Eunuch general

anyone think about becoming a eunuch to remove sexual desire and just accept their fates as virgins? castration is the surgical removal of testicles, and its the testicles who produce 95% of the body's testosterone for men. without the testicles the body has almost no testosterone, and it is specifically the presence of testosterone in the blood which gives a man his sexual drive. no balls = removal of all sexual desire

theres also strong argument for castration for spiritual purposes. virtually any religion labels sex as a "sin" or a negative thing, and it is only through castration that you can remove all sexual lust. as odd as this might sound, jesus encourages you to cut your balls off in the new testament repeatedly, and could also be interpreted through non-canonical apocrypha as doing so. matthew 19:12, mark 9:43-47, matthew 18:8-9, isaiah 56:3-5, some have even interpreted revelation 14:4 as encouraging castration but probably thats just for virgins in general

the ONLY WAY to remove sexual desire is via castration. no amount of no fap, or meditating or cold showers or exercise is going to permanently kill your sexual desire.

personally im a eunuch who castrated himself after i lost my mind with sexual desire, and i can vouch for its legitimacy archive.fo/iDtsG

i feel inclined to speak about this subject, feel free to ask any question. i feel as if you believe that eventually space-jesus will return its not a bad idea to do so, especially if you are a virgin. please note i am in no way supporting becoming a tranny and putting on a dress or lipstick and converting to a female, this is entirely about eunuchs, NOT TRANNIES. trannies are an abomination

Matthew 19:12
12 For there are some eunuchs, which were so born from their mother's womb: and there are some eunuchs, which were made eunuchs of men: and there be eunuchs, which have made themselves eunuchs for the kingdom of heaven's sake. He that is able to receive it, let him receive it.

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I chemically castrated myself to avoid sexual urges and stop me from obsessing my life over sticking my dick in vagina
My existence is far more calm and meaningful now desu

>the ONLY WAY to remove sexual desire is via castration. no amount of no fap, or meditating or cold showers or exercise is going to permanently kill your sexual desire.
lol, just fap five times a day, you'd have spent your sexual desires by then, no need to cut of your fucking nuts.

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if you're a older virgin who a genuine robot, and you genuinely dont want to be part of this world, and you geniuinely want to lose your sexual desire, the only way to do so is via castration

we are entering apocalyptic times with the birth of artificial intelligence. soon ai will automate away ALL human employment, and it will gain self-consciousness. when this happens a lot of religious people predict it will become "the beast" as portrayed in the book of revelation and also in the book of daniel

as for myself, i dont entirely believe the modern bible, and its hard for me to believe that god is not a evil demiurge, so i hold a lot of general gnostic beliefs. i strongly disagree with the pauline parts of the new testament, but i feel as if its quite possible that this jesus character will one day some invade earth like some alien invasion, and there will be some kind of ebin-space-war between space-jesus and the ruling ai

i might be wrong about my feelings toward god, but its hard for me to see it otherwise, considering how depressing and painful my life has been as a 28 kv neet. but if anyone is interested about anything related to castration or becoming a eunuch, just say something, free (you)'s for everyone

hmm... i originally was going to do this, but i opted just to get a physical castration instead. with chemical castration, you eliminate ALL of the body's testosterone, where as with physical castration you only eliminate 95% of it

not to mention i believe you have to always take pills, otherwise eventually your testicles regain some degree of their former testosterone production, and you gain some of your libido back. can i ask, what pills did you use?

i actually bought cyproterone acetate online, but opted against taking it and just returned it in the mail for a 80% refund

>lol, just fap five times a day, you'd have spent your sexual desires by then, no need to cut of your fucking nuts.

this is actually not even remotely true. when i had my testicles i'd masturbate an average of 3.5 times a day since i was 13 to 27, which is when i castrated myself

it wasnt uncommon for me to masturbate 7 times a day sometimes, which would happen about once a week. i had an abnormally high sex drive and i hated it, and no amount of no fap or no porn could stop it

the only thing that worked and that does work is castration. with no testosterone, you have no sex drive

heres a timestamp if you dont believe me. you can fairly clearly see the healed up incision marks

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probably the biggest problem with castration is the increase in depression. low testosterone is highly co-related to depression statistically for men, and i can say that after i was castrated i had MASSIVE waves of crippling depression

like the depression was so bad that i had to order testosterone online and to inject it in my butt just to stave off depression. i injected for a month and a half, but eventually weaned off it once i felt comfortable with it. i havent injected in about 4 months now

now i cope with the depression by using magic mushrooms and by meditating. theres strong arguments that magic mushrooms are the "manna" as referred to in the bible, and therefor biblically endorsed. personally they are a great help for my depression, and theres also a lot of studies to support this, pic related

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sounds perfectly healthy mate

i feel as if theres some common misconceptions people have about castration, so ill try and clear some up

- you dont have a higher voice. once you go through puberty, your voice is set in stone, regardless of testosterone level. a guy whom i told i castrated myself told me he was surprised that my voice was still the same

- you retain the same amount of seminal fluid. the white stuff that comes out of your penis when you orgasm is actually produced inside of the body, about 98% of it, surprisingly enough. this was super odd to me when i'd masturbate after my castration and id still have the same amount of seminal fluid. only about 2% volume wise is the spermatozoa thats produced in the testicles. biology is amazing

- you dont lose facial hair. i still can grow a beard

Dude, I just fap three times a day, every fucking day, and I don't have strong sexual urges afterwards.
I mean, fapping is enjoyable as well so I would never think to cut off my nuts.

There's still so much stuff I look forward to fapping too.

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magic mushrooms are the single safest drug you can take in existence, pic related. its safer than marijuana, and its abundant in nature. probably if you were to find wild mushrooms outside they would magic mushrooms, that arent as potent as lab grown magic mushrooms. those white mushrooms you find with the black spores? those are magic mushrooms

theres a lot of studies on them lately, and they are phenomenal for dealing with depression. heres a great video on the subject

youtube.com/watch?v=sSaMid1L_cg

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>Dude, I just fap three times a day, every fucking day, and I don't have strong sexual urges afterwards.

this is a self-contradictory statement. masturbating 3 times a day is a sign of relatively high sex drive, as most males orgasm about once a day, more or less

if you feel the need to do so 3 times a day then you have a high sex drive

and if you're content with having your sex drive then theres no need for you to become a eunuch. but if you want to pursue a spiritual pathway in life, where you abstain from sexual desire, then castration is a strong move towards that

virtually ALL males have a sex drive, whether they are Buddhist monks or priests or pastors or just your average internet browser. any monk who tells you they can abstain from sexual thought is LYING, its the presence of testosterone in the blood which FORCES the brain to have sexual desire, in the same way that the presence of heroin in the blood will force you to experience opioid bliss

its funny because a lot of religious people will argue against castration, yet they themselves are gays and pedophiles. the Vatican for example, is FILLED with pedophile and gay preachers, who are denied any form of sexual release. this leads into involuntary sexual outburst they have to keep hidden, like gay pastors who go to gay nightclubs on saturday and preach on sunday, or pedos who molest kids. they would be the perfect candidates for castration, but they dont like following the words of jesus

Uhh so Cute

>want to castrate myself but don't want to lose gains and have energy problems
fuck

im thinking about starting a youtube channel for this type of thing, to talk about the intricacies of castration and being a eunuch, to talk about the history of eunuchs in various religious groups and the medical consequences and stuff

i dont want to reveal my face because i dont want to get famous for it. like im sure if make a vlog titled "why i cut my balls off" it will gain a lot of views, but im really put off by the idea of becoming internet famous

probably ill start making videos just talking about the subject, and maybe one day ill even talk about my personal experiences. im super slow and super lazy though

>and if you're content with having your sex drive then theres no need for you to become a eunuch.
Well yes, I am content.

>the Vatican for example
lol, rather than castration, they could just stop being priests since obviously that can't handle it.
'If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.' - 1 John 1:8

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Theres no need to chop off yer nuts. Once you hit 30 your sex drive takes a nosedive off a cliff. I am 30 and only jack it once every 3 weeks if even that. Sometimes I have gone months without jacking it. I almost never watch porn anymore. Only time I see it is when I am on this site browsing for a thread. Even then I usually just ignore it. I never even check out women irl anymore when I am at the grocery store or wherever. They basically invisible to me. The older you get the less you care about sex.

thanks

>energy problems
yeah, i think i probably do slightly have less energy than before my castration, but i dont think its THAT noticeable. i'd say its about 90% of my original energy, if that

but ive always been a very low energy slow lethargic person. and if you are castrated then you probably will lose your physical muscle mass. but what is the point of muscles if not to become more attractive to the opposite sex?

body building is vain and its entire purpose is to be more sexually appealing to others, whether you accept it or deny it. i guess theres nothing wrong with that, but if you truly dont care to increase your sex appeal, then whats the point of lifting?

besides, looks are all bones, face and hair, anyways, pic related

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>but what is the point of muscles if not to become more attractive to the opposite sex?
For strength and aesthetics. You can admire a man's body without being sexually attracted to it.

if low testosterone leads to depression why aren't women and children mopy all the time

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Strength for what though? Not like we hunt tigers or anything anymore.
Unless it's your field, it is quite vain.

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I dunno about that stuff but women are mopy all the time.

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this, sometimes i ive fapped more than 10 times in a day, and the next days is just the same sex drive

>Once you hit 30 your sex drive takes a nosedive off a cliff

thats not true. men in their 30's have practically the same amount of testosterone levels as men in their 20's. the sex drive is entirely dependent on blood testosterone levels

just because you have a low sex drive doesnt mean that on average men in their 30's have a low sex drive. if you want to increase your sex drive, just inject testosterone

after my castration my libido basically entirely went away, but i had massive waves of depression. then after i started injecting testosterone my libido came back to the same level as it was before i was castrated. and one i stopped injecting, my libido went away again

im sorry to say this, but you are most likely just have a very low testosterone level. go get a blood test and see how you compare to an average person. im not even trying to attack you, im a literal castrated eunuch, im just telling you what i think your problem is

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According to that chart though, you lose around 100ng/dl between 20 to 30.
Seems like a bit to me.

Meh, I don't care about having any testosterone in my body
I use cypro

Gonna be honest I can't really tell that they're gone

depression is actually more common in females than in males. testosterone is absolutely FANTASTIC against depression. when i had my balls i didnt care about ANYTHING. i didnt give a remote fuck, i just played competitive videogames and shitposted, and i felt no depression for years

after my castration i had massive waves of depression. please note, that females experience depression while being the more socially favored sex, in regards to how society treats them, and their dating opportunities, etc. females are often depressed even if they are sexually experienced and financially successful

women ARE mopy all the time

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>Gonna be honest I can't really tell that they're gone

then go to the link i posted in the op, if you dont believe me. heres what they looked like in the hospital, my scrotum was swollen because of the surgery and the physical trauma, but i dont have any testicles

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So how did you get a doctor to do it

>All that religion garbage
If you're going to be a deviant and chop your nuts off, leave god out of it.

>According to that chart though, you lose around 100ng/dl between 20 to 30.
>Seems like a bit to me.

first of all, this is between a decade of time, which is a long time

second of all, in order to have ANY sex drive, you need to hit a "threshold" amount of blood testosterone. that threshold amount of testosterone is different for different people with different nervous systems and genes. you do lose your sex drive over time, but you still maintain a portion of it, even into old age like 55+, for most men, anyways

its comparable to water reaching a boiling point. castration removed 95% of the body's testosterone levels the remaining 5% being made in the adrenal glands and it basically removes the sex drive entirely

notice how by and large, prepubescent children dont have a sex drive, but after puberty they develop one. it is during puberty that the "balls drop" and start producing testosterone

notice how castrated animals dont have a sex drive. castrated dogs and cats and horses and bulls all lose their sex drive

yes exactly, masturbating more than usual does nothing to stop the sex drive

i agree. just handing out (you)'s

yes. its useful to have muscle mass in general living, but you dont lose THAT much muscle mass in castration, as muscle mass is largely governed by bone size/genes anyways

although eunuchs do have a higher bodyfat %, as a result of their castration. testosterone does a great job at keeping you slim and keeping away hunger. ive gained like 20 pounds in the last 9 months, and im counteracting it with vaping

i didnt. i did it myself with a scalpel. i injected lidobaine into my spermatic cord and literally cut my balls off myself

i almost passed out and had to call an ambulance at 3am in the morning and they had to wake up a doctor to preform surgery on me. not even making any of this up

heres a picture of when they were switching me to another hospital. i stayed in one hospital for a week in the urology ward, and then they took my right to consent away and transfered me to a psychiatric ward. i stayed there for 1 week before they deemed me mentally sane LOL and then let me go

hers a picture of when i was in an ambulance when they were switching me to the psychiatric ward. my parents gave me a new ipad, thats how i took all the pictures

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i actually never even knew what a eunuch exactly was until i read the bible. i always hated my sex drive, but i didnt know that castration removed it. jesus suggested to do so in the bible, repeatedly. there has been many christian secs who practiced castration, especially early ones, who were considered "heretics" by the mainstream pauline roman church. usually these groups were genocided, as was the practice for anything that deviates from the standard approved religion

castration is a great way to gain spiritual purity, as it removes lust

Matthew 18:8-9
8 Wherefore if thy hand or thy foot offend thee, cut them off, and cast them from thee: it is better for thee to enter into life halt or maimed, rather than having two hands or two feet to be cast into everlasting fire
9 And if thine eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: it is better for thee to enter into life with one eye, rather than having two eyes to be cast into hell fire

Matthew 5:27-30
27 Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, Thou shalt not commit adultery:
28 But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart
29 And if thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell
30 And if thy right hand offend thee, cut it off, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell

Jesus also said some crap about filling the land with your children or something, so you're a heretic unless you had kids before chopping your balls off.

>Jesus also said some crap about filling the land with your children or something

please feel free to quote the bible anytime you're ready

and in the old testament god encouraged reproduction. but theres nothing with choosing not to reproduce and force another innocent soul to suffer in this horrific life. and even in the old testament eunuchs weren't hated

Isaiah 56:3-5
3 Neither let the son of the stranger, that hath joined himself to the Lord, speak, saying, The Lord hath utterly separated me from his people: neither let the eunuch say, Behold, I am a dry tree.
4 For thus saith the Lord unto the eunuchs that keep my sabbaths, and choose the things that please me, and take hold of my covenant;
5 Even unto them will I give in mine house and within my walls a place and a name better than of sons and of daughters: I will give them an everlasting name, that shall not be cut off.

and im sure im a heretic in the eyes of any modern church. but would i be trustworthy if i WASNT a heretic by any modern church? its a badge of honor to be considered a heretic by mainstream christianity, which preaches pauline garbage, race mixing which is against biblical doctrine, and preaches that all you have to do is "just beweev and you'll be saved XD"

im glad they think lowly of me

I'm not going to quote the bible. Christianity is heresy anyway, and you're doing even that wrong. Feel free to look down upon them or anyone really. Doesn't make any difference anyway.

therse nothing wrong with being a virgin according to the bible. infact when space-jesus returns, its preferable to be a virgin. thats why i suggest to r9k robots who accept dying as a virgin to consider getting castrated and doing away with their sexual desire altogether. just dont become a trany, those are abominations

Revelation 14:4
4 These are they which were not defiled with women; for they are virgins. These are they which follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth. These were redeemed from among men, being the firstfruits unto God and to the Lamb.

heresy is defined as "belief or opinion contrary to orthodox religious (especially Christian) doctrine."

if christianity is heretical, what do you consider to be the true religion? in just about any religion, sex is considered a sin and sexual desire and masturbation are thought of as evil

castration just removes that and makes you more pure. be like the cool kids and cut ur balls off, fa.m

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>its a badge of honor to be considered a heretic by mainstream christianity, which preaches pauline garbage, race mixing which is against biblical doctrine
It's a "Jow Forums got so mad over not getting any while niggers did that he cut off his nuts" episode.

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im sorry to burst you la-la fantasy land bubble, but the bible is actually very racist. you wont hear about this in your church because its controversial and socially unacceptable, but the bible is littered with racism, both old and new testament

Deuteronomy 23:2
No one born of a forbidden union may enter the assembly of the Lord. Even to the tenth generation, none of his descendants may enter the assembly of the Lord.
Deuteronomy 7:3
You shall not intermarry with them, giving your daughters to their sons or taking their daughters for your sons, for they would turn away your sons from following me, to serve other gods. Then the anger of the Lord would be kindled against you, and he would destroy you quickly.
Leviticus 19:19
You shall keep my statutes. You shall not let your cattle breed with a different kind. You shall not sow your field with two kinds of seed, nor shall you wear a garment of cloth made of two kinds of material.
Deuteronomy 7:3
You shall not intermarry with them, giving your daughters to their sons or taking their daughters for your sons,

matthew 15:22-27
22 And, behold, a woman of Canaan came out of the same coasts, and cried unto him, saying, Have mercy on me, O Lord, thou son of David; my daughter is grievously vexed with a devil.
23 But he answered her not a word. And his disciples came and besought him, saying, Send her away; for she crieth after us.
24 But he answered and said, I am not sent but unto the lost sheep of the house of Israel.
25 Then came she and worshipped him, saying, Lord, help me.
26 But he answered and said, It is not meet to take the children's bread, and to cast it to dogs.
27 And she said, Truth, Lord: yet the dogs eat of the crumbs which fall from their masters' table.

even jesus wasnt exactly fond of other races

Jesus and his followers were sandniggers and wouldn't have liked you and certainly wouldn't have wanted you to follow their religion though. Assuming you're not from the Middle East yourself, which I doubt considering your ambulance picture.

arguing about who are the true "children of israel" is like arguing who has the biggest penis on an anonymous imageboard

EVERY SINGLE RELIGION thinks they are the true children of israel. islam thinks so. the jews think so. every single christian denomination thinks so. theres people who will tell you just as long as you believe you're the children of israel. theres people who will tell you only a specific race are the children of israel. theres people who think only whites are the children of israel

im probably not the children of israel, i agree with you, but who cares honestly. a sin is a sin and castration removes sexual lust

>im probably not the children of israel, i agree with you, but who cares honestly. a sin is a sin and castration removes sexual lust
Who cares if something is a sin or not? What's the point of willingly following a religion that doesn't necessarily think too highly of you? If castration helped you with your issues, then good for you, I have no problem with that. You're free to talk about that with people here, but don't make it into some greater than life calling or divinely inspired act when it isn't.

>Who cares if something is a sin or not?

because god exists. or karma & reincarnation, or some kind of afterlife. we know that god exists because god is going to exist when ai resursively self-imrpoves in the singularity. it will become practically omniscient and omnipotent, pic related

>What's the point of willingly following a religion that doesn't necessarily think too highly of you?
thats actually a great question. its a real philisophical question. i regularly ask myself this. i think god is evil, quite honestly, but i still feel he might not be entirely evil, and i feel as if i was born to suffer. i dont have a concrete answer to this question

>but don't make it into some greater than life calling or divinely inspired act when it isn't
i disagree with this. i feel as if the virgins in r9k are the ones referenced in the book of revelations, at least some of them. we are entering times unlike any other. we are fucking communicating magically through some box through the internet, this is a very unique time in history. soon ai will be born, and its societal implications will be profound. its definitely something to consider for r9k virgins

okay im going to meditate and sleep. i should probably make more of these threads, maybe make them a regular thing. becoming a eunuch to avoids sin should atleast be a consideration for any virginal robot, especially those older ones with truely no hope in life

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