You hanging in there, Jow Forums?

No.

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Me

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looks a bit like trump there

>tfw had 3 girls interested at me at the same time
>now i got nothing

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I wonder what they're like

I HATE HOW MUCH YOU CARE ABOUT ME, I HATE THAT YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON ME, IT'S WEIRD AND MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE, I'VE NEVER HAD SOMEONE DO THIS BEFORE AND I'M GROWING ATTACHED TO YOU, I'M SO FUCKING SCARED OF HOW HARD I'M FALLING FOR YOU AND WE'RE NOT EVEN DATING SO STOP JUST LEAVE ME ALONE...I TRIED LEAVING YOU ALONE SO YOUR FEELINGS FOR ME WOULD GO AWAY AND I KEEP HOPING THEY WILL!!!!!

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I had chances to go to parties in my freshmen years of college but I turned all of them down

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Yes :)

w-who?

Why did you do that?

THIS STUPID FUCKING GIRL WHY ARE GIRLS SO DUMB

I was worried I’m gonna spill spaghetti in front of latinas with big titties

cute anime girls make my heart tear i think its going to kill me

yep

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It is supposed to be.

I understand bro, but being socially healthy is as important as being physically healthy. I believe in you dude. :)

nope but i just deal with it

all i have to look forward to each day is lifting and applying for work out of state

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how does someone with no friends and no experience with people my own age go about making friends? is there even any point n trying before I've hit 1/2/3/4? how aesthetic do I need to be for people to not think i'm just a loser faggot that no one likes (which I am, but I have to trick them)

> i'm just a loser faggot
Find other loser faggots

Every woman that spends a minute with me never wants to see me again

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>tfw she's probably getting dicked down RIGHT NOW by the fourth different guy she's met after you
>tfw the medications space you out enough that the shocking moments of clarity hurt all the more
Haha never fall for a hoe guys

Hanging in there, but I'm sure one day I will make it. In fact, we are all gonna make it

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I haven't spent more than a minute with a woman since high school, its probably for the best. I don't need that constant rejection making me hate myself even more

fuck. Fuck. FUck. FUCk. FUCK. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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>she said she liked me
>she got out of a 2 year relationship and is too depressed to be in one with me
>no more daily texts
>no more her cheering me up
>no more memes to share together
>she's posting more depressing shit

I want fucking die lads she was the one

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Yeah, I'm okey.
My fathers funeral is in 9 hours and I honestly dont wanna go there because I know people will pity me.
I also don't wanna talk to people about how I feel, I just want to be left alone for a while.
But I guess I have to go though it, can't dodge this one as I'm the only relative my father has in this country and I'm his only son.

God damn, I wish it would be over already.

>have a gf
>shes fat and not a virgin

I guess. Only gripe about life is no gf, no girl to talk to and just general loneliness.

I asked a girl out who had never been asked out before just to test the waters. She freaked out and told me she isn't ready for a relationship and just want to focus on her education but still wants to be friends. I've tried to talk to her to explain that I am not asking for a relationship, but she keeps dodging me, and if I keep texting I will probably seem desperate and chase her off. Don't know what to do. Maybe just approach the situation in same way as if trying to win back an old gf? I was so close goddamnit. All I had to do was say "Yes, you can bring some friends along when we go".

Well you identified the problem already, desire. Literally just stop caring about women for a second, start living for God, and see what happens.

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You're gonna make it bro. Even after college you can introduce social situations into your life.

WOMEN ARE ENTIRELY FUNGIBLE. What's the last genuinely great thing made by a woman other than a baby? Women have precisely two things to offer you: their bodies and their support. If you're getting neither STOP WASTING YOUR TIME.

based

GYM MEMBER KD6-3.7 LET'S BEGIN, SHALL WE?
>yes sir
RECIDE YOUR 1RM
>and blood black nothingness began to lift... a system of pl8s being held by pl8s being held with one bar... and dreadfully distinct against the manlets, a tall white Chad mogged.
PL8S
>pl8s
HAVE YOU EVER TAKEN A REST DAY, PL8S
>pl8s
CAN YOU ONLY BENCH 1PL8, PL8S
>pl8s
WHEN YOU MISS A DAY AT THE GYM, DO YOU FEEL LIKE YOU WANT TO DIE? PL8S
>pl8s
BEING HELD
>being held
WHAT'S IT LIKE TO BE MIRED? BEING HELD
>being held
HAS LIFTING EVER GOTTEN YOU LAID? BEING HELD
>being held
DO YOU WISH YOU COULD CUDDLE WITH A QT3.14? BEING HELD
>being held
DO YOU LIFT SO YOU CAN HOLD THE GIRL YOU LOVE? BEING HELD
>being held
WHAT'S IT LIKE TO HOLD YOUR CHILD IN YOUR ARMS? BEING HELD
>being held
DO YOU FEEL LIKE UNDERNEATH THE MUSCLE THERE'S NOTHING? BEING HELD
>being held
PL8S BEING HELD
>pl8s being held

I can understand this. Lost my brother two years ago when he got fed up and ended it. Funeral sucked because the only people that understood were close family members and everyone else gave a
>"im srry :( rip"

Funerals suck dick and should only be for those who were closest to the one who died. Never hated being given condolences more.

No. I would end it immediately and without hesitation given the ability.

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Things aren't looking up these days.

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Based and redpilled

My Therapist said without saying I have a quite variant of Boarderline personality disorder which pretty much means I'm boarderline minus the acting out which usually is directed inwards... Feels really bad but its nice to at least know what wrong with me now. I'm just going to have to learn this DBT shit so I can live a somewhat normal and functional life. I've pretty much said goodbye to any sense of fulfillment or meaning tho considering humans are wired to extract meaning out of the relationships they build with other people... I'm scared Jow Forums...

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It's not even the winter solstice, and the dearth of sunlight is giving my chronic depression a booster shot of seasonal depression. I'm an old bag, and I have another birthday before the end of the year. This could be my last winter, lads. Take the rest of my strength. You will ALL make it...

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You’re a boarderline bad speller lmao

>I'm boarderline minus the acting out which usually is directed inwards
do you seek relationships? or prefer staying alone?

>Been walking into work with this 8.8 qt
>She's a surveyor and Im a welder, so we work around each other sometimes
>Wakes up at 3am to go to the gym, can cook and is in the reserves
>Legit total package
>I havent had a crush like this since high school
>Im totally gonna blow it
>what do bros?

i'm struggling too bro. my lifts are tanking because I just can't force myself to eat, I just want to do nothing

Yeah. I get home from work around 5:45, and it's already pitch fucking black outside. I haven't eaten dinner in almost two weeks.

for me its
>wake up at 7, struggle to get out of bed
>don't leave myself enough time for breakfast so skip it
>work through lunch (blue collar, laborious work)
>get home at 3-4
>pass out because I didn't sleep the night before
>wake up at like 7
>make some bullshit for dinner, then try to down a gallon of milk
>workout at like 10
>fail my work sets
>try to drink some more milk, maybe eat some cheese and crackers or peanut butter until I feel like i'm gonna puke
>go to bed around 1
>repeat
we've had a shitload of work lately, i'm hoping it slows down for winter, but its not looking like it will. the only thing that's keeping me going is bench, because i'm not failing at it yet, like all my other lifts

I don't really seek relationships, I'll go along with them if they insist but most of the time they get ruined by the fact I'm very hesitant to emotionally invest

give up on her and focus on yourself. she's probably a whore.

No I can't get rid of the rage and hatred I have for myself and others and I'm slowly losing the ability to keep it contained within myself. I think I'm gonna be one of those random guys who just snaps, walks into a grocery with a chefs knife and stabbing all round him.

Lower your standards, accept death, or improve yourself. Truth be told most of us will make it bro

Who hurt you?

If you don't try you will regret that 1000% more than blowing it

Guy that blew it here. It still hurts. But yeah guess I don’t regret it.

This has only made me love my thinkpad more

>music no longer fun to listen to, just feels like background noise
>can't write anymore, no inspiration and just keep editing old works
>feel constantly tired and bored
>no longer looking forward to any new movies
>even vidya has become tiresome
>feel constantly burnt out at work

I want off this ride

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>sperg over text
>Chad in real life
Hope I didn't fuck it up

IKTFB it’s okay we’re gonna make it

not really
i broke up with my 1-year gf last night. i love her but we’re not really compatible, i think. she’s always doing stuff that annoys me, and im not sure if i was attracted to her near the end, but the love felt real from her. i haven’t cried in a long time but this shit is hard.

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Winter is making me sick, only time that I stop coughing/feeling like I'm going to die is while I am actually lifting, workouts extending to unreasonable lengths

Short days and more sleep needed to fight off sickness leaving me with almost no time that is not working out, sleeping, or working

I have been listening to the same song for a week and a half

what is this mode

PHENIBUT IS MAKING ME MORE SOCIALLY APT I WISH I KNEW ABOUT IT EARLIER

i know all of these feels
my thoughts and ideas for my writing are so good in my head then i ruin them as soon as i transfer it to actual words
fuckin kms

Yea some, never liked them much

Proof or shill

i'm almost exactly this same situation. It's my own personal hell, and to add on top of that we were good friends prior so it's hard to just leave

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I WAS SO CLOSE! I HAD HER BUT NOW ITS OVER, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY SHE WONT TELL ME AND ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY

SHE WAS PERFECT FOR ME BUT I WASNT PERFECT FOR HER

how old are you? i'm feeling exactly the same. every day is just a recurring nightmare

>Broke up with my girlfriend a month ago
>Thought it was the right thing to do but I didn't think I'd miss her this much
>See reminders of her fucking everywhere, can't even eat eggs because they remind me of her
>Lose all motivation to go to lectures
>Literally just get up to go to jiu jitsu or the gym
>Awake till 4am every morning, sleep until 2pm every afternoon, spend most of the day sad and have a slight breakdown before bed
>Since I don't have much of an appetite I end up cutting, going from 91 kg to 86 in 4 weeks
>Have abs now and lifts have remained the same, which is good
>Match with this Asian girl on Tinder, she looks okay in her pictures and the talk is good, so we arrange a date for today
>Go for coffee, I arrive first, and this gorgeous girl turns up after a little while, she almost looks totally different from her pictures
>Coffee was fun, we had a good laugh and said we'd meet up next week
>Get put forward for my next belt grading too, after a year of being stuck in a rut
I think things might finally be looking up bros. I'm not depressed and anxious all the time, but when I am it fucking sucks and I just want to die, so if you're feeling shit and down then remember sometimes it can turn around in just a few days. Don't give up

>even eat eggs because they remind me of her
Mason?

>get fired from work after 3 months due to "culture fit"
>leave work depressed and go smoke a joint to think over what happened
>extreme existential anxiety
>panic attack
>try to walk it off but trip and faceplant into the pavement
>bust my lip and chip my tooth
>plans to move out in the new year are ruined
>no more money to put into crypto
>more depressed than I've ever been in a long time

feels fucking bad. My social anxiety and depersonalization was finally getting better after working around people in an office environment and now it's over. I'm nervous that I'm gonna go back to being a depressed shut in and my life will progressively get worse. If anyone could recommend me some books/online literature I would appreciate it.

I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY

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Jow Forums, what do you do when you're at a place in your life where you despise all of the people around you that you call friends? I've had the same group of 11ish close friends since late middle school and I'm now 21 and I absolutely resent the majority of them. Most of them are absolutely miserable people who have to turn everything into a pissing contest and cannot go a single day without putting each other down and constantly criticizing others. I've watched them transform over the years to my bros I used to video game and hang out with to constantly angry, bitter people who lash out at everything, feed off of each other and refuse to improve themselves because in their own eyes they're already perfect and everyone else sucks. But they're my only friends and I feel like as I get older it will be even harder to escape them and the window for meeting other people is closing fast. How do I escape this hell? Is it worth it to just be alone forever? It's so bad I honestly prefer most of the time now to be by myself than deal with the stress of being around the majority of them.

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3 days no fap
3 weeks since I've jerked off to masochistic porn

I just relapsed. Cuck porn again, goddamn it.

I was in the same boat as you man. The past few months have been hard but it gets better with time. Hang in there and remove yourself from desire and you'll make it through to the other side.

failure is the a stepping stone to success. I am in a similar boat. We will make it

Dam dude I know that feel

Im 29 now and alot of my friends are just shitty toward each other and themselves.They have no real ambition and are stoners plus being overweight or just not in shape.Its hard to not want to cut ties because they bring me down .What you have to do is find people that make you feel like a million bucks whether it be at the gym or somewhere

I don't think she truly understands how much I fucking miss her

I'm gonna be honest with you mate, after high school it may not be Soo easy to make friends, but trust me, as someone who cut contact with his bitchass group of cunt "friends", I can tell you it feels way better, you will suffer some solitude but if you put yourself out there you shouldn't have any problem in meeting people and friends

same. i hang on to a sliver of hope that she'll get through it and then she'll have room in her heart for me. i hope we make it brother.

>tfw depression is making nofap easy as fuck

im 27 and basically been alone my entire life and i just basically dislike people period. not even friends, just most people in geenral. nonstop annoyance

no friends and a kissless permavirgin but honestly i dont even want to make friends or get with anyone

>be me 21
>chat with girl on tinder for weeks
>finally meet up
>she loves me a lot
>she takes my virginity (lied about not being a virgin lmao)
>hang out few more times
>I don’t love her but she is okay
>i just like her for sex and cuddling cuz Ive been deprived of female affection my whole life
>she thinks I share some deep emotional bond with her while I just enjoy her feminine energy
>she shows me a lot of affection
>I do too but not too much because I hate being needy and dont actually love her
Ultimately I think it is healthy that I am not the one being too clingy but I do feel really bad for her. I leave for the army next week and she tells me she cries everyday knowing that I will be leaving. I do feel sad too but not to the point of crying.
Idk, didnt know bad it feels to turn away from a girl that truly loves me for who I am, i feel that I kind of used her cuz if I was a chad id pump and dump but being a desperate virgin I am I pretended to show the same amount of affection so I dont lose chance of more sex

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No, I'm always fucking angry and I don't even know why. The only reason I haven't ended it all is because it's going to happen anyway. I constantly push people away and tell them to fuck off just because i'm angry and I have no idea how to control it.

Who cares about girls, they're fucking retards. Your need to rely on someone else in your life is fucking pathetic, especially a female. Anyone who's dealt with a two hole knows this.

Don't worry about it, by the time you leave basic she would've moved on.

reading this post is like reading Camus' "The Stranger" all over again

yeah. been talking on and off with some girl from my gym. she’s cute and easy to talk to. and a church girl who kinda wholesome i guess

lifts are good. bulk might be getting a little out of hand but abs are still visible for now so i can’t complain

been really stressed about finals and overworked by school. but in a few weeks i’m renting a huge cabin with a bunch of people and we’re gonna spend the week getting trashed. should be fun

even tho things sound good i can’t help but feel some sense of loneliness looming over me. i can’t describe it. am i destined to roam the world alone, acquiring mass? i always get this weird feeling during the winters. maybe it’s the shorter days

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this. i'm already fucking her my dude, you're good.

depends

>after back n forth with the exgf texted her the other day if she'd be up for grabbing something to eat
>don't know if this is a good idea user...
>you're right.
>*sadface emoji*

at least i can give her some guilt thoughts

75% of people get broken up with in basic anyway.
Women are cunts.

Some tinder slut who was good looking, had a nice ass, and a semi tight pussy bailed on me after we hooked up
>match on tinder
>message her
>shes down to meet at a bar
>get her drunk and talk to her for 2 hours
>she says "Youve got game"
>take her back to her place and fuck her
>she acts weird as im leaving
>text her next day and she seems interested in me and is saying shit like "hahaha" and "lol" like girls do when they are into you
>she strangely doesnt respond to a text she should have
>wait 2 days
>ask her when shes free
>no response
>later that day go full nuclear option and send her my dick fully hard next to a 16oz redbull can for comparison, girls always say my dick is big and its as long as the can etc so I figure if this little reminder doesnt work nothing will
>say "Last chance..." as part of it
>she responds immediately (confirms that shes been ignoring me) and says "That didnt help your chances, see ya"
>I say "Was worth a shot, pretty sure you had already made up your mind anyways, adios"

Now I'm back to being stuck with my shitty starter girlfriend with mediocre looks, pussy, and inability to suck dick properly
Was thinking "Merry christmas to me" and happy new year, but now I'm just like "well at least I got another body to the count"

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