Im an absolute fuckinf loser with no fucking directions in life...

i can't wait forever, i need to be up in the morrow

no way that isn't shooped

1. Depression is what the therapist said before I ran out of sessions, I'm anxious a lot of the time, hooked on my computer, isolated and grind my teeth
2. 24
3. GED/Some college(working on AA), took a break/dropped out haven't decided.
4. Only working for my dad off the books.
5. Live with mom and grandma in a closed off section of house, have to knock at nights if I need to make food
6. Yes, both, they're not separated except by distance
7. There's a dude who might talk to me but that's it.

and I gotcha.

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>What do?
make a list

Here's a weebum for your patience, user.

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some women are naturally bodacious, yo

christ, have mercy.

1. there's a ton of stuff you can do for depression , but i know, it's really difficult, especially with the anxiety bonus. physical exercise, eating healthy are the basics. i recommend looking into psychedelics, use them right and they are quite helpful. volunteering is a good idea as well, as helping others provides a feeling of accomplishment and social inclusion.

2. ok not too late to make changes

3. if you can afford it, get some kind of degree. if you have no idea what to study, you need to soulsearch. anxiety and depression unfortunately makes it very hard to succeed in this area, but it's not impossible. make a list of all jobs you could remotely think about doing, compare pros/cons and sift the list down until you have a "choice". please note that all our choices are half chance.

4. coupled with 3, it doesn't seem like you're a definitive NEET. you seem to possess basic functioning which means there is hope still.

as I must take my leave, i shall conclude thusly:
depression and anxiety is tricky. they both contribute to brainfog and makes it hard to think clearly.
when I was around 18 or 20 (man i can't remember..) i had an epiphany. I realised that I did not _want_ to feel better. since then, I have definitely not eradicated my illnessess at all, but i understand myself a lot better and can "parry" my mental shit to some extent. you have to dig deep and find out why/how your mental issues crystallize, and "where" they came from. trauma-related, genetics, environment, nurture.... that kinda shit.

i'd also wager that you have low self esteem. try to map it out. why do you dislike yourself?

changes don't come easy. life is difficult. i don't really know why, so let's not focus on that. read, research, and fight thru the pain. you're gonna feel like crap if you don't anyways, so why not do stuff instead?

please, 1 more ahegao for the road

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I read slow and understand that you have to work so here's one right away, same girl as last pic.

Thanks for taking your time though, I won't squander your advice.

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Go to church and get some discipline

What's her fucking name please?

Belle Delphine I think

You are a faggot because you wanna sacrifice your NEET freedom for shallow life goals. I pity you.

belledelphine

You can find her on instagram and yiff party but I don't know where her snapchat stuff is hosted.