Mental fuckhead here who gets paranoid anxious and dead quiet when he smokes a joint and thinks all his friends hate...

Mental fuckhead here who gets paranoid anxious and dead quiet when he smokes a joint and thinks all his friends hate him and want him to leave.

If I lift will I be cured and be able to enjoy weed like I did before I became a total nutcase?

Note: gonna keep lifting anyway but any stories of yours would be appreciated :D

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instead of smoking an entire goddamn joint just take one-two small hits from a vape set at a low temp like 340-380 and youll be able to enjoy weed again. the best cheap dry herb vape to order is probably the fury 2, especially for semi-microdosing like this

And I thought I was the only one who got quiet when stoned. Try different bud and less hits. If you chief a joint by yourself your gonna get ripped and all that shit sets in, if you hit once or twice, you feel good buzz but can still be sociable.

Mighty all the way dude

even one hit of smoked weed fucks up my whole day - vaping is the only way i can use weed enjoyably without getting groggy and drowsy and fucked up mentally. the only times ill smoke weed is if im massively drunk or on benzos or some other drug where the point is to just go to cloud 9, but theres no way i can do that more than 4 times a month or so. low temp vaping will totally change anyones relationship wtih weed who gets bad responses from smoking it

Are you me? I recently quit because new career in health field that drug tests randomly often, but I only just learned people like us only need one or two small ass hits to feel the way our friends who can keep going nonstop do. Different weed strains can help too, but I’ve tried so many while trying to have normal highs, it’s mainly needing to start with a couple small ass hits

QTDDTOT

You are smoking too much or in my case you need to feel good about yourself that day, worked hard , did good etc

Once took two tabs of acid around all of my friends at a kickback. I started over analyzing everything from people’s roles in the group, my role in the group, what makes us a group, why are we a group, are we all faking the group. It wasn’t a good time and I haven’t tripped since then.

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I have had a similar experience, oddly enough I described it the same way. “Analyzed everyone’s roll in the group” word for fuckin word

same happened to me. but it was for the better.

It was weird because I was so naive to believe that we were all under one alliance. But the acid made me realize that there were sub-sections of friends and that each sub-section formed to make the super group. The acid also made me realize that certain people only tolerated certain people in the super group because they were in certain sub-sections. Sorry I’m confusing you. For reference there were about 14 of us that would hangout every other weekend.

Seeing yourself as connected to larger others and yourself and others as actually distinct parts of a single larger organism, whether it's an abstract human construct as social groups or society in general or as in the physical manifestation of us being to the planet as mitochondria are to our bodies, is redpilled as fuck.

Stop consuming Marijuana, it undermines your confidence, which is the most important quality a man can have.

>hanging out in groups of 14
of course some people were only tolerating others

Yeah I get like that. Just don't smoke around people.

I love to smoke and play video games. Alone.

Anything else I get hella neurotic and paranoid.

It's a side effect of weed changing your brain. Eventually your brain adapts and the side effects like paranoia and anxiety become stronger while you get more suited to the good effects like being high and having a good time.

Did you ever take any SSRI's or psych meds?

Jesus when the fuck did people on Jow Forums started talking like a bunch of autists

give up the weed

No it’s not confusing at all becaus ethat was my exact same situation. There were about 14 of us. It would be wild if were from the same group, I know some of the memebers in mine took acid together and at separate points from everyone. FL?

Ignore the name I was shitposting somewhere I think

Could just be you aren't comfortable with the people you smoke with.

I hate smoking ever since I was a huge pothead in high school. Once I stopped I didn't touch it ever around my friends. Then when I got a girl I trusted her enough to smoke and had a blast.

Otherwise around my friends I'd get paranoid and over analyze their emotions, their moods, their "microaggressions."
I'd see everything they said as a threat or backhanded insult to each other. etc

Lifting won't fix that at all. I always have the feeling that people want me to leave even when I'm not high and it's been the same before or after lifting

That's exactly what a sasquatch would say. I got my eye on you, mister.

that chicken is fast!

Moron. You obviously did no research prior. Otherwise you would have understood how important it is to get right your set and setting. And how much better it is for everyone around you to be on the exact same amount of drugs too lol