>23
>dead inside
>haven't gotten laid since 17, incel
>alcoholic
>porn addict, nofap pb is 8 days
>skinnyfat
>minor chinlet, looks ok when mewgang
>only good feature is thicc almost white blonde hair
>its falling out
>wagiewagie everyday
>still almost broke
>go to gym for membership
>no one at counter, people coming in and signing sheet
>wait for 15 minutes
>autism kicks in, leave
Should I even try to make it?
Nah, I'd just kill myself. Look up exit bags seems to be the easiest most painless method
the greentext for my life is worse DESU
I'd feel bad leaving my mom behind. Once shes gone or stops caring ill probably just end it
Congrats where should i send the check
Mate you gotta take your life into your own hands, stop doing shit for everybody else stop being a product of your circumstances make shit happen, you have the power to create change you just have to want it enough to tolerate discomfort, get off the sauce learn how to actually deal with your emotions and 4 scoops c'mon
>take power into your own hands
ill get back to you when I find out what the fuck that even means
Bro you are literally getting cucked out of a good life by your own emotions and you are too stupid to realize it.
When will all you faggots realize that you can't change the past and that the only thing that will improve your life is HARD WORK.
It's not too late m8
Holy shit buddy, stop being such an attention seeking pussy and get your life together. Read the sticky, start working out, find friends and work on your career. Focus on attainable goals. The woe is me attitude is pathetic
Just lift and take care of your body man. If you're really desperate project your feelings onto a waifu or some shit. If you've still got ties in this world, that's your reason to keep going. The inner void won't go away but at the end of the day, it's better than making your loved ones see you breaking down.
>attention seeking pussy
i mostly lurk and hardly talk to people at all on a daily basis, the pussy part is right tho.
It's not about dropping bad habits but occupying your time with useful things so that there is no time for bad habits. A job and the gym will leave you with four or five hours to yourself which is much less pathetic than an entire day. You can earn laziness innthe evening by working during the day.
And get off this website as it's for achievers who are there not you guys because otherwise you focus on the little 1% issues like chin size or height. YOU just need to work and go to the gym. Let us winners worry about the fine grain detail.
You are me but I have family money and don’t drink to much.
>project your feelings onto a waifu
i didnt really know how to describe it before, thanks. i have a biological brother who told me the other day hes never felt depressed. hes getting married to a beautiful girl, has a respectable job and bought a house at 22. just makes me wonder how we ended up in such diametrically opposed situations while being so genetically similar. thanks for the post tho
kek i grew up poor, single mom addicted to drugs. she drove a taxi and when she couldnt find someone to babysit my brother and i would have to ride around with her all night. even got mollested by the sitter, literally a walking stereotype of who ends up here.
How much money do you spend on alcohol? Cut that out and you won't be broke
i make about $400 a week and probably 50 goes to alcohol
>Mate you gotta take your life
fucking kek didnt catch that
Some people seem to slide through life much easier than others but they also don't know how to handle these kinds of emotions when they eventually do bottle up. I don't have a brother but I'm at a similar point as you are with the exception of working out- with no social or romantic life to speak of (hell, I have a printed out picture of some Kpop idol) and an okay job that allows me to pay my mom some rent. I realize that my life isn't much and that I'd probably be a bad partner, no matter how much I want a romantic relationship. But still, if anything I feel like I have to at least try to make something out of myself since I've failed in virtually all other aspects of life. We're gonna make it.
literally all i want is to be able to have a family. I see having a son as a kind of biological reincarnation, and I wanna see what the next generation of myself is capable of minus the depressing hollywood tier frenetic upbringing. i hope we can make it
Honestly, stop drinking. Go to some AA meetings if you need help, maybe even your doctor if you're that addicted. I'm coming on 9 months sober in a few weeks, and cutting alcohol out of my life lifted a lot of the depression/existential dread I thought was an inextricable part of life. From there, really critically examine what you can change about yourself, and come to peace with the things you can't. It's not easy and it's not instantaneous, but you have time to turn your life around.
T. 25 year old former /alk/fag who decided to get fit again and take life seriously
yeah, you should
>almost white blonde hair
Yeah... it’s not really a good feature, it’s feminine more attractive is dark hair but dirty blonde can be attractive too, yellow on men is disgusting
You'd be surprised how many compliments I get.
The drinking problem isn't too bad. I've quit for months at a time. My problem is that alcohol seems to be the only thing that motivates me to even talk to people. Everything just feels better after a few drinks. I was drunk two nights ago and managed to get a girls number, we set up a date to hang out but when I'm sober the idea of flirting/courtship seems impossible so I've practically blown her off. The funny thing is she's actually quite pretty and really seems into me. No idea really why
i hate myself and can't stand to look in a mirror, not really the hallmark of someone who thinks they're superior
What the duck is up with Americans? I swear everyone of you has either molested someone, has been molested or know someone that has molested/been molested.
I’m not saying you are
I’m just posting Reddit memes to cheer you up
We love the ol slap and tickle
>go to gym for membership
>no one at counter, people coming in and signing sheet
>wait for 15 minutes
>autism kicks in, leave
wow, guess that means you'll just never be able to workout literally ever. sucks you won't make it, but it just seems like the universe is out to get you. poor baby :(
You're still using booze as a crutch. Once you eliminate that possibility in your mind, you'd actually be surprised at the level of confidence you can achieve naturally.
Only if you can breake through the cycle of self Destruction you will make it. Discipline helped me to get through the worst and thats what i would suggest you to start with. Make your bed every day in the morning with no exceptions. Find something that makes you happy and keeps you in check, like working out and Go from there
for me it took more than a year for me to actually realize i had made progress but then it sped up a lot and now im quite satisfied with my self improvement even if i have a long way to go. It all comes down to yourself and if you are gonna consistently put in the effort required to improve yourself and thus your life. There isnt gonna be a "moment" where you decide to change and it just happens, its gonna be every fucking day, like brushing your teeth.
She is into you because there is a charismatic personality Inside of you, usually blocked by selfpity.
Stop sabotaging yourself. Stop making excuses. Just read your post as if it wasn't written by yourself. It's obvious.
OP kil yourself your mom is a whore
Unironically lifting weights won't get you women. I was getting laid way more frequently at 60kg ultraskelly than I am now at 80kg 8% body fat. Probably because I was actually spending time around women rather than all my time planning the perfect meals and working out.
You're a loser op.
Just kys
I'm in almost exactly the same boat except I'm 25 and when I signed up for planet fitness I did it online.
I don't work out though, I needed a gym membership so I'd have a place to shower because I live in my car.
>23
>spark of life is coming back in me
>got laid last Saturday and have been messaging multiple girls on Tinder and Bumble. Had a date yesterday, today, Wednesday, and possibly Thursday
>Not longer use alcohol or cigarettes to cope
>Understand masturbation is natural once a week but multiple times a day, especially to porn, is not
>DYEL but still fit
>Always have had strong slav chin genes
>Hair is also thicc, but probs not best physical feature
>Inherited mom's hair genes. Grandfather died with a full head of hair
>New job with more room to advance. Already doing better than a guy who has been there 8 months and is in his 50s
>Slowly saving and will start investing next year
>Amazing gym at my apartment
>Usually either get it to myself or mogg the other twinks as King Twink
You're doing shit you know you shouldn't do. Stop it already
Delete shitpost thread you created, then KYS
Dude, I shit you not, I needed 6 attempts in total over the course of 2 years until I finally managed to start working out at the gym. Every time I either fluked bc of some bs like 'oh you need a lock for the locker' or 'there are too many people here' or simply because my autism kicked in before I could walk up the stairs to the gym reception.
Believe in yourself and JUST DO IT!
It's worth it in the end!
>23
>goodlooking
>thots mirin 24/7, bootycalls, basically can get pussy almost daily
>studying good major
>have a nice job
>DYEL but fit
>have people that care around me
>not alcoholic and 0 drugs
>still feel dead inside
Its just part of life to feel dead inside
Listen you need to do it because you have only got one life and then he comes and says DO IT and then you should go to the gym and motivate yourself and assblast all the way and tjohej.
Are you feeling motivated yet?
Good.
Now fuck off.
Tbh before i would kill myself i would just roid and bloat balls to the walls and see how strong/big i can get