Who do you REALLY lift for?

nooooooo my thread :(

checked and truthpilled

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I lift to get my life in order. I told myself it was for girls but getting pussy never mattered that much to me. Eventually realized that every time I started getting back into lifting and taking it hardcore was when I was at a low point in my life and needed that level of stability- something to obsess over in my free time and a numerical way to see myself progressing even if it didn’t mean much beyond the gym.

Combination spite for doubters and general concern for health

>be asian manlet in a western country
>have the choice to be an uneducated, poor, dyel slob or ivy league degree, high earning career, fit and well dressed
It is a choice. I am having a better life when compared to if I had given up. no gf though.

quads of truth checked
( ._.)

I'm so lonely
( ;_;)

For my friend Sneed (formerly for my friend Chuck but we had a falling out).

Today it will be for kosh

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I got laid more when I was skinnyfat with bad posture, art hoes were messaging me on social media and writing their numbers on my to go box when I was in the bathroom
Now I'm a year into lifting and I've never been more insecure about my body and it's showing
>At least I think I look good in the mirror about half the time r-right guise?

To get a gf like the rest of these losers i guess.
But to be frank it was the feels that broke through the worst of my plateaus.
So i got a gf once upon a time last year and a half. It lasted longer than anything i ever had. It was nice but her bitching was too much when i had to make time for my mom when she was hospitalized.
She still bitched at me cause i wasnt making time for her childish shit.

So it went sour, i left her and we broke up. It just didn’t seem worth it dealing with her shit when I’m trying to be there for my family. She just couldn’t see the big picture.
Afterwards I just went ghost and it definitely cleared my mind just ending it for good.
She started dating losers rebounding in and out to try to get me upset or jealous.
She sent me a message two nights ago, that got on my nerves.
she was stir crazy over me and it still shows.

Im mad. im feeling ambivalent, alot of things. She just cant leave me alone.

I just wanna start over and something nice again. Anytime is perfect since im done with her.

So here i am with these vein bursting, heart pounding feels to throw me against my frustrations.

It’ll never leave me and i don’t ever want it to. Without it I’ll just remain static.

Hang in there buddy

For my body. It's all in this world I truly own. The rest is bullshit

For me

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I lift for the Commander.
youtube.com/watch?v=43B1J4smUBk

One day a fairy told the Lake how lucky he was to be able to see narcissus from so close everyday. The Lake replied : was he handsome? Fairy astonished asked the lake how he could ask such a question after having had him up close for so many years. Lake replied: I was too absorbed by my own beauty from my reflection in his eyes I never noticed his face.

Faith, people, ancestors and descendants.
And Hitler. Because, you know. Hitler.

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Who could forget desu?
ironically gonna do alternating arm raises tommorow, godsspeed bros
youtube.com/watch?v=H5m4YqtAZDQ

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Based
also Based

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I keep realizing how weak I feel all the time, I just don’t want to be scared of bigger people anymore. I’m not really lanky or anything, I’m overweight still but I just want to feel strong for once, I’m tired of getting intimidated.

fake and gay lakes dont talk

based and redpilled

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So I can keep my autistic hobbies and not be ridiculed for them.

Do you know how badly I want to wear lookhuman.com/design/52782-i-work-out-to-wear-havel-s-armor/3480bc-heathered_gray_bc-md ? But I can't because I'm DYEL still and if I did I'd be no different than the Nintendy that wear Zelda faggotry. I wanna be able to keep fucking fatties without being the stereotypical skelly and hide in the shadows. I wanna be able to actually be myself and and have the balls to say "So?" to whoever wants to make fun of my autism with confidence I'm better than they are.

I don't even lift.

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I lift for the girl who I dumped, who then went on to become this beautiful person, inside and out.

I lift to escape the pain that is my life

My family and my country.

God knows both need it and both need me, as dark days are ahead.

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mirror mires > anything else in life

>For me, it's this pussy slayer right here in the bathroom mirror.
kek