How is it holdin up you fuckers

Dude you need to find yourself a weirdo. A gf thats a weirdo helps out dont get me wrong lots of pain in the ass stuff but its definetly nice having a m8 to talk to when you need it

I'm doin great. My job is a dead-end but I get to grow things in peace and I just fucked some guys wife on Friday. Thanks for asking

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Dude maybe your just gay just suck a dick and find out

For some reason i either attract fat chics that are fucking dumb or fat single moms. Both are shit tier combos.

I WANT TO HIT 1/2/3/4

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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>i'm probably low T af*

>He thinks that lifting will make him less gay

Oh boy you are in for a surprise.

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b-but i wasn't like that before
w-what happened? why now??

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I dont know i love me some chubby girl pussy also i dont know my girl is crazy, but shes been changing since i met her

It depends. If lifting made you want to shove twinks to the floor then it’s just your urge to dominate the weaker. If you’re thinking about servicing big burly men then you should just accept the fact that you’re a massive faggot.

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no, it was NOT lifting that made me this way.

Im either gonna lose my job or quit. I just don't think I can mantain it anymore. Im in debt, this job didnt help, and I don't want to have to crawl to my parents for help, but it seems like thats fast becoming my only option.
Thank god my lift numbers are still good.
Fuck me im so stressed and anxious about this whole thing, Jow Forums.

>start gym
>feeling good and motivated
>lifts go up
>4 months in start to lose a bit of the starting energy
>depression hits
>lifts go down
>embrace the depression fully and turn it into anger
>lifts go easily up
But on the downside I'm 5 times more depressed anywhere outside the gym.

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Have an interview for an internship position tomorrow. It will be about the development and application of green technology.

Wish me luck boyos.

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just don't leave the gym lmao

>But on the downside I'm 5 times more depressed anywhere outside the gym.
Welcome buddy. Enjoy your lifetime stay

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it's going to be alright user
the best way to overcome depression is to just give into it and waiting for it to pass, fighting it is just exhausting and isn't going to make it better
the only thing you should know is that it's going to be okay again, you should trust yourself on that, it helps during the bad times

you guys ever look around and see that every one of your peers is better than you in every way and even if you turn shit around you'll never be average, never-mind successful.

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Was gonna skip cardio today, but decided that I was being a bitch and went at 3am to the gym to do it. Faggot brain is always trying to sabotage me.

Jokes on faggot brain though. I've learned to distrust it and its impulses. Faggot brain will be systematically destroyed and every time I ignore faggot brain, it loses strength over me.

Realizing you will never amount to anything is not easy. I will go through cycles where I've finally gathered to courage to kill myself but as soon as I start writing my suicide note, I realize the pain I will cause my parents. And I pussy out... I dont know how much longer I can go on.

you will experience things nobody else will ever experience
stop comparing yourself to other people

No your just a fag lol

dude stop watching straight porn, watch only girl solo/lesbian porn

Is it bipolar?

ok i'll do it,
shift solely to solo/asmr

Why don't you write your suicide note, and show it to a professional? Maybe you'll learn something from that

There's nothing wrong with being bi or gay if you're not a degenerate about it.

I hated myself like this for a while, now I just accept it. I like cute boys and cute girls, there's nothing you can really do.

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Finals week is here
Just think got an 83 on my chem final (got 50s and 60s on all the tests so this is a major improvement)
LET’S FUCKING GO BOYS, FIVE MORE FINALS TO GO UNTIL THURSDAY
Pray for me

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>tfw have to take bullshit "social problems" course to get rid of a graduation requirement
>tfw math and computer science major so don't see why that's relevant to my education at all
>tfw have an A or higher in every class but that one

Sweet, now my GPA's gonna tank because of leftist bullshit. It's actually a miracle I've got a B in there since this professor pretty much purposely flunks even her most dedicated students

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Look at it this way, user. Tech companies are hugely left leaning, so at least you'll already be exposed to the lefty society bullshit complaining that you'll be surrounded by once you find a job. And every other industry has to deal with SJW bullshit to some degree also.
You'll know what you're getting yourself into out in the real world and hopefully you won't sperg out and #metoo yourself

Been making some social gains lately, since I neglected that last year. Also going to a date this Thursday. Things are pretty good. The only downside is that I drink more than I used to

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What's ya major?
+-._.-+Based /chemboys/ crew+-._.-+

Bretty good. I'm getting the leanest I've been in years. Gym has become routine, which is nice.

The bad is my dating life is terrible. I quit Tinder because I was meeting trash girls (though getting sex). I've dated some girls I've met through real life, but they've all come to dead ends. I'm having somewhat of an identity crisis, because I am/was a fuck boi. But I'm trying to be more chaste and discerning, because I want to meet better women. So I'm not sure if I should be sad or indifferent to the lack of sex.

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marine environmental science
I don’t even care about that though, just trying to get my deck license and ship out. MES is hardly related to that and I wish I had changed to a meme major like Marine Transportation

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Fair point, actually. The topics we discuss in the class are interesting, it's just that she approaches it from a perspective that makes it feel as though she just wants to hammer it into our brains. My current objective is acing the final, walking out of there with the grade I have, and retaining what I've learned to make prudent decisions with regards to working in the rapidly radicalizing field.

I'm sorry bro, stay golden

Yeah she is. funny thing is it didnt happen till later in the relationship her doctor fucked her up with too many meds sad really

stop fighting the gayness senpai

embrace it. based mediocrity

Honestly why care about gpa does it get you anything?

Yeah, It gets you 'free money' and jelly haters

College is really making me feel like shit, at least the semester's almost over.

Yeah i guess that good and do people really get upset and hate about gpa?

Bad, I've been planning my suicide for years now.

Most people play nice and cooperate in school. Every once in a while you'll have the hyper competitive nerd that hates to share notes

My fiance left me out of the blue over text with a paragraph she sent about an hour before i woke up. She blocked me on everything.
Several hours later i was smoking pot with my friend and another friend said hes starting a fight group to make money.
So im gonna be one of six fighters and make 50 bucks. Gotta keep going.
The worst part is she literally said good night i love you ill be here when you wake up but she wasnt there when i woke up. Just an out of the blue destruction of my brain.
But my new brain is nice. Its almost like i knew this would happen all along, and even though it crushed me in the moment literally one day later im ready to train hard for my first fight. Im going up against a guy with a really shitty life so i have to channel even more rage.
But yeah, i thought i was going to get married and now im going to be beating people in front of a crowd for money.

>first semester of uni went really well
>finished pledgeship so back to the grind now workout wise(didn't really stop, but let's just say I consumed a lot more alcohol than I should have)
>almost got a 4.0
>only two exams left
>gonna spend the whole winter break working out and scaling my software business
Things are looking up lads

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Bitches be loco. How old are you? Is it bare knuckle fists only? Hope you win Dogg

thanks user. anyone have advice for a uni dropout with no direction?

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Im 18. Its going to be UFC rules with gloves to attract the biggest crowd and make people bet. Betting is where the money comes from if i start willing i can start throwing crazy money on myself to fuck up the odds.
Bitches are crazy and sometimes you just still love them. I need to play more world of warcraft.

>have a good week, go to the gym
>go drinking with my friends and have fun
>depressed and inactive for days/weeks
>eventually get back to working out
>repeat

Should probably stop drinking but I have a lot of fun and it's the easiest way to connect with people.

I cried on a ghibli movie about two kids surviving in wartime, and i have a bicep workout to do
Fuck, how am i gonna happily curl after that shit?

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Fireflies? Heard that one is rough.

Being engaged at 18? Trying to lock that sadness early? I know it's nice to have someone to be yours but at that age you're going to want more at some point. If you stayed with her you'd have just grown to resent the relationship. These are your formative years, do something with them.

Haven't been to the gym since thursday, due to work and being away for an interview, going to the gym tonight so thats good

Good luck bro. I'm going for another interview at (National Airline) on thursday for Aircraft Mechanic.

> thanks user. anyone have advice for a uni dropout with no direction?

In the same boat. Dropped out of law and was a gymcel for three years while working as a cab driver.

Was... enlightening. I'm going back to uni in January. More motivated than ever to study. The alternative is not pleasant.

Working a low-status dead-end job is a reality check.

I know, its just that when you lose your virginity to somebody and they lose it to you and then they constantly show you the utmost affection and support through your drug use and depression and only when you become supportive and kind and constantly willing to help does she suddenly decide that she doesnt trust you and doesnt want to marry you.
Im not persuing or crying, im actually eating some food for once.
The way i see it i couldve lived a wonderful life with this person and i wouldve supported them through anything but they made a descision they will undoubtedly take back in the future.
And when they do, i wont take them back.
This is a wonderful girl but i cant tolerate her doing this, its not ok to break up with somebody while telling them you love them 30 times. At least im not trying to get her back, but rather chanelling all my feelings.

Failing my classes

Losing friends

Still miss my ex after more than a year

Made two attempts on my life so far, daily suicidal thoughts

But maybe things will turn out ok

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30 days vacation in Thailand starts next week, fucking pumped

whats wrong?

Yeah
Don't watch it, it'll fuck you up
I cried like a baby despite being pretty unemotional

Use the feels. Let them swell your heart with appreciation for your life, and lift. Get that bicep pump. Be happy that you are where you are.

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Persue who you want to persue and stop being such a prissy little wuss about it. You’ll find out if you’re gay or not really quick lol

cope

I remember watching that shit and it broke me. If you want feels I highly recommend you check it out

I've heard that universities won't take people who have previously dropped out. Is this a meme? Do you have to expand your resume before going back?

just dropped out and have no direction in life. family is really pissed and dissapointed.

Had a click with a girl, I ended up catching feelings for her but all she wanted was a one night stand. The problem is I kind of see her every week, shit hurts

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>fucking up uni and i honestly don’t think it‘s for me but i don‘t have anything else
>getting stronger in the gym but outside of it the depression hits harder every time
>seeing all these couples during christmas time being all cute and shit is fucking destroying me
>every day i wish for demons or aliens to invade us so i can fight and finally have a purpose in life (i‘m fucking autistic)
PLEASE STOP GOD, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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I'm almost the exact same except I already dropped out and my autismo dream is to become a pirate.

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God, I want to fight against aliens while piloting a giant robot.

I understand a lot of what you're feeling (I think). Had a similar situation. Great girl. Still love her in a way. We were each others first time as well and it was so easy to just be with her.
Eventually, however, things changed. I was in university, she was working full time. The relationship stopped working for a lot of reasons but we split. She said she didn't think it could continue and I said the last goodbye. My life changed afterwards and in some ways for the better and in others for the worse. I don't really know what path I'm on right now but I'm happy enough to find out what happens.
I hope you're able to make it, user.

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I'm in a country where there are no such rules.

Go to AB school. 9 months in and out bro

What is AB school?

She already unblocked me.
Even if she comes back, im gonna keep myself where i am now emotionally.
I want to win this fucking fight, getting married can come later.

hate math, have math exam tomorrow, if i get a 50 on the exam i still get a C in the class, don't want to study but i will. t. me 3 days ago

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Google doesn't pop up anything for me. But I'm assuming it means a trade/vocational school. You can train to be a medical assistant /dental assistant /electrician/carpenter etc in a few months to a couple years and you'll be way more employable than a lot of STEM people.

>disgusting wojacks and frogs fucking everywhere
I'm mad

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if you have 2 brain cells get certificates and go IT
at least you wont be poor

Trades are good. Just don't know which one to pick.

wojak doesn't piss me off but his lazy variants do

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Able Bodied seamen. I’ve always thought that the solitary life of a Jow Forums Jow Forums user would go hand in hand with the ocean
>physical work that isn’t overly taxing
>get to travel
>pretty much impossible to be lonely on a ship, there’s 20 people together for months at a time and you absolutely will build friendships
>ok pay
>room to advance
>the peaceful and ferocity of the sea make work exhilarating and soothing
And pretty much all ships have a gym now

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Imagine using the rowing machine while at sea haha

Just got back from 30 days in Thailand.

Protip: Go to Chiang Mai for elephant tour and the best wats in the country, then take a bus to Pai and rent a bike. Ride the bike and explore the dead gorgeous country (hot springs, canyons, cave tour).

Imo the island are overrated and filled with dumb hedonists.

Wait I’m retarded, where did I get 9 fucking months from? It’s 40 hours in four days, costs about $900

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Pretty much like your picture

i hit 1pl8 ohp easily but 2pl8 bench is a fucking bitch. im struggling with 185 lb 3x5 bp

i love CM went there last year, such a different vibe from the rest of the country. although the girls are thicker they are too chinkey looking for my liking. the throngs of back packers didnt help things either, but i found a local girl and she took me around on her bike

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