Alright boys...

Alright boys, I've been emotionally dead for my whole life and since I started taking Adderall Ive actually started feeling things. Now I'm fueled by amphetamines and pure, white-hot hatred, and it feels fucking GOOD.
I actually have the drive to start lifting but I don't know how to get started and the only thing in the sticky is a recommendation to eat retarded amounts of protien.
How do I learn how to lift without hurting myself? Do I need to find a partner to lift with? Should I look for a class or something? Should I spend like $600 a month on a CrossFit meme gym or something?

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>you will learn through pain
>no
>NO
>GOD NO

just watch youtube videos, if you can't fucking find proper basic information in the era of the internet you must be fucking retarded

Be careful with those amphetamines user.

Right now it's 20mg generic Adderall xr and it doesn't do much besides keep me awake and dull hunger to almost zero. In March I have an appointment with my doctor to reevaluate and I already know I'm going to have to double the dose, at the very least. I have ADHD really bad and nobody wants to even stand near me.
Everyone lies, everyone is evasive, people will never just admit that they don't want to be around me for some reason. Life would be so easy if people could just say "I dont like you" but everyone is full of bullshit and I've finally had my eyes opened, pharmaceutically.
From today forward, everything I do is for me. No more selflessness in my self-improvement.
I dropped 65 lbs in the last 6 months, not for me, but to try to make people like me, and I'm absolutely finished caring what anyone else thinks of me.

>I have ADHD really bad and nobody wants to even stand near me.
>Everyone lies, everyone is evasive, people will never just admit that they don't want to be around me for some reason.
No, you have borderline personality disorder. Seek therapeutic help. Good job on the self-improvement though.

>Now I'm fueled by... pure, white-hot hatred, and it feels fucking GOOD.
sounds cringey and maladaptive/unhealthy.

Based

Go get some.

instead of doubling the dose I would suggest looking into ir 20s, with the sig code saying to take 2 a day. it's easier to dose this way and more controllable.

anyway, watch scooby videos on lifts. you don't have to worry about hurting yourself too much at first as long as you're not blatantly doing workouts incorrectly, which you shouldn't be.

Just sign up to a gym and ask the guy there for a exercise routine. Don't be afraid to ask, you are paying for that service so you are on your right to ask for it.

Besides, follow the advice of a professional on the matter, not some fucktards on Jow Forums. For fuck sake, don't let Jow Forums be your main source of knowledge or you'll be fucked.

I used to be fuelled by the same substance, OP.
Then, one day, I became this bitter that nothing ever touches me. Death or births of relatives and friends leave me cold.

I need to feel the hate flowing again. How can I ask my medic for adder all?

Act fast to trick some dumb thot to love you because you can't take this drug for a long time. They are not like ssris

I told my doctor I had ADHD and he gave me Mydayis, which isn't covered by my insurance. He swapped me to Adderall and I got the generic from Walmart.
Fuck love, I don't want it, from thots or anyone else.
Nothing I do is healthy.
I just got started on this dose a few days ago, if I ask my doctor to change it up again he'll think I'm a junkie or something.
Jow Forums is the best place to get information on almost any subject. There's always a few autists who are experts on anything a person needs to know.

Just start lifting bro, I've heard Starting Strength is a good place to start

A word of advice on the Addy tho, don't take it permanently unless you want to fuck up your brain

I don't like you

Youtube

That's cool, I won't try to be friendly with you in hopes of any sort of lasting relationship. I appreciate your honesty.
My brain is already fucked up, how would Adderall make it worse?

Addy will make you a cold asshole over time

I'm 100% okay with that.

Just be careful you don't let the drug do your thinking over time or it'll become harder for you to do it without the pill

Only things I've ever felt is fear and rage. You think Adderall can do something for me?

I don't know, do you have ADHD or Narcolepsy so you can get it legally and give it a try?

I took adderall from 5th grade to 12th.
I blame it for making me antisocial and quiet.