>21 year old male >5”0 bald with severe asthma >had a legit hgh deficiency growing up that my mom didn’t know better about, have midget proportions except I’m a bit taller >never felt good about myself or my body >operate under the assumption that no girl could ever be interested >hold no resentment since i find fat girls disgusting and thats pretty much what i am in their eyes >decide i need to change >start going to the gym doing SS for 4 months >make noticeable noob gains >family tells me i look like a swollen lumpy man child >realize that i hate my body even more >stopped going to the gym this past month >I just lay in bed and stare at the wall when I’m not forced to work >thoughts about hanging myself creep up every night >went to see endocrinologist 2 weeks ago >”everything seems ok”
I think im a defective male. I think therapy is a meme but I feel like there’s some stupid hope or option left out there somewhere that I just haven’t come across. I don’t want to be pitiful or resentful but I just fucking hate this. I feel like a husk of a person. Still a virgin. I don’t want to accept a life of mediocrity but I think that’s all life has in store for me at best. People tell me my problems are all in my head but I know that isn’t the complete truth. I’ve thought about trying to kill my ego, desires, and need for socialization but the weak bitch inside of me just wants to feel validated for once. What can I do with myself fit.
Wow your need for attachment is strong. I used to have the same thing. I can talk to you about it more ... you need to realize that you just need yourself. find a god or spiritual way. listen to me. im 26 years old and ive been fucking having the same problem you have since age 15 only advice i can give you is this ... because we can talk for hours
>DO RITUALS EVERYDAY THAT FOCUS ON YOUR LOVE OF YOURSELF >yoga, meditate, fitness, read books, start a business, measure progress somehow
sounds cliche ... but trust me ... also you an air sign? >homo
Jordan Morris
There are some gays that have a manlet fetish Hop on grindr and see if you can find a guy willing to top you
Ryan Walker
return to your dwarven home that is in the mountains of siberia, no pesky humans will bother you there
>29 year old male >KHHV >5'7 manlet >Shit eyesight >Balding >But hair everywhere else as an extra "fuck you" >Shit skin, regularly get acne despite being almost 30 >Hyperhidrosis >Going to the gym to "better myself" would pretty much be like putting lipstick on a pig
It doesn't get better. I'd suggest reading a lot, that helped me. Also just accept your situation, that some guys are winners and some are losers. We are the losers. Life will always be an uphill battle for us. But don't let it keep you from doing the things you want to do (that is, things that don't involve women.) That's another thing, write off women completely. You'll feel 1,000 times better afterward.
Jose Kelly
you can be someone who is miserable while he suffers or some who suffers and still feels grateful for the opportunity to experience it. Pax vobiscum
John James
>family tells me i look like a swollen lumpy man child Fuck them, it's better than being a scrawny man child. Midgets who operate well in society are highly respected. Develop a good career and lead a fulfilling life. Do what you enjoy. Socialize as if you were a tall chad. I know it's cliche, but I'm happiest when I'm doing things for myself, not women.
Hunter Parker
If you can't validate yourself through your appearance, validate yourself through your mind and craftsmanship. Create things, educate yourself, invent. Do things for yourself. If you want to lift, do it for you. Who cares what other people say to you? If you want muscles, earn them so you can see comfortable and proud with your efforts. You're the only person that can help yourself, but if you're gonna always recoil when family insults you you'll be stuck surviving off the sympathy of others forever. There's no better feeling in life than being independent and properly self-made, and lifting is just one medium to attain this state. You are unfortunate, but you still have the potential to be great. Most people you meet will look down on you, but there are always people that treat you right. You need to surround yourself with these people, even if it be online.
