Jow Forums feels

Tuesday night Jow Forums feels
How are you guys holding up?

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Bretty good. Getting gf and excited for Christmas

> Lost 50lbs (343 to 293)
> Took a picture
> Compared it to one I took when I was at 343lbs
> Don't notice a difference

Fucking sucks. Guess I'll have to keep going.

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Good, went and did the stair
Master for 30 mins, then did bi's and tri's.

shit sucks, I want to be comfy and happy for Christmas but this loneliness is ruining it for me. Fuckit I’m going to sleep

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>tfw sick so won't make go to the gym in probably a week

I'm already feeling like a fat piece of shit

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Pretty good.
> Helped Aunt with raking the front yard
> talked shit about my mom
> second day going back to the gym fter surgery
> body feels great
> going to finish reading "Down and out in Paris and London"
> play some comfy Runescape later.

Its good to be back on Jow Forums again.

>wake up late for class
>daydream all day about working forearms and chest, being super aesthetic and introverted, like reading books and boxing.
>come home and play roblox for 7 hours

i do hate myself

I’m holding up pretty well. 235 is loaded up on the bar (45 plates on the outside are a different brand and smaller in diameter). I’m between sets right now browsing fit.. GF is hanging around topless for test gains. Will you guys ever know the feeling of her bare chest on your’s? Will she ever love you enough to pose for pics for you specifically for Jow Forums because she knows that making other men insecure brings you joy?

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Good progress user, keep it up. Google the "paper towel effect"

It's alright. Have probably lost a pound or two studying/ stressing about finals for the last two weeks of Law school.

Moving into a new place in the next few months which is great -- hate living back in the suburbs.
Otherwise, I want to bulk up to around 165 (currently 150 and started at 130 a few months ago) before I get a cut going.

Deadlifted 250 lbs for the first time a few weeks ago, but kind of sad I'm going to inevitably lose some of that "strength" from not hitting the gym these last few weeks.

>tfw just need to make it through one more semester and im guaranteed to be rich

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Do some yoga in your own home.

>tfw in 3L
>tfw fell for clerkship and public interest memes
>tfw no job yet

At least I'm done with exams. I'm browsing Jow Forums instead of writing the last sentence on my last paper for the semester.

during our "road to 1L" shit they had us sit in lecture hall for hours listening to people doing public interest / advocacy shit. Felt like the only one going to law school solely for financial prosperity.

Are clerkships really memes? I know all of my friends are applying for them over the break / summer but I cba since I've got some guaranteed employment due to family connections.

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got a squat pr of 405 for 6. i think i could have done another 2 with poor form though, so i chose not to.

i passed all my classes. i was worried i wouldn't pass my math final, after looking at the review and realizing i forgot all of this. studied for like 4 hours and ended up with an A.

also down like 3lbs so that's neat too.

I’m sad n I’m drunk n fit is the only person I talk to so I love you buddies we are all gonna make it lmao love h fit may your lifts be strong and may all ur christmassee b white

I don't want to go to work, absolutely get devasted and lose my energy when I look at the time and I gotta go, feel things I don't want to feel. seriously thinking just going do something fun spend the 200$ I got and just leave, I can't work in a world that requires you to, I can't be in this world

Our tutorial was essentially "You will be depressed and an alcoholic as a lawyer, now come to this reception with free alcohol." Think breakdown between financial prosperity and public interest focus depends on school-our culture is almost the opposite.

Clerkships really aren't memes, but I'm a sperg who hates networking and followup. I'm also limiting applications to regions that get a lot of applications.

The brightside is I don't have to lose all my gainz from bar prep if there is no job to bar prep for.

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>had wisdom teeth sliced this morning
Ouch! I don't feel so good, doc!

In a little over a week I'm seeing my crush. I'm going to fucking tell her how I feel bros, I'm sick of holding it in.

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Is pic related? Are you gayfag
Either way good luck user

Don't you do this!!! You can just throw your emotions at her she'll reject you.
Here's what you should do,just casually ask her for a date be cool about it the harder you'll come at her the harder will be her reply, please for your sake control yourself, Best of luck buddy I believe it you.

Thanks I'll do this. I've known her for a while and we're quite close. We've been one on one a lot though so not entirely sure what to say.

Nah not a gayfag, sorry should have picked a different picture. Thank you though.

Fucking pissed
>about 2 weeks ago
>mother is concerned about my drinking habits (admittedly they are a bit out of control)
>actually brings it up, we have a conversation
>she's worried, sad, etc etc
>I agree to not drink at all until Christmas and she agrees to not smoke cigs until Christmas. The terms of this deal were made very clear (important)
>we make a promise that we won't partake in our vices

Fast forward to today
>went to mcdicks with a friend because I needed CALORIES
>eat McDonald's, he comes back to my house so we can chill for a while
>hear some noise in my back patio
>take a look
>it's my mother holding a cigarette
>"ma, what are you doing? You're breaking our promise"
>"...I...I am"

Very pissed at this point. I thought we were in it together but I guess not. Fast forward a few hours...

>mom goes to grocery store, friend and I chill
>he leaves, mom comes back
>help her with groceries but still pissed
>"user, I think I need to apologize"
>noshitsherlock.gif
>ask her why she broke our promise, make it very clear that I was disappointed
And this is the shit that really got me
>starts going on about how she misunderstood the deal, says "ohh don't worry I'm gonna quit on Sunday that's the day", says she was so angry and worried that day so she must've blocked it out and forgot about it, says how much she loves me and wouldn't do anything to hurt me, and generally just deflecting and making up bullshit
>meanwhile, the exact verbiage, "I won't drink and you won't smoke until Christmas" is very clear and not at all difficult to understand
>half-heartedly forgive her, have a conversation like normal to make everything feel like it's not so bad
>actually still really mad

What the fuck, we made a promise. I swore on my oath as an eagle scout I wouldn't drink. I know that she heard me when i stated the terms of the promise. I think she broke it on purpose and is making up bullshit to make it seem like she's not at fault but she damn well is.

I'm sad bros.

Look you should have a plan,ask her out,if you have trouble and not sure how to act watch coach Corey Wayne vids, I really like his approach and using his methods got me results

meditated for 30 mins straight for the first time. there is peace between these ears. its crazy how the blackness of the back of your eyelids gets super “deep” at around the 20 minute mark. definitely gonna keep working towards an hour a day, then after that two hour-long sessions a day

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Somebody close to you had the guts to call you out on your bullshit and you found a way to throw it back in her face. That's not how you should take feedback. Asshole

Yeah you dumb nigger that's because we were in it together. I took the calling out to heart and stopped drinking. She obviously did not and continued to smoke. I've got solid ground on which to upset and I'm not just gonna let her off the hook especially while I'm still on it.
Fuckface

Your moms not gonna quit smoking and she'll die stupidly young haha

Ive felt this before, I havent meditated in a while but when I “felt” it, it was intense.
My whole body was vibrating and felt like I was floating, it was like I could sense the energy around me through my skin.
Gonna have to practice again.

unironically kys my man

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first fight with gf
watching a movie with my bros to forget about it

Day 3 of the gym doing basically SS
Can't get deadlift form down and my squat form sucks
So far my lifts are

Bench - 67.5kg X 5 (only did one set of this, worked my way up from 60kg in 2.5kg increments)

OHP - 45kg X 3 (worked up to it like above

Squat - 45kg 3 X 5 (this was so hard, almost failed the last rep)

Pull ups 3 X 5

I know I just started so I shouldn't feel bad about being weak but its still annoying. 100kg bench here I come

>saved $22k
>managed to visit 4 different countries
>lost 35 pounds and hit my goal weight i set for myself this year
>diets getting better, getting somewhat stronger & actually feel like i have some idea what im doing in the gym now
lifes pretty good, there's shit i could complain about but the good for sure makes up the bad this year atleast

It's been one crazy year.

Posted this in 2 dead threads now.

>january 2018
>Ripped
>5'7 170lbs
>B: 315lbs, S: 445lbs, D: 545lbs, O: 225lbs
>Get offered job for Sheriff's department in Oklahoma
>Move 24 hours away for job
>They stick me as jail duty because someone else that applied already lived there so they put him on patrol duties
>They give me shitty hours in the jail
>Small town so only one gym, absolutely no chalk allowed, shitty gym hours
>Go without lifting but occasionally use treadmill at home
>Can't bring own food because no fridge at work
>Jail cook staff leave leftover foods every day
>Eventually start eating because holding my hunger for 14 hours sucks
>Jail food is high calorie
>End up 240lbs 9 months later, still have big shoulders/traps
>Catch myself breathing loudly on occasion when I go for walks
>Move back because they don't plan to put me on the road "for the foreseeable future"
>2 months back home and now I'm a homeowner
>My home gym has arrived.
>Patched the drywall in the garage, still need to paint interior of the house then I'll paint garage
>Have a full olympic gym set: power cage with attachments for pull ups, tricep extensions, dips, tbar rows. A flat, incline, decline bench with a thousand pounds limit and about 800lbs of rubber weights
>Going to stencil over my rack "guy heaven"

I may have had a shit year, but I'm going to start 2019 as a champ.

>Tfw house has a pool and jacuzzi
Wish me luck brehs

called in sick at work because i'm in a bad place mentally right now

my own damn fault though, hung up on the ex
>tfw went 2days offline from everything
>just your mum asks how you are
>no text from her at all

even fapping isn't fun, my mind goes right back to her
thinking about how i'm not the one giving her an orgasm

i hate my mind

This. Ask her out for a coffee, don't be a little bitch and tell her your feelings.

I went clubbing and got a kiss from a qt. It was nice but I wanted to fuck.

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Your bench is higher than your squad?

>lost 50 lbs

incredibly based, good job user, youre gonna fuckn make it

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I'm also in a similar place but I always keep telling myself I need to move on with my life ,and also I want to better myself so she'll feel dump for leaving..

telling that myself too user, but i'm an idiot and that overwhelming feeling of her leaving me broken well just overwhelmes me

>woke up way too early
>i know im not gonna be rested for the day
>can't get back to sleep

this fucking sucks

Way higher
Got weak legs from just sitting indoors reading/watching arthouse flicks all day

I work manual labour though so I somehow have half decent upper body strength

>30
>noc shifter
>currently at work
>making 50 an hr, but realizing that maybe i should kms cause all the work I have put in to myself over the last 2 years has not made me an ounce happier, just gave me more shit i worry about and beat myself up over not noticing opportunities with bitches or just being so used to noone noticing me that i can't decipher female hints
>realize that while certain things in my life have improved, the way I feel about myself hasn't. It's been at least 20 years of feeling inadequate and wishing I could wake up in someone else's skin and life and start it all over
>still in love with a girl who is never going to be mine and has stated that to me before
>dont wanna give anyone else a chance cause I am convinced that this woman is the one I'm meant to be with
>realize I am gonna die alone

Am Denny has a better life than me at this point

Making other men jealous is a blatant sign of homosexuality neck yourself faggot

Growing up must be tough cause you seem to have given up on it.

Just die and stuff.

>failed volunteer position interview
>wait period of 12 months
>position was perfect for me

Fucks sake it is hard coping

>tfw sexual health issues

i wanna die, man

lads

any advice on how to react to an ex-gf at a party?

gonna see her in about a week after a month
and i know for sure that if there's alcohol involved and i talk to her, look into her eyes for some seconds i'd ignite the fire in her again

and i don't want to, because she already fucked other guys

At the stage where everything from home to work to lifts feels garbage. I want to change it, but not only is there the effort barrier to get over, I don't even know how or if I actually deserve any better.

Like do I deserve a job that doesn't feel worthless? Or make progress on lifts that I don't work on hard enough? Why should anything improve for a shit person like me?

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Who cares if you deserve it
Do you want it? Take it

don't go to the party. easy.

i can't, i'm that partys dj

>how to react
don’t. pretend like she’s not there

well that didn't end well at this years halloween party i.e. we made out, she told me crying that she slept with someone else

just sad that with every relationship ending you're obliged to never ever speak with that person again and that this makes me feel as if the time together wasn't that meaningful as it was to me

I finally did it Jow Forums I had sex with my first gf I’m 26 years old and we did it missionary because I didnt really know wtf I was doing and then I woke up in the middle of the night and I was super horny because i had a woman in bed with me and so we did it again in the middle of the night she just kind of rode on top of me while i thrusted a little and felt her boobs which felt soft and amazing and then in the morning we did it again like the first time except i was more rough and choked her a little and i think she liked it more
FEELS GOOD BREHS

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>making other men insecure brings you joy
never gonna make it.... Don't give up yet, bro!

Bout to drop 50 shrooms and visit god. Feels good breh

How long you were together? For me she left just a month before my finals so I have to keep myself in one piece if I want to pass the exam,you must understand that your success is much more important than anything even her,and in case she broke up with(that's what happened to me) I would not suggest contacting her I decided to cease any interaction with her on social media also no contact make it easier and in case she'll want to get back together she will contact me no point in me begging..keep it up man

Came out of a car crash with nothing more than a bruised sternum. This means I can't lift for a month or so, which feels bad - but at least I'm alive and insurance is covering most of it.

Why wouldn't you just go to the gym

>honey come here, I want to post a picture of you naked on 4channel to show everyone I'm a chad
>i-it means an alpha male, please just take your shirt off please

thank u fren

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Get a bearable job idiot

we're all gonna make it

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Every professional program is the same. Md, DDS, PharmD, law... they all have this delusion that their students are in it for selfless reasons when the reality is were all there to make bank and it just so happens that we'll be super helpful while doing so.

I had sex with a hot girl (from tinder) a week ago and ever since than I have been majorly depressed. She texted me afterwards saying she wanted to do it again but has blown me off since then. It's not like I have any feelings for the thot or anything but she seemed like a sweetheart and having her in my bed was so nice and I really want it again. I have just felt so lonely since it happened. Like I was depressed before but this was just fucked me up. The worst part is she still sends me Snapchat selfies and bs but when I try to smash again she doesn't want to, I guess she just wanted my attention and validation or something idk

Fucking women

...

Felt bad yesterday. Fapped to porn even though I don t watch it anymore.
Woke up tired bc i watched porn instead of sleepibg.
Watched it again the morning then slept all morning like a useless lowlife.
When I woke up I went to the gym like i was supposed to do 3h earlier.
Feels good now
Feel like I m getting the typical Jow Forums poster. Tiring my body by lifting weight is the only thing that makes me happy

no lats dyel mode.

1) fake and recycled pic
2) sage
3) How many BFs did she have before it was your turn? When did you start questioning the sincerity of her intimacy and of her "i love you"? Do you already fantasy abut what her next BF will be?

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why not ignore her?

>Hate my job but have 4 years left to my contract
>Hurt my arm again so can't do any push exercises
>Broke up with her but regret it
>All things considered still relatively happy

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going to spend christmas eve alone
like the last 5 years

thought i'd spend it this year around with my now ex
it sucks

I hope he keeps drinking too. What a worthless fucking bitch.

I don't think I love my GF, but I don't want to break up with her before Christmas, so instead I have just been going to the gym and not worrying about it.

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Feel so anxious whenever I'm at the gym. As long as there's people in eyeshot I just feel awful, if someone starts walking towards me while I'm doing something I lose my drive/concentration.

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i'd kill to have a gf i can at least try to love man

How are you in other social settings?
I have pretty bad social anxiety, but i'm completely at ease in the gym. Wasn't always like that, but going everyday and being one of the more ripped guys there helped

I feel worried most of the time in public but nothing like when I'm at the gym. I'm a skeleton so it's probably being mogged by literally everyone there + anxiety

Use it as an exercise in discipline. Focus on your job as the DJ, keep to a 2 drink/hr limit (or whatever your peak fun:self control ratio is), and ignore her thot ass. If you make eye contact form across the room smile, nod and be polite, but you’re on yo bigger and better things my man. Don’t get hung up on broads

i'll try user, but i know deep down that even a mere second of eye contact "activates" her
and i'm sure she'll come to the party with her new albeit lame guy

talk to other chicks m8

i will and i have and all that does is make my ex cry

>still no job
>nearly broke
>gf doesnt know, Im so ashamed I dont have a job
>managed to scrape enough cash to lie for another month
What do I do, how do I tell her, Im so ashamed of myself fuck... I'm scared bros.

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Careful you don't cut yourself on that edge kiddo

get a job? apply to a recruitment agency and send in cvs to places