You have body dysmorphia

you could be right, some days I like how I look but 10 minutes later look in the mirror and see a 6' tall lump of shit

That’s me to a t. Sometimes I feel like a god and then sometimes I feel like I look like shit. Need to kee stats

We all see an average dude, not a lump of garbage. It's okay. :)

thank you user, when I think about it rationally I know I'm not that bad and it helps with those negative thoughts
I know, I consulted all kinds of anatomical charts and standard measurements and came to the conclusion that I'm normal. Now it doesn't bother me much anymore but I think that this is a wide spread problem that people don't want to admit they have
thank you for reading my diary and checking my sick digits

AND

what?

SHIT

How the fuck do I fix it? I’ve been bulking at college for three years and I saw my little brother last weekend who said I was a 8/10 now. I do not believe him, I am skinnyfat and ugly as sin in the face. Yet his friends all agreed and would take pictures of me to show myself to me yet I just saw a dumb monkey each time. Also girls hit on me whenever I’m walking to class or whatever, I hate it. Were they just being nice? How do I see myself???

>Bears shit in the woods.

You don't. Just don't start to complaining to others about that. It is cringy.
It is really a good thing to see yourself and your flaws. Once you're happy about yourself, you would lose your stimuli to self-improve.

I used to, but I deadlifted myself out of it.

Realising you look like shit and working towards a better body is considered body dysmorphia now?