Skinny my whole life

>skinny my whole life
>doctor puts me on a handful of medication
>gain 50lbs
>doctor changes meds
>lose 50lbs
>doctor changes meds a third time
>gain 50lbs back
>doctor changes one antipsychotic, leaves the others the same
>sleeping 18 hours a day
>ravenously hungry
I just want to fit into my old clothes.

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Jesus Christ OP get a new doctor

Get off the meds and get on kratom

will kratom put me back to normal? does it make schizophrenia worse? does it make you high?

i don't think it's the doctor's fault, i think it's the nature of the beast that you don't know what side effects you will get until you start taking the pills.

It's because of hormones. Antipsychotics disrupt your hormone levels and make you gain FAT. You slowly become bbw.

yes it makes you high but more of a buzz that makes life worth living.

I guess I could try it. How do you pronounce "kratom"?

should i get off them and just deal with the slow brain death?

I'm a taker of kratom, not the guy you're replying to. Please do research on how it interacts with schizophrenia before taking it. Most people take it for pain or anxiety. I take it for anxiety and I take advantage of the relaxed feeling it gives to make me fear rejection less and be more outgoing. Yes it makes you "high" in a sense. I haven't felt high from it for a while, it just makes me relaxed and sleepy.

kray-tom
It is a mild opiod that kills anxiety, depression and pain. Give you a non jittery energy boost all day, and makes you sleep like a baby every night. Probably not good to do for 40 years, but life is short so i personally dont care.

and how is your weight since taking it?

how much are you supposed to take?

Trust me simply stop taking the medication

i would recommend for first user 2.5-3.5 grams.

also kratom will help you lose weight because of its appetite suppressant effects. I usually dont have my first non-kratom meal till 6-7 pm.

I'm the same fatass I was before I started it. Well, I started going to the gym and shit so- actually none of this matters; my weight depends on me, not the kratom. This could be different for you. You won't know until you try. I did lose 14 lbs in 2 weeks on keto diet, all while on kratom.

thats really dangerous and i know nothing about you so why would i trust you?

that's nothing

i gained 100 lbs just from taking seroquel for a year, and i was always skinny too

the mentally ill should just be euthanized outright as soon as they're diagnosed, they'd be doing us all a big favor

mentally ill people have contributed a lot to art and science. sometimes you need an unconventional point of view.

i'm 100% never going to contribute to science or art i pray everyday somebody will put a bullet between my eyes

i will contribute on your behalf user :^(

but yeah op do ur research like the other user said if you are interested in kratom. Not sure but it could make your mental condition worse idk.

The first time I went to the psychiatrist, I was put on olanzapine. It is notorious for weight gain. Now I wasn't exactly heavy. I was about 5'9" and I weighed 130. I gained 20 lbs in a month and it all went to muscle bc I was also started working out around the same time. It would probably be a lot harder since you already gained the weight in fat, but if you work out, like 100 push ups a day and so on, not even that much, it should mostly turn to muscle in a matter of months