/vent/- post your feelings, let it all out

Talk about things that have been bugging you lately or just talk about whatever

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im here robots, you can talk to me

i want to kill myself again, started cutting again, still cant find that reason to live for myself

95% of my friends are chads, started distancing myself upon realizing this, very alone now

I hope you find one

has it ever been an issue before now? have they ever brought it up?

Found out that not only did my very close friend ditch me but also spread private shit behind my back, luckily I was on a heroin bender when I found out so i didn't have to feel it but now the stash has run out and the drinking I do every night isn't quite enough to stop it from hurting

I stopped writing and filming, took a break from chasing this pipe dream of amateur filmmaking for a while, and it sent me straight into one of the worst depressions Ive had in years. Now Im writing again, and it helps a bit, but I still worry that Im not actually good enough to keep this dream running long enough to sustain me

just go for it, shoot a lousy movie with a lousy budget, but make sure you have fun and your heart in it, that will be your baseline for your further projects

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>95% of my friends are chads
if you have at least 20 friends why are you here

I lost all my friends. For years they told me I could talk to them about my depression, but I opened up to them about it and they have been ghosting me for weeks since. I'm an incel and ugly so I don't have any reason to really keep going, but keep grinding on because I keep being guilted into staying alive. I've been thinking of just breaking off all my relationships with family and online friends so I can off myself without anyone getting hurt

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you should listen to some of Fredrick Nietzsches stuff, mainly about pain, i think it will help you get through your situation.

unlikely but thanks anyway user

I'll be honest with you, I don't believe ugliness has any real effect on friendship, you probably just have lousy friends. I sincerly don't think your at fault here.

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Im writing something quick that Im gonna shoot with friends.

Coming slow right now but Im very excited to try it.

Good, hope to hear about it in the future

I think it does drive people away, but I meant it as more of a reason as to why I am an incel. I'm kinda tired and have just been lying in bed thinking and being sad for the last 4 or 5 hours

The only person i cared about in life left me. I am in love with her, she has been the only one in my life who has cared and ever mattered to me. She gave me a reason to live, a reason to wake up and get out of bed. I have made mistakes in the past when situations came up where i should have been a better person. We have been together for 2 years almost 3, I feel like she has moved on and now she is dating someone else. I have had no one else in my life, i dont have any friends to hang out with or talk to irl, shes been the only one there for me and actually cared about me.

Give yourself time to mourn this, but make sure you don't get stuck in a perpetual loop of torment; After you do this start going to random places and try to find new acquaintances

However you meant it, dont let this discourage you from finding happiness. I hope you feel better later (or now)

anyone else here feel like a walking corpse? that they have been betrayed so many times that they forgot what is compassion, hobby and value? and eventually the soul is long gone after so many inhumane actions?
the only way to stop having complex feelings for me is just remember that there's millions of people out there starving or tortured, or just sleep in general

>when you find femdom hot but can't enjoy it because it brings back traumatic memories of your abusive mom

This one is really specific
but I'm stalking the person who's real life friend I called out and was right about, the good thing is no one believes me so I can do it with no guilt

i had a internet friend for 1 year and around 1-2 months and suddenly she stopped talking to me and after like 1 month of not talking she already replaced me. what do i do to stop the pain bots

I bruised my wrist from hitting my hand against my laptop's palm rest when getting mad at vidya recently. Every time I'm angry I just feel like beating something nowadays