Day 1 no BPD pseudo egf

i get you OP, ive been talking to this chick and she demands constant attention, i swear ive been more on my fckn phone in a single day then ive done in month

I fucking know this bitch, OP what's your discord name? We should talk.

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I think I just have mommy issues and that's why I seek out BPD girls, I have male friends with it and yea I can see it being hellish

What's her name then if you know her?

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this
the worst part? i can see it happening right before my eyes. I know im being emotionally unstable. And I can't even do anything about it until my period of instability ends

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it's fucking hell that's for sure.
though I suppress them like a vice and it makes me want to deepthroat a 12gauge.
do you also get the paranoia that your friends hate you and want to get rid of you the moment they find something better?

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GIVE ME A BPD GF RIGHT FUCKING NOW
I'M SO FUCKING LONELY AND HORNY

Tfw no bpd bf to use me feelsbadman

I had a BPD fembot pseudo egf for a week or so
She gave me a week long gf experience that just made me realize what I'm missing out on, before she ghosted me. At least I got nudes.

yes. It's not so bad now that I don't have any friends in my life anymore

She deleted her old account, so I don't know what name she currently has. She types exactly like a girl I "edated" for a month. This girl also had BPD. Add me on discord, if this is the girl I think it is then boy do I have a story to tell you.

Omega.#4011

Try having BPD but also having a hero complex where your sense of right and wrong is black and white, not just how you handle relationships.

I lost count of how many times I wanted to help and "do the right thing" only to make things much worse.

Then she didn't have BPD retard, she had """BPD"""

Date a girl with true BPD, have her cheat on you, lie to you, then you will realise what your cucked little delusion really is, desperation

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Only all the time. Ive ruined at least 3 potential relationships because of it.

all fembots are mentally ill man. why the hell do you think they'll be here when the world is female owned

Me, but not as a joke. Ironically enough I can't handle normal relationships and call everyone clingy, mainly because I can't handle it.
Me but seriously

I talked to a BPD trans girl on Discord a few months back, We talked for like 3 weeks straight. Her name was Jess and she was a bit of a slut. I believe she's only just turned 16 actually. She was a lot of hard work which is why I ended up ghosting her until she stopped messaging me anymore.

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This one has the exact same typing style as the one who did things to me, I refuse to stop pursuing her until she re-adds me on discord.

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am sorry to hear, I used to have online buddies (wouldn't call them friends) but my constant paranoia and fear of them hating me/leaving me drove me into a self-fulfilling prophesy of lashing out and ghosting them.

how did you lose yours?

sorry to hear as well, I only have one friend now and am walking on eggshells now and trying to be good but it get's hard.
still I feel as though they pity me and are only my friend cause they know my situation is fucked and I don't have anyone else.

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Why is it that I can only like someone for a few days at most?

My guess is lack of attention makes you so starved for it that you basically turn into an attention slut.

I'm kinda torn on befriending others with BPD. On one hand it'd be nice to be friends with someone who can completely relate, on the other I would have no idea how the fuck we'd stop splitting on each other. Likely that we're too busy with our own problems to really help the other.

Is the girl you were talking to Asian op? I might know them

Well what names did she use when she talked to you?

Sakura, Desuka, Despi. These are the ones I remember, there might have been others.

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That's probably it, I was very sheltered. Thank you user

>Date a girl with true BPD, have her cheat on you, lie to you, then you will realise what your cucked little delusion really is, desperation
>tfw you are the guy the BPD cray cray is cheating with, making her bf the cuck
feels good desu

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user, i fucking LOVE bpd girls, but when one pushes me away, i fucking let them. they're doing you a favor.

>willingly dishonours himself and disrespects a man who is being made the victim of a immoral slut and thinks this is a point of pride

Genuinely pathetic.

>had a bpd girl pretend to commit suicide to see how I'd react
never again

>willingly dishonours himself
I need her in my life right now, so fuck the cuck

These. Ugh. I have to keep people at arms length otherwise I'll just start unloading everything on them, then think they can't stand me, then drop them.

Whenever I'm getting into one of my funks, I can feel it happening right before and all it does it make things worse since I can't do anything.

The worst was my last relationship, I thought she was understanding and caring
>do you also get the paranoia that your friends hate you and want to get rid of you the moment they find something better?
especially with stuff like that...She actually got me to believe her when she said not to think anything like that with her.

Outright ghosted me. Told everyone we knew that she was only with me because she felt sorry for me, showed a lot of people our text messages with things I'd never share with anyone...

I don't know what to think about relationships anymore but now I'm just inclined to go back to using people and dropping them before they get the chance to drop me.

You are dishonoured forever by your actions.

don't tell anybody pls.

I dated/am dating a "bpd" ish girl and I'll tell you it sucks dick seeing her sad etc. You won't ever be able to help and no matter how perfect she is in every other aspect she'll never believe it and it'll ruin her and your relationship :^(

>because of course you can't appreciate someone who is worthless.
This reasoning is also the reason why they will hate you once you start liking them. If you like a person who is worthless, then it must mean that you are just as worthless or even more worthless.

>tfw fembot with actual diagnosed personality disorder (not bpd)
>every time i get close to someone who initially says it's not a problem it backfires
>tfw everyone fetishizes the clingy/unstable symptoms but every time i deal with something else i have to face it completely alone bc no one understands
just say you want a clingy gf. fetishizing girls with personality disorders only creates a false sense of security with the people who actually suffer from those problems

>tfw bdp guy latched on discord latched on to me and is obsessed with me
>tfw he has been trying to gain leverage on me since day 1, presumably in order to force me to do as he says
>tfw i made the mistake of not brushing him off immediately
im not even gay

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Not necessarily. More that they think you're fake because you care about a fake personality that they've built up and as such you must have ulterior motives for being nice to them.

It's not that they go "mwahaha sucker" like a sociopath would, they literally cannot see any good in themselves and any attempts of kindness or compassion towards them both makes them more obsessive with you while at the same time less trusting of you.

No I want a bpd gf thank you

If this thread tells you anything you just ghost them and move on. They bitch and whine about it for a bit then find a new person to suck the soul out of.