is anyone here neet not actually by choice but by a debilitating disease or something?
I have the worst case of chronic fatigue ive ever seen no matter what I do im tired as fuck like bags under my eyes that are completely black and im so pale I look like I just got done with chemo or something. it gives me massive brain fog and its hard as fuck to do basic jobs and simple tasks and I cant think or talk straight sometimes. I can only sleep like 6 hours a night because as soon as I wake up I always have to piss and chug water and I cant go back to sleep and I have massive insomnia and I cant sleep at night. I literally feel my health failing 24/7 if I cant lay in bed and sleep 24/7 and I have to constantly eat just to maintain low as fuck like 20% of normal energy levels plus on top of this I have life ruining anxiety I cant do anything out in the real world and I always feel my heart beating out of my chest whenever I try to sleep
no one fucking understands or cares. I tell them about my chronic fatigue and they're like work anyway, or that's not good enough, or I feel tired as fuck too but I never ever see anyone as tired as me with the massive bags under their eyes that are totally black and shit
Social anxiety. I don't care if boomers don't consider it a real disease, I literally can't talk to people. Don't want to go to therapy either because I bet I'll get some boomer who will talk down to me and blame me for everything like my dad.
Camden Anderson
that doesnt sound as bas my fatigue tho couldnt you just get a job watching cameras as a security job or something and wouldnt even have to talk to anyone? and you could cure it with a benzo
Ethan Rogers
as bad as* see its so bad I cant even type jesus Christ its like its I just black out for 2-3 seconds at a time
Carter Torres
>chronic fatigue drink a fucking red bull faggot. /normie
Really though ive got mental and physical disorders that keep me from holding a job for very long. OP i can relate more than Id like to. I understand, and I care.
How do you sustain yourself? What will you do when you cant keep living the way you are?
Austin Walker
Have you ever tried Ritalin? You might have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. There's no way to really treat it besides doing healthy things and taking stimulants. I'd recommend you to try Ritalin. Just at least try it.
Fuck all the faggots who say it's anixety or whatever. There is such a thing as being actually tired 24/7 and there being no clear reason for it.
I tried uppers they make it worse. I might feel euphoria and better for an hour or two but I just crash hard as fuck but it usually just makes me more tired
yeah i was perscribed ritalin my entire life and it just made me more tired whenever i took it and it would make me feel strung out like my eyes would get darker and drier and start to sting more. plus it'd make me go into a psychosis like state where i'd question everything and have crazy thoughts and id sweat and get anxious compulsive feelings of needing to fap and i would just masturbate to weird shit and it felt so good i would just keep snorting more to keep going crazy so i could keep chasing that fapping to weird porn feeling and id snort them until the sun came up and after fapping like 5-6 times id just feel so sad and depressed and fuck up my sleep schedule and i would crash wanting to kill myself thinking of all the weird shit i fapped to
Sebastian Thompson
Kek m8. What sorts of things did you fap to lol
Dylan Evans
weird voyeur shit and some shit that was illegal (not cp) so id rather not say. im off the rids and haven't fapped to anything since but now any mild stimulant can kick in my fetish like even cigarettes or caffeine
I also get off on trying to make girls do really slutty things like suck multiple cocks or show their tits to strangers. I hate my life
cant believe I can get prescribed a shit load of Ritalin just by asking but god forbid I have weed
Jacob Carter
You weren't supposed to snort the Ritalin though lol
even if i pop it ill have similar effects. i started snorting it when i was sane and then my sexuality just hit me like a box of rocks and i havent been normal since.
gained a bunch of weight, depressed all the time, shitty hairline, so tired i cant even think straight, no motivation to do anything. kind of wish i was castrated t b h
Hudson Gomez
Not him, but no one's gonna hire some stuttering, sweating nervous wreck over a normal person. Benzos do not cure it. You're not very tolerant considering how you're dealing with some shit yourself. Just eat healthy bruh
Juan Long
Ok have you tried changing your diet lol. What is your diet like
Adrian Mitchell
I have psychotic bouts. Does that count?
Sebastian Roberts
yes lately ive literally been eating nothing but nuts, trail mix, vegetables, fruit, white meat chicken and shit like that and I drink tons of water starting as soon as I wake up
trust me diet cant possibly make my eyes as black as this and my eyes literally always fucking burn and I cant even think straight. im diseased. depression anxiety and insomnia have just sapped my body too much that I cant possibly relax enough to fix it unless I went to an island somehow with a million dollars and pounds of weed every month and beautiful girls just came and had sex with me and I had no responsibility
James Morris
lol you are riddled with depression and anxiety? I thought you had some physical problem. This can only be solved with extensive psychological care lol. Good luck
no it cant it literally feels like I haven't slept in weeks I cant even get out of bed most days and I always feel light headed and confused and my eyes burn so much it feels like someone poured salt in them and my eyes are completely black and im so pale and unhealthy looking it feels like I just had cancer 3 times and went through chemotherapy multiple times
Hudson Watson
>it feels like I just had cancer 3 times and went through chemotherapy multiple times
Fucking listen to yourself. Eat healthy, sleep at normal times and go outside once a day.
I actually believe you because of the way your typing.
I had a similar experience with rit aswell, I sniffed half a fucking box (like 250mg or some shit) in one day. That shit gave me the worst anxiety and depression I've ever felt. For the next week or so, I felt like I was worth nothing, I craved death so badly. I couldn't sleep either (or eat) so i just kept walking till i got tired.
Isaac Long
Ever taken modes while hungover? Big fucking mistake.
Otherwise its a pretty decent drug. It helps me fucken clap kids in csgo and rocketleague.
Cooper Turner
Holy shit you sniffed 250mg of Ritalin? How are you even alive?
