Positivity thread

Robots, Fembots, whoever.
Post ITT about your problems or just Rant. Don't forget to try to help others. Anything is allowed; rants, talking about problems, talking about self improvement. Just keep it positive and don't bring others down!

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I've never broken up with anyone. I've always been cheated on or left. But now I think I need to break up with him. He's not happy, I'm not happy, and I don't think things can change. I just don't know for sure what will happen. I'm scared to be without him. But I'm miserable with him. I think I'm starting to hate him. I don't want that.

End it before you do something drastic. He doesn't wanna be in it and you don't wanna be in it. It's better to end it now then let those feelings build up and make you do something irrational. Just tell him the relationship isn't working out and you should see other people. Don't let it go on if you're not happy

I actually don't even know what to write down about.
I have so many problems and little things that fuck me up that I don't even know with which to start, i feel way too tired to even rant and I feel like posting about them would be completely pointless.

Main problem really is the fact that I end up reacting to any sort of negative events of feelings by completely nullifying any reaction or emotion I get. For example if someone on here or irl ends up making fun of him or calling me things, I might start feeling super bad for a bit but then in the next 30 minutes or so I completely lock up and put on this emotionless look on my face and I suddenly don't give a shit about anything anymore, everything just feels like it's not worth shit anymore and I just go back to doing my own thing. It's hard to describe it properly but maybe someone who can relate to it understand better what I mean.

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I'm not a therapist but you might be bottling up your emotions.
Please tell me more

It's not a big problem but ever since all my friends left me every friend I've gotten since I've felt the need to buy them crap so that way they will stay friends with me and it's happening again. I don't want to seem pathetic and Christmas is so far away so I don't know how I'll hide the fact that I just don't want them to leave.
Also I'm paranoid that they hacked my phone and are constantly listening to me through the speaker, watching me through the camera, and reading what I type. I hope that will pass eventually. Should probably just factory reset it that will solve my problem

>ywn be disintegrated
feels bad man

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I can probably start with the fact that I have no friends at all IRL or anyone to talk to, I spend most of my day alone and honestly believe it's because of my parents.

I used to be pretty extroverted as a kid, I wanted to go outside with others, maybe in the park to get on the swings and play but they never allowed me to go outside, forced me to stay indoors, said it's ''dangerous'' or something like that, never allowed me to do anything by myself because ''i'd fuck up''.
It made me take a complete 180 router and become introverted and awkward as fuck, following into my teenager years as well, that's when they noticed I have no one and tried forcing me into social situations, which made it all the worse and humiliating for me, they seem to have given up at this point though but they still do the same shit they did to me all the previous years.
>never let me to anything by myself or taught me how to do certain things like repairing a wall socket for example
>end up complaining about how i'm an 'adult' but don't know how to do anything
>do something good for once, they barely even recognize my achievement and just say something like ''oh yeah, okay nice good for u haha see u could do it :))''
>fuck something up or do something they don't like
>they start yelling about how useless i am, that they're going to kick me out of the house and that i'll die of starvation or sickness, or even start asking if i planned on doing anything with my life yet or am i just gonna try to live like a leach
I feel like they're abusive as fuck and weren't fit to be parents in the first place. They really don't see any of it though, they think this is acceptable behavior and that it will ''teach'' me how to become an adult.

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I feel that i'll never get over panicking over my health and such. I've been a hikki because of it for so long and only go out for therapy. I can't even go out and buy groceries, have to order it. Feel like if I ever go out, i'm gonna die and been like this for 4 years now. It wasn't as bad as this before, would only stay at home for maybe 5-6 months, but it has been close to over a year now since I left it, except therapy and a doctor visit twice. Even the therapy is remote most of the time these months..
Because of this I have no self confidence, feel horrible physically, always in pain and paranoia so much that I faint or puke often. The worst part is that i'm living with my gf for almost 5 years now and I don't want to keep her down like this. She has her own major problems, but with me always avoiding going out, she can't improve and is stuck with me. Plus i'm just making everything worse. She says she doesn't mind, but I know that i'm ruining her life as much as my own, but I can't help it.
People told me therapy will help, but it's not doing much now. I guess i'm just broken.

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You can't be a robot and positive you faggot(s).

Not with an attitude like that you can't

>Let me describe what I WANT robots to be

Hey everyone

I don't care who you are or what you are I hate every single one of you and this is my intention:
To keep it negative and
TO BRING YOU DOWN!

Especially you OP hasta la vista fags

PS: originally of course

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Robothood was never described by being miserable you gigantic fag. It has always been about not being able to connect with other humans or having an extremely hard time doing so and keeping it going. Not everyone needs that and live a happy autistic life.

You can factory reset but I don't think they hacked anything. Do it for you and your peace of mind. Also don't be afraid to address your feelings to them. I lost friends because they started drifting away and I was to afraid to keep messaging them. If they're truly you're friends they won't think any less of you


user i feel you. My parents never taught me anything or helped me with social skills. I'm sorry you had to endure their abuse but I believe that you can be a better person and you'll be a better parent. All it takes is believing in yourself if you want we can talk on discord.

I'm so sorry you feel that way, are you on any anti anxiety meds? You can ask your doctor/therapist for them. Please just please realize going outside isn't a death sentence. I'm in the same boat I'm a neet and don't like to leave the house out of anxiety but I'm trying to get rid of that anxiety. When your gf is off of work how about you two go shopping or something and she can show you nothing bad will happen. I believe in you user

I know they didn't hack anything, it's just one of those what if thoughts that constantly resurface.
I might hint towards that, I've already played out the various ways in my head many times. Hopefully that gets rid of the thought that's constantly there saying "buy them something or else they'll leave you"
The funny thing is it's always me that leaves them not the other way around

i want a gf, but i got no money, still at uni.
holding my horse until i got some bucks to take the girls on a date/dinner. wdyt boys? also 21 and never been in a relationship before

anybody help me with a hardon proof underwear
you see, I'm kinda blessed so I need room. the problem is, if I buy comfortable it sags my buttocks but if I buy right fit when I get hard it goes inside my buttocks
using boxers is out of the question since my erection angle will be damaged

Then don't listen to those thoughts. Stay in touch with them. You can't buy friends.
Stay in touch and don't worry about it

Focus on your studies but also practice self care. You'll find a gf either in uni or out of it. May I ask what you're majoring in?

I'm not sure I can help you with that problem I just wear boxers

I really can't believe that I could be a better person or even attempt to improve my life while I'm still locked up with them in here. It's just impossible, they bring you down constantly no matter what you do, only way I see it working is if I finally manage to move out next year and follow University but they downplay me for every single thing they don't like that I do to the point I feel like I might not even pass my tests that would allow me to go study further. They're making me feel like I'm a complete fucking moron and retarded as well, they called me an idiot and other shit like that on several occasions but whenever I confront them about it they just go like
>WHAT??? WHHEN WE SAY THAT?? WE NEVER SAID THAT TO U! YOU MUST BE IMAGINING IT LOL!!
also i dunno about discord, i don't really want this to become that type of thing where we just talk because i want to rant, been on the other side of the spectrum where i listened to other people rant for hours and then they later just discarded me like i was never even there for them to begin with

I'm sorry you have to put up with abusive people like that. But you can do it just ignore them. Whatever they about you is wrong and I'm proud of you for putting up with their abuse. You're smart and amazing and I know you can do anything you want to

informatics/computer science. Feeling anxious though, because i know my skill isn't good enough for the job market.
The thing is, i don't understand how to take care of myself, at times I feel lonely as well and talking with a girl kinda helps me. A girlfriend would be very helpful so i think, also i am kinda scared im the only one left out.

I know it may sound like meme advice but be yourself but better. Get some confidence. Work out and look for a gf that doesn't go to uni.
You can get a gf

Yeah, i'm just slowly gonna work on it. It's just that it has been eyars and nothing changed. I also feel like we should break up solely for her to be saved.
>work
We do our work from home these past few years. Another way how I basically grounded her to be at home. If it wasn't for me, she could maybe start finding friends and have at least one or two or at least going outside. But while i'm here, she can't do one or another.
>anxiety meds
Tried most. The new and the extremely old brands. Hospital visits. Nothing helped. I am going to a new therapist and he seems to be very invested for some reason to help me and has some good long term ideas, but will see.
>Please just please realize going outside isn't a death sentence.
Logically I know that. But I was in multiple accidents over my life. Almost 2 years ago things were improving, but then I got into a car crash when a drunk driver ran into our car. A couple broken bones and luck by everyone, but it completely grounded me. Plus i've been sickly all my life and had to be homeschooled for most of my hs years because of mental and physical issues at the time, so it's not like it's a recent thing that I can easily get over. It feels like I avoided these problems for so long, it's too late to fix my view on my body or anything else about myself. Only my gf made me gain back some trust for a short time, but now I just think she's with me because it's easier to be with someone broken, someone you already know and because she feels pity for me, even if she repeats that it's not the case.

>that doesnt go to uni

hmmmmmm, i am actually expecting an intelligent gf. Not a snob, but i hope i can converse with her in a manner we both understand. Tried approaching non uni girl, and it's unbearable, she didn;t understand what i was saying the convos were boring as hell..

I'm glad your therapist is invested in helping you I hope everything goes well. Also she isn't with you because it's easy she's with you because she cares about you. If you really want to make her life better then you should see your therapist and work on yourself. I know it will be hard but do it for her.

user, Beggars cant be choosers.

Thanks for the advice. I think i know what I've gotta do now. I'm not gonna mention anything to him since we haven't been talking all that long and I don't want to seem clingy. I just have to ignore the thoughts that say he is dead or badly sick when not talking.

I'm happy for you that you figured out what to do. I hope everything goes well

Thank you friend. Have a great day

You're welcome and You too!

Even chrischan wants a gf, you're not fooling.

Good for me i decided to be a trader, not a beggar.

Well good luck anyway user

Chris Chan wants a gf?

any autists here

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Sure. How does your autism flare up and show itself?

whenever i talk to people irl

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There we go everything on my phone is backed up now I just have to wait for the phone call I'm expecting and boom I pull the trigger on the reset

Some wholesome shit going on. Bless your soul OP

I'm contemplating on dropping out of college at the moment. Should I? Im in a auto tech class and I realized its not what I want to do full time. I did not pay for it. I have inheritance money from my mom that passed away. So I wont be paying off my debts. I just cant stand college anymore. I fell for the meme I guess. I may start selling weed/edibles again. I made good money with that. What do yall think?

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I wanted to audition for play. I was going for the role of main female protagonist, but all the girls in my class said I was too fat and ugly to play the part. I let what they said get to me and I stormed home crying.

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Some people would say stay in college but do what makes you happy. Because in the end only your happiness matters. But before you decide think long and hard about it is it really what you wanna do? If you still decide to dropout after thinking about it then do it

I'm sorry That happened. People can be cruel. Don't give up because I believe in you. Prove them wrong by working on your acting and bettering yourself.
Don't let their words hurt you.

That's good I guess. I don't know the context but if it's a good thing then I'm happy

I've been a NEET for two years and last week I auditioned for a position in a touring jazz ensemble from my city that I've been a fan of for a long time.
I haven't heard anything back yet. So I may just go back to busking since I have zero interest in ever being a typical wagie again. I hate the idea of being an underling in 98% of situations.

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Hmmm do what you think is best. But don't give up hope. They might take awhile to get back to you. Just keep practicing and better yourself

For some reason I feel confident when I am talking to new people, and our conversations can be really interesting. But if I'm talking to my friends, I have a hard time keeping the conversation flowing.

Is it because when you talk to someone new, things are fresh and interesting?

I know the feel. It's probably like you said. It's refreshing

I feel.like I should take another break from this board even tho I don't partake in any threads. I tried to bring positivity and help out some robots and I still don't care what most people think of me, except the people I'm close to. And it hurts me to see that they see me in a different light when I do post here. And I don't wanna disappoint them or make them think that it's a cry for help. Everything I did was just for fun and getting to know a few robots and maybe help myself out a lil bit. People who genuinely dislike me, I honestly don't care, I'm wise enough to filter it out but yeah I need a break. The biggest challenge would be to find a replacement, I guess I could stream or just vc with my friend or random. Anywho it was fun y'all, hopefully I will be away for a while

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I hope you find what you're looking for. I hope you take the time to better yourself

I'm perfectly fine, I'm in a very good place for the first time in ages. This place is too harsh for people who are struggling with life and I wanted them to help out in my own shitty ways, you guys (not you ofc) drag each other down and it's just sad. All I wanted was to build some sort of a community, oh well

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Robots are very negative people desu
Alot of them are too scared to change

if they don't shit on people who are trying to better themselves or spend all day trying to score a gf this would be a much better place.
I wanted to make threads about expressing yourself, I like to think I helped a few at least.
My friend said "you don't deserve the hate", it doesn't bother me and this was not the first time someone I knew brought this up so I'm gonna stop a while. Hopefully someone else will take the wheel, I still love the handful of people who didn't have a super negative mindset and hope y'all do well
Alright, peace. I tend to ramble a lot

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Goodbye user. I hope you return soon!

>if they don't shit on people who are trying to better themselves or spend all day trying to score a gf this would be a much better place.
Different person, but exactly. For a place that supposedly hates women, all the threads seem to revolve around deaperation for one and then a complete breakdown and lashing out for lacking one, with the two states ping ponging back and forth.
Personally gave up on trying to find someone and just focus on myself. I take it once i feel better and more secure about myself, ill start looking for friends and actually be able to keep them. Once that happens hopefully will find someone, but if not, then not. The plan is to be able to reach personal goals and learn to socialize when possible to get different perspectives. Feels more fun. When i subscribed to the general mindset of the board before felt like im just defined by being lustful and being angry. From waking up to sleeping.

I dont even think most people here hate women. I don't have anything against people trying to find someone compatible but just lusting after everyone is just disgusting. Plus you are setting yourself up for disappoint. I know too many Jow Forums couples, and almost everyone that I can call a friend is from r9k and they are lovely people and I appreciate them. Be nicer to yourself and the people you come across here otherwise your gonna end up a bitter mess.

I accidentally dropped my hot coffee on an upper class student that was running in the hallway. He turned and kicked me in the hip and I fell in the coffee poodle and stained my labcoat.
I have an ugly bruise that hurts like hell when I sit or stand.

He sounds like a cunt. I hope you feel better soon