All my life I just want a gf

>all my life I just want a gf
>think it will finally make me happy
>get a gf
>feel absolutely nothing
I'm still unhappy guys. She just told me that she loves me but I don't. I dont hate her, but having a gf does nothing for me. She was crying then other day about her father dying and I felt no empathy for her. I feel like I'm just running through the motion, doing what I see on TV and stuff. I just dont feel anything.

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God dammit dont give me yellow fever nibba.

I know exactly how you feel. Mental block in your head shut out all emotion. In my case it was severe anxiety and abandonment issues, now I don't feel much of anything, and whatever short moments of something is swiftly faded away. Sorry, but I don't think there is any help out there, except maybe drugs.

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Fucking same mate , i've been with my gf for 10 months now and still no sign of love , first gf i've ever had and probably the last , she's dead serious about us and i've met almost all of her family ... but i can't feel anything at all.

>think it will finally make me happy
>feel absolutely nothing
Yep, that's life. You should have listened.

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Do you atleast care about her user?

I don't know mate ... she's sleeping right next to me , i guess if we broke up i would miss her like 3- 4 days and move over. Been like this for all of the people i've known , even my parents.I'm 19 and i've been like this since 9 yrs , she came to me , she flirted with me i just played along.

Io is pure and not for sexuals.

I'm the same, I have a really close friend for over 6 years and I actually don't give a shit about him while he does his best to support me through everything. There must be something wrong with us.

I just have the "npc me" taking over , i need constant distraction to avoid any kind of thoughts on my life right know , i'm fucking lost , tied up to a girl i don't even love.

Fuckin hell , i'm not even responding to my best mate , we know each other since we were 10. Ignoring him and not giving any fuck whatsoever ... i know all of his family , he even tried to make me date his cousin. Still not giving a fuck , i can only care about me . We're fucking broken dude

>asian with an ASS
since when? who is this? i need her.

I'm hoping an intimate connection with a woman will be able to fix me. If not, I fear that I'll soon join your ranks. I don't think there's anything bad about that, per se. I'd rather be a functioning norman than an enlightened sociopath.

But i'm still gonna try and so are you because if we fuckin give up then there's no point in living.

Are you even gonna trust her user ? Getting suspicious everytime she gets a text ? Jealousy will eat you up man ...

I've already given up. I'm just existing for the sake of existing at this point. No future, no people to care for, nothing. Just a sack of rotten flesh, abandoned by it's soul. And I'm still too much of a pussy to kill myself.

Cling on to that nice girl man, even tho you don't feel.

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Gonna have to approach it from the angle that I don't own her . Sure, it'd be nice to get a loyal woman but I'm not gonna babysit an adult. I would hope that they would just tell me that they want out instead of cheating. And I know that even before getting to the "gf" stage that she probably has unlimited options.

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Part of the plan , i won't leave her , i guess i'll learn to appreciate her , got plenty of time after all.

That's the spirit frend!

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Fuck , even if i don't really love her , it would kinda make me mad. I hate being played.

You're not a lost cause , you can do it too , just have to believe even if you don't ( can't put words on this feeling but you get the idea )

Sounds like you need to love yourself user. A bitch isnt gonna fix your problems. Sooner or later she will find out. Girls intuition is scary af. She deserves better.

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originolio

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Kinda true sir , you got me. But she's really happy since we got together ( her father and brother confirmed ). I'm not abusive nor violent , just lost

Bruh literally everyone and thier mom knows Im madly in love with this girl in my social circle without me saying a word about her. She has a BF now tho so I have to move on. She will find out. Men are shit at hiding their true emotions.

I understand what you're saying, I appreciate the nice words. I doubt it will get better but hey I'm just going to sit the ride out I guess.

that's because you don't like her you dingus

And what will she try to do even if she suddenly understand ? Expect trying to help me ? I'm not clueless , i've been studying her for 10 months mate , i control the situation. Beside i'm trying to break down my emotion wall , i won't give up and maybe one day i'll be able to stop pretending

Sooner or later she will pressure you into commitment or shit test the fuck outta you.

I want to , so that means it's a good start right ?

I'm not scared , bring it on woman!

I'm the exact opposite of you and it ended up worse.
>tfw by some miracle finally get a gf
>happy for the first time in my life
>like an ephinany where I realize what life is supposed to be like and the potential it is
>start to improve all around
>she ends up leaving me and my life is shattered to pieces
>I've never felt worse before and fill nothing but sorrow and pain after having a glimpse of what life should be and knowing I'll never get it again

>She has a BF now tho so I have to move on.
That's isn't the spirit man. It's actually pretty disgusting how many women still flirt with you and hit you up despite the fact that they have a BF.

I want to be the better man. Plus the dude isnt a bad guy and seems to care about her. When she was awkwardly flirting with me since were both autists he legit was mad af. He literally told me to not just fuck her. Plus this girl doesnt talk to me outside my social gathering. It's a one sided AF ordeal. I will find a girl who loves me for who I am. Even if they break up somehow I doubt she would go for me. I already scared her off.

Fuck i feel better talking to you robots , helped me to talk about with random people . First thread ever since i've been browsing Jow Forums , thanks bros

hi bud. im also robot

Np frend, it's good to know that I'm somewhat of use in this shithole.

I understand, that's too bad.

Have a little faith , you'll get there too frend

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I was too much of a pussy to make a move so I deserve it. She legit had a crush on me.Maybe it will happen one day or it wont. I not gonna completely give up but I need to talk to more girls.

bump
original pizza pie

I don't know man, you still hang out with her regularly or? I mean if you still see eachother from time to time it's possible. And if you don't yea, looking for other girls will be more productive.

It's because you didn't get a virgin girlfriend, men are unable to love second hand material, we are territorial

The only virgins left are religious bitches. Newsflash they are even worse then secular girls.
T.Former christcuck

Soo many church girls who are sluts or have stupid high standards.

Sometimes but I need to move on m8. Focus on my life instead of girls. I will eventually see her again.