What keeps you going Jow Forums?

I am to much of a scared bitch to kill myself

I think about that constantly

I don't know

Can't try to protect smiles if I'm dead.

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this.

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didn't ask for your opinion

Lifting for my family for the day one of them inevitably ends up bed ridden and needs help to be carried.

>Dad fell down after a massive coughing fit
>Apparently called a cough synocope
>Body shuts down if you cough too much, to relax the muscles from whatever is choking you/causing you to not breathe, even if it's like saliva stuck in your airway
>He is on the ground and my stepmother is freaking out
>I was 15 Y/O 140 lbs skelly and my dad was 6' 0" 300lbs
>none of us could budge him until he woke up and had a bruised tailbone/couldn't walk for a week

I think about that a lot.

>Claire.
I wonder how you're doing, it's getting increasingly more difficult picturing your face.

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went from Chad to Dad in 5 years

I'm fairly certain my son is going to grow up in a harsher world than I did and having a fat dad isn't going to set him up for success

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mom would be sad
is that from before I disappear?

no, just my reality

based

Half of the time I believe I give my life meaning and the other half of I live out of spite

A suicide pact with myself.

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I'm training until I'm capable of breaking my own neck in a single, swift movement.
Then I'll fucking do it and I'll be the only person in the history of mankind that has.
Everybody will be so confused, I will carry that satisfaction to the grave.

Rage.

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Is that Gantz? And is it worth reading?

Her

You lost half the battle by how you framed the question.

Don’t ask what keeps me going, ask what would make me give up.

The answer is nothing.

Hope is wonderful but it is not necessary for persistence.

Unfortunately, I have people who care about me. Most days that's all I could ask for.

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Not the person you're replying to but yes Gantz was an amazing read.

Mai waifu.
The light of my laifu.

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I don't want you to give up user

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Based and dogbropilled

>reproducing

fucking breeders, disgusting

My surrogate father figure

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Boredom, and i need to be relatively fit to lift stuff at my job