I'm about to delve to a new level of creepy weirdo mental illness

whatever makes you believe you're getting closer to her.

Why not just record her and fap to it everyday?

Just think of how cool it'll feel to see her around the office, with her having no idea that you literally come to new footage of her every day.

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Our workplace has strict policies against cellphone usage outside of designated staff areas. So I would wait until they left their phone alone to charge, grab it, run into a bathroom, share all their selfies via Google, download the images through the shared album, delete the album, delete the notifications tell them that I viewed their album, and then I'd quickly put the phone back where it belonged.

>I'd be too afraid of getting caught and fucking up the one thing I'm doing right in my life (having a decent job).
That's why I stopped. It was a rush every time I did it, but logic eventually ran out and I knew I'd end up getting caught and having no explanation.

I engage in these "covert" antisocial behaviors all the time. There are a few cute girls at my work that are around my age. I know where all of them sit and I have secretly found all of them on social media. I know more about them than I have any business knowing.
Sometimes if I haven't seen one of them in a while I will walk past her cube just to see her for a split second.
If I come to know a part of her daily routine I will try to make sure we cross paths during the day.
I'm a total creep. I just want to be a normal person...

If you stopped and talked to one of them, you wouldn't be a creep you'd just be a normie.

Yeah well I guess that's why I'm a creep. I'm 26 years old and I've never even been close to having an intimate experience in my life. There's something wrong with me and I'm still trying to figure it out I guess.

>All can think about now is creating a log of when she gets to work everyday, and of course saving all the videos of her.
I salute my fellow systematic man. I also like to study things systematically, it's what the aristocratic man does.
>I realize this is mental, but I'm still so tempted to do it...
>Help me anons, there's still hope for me but Im losing grip on my sanity. I can feel it.
Nothing mental about it. You found an attractive female and you want to know more about her.

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Nah man, it's okay. As long as you can control yourself. I'm in the same boat.

I told most of my coworkers and close friends about my crush though. Even unexpectedly other people took creep shots of her for me when I was no longer able to see her due to circumstance. People knew she kinda kept me going. I don't know her at all. She's just a fantasy in my mind.

Damn that's wild man. Did you ever get anything good?
Would you consider yourself normal otherwise? What is your life like?

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I dont know man, that still seems like unhealthy behavior. It doesnt make me feel good to do this, it just makes me realize how far gone I am.

At least I know some of you will get a kick out of it if I continue with this...

>Did you ever get anything good?
Yeah, I got a few swimsuit selfies and some selfies while they were wrapped in a towel. My favorites weren't those though, I liked the selfies where they take a straight-on shot on their face for cum tribute reasons.
>Would you consider yourself normal otherwise?
Now? I guess I'm about as normal as I can possibly be...
>What is your life like?
I'm an incel, of course, but I've been talking to women a lot more since I stopped being a creepy weirdo. I'm seriously trying to hook up with women now outside of work. Nothing real yet, but several women text me now (which is better than NOBODY texting me ever...).

>I'm an incel, of course,
of fucking course you loser. go get laid you fucking virgin

I'm trying!
Why do you think I stopped doing this creepy perverted shit and started acting normal?

>I know more about them than I have any business knowing.
I know that feel.
>If I come to know a part of her daily routine I will try to make sure we cross paths during the day.
I know this feel too.

Only thing is. I don't approve of the many girls thing. I bet you're the kind of guy to have seasonal waifus and go for harem endings.

>You found an attractive female and you want to know more about her.
I believe if we genuinely wanted to know more about them we would talk to them directly. But guys like us have our myriad of reasons not to.

Well yeah but still if you believe it helps you and keeps you going. I never asked for them to take those creep shots. I wouldn't take any myself but I do my own fair bit of stalking in my own way. I'm no saint. I wouldn't mind a video of my crush walking. There is just something about the way she walks which is one of the reasons I like her. Her grace in the steps she makes or however you would translate it.

>unhealthy behavior
Well you can always remind yourself what she would think of you if she knew, to discourage yourself, but if you are certain you can keep your distance why not? Where would men be if they didn't live for women.

>I believe if we genuinely wanted to know more about them we would talk to them directly. But guys like us have our myriad of reasons not to.
well, yeah, ofc
and they would probably reject us so that's why we resort to the sane thing...stalking!

>I don't approve of the many girls thing.
I dont feel the same way about any of the other girls. I just think theyre cute. I did actually try talking to one of them once. She seemed really scared of me for some reason and basically tried to end the conversation as soon as possible. Fuck her though. I never did anything to creep her out. I like to think I have some awareness of whether I'm being creepy or not. Now she's all friendly with one of the guys I work with all the time, which creates uncomfortable situations all the time.

>Where would men be if they didn't live for women.
Why cant we just approach them like normal people? What makes us resort to this antisocial behavior?

>and they would probably reject us so that's why we resort to the sane thing...stalking!
Amen!

My crush already has a boyfriend 10x cooler than me, plus an even cooler than him coworker that keeps her company at work. Maybe a plan B? She doesn't know me but I did start trying to keep my appearance up because of her. I wanted to do my best so that she doesn't feel too disgusted or unfortunate about having the misfortune of me liking her, in the even that gossip reached her. I think she did put two and two together eventually. We mutually ignore each other on an advanced level.

I might leave/quit/lose that job soon, so I'm kinda trying set my mind out of it.

>takes creepshots
>claims to be acting normal

>Why cant we just approach them like normal people? What makes us resort to this antisocial behavior?
Well for me it's a long list of reasons.

1. She can do much better
2. She is doing much better
3. Shouldn't have to deal with me
4. Wouldn't want to mess it up for her
5. I wouldn't be able to make her happy
6. Know we wouldn't be compatible neither in character, nor genes, nor interests, nor background.
7. Been disappointed in women so many times
8. Know I would be disappointed again
9. Need to keep this fantasy going for my own good. Scared to lose it.
10. Nothing good ever came from approaching in the past
11. If I wasn't worthless I wouldn't be in this whole situation or have to resort to it in the first place. Some woman would have scooped me up or accepted my advances a long time ago.
12. List goes on.

To everyone who thinks this is wrong in any way - you know that you're captured by hundreds of cameras every day, that will have your data perpetually stored and analyzed and thousands of people involved will see it over and over again, right?

Does anyone even watch surveillance footage unless something happens?

>There is just something about the way she walks which is one of the reasons I like her.

I know this feel. I stalked a girl for 3 years back when I was in high school because she had such a coquettish walk I couldn't look away. I learned her schedule every year and would change my route to pass by her every period. She pretended not to notice even though I stared at her unabashedly every time we crossed paths.

I had a girl I stalked in HS too. I liked her for her eye liner and hair bangs. I did what you did but I also saw her on the bus stop after school.

She didn't notice but one day I got up the courage and confessed. Basically said I thought she was the most beautiful girl in school and asked her name, then walked away without giving mine. She seemed very happy about it. I was even happier to confess. Then next day when we passed each other we said hello. Then maybe a day or two after that got to talking, she walked with me once or something, we exchanged contacts. We chatted a bit. She said she had a boyfriend. Dunno if it was a lie or not to this day. Tried approaching. She coldly referenced her having a bf. Broke my heart.

Then summer rolled around, she got bored or idk and one night we chatted till early morning 6-7 AM, she said she had left "bf", I offered and she agreed to meet but not alone. She just wasn't into me. Didn't go well I guess. When I called to ask her out on coffee she just gave me the blankest and strongest "no", sounding like how could I even ask. It ended there.

Then I saw her at a concert a year or two later. I had gotten beefier. Thought I would impress her. She was even less interested. Even more disappointed in that encounter.

It's when I learned
>10. Nothing good ever came from approaching
I don't know what's worse. Being disappointed and going through all the anguish or never trying at all.

She disappeared off the face of the internet. Literally dunno what happened to her.

Huh... Reading this does make me think it was the right thing not to approach her. I did actually try to on the last day of school (seeing as even if it did turn out really awkward, I wouldn't have to ever see her again), but she left early that day so I wasn't able to confess to her.

I don't feel >TFW no GF anymore either, likely since I'm a NEET and am never exposed to real women anymore.

Install MPV.

Literally the only time I was happy in that whole thing was when I stalked her and the day I confessed. The rest was anguish at her blocking my advances, one or two rejections and giving me attention out of politeness. It was my last year too. Hah I even remember on my last day I went to give her flowers and how I stuttered as I did it.

She also played WoW and got a ldr Pakistani bf at one point. Goes to show how different the real person can be from the idea or fantasy about them. I was surprised at her manly, unappealing voice and tomboyish character too.

When I got to know her, turns out she was a Stacy looking, wow playing, metalcore listening teen with an extreme love for babies and ambition to become a midwife.

Based stalker user.

I'm a big internet stalker. It's how I get my kicks. I manufacture intimacy in my own head by stalking women and use what I find out to engineer situations with them. Still jncel but I've got a few female friends out of it.

I'm so fucking lotnley user. I hacked into my teenage crushes' Facebook account to see if I could find any reference to me in her messages
>CTRL + F "user"
>0 matches
0 matches anons. Oh god Sarah, I just wanted to be close to you. I wanted to bask in the reflection and warmth of your light.

Haha, I broke into my original HS crush's email and was surprised there was nothing mentioned about me at all. Despite her being the center of my world at the time and me begging for attention. It's a wake up call.

Just out of curiosity. How do you hack into accounts? I just guessed her pass, it was her birthday.