Jow Forums feels

Thursday night/friday morning Jow Forums feels
How are you guys holding up?

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Been studying for at least 6 hours every day this past week for finals, and I don't finish until Wednesday afternoon. It's going to be a long week.

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Worked out at 2am. Unlike I've already failed everything this semester. Just waiting for smash to drop so I can waste the rest of this winter away until the next game drops.

Work sucks, I'm literally being paid to shitpost for ~8 hours a day. Trying to get a more challenging job currently though. Whenever I get a task I'm done within 10 minutes.

Met with my... girl, yesterday, though I might call her ex, I can't really tell. We will either get married or finally separate, it could go either way, shit's a bit complicated. On the one hand, the fact that I could spend time with her diminishes me wanting to kill myself, but on the other, the ambiguity of the situation is causing me a considerable amount of distress.

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Feeling more at peace now that I am reading my Bible and praying every day. My porn addiction was bringing me down in a bad way some with all the other troubles of life and this has been the only thing that had helped me. I still have such a long ways to go, but I just take it one day at a time and keep my mind focused on what the Lord says in the Bible.

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Pretty good. Almost surely going to get 90+% in all my classes in my first semester of upper division studies, making good fitness and social gains, and moving forward Japan for a year to study business.
Keep training and fighting :)

Moving to Japan*

Based.

Good for you user. I recently started praying after a long while of not doing it. I still lack faith, but the work of JBP and Jung has enabled me to look at faith/religion in a way that I can deal with, and it has helped redeem Christianity in my eyes. I see now that there are some concepts that, even though they do not exist in the strict material sense, still are real and can even be modeled as acting agents, kinda like emerging properties (e.g. entropy) in physics. I find that some people are more prone to certain approaches to God, and I am simply more rational, so irrational, emotional ways of dealing with it simply do not phase me - it's like a different language I do not speak. I am grateful that there are people out there who try to formulate ways of how to get closer to God in a language I finally seem to comprehend.

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Matched with girl on tinder while visiting a different uni last month, been texting and facetiming her since then. She actually seems to be pretty wholesome despite being on tinder, like she spends most of her nights in her apartment just watching netflix or studying, always texting me first and often, doesn’t drink often, etc.
I’m going back to that school this weekend and we are planning on hanging out. Hoping it will go well, i’m just happy to hang out with a girl that i might actually like, not just for sex.

Question tho: she was asking me when i was coming so that she could “tell her roommate”, i’m assuming so that her roommate won’t be home. Does this imply that she intends to fuck or is it just a common courtesy type thing?

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feeling so shit bros. food was getting expensive and I was depressed and ended up dropping out of uni and losing gains. Went home and my family hates my pathetic NEET ass now and although I'm happy for him my little brother is starting to mog me.

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