>tfw your entire life has been spent imagining conversations and relationships that never happened
>you have a deep connection to certain people because of the way your mind has fixated on them but in real life they have never spoken to you and don't even know your name
>your fantasies feel like the actual way your life was supposed to play out while real life is a nightmare alternate timeline where none of the conversations and friendships you made ever happened because you never said anything
Tfw your entire life has been spent imagining conversations and relationships that never happened
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>>tfw your entire life has been spent imagining conversations and relationships that never happened
This is me. I haven't had a friend since Elementary School. I've been invisible most of my life and now I just watch anime and self-insert into fantasies.
Same, I self insert in my fantasies and pretend people like me. I'm over twenty and people spread rumors about me, I feel like Adolf Hitler. I'm not insecure people actually hate me and maliciously block me
yeh all of this to some extent. Have recently curtailed myself from doing this, though. Don't even self insert into tv shows/films much anymore.
That's me. What's this type of retardation called?
That pic implies that i ever got a compliment on my looks or that anyone ever showed any romantic interest in me. Neither happened.
Tell me more user,are you still here?
If yes,please answer.
>always pretending having retarded arguments with people where I always win.
>sometimes the arguments turn violent.
>I always win.
>I can land a perfect combo on my oponent without being hit.
>I had a knife hidden all along and I just stab my oponent.
>I had a gun hidden all algon and I make my oponent my bitch while threatening him.
I always win
Do you ever feel like your consciousness just exists as part of the revenge fantasy of someone who hated you in a higher plane?
I spent all day doing menial work whilst thinking up an alternate reality in which:
1) I was an idealised form of myself.
2) I had a fraternal twin.
3) I had 4+ additional cousins.
4) That the non-shared grandfather of two of those imaginary cousins was a post-war Hungarian (actual Magyar not "Hungarian" Jew) immigrant, and an eccentric philosopher and metahistorian who ideologically groomed us all into his cult.
What the fuck am I doing with my life.
I have these too OP only difference is that i try to remember my general demeanor and attitute during my fantasies and try to mimic it whenever i get into an argument or conversation IRL. The trick is to entertain your fantasy-argument in a tempo/speed that would match a real life conversation. You may say retarded stuff even in your fantasy-arguments at first but it really does give you practice in quickly presenting your reasoning for certain beliefs and actions when under pressure
*Hungarian immigrant.
oh I actually included the word immigrant in my original comment. Fuck me I've drank too much.
But ye I don't only have conversations in my head that never happen, but with people who don't exist, in realities that never happened.
Never thought of that but the idea is fucking scary
>tfw life is getting slowly better
>inb4 it all goes to shit in 2-4 years
this is literally me
>imagined to hang out with cool kids every weekend
>imaginated to become so popular that the whole school would recognize me
>imaginated to get invited to epic parties and get wasted with tons of friends
>imaginated to have a perfect relationship with a cute redhead girl like it was in anime
meanwhile i was an autistic ugly weirdo who occasionally hanged out with 2 other losers and played videogames most of the time
I'm glad i stopped doing this before finishing highschool because it really hurts when you collide with reality
So what's everyone's most recent fantasy? Today I made one where I went to college and got multiple degrees. I then proceeded to become a great intellectual figure on the same level as Einstein and spread my word across the planet.
Fuck, this thread is so relatable it hurts
Who here /MaladaptiveDaydreamer/?
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Most of my daydreams I have are just really pathetic self-inserting as my OC in certain games or anime I like. Sometimes I have fantasies about the real world though.
I had one where I was in HS but i sort of had this (made up) friend who was also my love interest, and when they came over to my house to hang out my family would speculate if we were dating/tease me
Are you a writer, user?
no. however, i am an original reply.
Are you laughing at me? I don't get the whole original thing that's been going on.
Been doing this forever now. I'm scared of participating in real life. How do we break out of this?
Jow Forums disallows posts/replies which aren't original in their body of text which is why people tack on word salad to make their body of text "original".
I couldn't simply say "no." to you, because that has already been said.
if you weren't aware of that, you're either an incredible newfag, or surprisingly imaginative and verbose with your language in order to avoid triggering the robot.
>fantasy where I am on an esport team
>I get dropped from the team
>I carry a bunch of scrubs to the grand final
>I beat my former team, win the championship and get sweet revenge
>I am recognized as the best pro gamer in the world
It entertains me every day of my life
not realistic though, is it? before reaching the finals you'd be called a misogynist for playing vidya with a knob attached to your anatomical configuration, and forced to resign for upsetting an aposematic landwhale.
(I'm an incredible newfag, little smarty you)
>>tfw your entire life has been spent imagining conversations and relationships that never happened
>>you have a deep connection to certain people because of the way your mind has fixated on them but in real life they have never spoken to you and don't even know your name
>>your fantasies feel like the actual way your life was supposed to play out while real life is a nightmare alternate timeline where none of the conversations and friendships you made ever happened because you never said anything
yup thats me alright.
Damn, that's my situation as well. I wouldn't say I'm unhappy either, I've kind of accepted this lifestyle.
holy shit kill youre s3lf
go away you big meanie
Join a debate club if you want practice, fantasies are when we're happy.
Instead of going to a therapist I talk to one in my head. He's really quite helpful.
How common is this? In the same position and whenever I try to state this to the shrink, he thinks its odd.