>21 year old male >5”0 bald with severe asthma >had a legit hgh deficiency growing up that my mom didn’t know better about, have midget proportions except I’m a bit taller >never felt good about myself or my body >operate under the assumption that no girl could ever be interested >hold no resentment since i find fat girls disgusting and thats pretty much what i am in their eyes >decide i need to change >start going to the gym doing SS for 4 months >make noticeable noob gains >family tells me i look like a swollen lumpy man child >realize that i hate my body even more >stopped going to the gym this past month >I just lay in bed and stare at the wall when I’m not forced to work >thoughts about hanging myself creep up every night >went to see endocrinologist 2 weeks ago >”everything seems ok”
I think im a defective male. I think therapy is a meme but I feel like there’s some stupid hope or option left out there somewhere that I just haven’t come across. I don’t want to be pitiful or resentful but I just fucking hate this. I feel like a husk of a person. Still a virgin. I don’t want to accept a life of mediocrity but I think that’s all life has in store for me at best. People tell me my problems are all in my head but I know that isn’t the complete truth. I’ve thought about trying to kill my ego, desires, and need for socialization but the weak bitch inside of me just wants to feel validated for once. What can I do with myself fit.
Wow your need for attachment is strong. I used to have the same thing. I can talk to you about it more ... you need to realize that you just need yourself. find a god or spiritual way. listen to me. im 26 years old and ive been fucking having the same problem you have since age 15 only advice i can give you is this ... because we can talk for hours
>DO RITUALS EVERYDAY THAT FOCUS ON YOUR LOVE OF YOURSELF >yoga, meditate, fitness, read books, start a business, measure progress somehow
sounds cliche ... but trust me ... also you an air sign? >homo
Jordan Morris
There are some gays that have a manlet fetish Hop on grindr and see if you can find a guy willing to top you
Ryan Walker
return to your dwarven home that is in the mountains of siberia, no pesky humans will bother you there
>29 year old male >KHHV >5'7 manlet >Shit eyesight >Balding >But hair everywhere else as an extra "fuck you" >Shit skin, regularly get acne despite being almost 30 >Hyperhidrosis >Going to the gym to "better myself" would pretty much be like putting lipstick on a pig
It doesn't get better. I'd suggest reading a lot, that helped me. Also just accept your situation, that some guys are winners and some are losers. We are the losers. Life will always be an uphill battle for us. But don't let it keep you from doing the things you want to do (that is, things that don't involve women.) That's another thing, write off women completely. You'll feel 1,000 times better afterward.
Jose Kelly
you can be someone who is miserable while he suffers or some who suffers and still feels grateful for the opportunity to experience it. Pax vobiscum
John James
>family tells me i look like a swollen lumpy man child Fuck them, it's better than being a scrawny man child. Midgets who operate well in society are highly respected. Develop a good career and lead a fulfilling life. Do what you enjoy. Socialize as if you were a tall chad. I know it's cliche, but I'm happiest when I'm doing things for myself, not women.
Hunter Parker
If you can't validate yourself through your appearance, validate yourself through your mind and craftsmanship. Create things, educate yourself, invent. Do things for yourself. If you want to lift, do it for you. Who cares what other people say to you? If you want muscles, earn them so you can see comfortable and proud with your efforts. You're the only person that can help yourself, but if you're gonna always recoil when family insults you you'll be stuck surviving off the sympathy of others forever. There's no better feeling in life than being independent and properly self-made, and lifting is just one medium to attain this state. You are unfortunate, but you still have the potential to be great. Most people you meet will look down on you, but there are always people that treat you right. You need to surround yourself with these people, even if it be online.
Brody Sullivan
It doesn't fucking matter bro, was just in Amsterdam and the whores are hotter than 99% of women.
Just work on earning enough money to stay comfortable - it's literally all that matters in the 21st century
Matthew Martinez
thanks for this post, i feel like this is the correct answer that i need to enforce onto myself but it feels empty when i put it in action. need to learn how to stop listening tp my feelings. also dk about signs but im a sag
Samuel Edwards
>Accept you are a midget >Crying in your bed like a lil girl is not going to change that >Concentrate in your career and hobbies >Learn a skill >Be the best in your job/school >Travel the world >Eat good food >Pay a whore to loose virginity >Sex isn't a big deal, even famous guys pay for whores >Go to the gym >Get ripped >Try meditation >Help someone who is in need. >Volunteer to an animal shelter. > And finally understand that life is not only sex and hot girls
Jace Mitchell
Peter Dinklage got married. That wheelchair-bound midget on YouTube has a beautiful girlfriend. I'm not sure what the secret is, but you should figure it out.
Christian Clark
Danny DeVito is your height and he's done pretty well for himself. (pic related)
You have to find a short person aesthetic that you resonate with. Start looking up short role models or short characters fiction. Think about how cool it would be to be a short strong guy. You won't pick up chicks like a tall guy but you can still be the based hobbit that's surprisingly strong and athletic.
Joshua Cox
I have heard a wise old man say that when a man is young he should be miserable, and that its part of being a man, and that its all uphill from there, he has a youtbube channel, Coach Redpill (gay name) also I want to change the world to make it better for you and you should as well, also your family is just Peanut Butter and Jealous
this is the shit i need to program my mind with but chasing paper seems so pointless to me, especially when I'm stuck in this body. My judgement is just shot.
Josiah Ortiz
He'll look like a muscular thumb if he does that.
Zachary Morris
thats the fucked part. i dont even want to have a girlfriend or wife, i just want to feel like im worthy enough of having one, which is what i gotta let go of
Jacob Hall
Cope with something your good at.
Luis Bennett
>we are the losers Might as well go gay with that mindset
Aiden Cook
>Also just accept your situation, that some guys are winners and some are losers. We are the losers cuck
Colton Mitchell
Its the truth
Jace Scott
Everyone's worthy, man.
David Ramirez
there are short women out there You can find one You're 21, and I'm sure all the feelings are really intense. You'll mellow with age
Grayson Mitchell
>work out >>family tells me i look like a swollen lumpy man child
You've seen too much porn. Women generally don't fuck midgets just because they have big dicks.
Hudson Murphy
maybe move to mexico or something. theyre a lot shorter there and the women supposedly care less about height and if ur white youll have that going for you
Julian Diaz
yeah some people are just a lot more worthy than others
Christopher Russell
With that mentality you may aswell kys faggot
Kevin James
so op isnt a genetic loser poor excuse of a male at 5 foot nothing while bald? yeah, thought so
Blake Thomas
Look on the brightside OP, at least you'll never have to worry about a woman fucking up your life.
Austin Watson
If you can make a chick laugh you can get her drunk and she'll probably fuck you. Stop being so bitter.
Ryder Brown
So what he should do, kill himself? You may as well do the same
Angel Morris
I have been resesrching height growth and there is legit hope soon. If you are interested i can post it here later. Dont lose hope yet, youthmaxx so in ten or so years you can ascend when this actually happends
Jack Kelly
You just have no hope. I am in a better situation but have also lost hope because I'm not a Chad
Dominic Kelly
Leg extension surgery is your best option
Oliver Powell
>be me,son of mestizo mother 153cm(5´0) and white-mestizo father 165 cm(5'4 for you americans) >brother is 172cm(5´6),sister is same height as father,my younger brother is around my mom's height >realize at a young age that i will always be short >fell into depression,anxiety and desperation for a way to increase height >start running,working out >doesn't work,fall into more depression and anxiety >start wondering what really mattered to me >realize that i wanted social acceptance for people that were superficial >realize that i got my priority wrong,start studying for what i really liked,started reading books >felt confident enough to go outside and run again >started being myself around people,although they didn't liked it,my true aquaintances started to show and with that they became true friends >Currently happy,with a job and going to university What i can say is that you need to realize and accept that you're going to be short,after that find out what you truly desire for yourself,women are not priority,that's your dick thinking. Look at your problem from this perspective,if you had the chad genetics,women would've become easier,thus you not giving them enough value but mere cumdumps,you would live in a easy way,but,would you value every gift that has been given to you instead?Of course not
Connor Peterson
Get a second opinion and a third. Don't just listen to 1 doctor dude
Jace Taylor
Have you coped yourself into ignoring women because you think you're too short to stick your dick in one?
Josiah Brown
uh no, next time i just take doctors fucking eyes out, then eat them, bite the stem off
Joshua Martinez
fucking sucks man. I had an hgh deficiency as well except I took the shots for 14 years. I know its shady but maybe look into picking some up from a dealer or online pharmacy. your growth plates aren't matured yet so it could do some good. I wish you the best of luck in solidarity my friend.
Kayden Perry
Sorry to hear that man. You need to find something different to do, some passion where your body is irrelevant
Camden Wood
Pretty based user
>if you had the chad genetics,women would've become easier,thus you not giving them enough value but mere cumdumps This is too true and I’m not even a true Chad but if it’s easy to get you always treat them as a cumdump
Dylan Ward
I think what would be the best for you is to work on understanding the conventions on society and that they are completely arbitrary. Ignore the outside, focus on yourself and your short journey as a human being. Read, travel, cultivate a skill, etc. "Party of One: The Loner's Manifesto" is a life changer.
That being said I think you're short enough to qualify as a midget? There's no shame in being short or different, maybe you could roam online and see if you find any communities? I don't know but I always assumed midgets have like their own social circles. You could find acceptance, peer support, and maybe even a gf if you get into them.
Gavin Kelly
the midget cutoff is 4'8, op is in super manlet hell
Parker Johnson
You focus way too much on girls, at least that's what it seems to me. I'm almost 21 myself and still a virgin but since I've stopped caring about it I started to acknowledge that there are more things to focus on. There are some ugly ass mofos out there banging chicks left and right bc of their charisma. Hell, even Ford Fiesta sized boogie2988 had a somewhat decent looking wife. Maybe you don't think that muscles would look good on your body but I highly doubt it. Besides, it doesn't even matter that much bc you get more confidence by working out and knowing that you're getting stronger. Toss the idea of being a boipucci Hollister model and start thinking about getting strong, that's way more manly. Cheers, mate.
Mason Morgan
21 is way too late for op to inject himself with hgh lmao
Isaac Ramirez
This is me. Short guys are the easiest to throw around
Ayden Brown
I wanna kill myself as a 5"10 manlet normie with gf, idk how you can cope, would have killed myself long time ago
Stop putting fucking pussy on the pedestal, women go through their entire lives never seeking to improve whereas a man has to put in all this effort in the gym, effort in work, has to be confident, 6 foot, male model face, million in the bank, etc. The best version of a woman would be an average guy. Break out of this mindset that women are princesses, women never have to prove their worthiness to you, don't play the bullshit game this fucked up society has created. Enrich your own life, be the best you can be for yourself.
John Thomas
something is seriously wrong with your brain for real my man
