Order the following by less to more depressing:

Christmas=Thanksgiving.
>Slowly watching the number of family members decrease over the years.

>christmas has been made slightly better by doing r9k secret santa and feeling good when stuff I've sent people shows up and they post pics
>new years eve is always me watching "its a wonderful life" and timing the "to my brother george, the richest man in town" line to the new year starting, cry like a bitch
>thanksgiving i just stay in my room
>my birthday has become me telling people I don't want anything and then getting a shamecake because everyone came anyway

new year (celebratory atmosphere)
birthday (barely celebrate, nobody cares)
thanksgiving (extended family dinner)
christmas (extended family dinner)

My relatives throw this huge and very important dinner for thanksgiving and christmas for the extended family (about 30 people total), if I go I'm socially isolated and barely talk and can't deal with the kids, if I don't go I'm legitimately ashamed and feel like shit and wonder why I can't be normal. Not going means being alone on Christmas. New year's is fun since it's the 1 day I can drink with my parents and they don't call me out on my excessive drinking, birthday is pretty much a non-event unless I have a panic attack or anxiety spiral

you might as well make it to 2020 user, we're only 14 months away

>New Year/Christmas
Same level really, bitter sweet memories of gf and oneitis
>Your birthday
I would sincerely forget it happens with mails and family
>thanksgiving
does not apply, not murican

Christmas, New year's, and thanksgiving can all be done with your family, so it's not weird to just stay inside all day.

On my birthday my parents always ask if I'm going anywhere or gonna have a party or anything, and it's fucking depressing. My birthday is December 15th too so I don't really get anything but cards usually. That plus there's always 6 inches of snow on the ground in December around here, so everything sucks.

Definitely my birthday. This is normal people go out with friends. Which is difficult when you don't have any.

Holidays are generally fun. My extended family gets together and I have a lot of cousins around my age. We all get along pretty well.

Christmas
Thanksgiving
My Birthday
New Year

I've got a vary nice family who are proud of me, so these kinds of things aren't depressing at all. What's depressing is Valentine's Day.

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>New year
>Thanksgiving
>Christmas
>birthday

thanksgiving
christmas
new year
massive power gap
birthday

mine's in about 30 minutes. when I was in uni and didn't have to go to work or do things I'd usually stay inside the entire day and talk to no one. Now I mostly try to avoid anyone finding out. I've lost contact with most of my friends and removed it from any social media so no one remembers except my family, which helps a bit. Dread going to work

>Christmas
Always with family on or right near it, and I've got lots of good memories of Christmas as a kid because my parents always tried to make it special. Even though it's just my sister and parents, we always make a big deal out of it and make way too much food and spend a lot of time together, which I generally hate but Christmas puts everyone in good moods. Plus, now I can drink so I'm always pretty relaxed.
>Thanksgiving
Pretty much the same deal, except I've never cared so much about the holiday. It's more depressing nowadays that I live on my own because my roommates always leave to see their families and I'm just home alone and usually working that day. Last couple of years I've just ordered a big pizza special and gotten drunk in front of a movie marathon. Lonely but not the worst since I usually get a nice call from home.
>New Year's
Very depressing. I spend it alone every year and I can always just hear the normalfags around me not doing that. I always have to work and usually I'll elect to close so I can feel like I have an excuse not to celebrate. Great night to get drunk on. It also gives me a chance to reflect on how shit the prior year was and how little I accomplished and how the same thing will happen next year.
>Birthday
Makes me realize I'm getting older too fast without growing at all. I'm going to turn 23 in January and I haven't grown as a person since I turned 14. Not to mention I spend it all alone and the only whisper of it is my parents giving me a call and sending me a small present. I never hear "Happy Birthday" in person and no one cares enough to do anything when they find out. I haven't had a birthday party since I turned 7, which was admittedly a great party but still. It's a great day to remember that I have no friends or loved ones who care besides my immediate family and to realize how far everyone else has come while I'm just spinning my wheels.

It's definitely New Years. It's a reminder of another year gone by, normies kiss their lovers, and everyone is happy with people they care for while robots are alone. Halloween is also really bad since and one I'm not looking forward to spending alone in my car so my parents think I have friends. Christmas and Thanksgivings aren't that bad since you can just say you spent it with your family if anyone asks.

Christmas
Thanksgiving
New Years
Birthday

Thanksgiving - as long as we dont travel to visit extended family its not that bad
New Years- my parents are out and i spend it alone but its quiet here so its very easy to ignore reality and pretend like theres nothing going on until I start writing the wrong year on paperwork in february
Christmas- Pretty fuckin suicide tier. im at the point where I dread having to ask for things and i fuckin hate shopping for people and decorate and pretend like we dont all hate each other.

Birthdays are easily the worst every year and in 2 days i get the misfortune of being 21. I looked forward to it most of my life cuz muh alcohol but ive overused so many other drugs that alcohol has lost its luster and just seems depressing and expensive. i get fucked up most nights one way or another already, the only thing thats different if im 21 is that I get more choices of booze and my parents are totally aware that im getting drunk instead of suspicious that im high.
I had hoped to do something with my one or two friends but theyre mia lately. havent spoken a word to them in over a month even electronically. I dont expect them to say happy birthday or anything. Last year on my birthday I was visiting a college near my friends place and we met up and got some 11/10 burritos and he bought me some rum as a gift.
it was a p low key birthday last year and i dont think it was planned intentionally, but man it seems really comfy by comparison to how I will spend this year: mildly sick on a saturday, driving a long commute to sit through a 3 hour spanish class, driving home and spending the afternoon and evening getting high playing videogames, ignoring my responsibilities
Except this year I will be EXTRA sad
my parents offered to pay for it if i want to travel somewhere inexpensive for a short vacation. I dont want to go alone and right around when they made this offer is when I realized that my close friends dont want anything at all to do with me, probably permanently.

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