Have a look on your life in the past 5 years. How did your life changed ?

Have a look on your life in the past 5 years. How did your life changed ?

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I stopped being happy

my teeth are a lot more crooked now because i never bothered removing my wisdom teeth since they came out impacted.

Just a lot of potential and opportunities withered away

Started seeing psychologists and got NEETbux

Other than that not much

It is nice having some money for the first time in my life at 30 even if it might not seem like much to a normie its a lot better than the $0

>stopped smoking
>started getting fitlosing weight
>lost more contact with others
>gotten closer with my family
you win some you lose some

>less happy
>more work, work actually matters so I can't slack off
>much more antisocial
God I miss being 13.

mainly because:
>started feeling lonely
>broke contacts with friends I used to have
>got some way illuminated and understood how much a failure I am
>started wagecucking
>started crying randomly even during day time
>started seriously thinking about suicide
>care much less about my health than used to
>bacame bitter
>became more anxious than used to be
>started truly hating myself

Now I continue spiraling into self destruction.

>gained weight
>reproved senior year in hs
>the last time i had a girl that openly had any interest in me, oddly enough, was five years ago
>fucked up the chance with the only girl that i could relate, asking to sit next to her and saying nothing after that
>a single emotional breakdown became depression
>changed medication at least 8 times

Nothing much has changed. Still sit on the computer all day.

I stopped being happy a long time ago.
I've grown up, I've stopped doing drugs, and I've finally set a goal that I might actually achieve.

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i'm fucking single now.

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a lot, 5 years ago, i was in my parents house being a neet without a high school diploma, now I got a GED, moved out and I'm going to college. All of this happened because I started taking adderall (I have legit ADHD). If you don't have adhd, you don't realize how fucking lucky you are that you don't need medication to function.

>got fat
>last friend I had moved on in life
>earn less money now because I refuse to work in the profession I absolved my apprenticeship in
>instead work in a soul draining callcenter
>social interactions mainly limited to the internet nowadays
>spending most of my money on fucking anime merch, mainly figurines

The only joy I feel is when I order a figure and when it arrives. Afterwards I always realize that I just wasted a shitton of money again.

Well, I guess everyone gets what he deserves. Amirite?

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Stoped being socialist
Now I have a true girlfriend
My computer runs Minecraft now, hehe boy
Learned how to speak english, I guess...
Happier tham ever before

I hope this 5 next years don't scrow every thing up

>work in a soul draining callcenter
You need to do anything else. You need to fucking do anything else.

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>Stoped being socialist
>Learned how to speak english

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>went from interning at a fortune 500 company in highschool to barely sticking together contracts
>got an associates degree in computer dickery but no ones hiring for a career in computer dickery, just programming
>Found out I'm actually a lot shorter than I thought I was (5'11")
>gained about 50lb
>went from casually talking to the girl I like to being ghosted entirely and I have no idea why
>haven't made a friend in years and people are slowly starting to talk to me less, if at all
>best friend made is now friends with people who hate me because of the sperg I was in highschool and now he doesn't talk to me anymore
Just when you think it can't get worse.. it does!

Tried college, dropped out twice, extended family fell apart, stuck in a scummy college necessity job I can't leave because I know how useless I am. No freedom, no soul, waiting for something worthwhile to throw my life away trying to save. Existing in stasis, trying to get people to forget I exist.

Honestly the main reason I haven't killed myself is because of drugs and anime

I'm already there for like 2 years, stopped caring about quotas and stuff like that a couple of months ago. They already noticed and scolded me for not being effective enough. Only a matter of time before they throw me out anyway.

Well, let's see what's coming next.

>>best friend made is now friends with people who hate me because of the sperg I was in highschool and now he doesn't talk to me anymore
I feel you, also lost a friend because I was too much of a sperg to be around him and his new friends.

I have adhd never took medicine and graduated college and have an office job. I also have bipolar and social anxiety. Dont believe the jewish psychologist lies.

I became a baller and a shot caller. I have money. That's about it