure out why I feel so lonely yet I hangout with my bros every single day.
Here we go again AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Honestly I feel more alone around people than I do by myself. I think I'm just an introverted person, even if I don't want to be. You sound similar
For the longest time I thought this episode of Seinfeld I saw once as a child about a psychotically obsessive man dressed as a clown was a fever dream.
It was so out of place with the time of the rest of the show.
>tfw i shave my left leg because when im in bed and my legs brush up together the shaved leg feels like a woman's leg and that makes me think i have a girlfriend sleeping next to me and it stops me feeling so lonely
this is it for me bros, i am signing out for good
i peed on myself in the shower once and pretended it was a girl peeing on me
sup bros
also
delet pls
delet
I’ve seen this image many times, it hurts just as bad every damn time.
yeah kind of, I've met someone before who was pretty much like that pic and me, was my professor, we were always joking around making dumb jokes that no one ever got, we would jest and I never felt so comfortable around a person because literally was free from judgement so I feel if there are more people out there who I can relate to since many feel the same way about the pic, maybe there's hope in life and we belong somewhere, maybe we'll one day find these people who resemble us and we won't have to fear getting striked in the back or constantly belittled/judged
reason and "facts" (read empiricism, as i believe you meant it, there are logical arguments for God's existence) are the alleged virtues of modernity and liberalism. you can either choose them or religion, you can't have both and you need to think about the ramifications of that choice. think about the world you live in and whether or not that world is one that values the same things you do, things beyond reason, things like love and honor. think about the way that this world treats you and if you want to perpetuate that treatment to people like you by supporting the way things are.
this is man's dilemma, the choice between materialism and idealism. there is no in between and anyone who says there is is coping. there is either a God or there is nothing, no right or wrong, no meaning, no morals, no virtue, only suffering. you either take the leap of faith or you don't, but understand the decision you're making.
>not sleeping on stomach and pretending to hug that person
When i was on my "xx_420_weed_addicted_420_xx" phase, I used to get high and watch visual novels, and pretend I was inside talking to the girls.
to be honest, doesn't sound that bad, quick harmless imagination/fantasy w/e you would call it.
>tfw no access to drugs cause I literally know no one.
always wanted to try a small dose of some sort of drugs and lock myself in a room with some papers and a pencil and just chill and think see what happens.
youtube.com
This site and board attracts that kind of person, its not as surprising when you think about it.
Go online.
Find a local shelter hiring.
Work there.
Spend all of your free time there.
Make friends with people.
Actually help people.
Someone will give you a problem daughter or grandkid for you to date.
Either reap the benefit or wait for the MILF of the life time to roll in.
>tfw catholic but still super depressed
>almost hit 3pl8 bench but everything else feels like it's going horribly
>doing great in uni but still feel like shit
does it get better bros?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Most problems here on Jow Forums is that you guys THINK you NEED to be accepted by normies or whatever the fuck. Fuck what people think. Be the best you and let people come into YOUR life. Work hard and let people chase YOU.
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wow thanks
It gets better in the sense you accrue more of the things that the consensus dictates is needed. I was you.
Now I'm you with 6 figure salary, 6 figure investments, etc. Still feels shit.
>make feels thread
>call it "mental health"
>getbanned
>make a feels thread
>dont call it anything
>dont get banned
This thread hits way too close. My grandpa (who basically replaced my father) is dying yet I can't bond over it with anyone in my family. Luckily he's on so much pain killers he wont even realise I left.
It just seems so confusing to have everything going your way, yet we're still not happy. It gets especially hard since you have nothing to fight - getting richer, smarter, stronger, more aesthetic, etc. Just seems like insanity - doing what you've done over and over again while hoping for a different outcome.
welcome to consciousness, you are the first species to have it and new things are confusing
>tfw thought was special and intelligent but its just a disorder
This, I really want to believe that the people I know are just better at faking it but they sometimes do and say things so completely alien to me and so normal and natural to them then I wonder what went wrong with me.
>im so intiresting i god dizzorders n shit lol XD reddit
>cuz dizzorders r the sam az thinking im lonely haha
How fast did you figure the connection out? Is it some instant romcom meme shit or did it take a while for both of you to let your guard down enough to establish it?
it was a while ofcourse,it was english so people weren't too interested in his class and neither was I at first but he made it interesting for me atleast. we would always share stories, got a few laughs out of other people sometimes too.
I felt he was kind of autistic not in a bad way but he was very selfaware but even then he would try to be active and engage everyone. put in a good word for me to my new english professor at the time since they were friends and he said he was happy to have me, but I dropped out cause fuck college, might go back early 2019 though not sure
yeah exactly you would think that someone like us would exist outside of Jow Forums lol. never ran into one
Honestly, most people are fucked to some extent from what I've seen. I think that there's omething fundamentally wrong with society, or any society in general. We are not meant to live life like individualistic worker ants, we are meant to live in close-knit smaller communities of around 200 people, where we have distinct tasks to help the betterment of our tribe, having a sexual partner helps but in a society like the one I am suggesting it will be a lot more difficult since we are a lot closer to chimpanzees and wolves than we like to think, and usually there will be a stong, needlessly aggressive dude who has more mating success while there will be at least one guy who is basically the tribe omega and has very little if any mating success, he can't accompany the other men on hunts because he's to weak, and whatever. But still on the whole the community will work well for everyone and the needs ot the collective will be put before the needs of the individual, this will lead to causing an atmosphere that at least tries to benefit everyone's happiness, otherwise the people would either rise up and slaugther the leader or find a new tribe. I am sounding like a bullshit sociologist with this, to simplify: Smaller communities where you have your specific task and thus feel a sense of ''I am needed'' is better than a hive city with millions of worker ants conducting more or less the exact same work.