Did lifting turn me bi?

Ever since I started lifting 2 years ago I feel like my sexuality has started to change. I now fantasize about sucking cock sometimes and sometimes engage in self anal play. I’ve shot loads into my own mouth but never swallow. Is this kind of gay and normal when you start liking your own physique? Please help me fit. I dont want to be bisexual. And mods this is fucking fitness related since its something most new lifters will go through so fuck right off. Any advice would be helpful. Is this normal?

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>I dont want to be bisexual.
that's where you're wrong

>tfw reiko is now on Jow Forums
Feelsbadman

The big gay has found another victim it seems

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Elaborate please. Im desperate here and I feel like my degegeracy will only increase

Posting phone papes btw

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Well to be completely honest one of the traps/twinks posted here actually caught my attention.

I'm 6'5 so i like to dominate with my physial presence, its easy to feel big at this height so i caught myself imagining pushing this dude down on the bed, kissing him, his lips, neck and shit like that. Overpowering him and fucking him in the ass.

Fuck knows why but it didnt feel gay although fucking weird. Actually made me feel more manly.
Were the Romans right after all?!

welcome to /fit9k/. ironically it's coming full circle with the gay shit.

Can you annoying faggots stop making these 'Jow Forums turned me gay' or your stupid fucking thead. Christ i'd rather have andys log spammers than this annoying waste of thread space.

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Yes, lifting does turn you bi. I used to be completely straight when I was obese and weak. Then I felt the iron pumping my blood. It made my penis more receptive and just in time when anime traps were becoming popular. I dreamed of smashing Astolfo's boipussi as he screamed and moaned. Just like you OP, I started fingering my asshole. But I actually did swallow my cum. It made my neck feel weird.

Just realize that you’re full gay already user. Don’t you want to run your fingers through big pillowy pecs and rippling abs while you slobber on cock? It’s one of life’s greatest joys.

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Flesh is flesh, and it is all meant to be savored

why are there so many LARPing blog posts on Jow Forums now? Go to LBTQE=Mc2 Or what the fuck it is faggot

im not at the point yet but when it a cute looking trap or twink comes along i can help but thinking of sucking their feminine cock

Discord trannies begone

You're vile

C L O S E T E D

Defiled. Pornography makes you defiled. I fight it, and I will continue to fight it till I die. I didn't know what I was doing.

You really think just those thoughts and playing around with my butt makes me gay? Honestly? Isnt it kind of normal?

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Fucking leave this godforsaken site.

If it's your body it's masturbation and there is nothing wrong with it.

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I'm a big old homo who has been in the closet forever. I've had a pretty decent sex life with women but I was always in denial about how much I liked the dick. Unfortunately, by the time I started being more honest with myself that I'm a submissive fag I was already 26, and now I'm 27. My easy twink days are behind me. No more lightning fast metabolism, no more easy good skin. I've been an alcoholic for a while and have managed to pack on a beer gut, while remaining otherwise fairly skinny, classic skinnyfat.

I've been slowly learning about fitness over the last 6 months or so. Cycling more, learning recipes I can make with tofu and vegetables instead of eating pasta and red meats with every meal.

I lost about 15 pounds between September and December 01, which I was really proud of, but then the last month of partying I managed to put it all back on. I went to an all inclusive resort for a week and then the next three weeks were Christmas dinners, Christmas parties, and pub nights with friends I normally don't get to see. I put back on every pound that I lost.

Now I'm serious. I want to achieve twink mode. I'm not going to drink a drop of alcohol again (which isn't just for fitness but for a lot of reasons - I'm an alcoholic like I said.) I'm going to quit smoking. I'm going to eat right, and I'm going to tone my ass and thighs so that I like what I see in the mirror. My belly is my enemy and it will be destroyed. I want to look like a cute twink and I want to get a hot boyfriend who thinks I look good.

This is my declaration. I am so terrified that I'm going to give up like everyone does with their New Years resolutions. But this isn't just about looking good - it's about not dying of liver failure in fifteen years, or lung cancer in ten. It's about not having back pain, shortness of breath, or general weakness from things everyone else can do.

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No. I liked muscly men even before i started lifting.

Pls stop

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Who cares if you finger your ass some times and fantasise about sucking dick
Stop being a insecure faggot, you can like both genders

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>its another """""""""""""""thinly"""""""""""""""""" veiled faggot thread

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Best timeline.

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> I’ve shot loads into my own mouth

faggot =/= bi

That's just not letting your gains go to waste desu.

Used to be the same way OP.
>stop looking at porn
>engage women

If all else fails, find someone on grindr who you can verify is clean and do the deed to confirm if you got the gay or not. I did it and realized I wasn't as gay as I thought I was. Sucking dick is so much more tiresome than eating pussy.

Yeah well thats the thing. I find guys irl completely unnatractive and not sexual at all. I think its just more the fantasy of sucking dick that does it for me I think? Ive fucked 6 females in life and had gfs for extended periods and still find women incredibly hot. Idk its wierd. Like lifting just made me way hornier overall

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Like I said before, it's your blood circulating easier. I'm attracted to some irl guys though. I was going to church and there was this one cute twink who had the most biteable ass haha.