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then continue to suffer and be a burden for others in this meaningless world for another 50 years

Hopefully I'll die young anyway, but I bet with my luck I'll live to some really old age.

>19
>uni student but not taking it seriously and still lives parents.

OP I have a story to share with you. Today I had to stay home because a window repair guy came over, and lets just say he was a real character.
He was brazen and stated how he really felt, he called my house a mess and even called me ugly (despite himself being really fat, I think he said it jokingly. Not that it matters).
Anyways as he was fixing the window he was telling me about his investments and how much he earned. Talking about how he moved out at 17 and did everything for himself.
Yes it was old boomer talk but I could see a real vitality within him, it's hard to explain but he basically ended up telling me to man the fuck up and go do something with my life.
Anyways I ended up writing a resume for the first time in over a year and I sent it out. I've been 'depressed' for a few months, really just directionless and bored with university.
My main goal right now is to get my drivers licence, get a part time job and move out.

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I mean that unironically
Gain a skill, become employable
Stop being human garbage

Why would we die young? No, the ones who suffer are going to live a very long life.

Job 3: 20 Why is light given to those in misery,
and life to the bitter of soul,
21 to those who long for death that does not come,
who search for it more than for hidden treasure,
22 who are filled with gladness
and rejoice when they reach the grave?
23 Why is life given to a man
whose way is hidden,
whom God has hedged in?
24 For sighing has become my daily food;
my groans pour out like water.
25 What I feared has come upon me;
what I dreaded has happened to me.
26 I have no peace, no quietness;
I have no rest, but only turmoil.

OP a year doesn't change without anything at all changing... think back to last year, what has changed what is different?

If YOU don't act it doesn't matter if it's been a year or ten years, nothing will change. Get Jow Forums get /lit/ get Jow Forums

Though I am having trouble following my own advice.

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It was the education system that made me a fucking mess in the first place

I refuse to spend that much money doing something I won't enjoy only to gain a slight advantage in getting a job that I'll fucking hate.

Go and fuck yourself you subhuman NPC faggot. Fuck you for tryign to trick people into the debt trap college fuckfest. Kill yourself.

I haven't progressed at all in 7 years. I'm almost 26. OP, please, push yourself. Just start. Little steps.

What's weird about being a uni student and living with parents? I understand it if your uni is like an hour drive away, but if not, then what is the problem with this?

Just wait until you're in the same situation at 30. When everyone you know is married with kids and has a great career. And you're alone, stuck in a shit job and living in your mom's basement.

I hate living with my parents. If I had normal non-retarded parents it would be fine.

But my stepmom you see, she's a retarded whore who I hate with every bit of my body.

Shes a dumb fucking whore who doesn't even known what words like 'quarter' or 'expert' mean, I literally have to tell her. And she is fucking lazy as fuck as well, she does virtually nothing around my dads house, she just comes and eats dinner and lets my 3 younger half siblings turn the house into a pig stye.

And then when she does once a month fucking do something. like FOLD HER OWN FUCKING CLOTHES. She has this bitchy angry look on her face like doing something other than smoking weed and laying on the bed in the middle of the fucking lounge room all day is a holocaust.

Fuck her fuck her I fucking hate her!

And that is why living with my dad and my step mom is sucking the life out of me user.

If it was just my dad it would be fine. But it's like I have to shoulder the emotional baggage from my dad's retarded relationship.

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>the ones who suffer are going to live a very long life

I know I'll live to be 100. I never get sick, never get injured and I've hated myself for my entire life.

Wouldnt you like to just walk off a cliff or a tall building? Or maybe get ran over by a truck? Throw yourself under a train?

This but I've wasted the last 4 years of my life, I'm 20 years old and I don't have hobbies anymore because I've lost all enjoyment in everything

Work on fixing yourself now or it will got worse

There was literally a time when I was in highschool doing my final exams, when my dad was in prison for something retarded that I had to basically baby sit my three younger siblings all afternoon, whilst this retarded wrench partied with fucking young girls getting drunk and smoking weed. The area where that was was... something akin to a black neighbour hood in america, i'm Australian so lets just call it a really bad housing commission area.

God, it got to a point where my eldest little sister actually called me 'dad'. And at this I got so furious that I yelled at her and punched a hole though the wall. I probably punch a dozen holes though walls in my final year of highschool, and I consider myself emotional stable (lol).

Fucking bitch whore slut die die die.

I can't believe I have put up with her for so long.

And also fuck my dad for bringing her here when he said he wouldn't. FUCK YOU YOU LYING FUCKING CUNT.

God, it's like i've been asleep for the past year, with no control of my life.

Fuck university, I can't live another two years like this with no independence, around that fucking leech and the fucking lying scumbag.

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>26 year old
>Doing a PhD
and that's it. No social life, no gf. Where do you even meet people nowadays?

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you're like a little baby
try not progressing in five years

He's not trying to trick you, he's just suggesting something.
Of course, college isn't for everyone and maybe you can go back later if you feel up to it.