No matter how much I lift my mom is gonna die some day

Thanks to denial, I'm immortal

I'm 25 and my dad is 67
feels bad man

>why even bother bros
If you have big pecs, you could spend time flexing and mirin' them instead of wallowing in your self pity.

I like the way you think

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I'm just living my life everyday trying to make my mother as happy as I can. The day she is no longer alive is the day I will go to sleep and never wake up again.

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I stopped talking to my mother since september because she refuses to take fucking life insurance despite we having a huge mortage. She won't take it even if I pay for it, when my dad died very recently we went through hell for 3 years economically and I became a fucking shut in NEET for 2 years due to severe depression.

The fucking bitch. On one hand I feel like a massive retarded asshole, on the other hand I won't be able to pay the fucking house on top of probably becoming an alcoholic or something.

Your thoughts other than just don't be poor brah? She says she misses me so much and can't believe I don't talk to her she even said at on time "I wanna hug you so bad I would do anything" except paying or let me pay 50 bucks for life insurance bitch. We went through literal hell after my dad dying, we didn't get any money or pay we got fucked so hard.

make her proud while she's still here

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This
>be away @ uni for 5 years
>I call my mom weekly just to check in with her
>everything seems fine
>come back, notice everything getting older. Little bros and cousins
>moms getting older
>she’s slowly becoming a lil bit more lazier around the house
>looks older
>most of my cousins around my age or older all married and/or have kids
I’m not ready to be a true adult yet guys. Hold me

>try to relax with videogames after working.
>Remember I'm going to die one day and this life is all I got for the rest of eternity.
>Start hyperventilating and panicking.
>Can't play videogames.
>Think about family and life.
>Existential crisis intensifies.
This happens about daily.

I don't gave any advice really, but I sympathize for your situation. All I know is my dad had financial issues relating to his mom that distanced there relationship and one day we got a call that she died. He wishes he didn't let finance get in the way of there last year's. I know it's easier said than done, but I think you should try and be on good terms with her throughout her final years even if she's screwing you over. But I don't know shit and In not telling you how to live your life

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For me it's the opposite. My life is changing so fast and I'm developing so much, then I go home and it's still just home like I remember it. Parents still go to the jobs they've had since before I had one. Sisters still in school. Cats miraculously still alive.
Really makes me cherish this point in my life because one day I'll be like them.

>tfw Mom died when I was eleven

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You need to go read books on living in the moment. The power of now to start.

nigga thanks for the (You). I feel like most people would tell me I'm selfish and I probably am.

But this situation is retarded, she is morbidly obese and in her 60s (36 bmi) and she won't lose weight no matter how hard I try to convince her.

She doesn't believe obesity and high mortality rates are linked and my aunt is like a fucking fat enabler telling her she's fine and her health is fine and they both keep saying shit like she barely eats and whatnot.
Lost case, she won't move her ass or stop eating.

I hate this. I'm gonna wait 2-4 months more and see what happens, I doubt anything will change but if she doesn't get life insurance I guess I'll try to talk to her.

I'm still very mad because we blew all our life savings in 6 months after my dad died and now we have fucking nothing, if she dies it's gonna be even worse economically and psychologically. I literally wanna kill myself.

Because lifting will make you happy and you being happy and inshape will make your mom happy and proud of you and she will die knowing her son is a winner. So get to it faggot.

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This is the mentality everyone in this thread should have

I feel like if you took meditation to the next level and took complete control over your body you could command your cells to never stop producing whatever it is they do at a young and and just stop aging. Chinese monks can choose when they want to die.

So she can have another reason to be proud of you

must be nice having a GOOD mom. mine is a borderline bitch who only guilt trips, whines, manipulates and femme dommes you out of all your money, patience, and leaves you feeling like a huge sucker for falling for all that bullshit.

then a week or two later shell try and suck you in again with the same tactics.. pooor me wah wah. now drive me around, pay for all my shit, listen to my whining and clean up all the mess i made by being a crazy dumb ho. oh and if you dont wanna do that.. then omg why are you so mean wahhhh.

i wanna be mad at you guys for having a mom worth a shit, but you guys should feel lucky and spend time with her. it just sucks to be me, and anyone else around my evil crazy mother. btw i will celebrate when the bitch dies.

Mfw the only thing keeping me alive is the thought of my mom crying over my dead body

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Know that feel, I'm 24 and dad is 68. My little brother is 20..

that's because your stupid ass didn't get to form any meaningful memories and experiences with him

Fucking this. I'm roping when that day comes.

Just ask the gym necromancer for help with your deadlifts bro