/fraud/ - self loathe edition

Welcome to /fraud/, the steroids and coping general.

1g per week edition

Before asking your stupid beginner questions (yes, they are stupid), make sure to read the r/steroids wiki:

reddit.com/r/steroids/wiki/index

>Reddit link
yeah, fuck off

Don't ask us to help you dose your AI. It's very individual.

Oral-only cycles put strain on the liver and cause a shutdown of natural testosterone production for not a lot of benefit. Just pin and thank us later.

No source talk allowed.

This isn't a medical forum. Stop asking for medical advice and go to a doctor.

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thanks baker

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what does high e2 bloat look like on someone with like 7-10% bodyfat, will that shit even be noticeable at all for non-judges?'l;

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love is an illusion created by people to give the illusion of a “safe space”. eventually they realize this illusion and by that time it’s too late - they’ve been creating illusive justifications for why things happen the way they do and when the realization hits, they die mentally.

fuck that shit, stay sharp.

If we play that game then everything is an illusion and nothing has value.

To bathroom user who wants a pic how about a nice one of my hairy Masteron back

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people have value. feelings don’t. feelings are bullshit.

>inb4 fat dbol face

See

Ooh i like it, how do we value people?
Based on what aspects?

how are you today 47? have you given any thought to getting a dog?

how often should I get my blood work done for roids? 1 before starting and every 4 weeks to be safe?

You can value the feelings you receive from people.

Before starting is always comfy, you have someone to work back to in the worst case.
4 weeks is enthuisastic though.

depends on what you can do for each other i’d say,

no the feelings are bullshit. they’re an illusion you’re using to try to fill an empty space with

As in purely transactional?
Physical or material things?

What if the thing you do for someone is make them happy?

then do it because you want to, not to try to make them happier to say fix a problem you might be having with them.

I still experience feelings but deep down I know they are an illusion

I just want to be safe is all, I did blood work 4 months ago and everything came back within excellent ranges.

its just nature dude. animals have feelings too, they just dont have the capacity to think about why they have feelings.

mom dies .. feel sadness ..
>I L L U S I O N

Interedasting, are you happy? in general?

If you have the time and money user then go for it, probably better off before, mid cycle and after though.
So three per "cycle"

bump for bros who are actually lean

love is not an illusion, it is a feeling we have for other human beings. Feelings are indeed real. You get angry when someone cuts you off in traffic, so to say it's an illusion or not real is stupid and unhelpful. There's not just one kind of love though. The Greeks used to have multiple words for the different kinds of love. The love a woman has for her child is different from the love a man and woman share is different from the love two best friends share. A woman's love for a man may be the most conditional kind of love, but can she really be to blame? Evolutionarily, she's hardwired to love a man as a provider. Women love routine, they love the safety that comes with a predictable man. To contradict the previous statement, women don't want a boring man, they want to go out and show off their man and to be seen with him. Being seen with a quality man gives a woman validation from other women and her social circle. JJust stop being such a debbie downer pussyboy crybaby and realize that love is a real feeling and just because stacy broke your heart doesnt mean it doesnt exist

amen.

Lethargy already down since I dropped the var dosage. Also nausea is really down as well. Don't know what the Chinese used as a filler substance.

No pets for me. I live in a pet friendly apartment building and pet owners have ruined pets for me. Shit, piss, and smells everywhere.

Shows nothing besides your double chin and acne. Why can't you take a normal fucking picture?

testify is a retard ignore his posts

they have feelings because they associate you with values. is your dog really happy to see you when you walk in or is it just hungry?

are you going to let that affect how you think of your mom or live your life though? eventually you will move on from it then what happened to that feeling? it was 100% circumstantial and an illusion from an event

why do I no longer love my ex gf (4 years ago) when at one point I felt like I couldn’t live without her while we were together?

very happy and grounded

Weather is also really nice today. Feels good to get new mires on the street.

Hold on, if free test hovers around 2% and the pool from which can be bound to AR's and tren is basically free (and somewhat selective), and on a practical scale tren is only a couple times stronger than test mg for mg, but mg for mg the amount of test making it to the AR is fuck all compared to tren, doesn't that theoretically make test a way more powerful compound than tren?

Obviously we can't utilise that unless we modify test to be all free, but that starts to sound like trestolone..

glad to hear dropping the var dosage is working out!

Gotcha, thanks for the information. Before, mid, and after cycle sounds good. Maybe a fourth one after PCT just to confirm everything is back in check?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHAAHAH.. wait... wait.. HAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHHHAHHA WHITE KNIGHT TO THE RESCUE

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kek I missed the blog post somehow

are you gonna say love doesn't exist? how can you say that when your girlfriend sacrifices her dignity to fuck you in the ass with a strapon. that's true love right there

god I really miss my ex
she was at best a 5/10 objectively but I found her really cute
now she's lesbian and even though I had the opportunity to get back to her in september I missed it for some reason

recently I've been talking to a nice 8/10 chick, been out with her to teach her math (something my autism actually helps me with lol) and she suggested we might go skiing during the winter break. she mentioned a few times that she likes studying with me and that she likes the way I look when focusing (wtf?)

friends keep telling me to go for this but I can't see it happening and even if so I still fucking miss my ex

this is pissening oh god oh fuck popping anadrol and test doesn't help either

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you shouldnt be 'popping' test .. but anyway best of luck user.. were all going to make it.

got used to that term from my junkie past lol
yeah I'm pinning, not popping test

anyway, thanks man. I really hope we're all gonna make it but it seems so hopeless at times

You sound like a fucking utterly faggot quoting something out of a fucking love movie or fucking that girly things quotes

JUST GIRLY THINGS

BUT MUHH LOVE STORRY MUHH LOVE STORIESSS

OF COURSE we love, but we are men and we don't express it like that you fucking homosexual transsexual monkey. It's just an emotion we have to live with and suppress as much as possible

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>god I really miss my ex
>now she's lesbian
HOLY FUCK. i wonder why. Could you imagine how badly you must impressed her that she literally became a fucking lesbian after she was with you

You are disgrace for all men. I can't even.

2 week dry streak, 1 week nofap. Spend more time erect than anything else, this morning wood has lasted 5 hous

it's not gay to love your wife or your kids dude, lol, jesus christ stop over compensating

Actually studies have shown that men never get over a significant relationship and carry it with them for life, while women move on real fast. Not all on both sides, but the majority.

TL;dr

A man's love is real. A woman's love is superficial.

kek
she still tried to get back to me after we broke up. she was nuts so maybe she MUH MISSED ME so much that it twisted her perception of reality?
something like with men growing up to be homosexual if they had abusive mothers

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I didn't say it was gay. It said it's making you weak and do stupid shit.

You are gay for expressing yourself like a pussy. There could only be only pussy in a relationship not two, otherwise she would become lesbian

>questions my way of thinking about love
>literally have to read studies to understand what's going on with people and they way they love
Spot the virgin

You fucked up so badly i don't even know where to start. literally WHAT THE FUCK. That's the worst insult ever. Not saying you are ugly or having a tiny dick. No you fucking made her lesbian. I don't know what you did but that shit is brutal af

You are in so deep to vanity, selfish steroid use and this pathetic board "culture" and your own self loathing disguised at modern relationship-seeking, that you dont even have the warm ashes of a fire of your heart that has gone out left, you dont even remember the flame.

That goes for the lot of you. I have been sporadically visiting here for a couple years and it is just new faces expressing the same hopeless vanity of the old crowd. Like it makes it any better to indulge in self pity and meaningless drug taking for the sake of your ego when you can rant about it anonymously online.

You guys are a gaggle of fools, and masT is at the top of the heap now that JM is gone into the abyss. Save yourselves now or be damned to this haof a person u are

she was a nut and I rejected her, I don't think I did anything that would actually make her lesbian
i also think this might be a phase carried out in order to get more attention. or I don't know. maybe I'm such a terrible partner I can make a girl lesbian just by being with her for some time.

might call her and tell her I like girls too.

When are you going to stop all this meaninglessness? Why arent you focussing on your work rn instead of shit posting? All day, everyday.

Those pixs you posted of ur living space gave me a glimpse into what it must be like to retire home after a long day or wage slaving and shit posting only to rest to do it again. The fact u are a board hero speaks to the immense longing and sadness in you all. I dont want any more looks into your life

kek sounds like what people are saying here actually rubs off onto you

you're trying to make it out like having love for another human being is some kind of effeminacy and it's just not true. I'm a man, I love people, I can be gentle and tender and at the same time strong and unyielding. don't be so closed minded and afraid to drop the facade that you push around those around you. I see you don't wanna have a discussion though and just want to flex nuts on the internet to boost your already minuscule self esteem. honestly bro, it's no wonder you do roids, I can see right through you

it's another episode of "man with a million of mental issues tries to act like an alpha male on the Internet" with a side of "man's copycat also tries to emulate his hero"

cool, I love seeing this here for the hundredth time

Reminder to never take relationship advice from autists.

Nobody should really care about what modern whore you are trying to fuck or rekindle a relationship with, any woman who would date you is a garbage pail trash can person. Makes sense you would be attracted to a fuckin dyke bitch.

No I mean on a more primal level. Animals experience fear and excitement etc etc. They dont contemplate why, they just live their life.

Anyone else here always delete their tinder before going on cycle?

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You are just as bad. How many bathroom selfies do you take a month? What would you even be without steroids?

I do the opposite

>grounded
>shitposts daily in the annals of autistry

You are a male version of the wanderlust hag

you are a true madman

>love is just like, an illusion, man
>woah, far out dude

that’s my exact point so why should any of us get hung up on feelings?

who knows I don’t look back on my decisions

i’m speaking the truth and it’s a red pill most of you can’t handle

checked
I just want something to jerk off to lol
I feel drained when I jack it to porn too often

Maybe your dick was so fucking tiny it looked like a clitoris and that got her all sexually aroused and that made her lesbian perhaps?


>imagine being this triggered from a meaninglessness picture
HHAHAHAAHHAHHHAHA

Because i like to laugh at you pathetic beta's. How the fuck do you guys even function irl. That's something i want to know


>I can be gentle and tender
While you are gentle and tender she get buttfucked by a real man dumbass. They want GENTLE AND TENDER, they already have gf's for that.

No wonder you are still a KHV. Makes all sense now.

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>No wonder you are still a KHV
I'm a fucking dad and I'm married but okay

>that’s my exact point so why should any of us get hung up on feelings?

We are in agreement.

>I'm married
You are a fucking .cu.ck. marriage has no value for men at all. Your gentle and tenderness made you into a .cu.ck and your wife brainwashed you to marry her. Good job faggot

Name one reason why you should marry. ONE

>I just want something to jerk off to lol
>I feel drained when I jack it to porn too often
can get behind you on that. Porn just doesn't do it for me on cycle, but pictures of slutty local girls however.

cheaper insurance and shit

>dates a 5/10, lives in an apartment, wage cuck
>gives advice to others on life
shocked.

>Maybe your dick was so fucking tiny it looked like a clitoris and that got her all sexually aroused and that made her lesbian perhaps?

interesting take. I can send you pictures and you'll show them to your gf as a part of experiment?

exactly. it gets to the point where I don't even get aroused looking at porn. I still get hard but it feels like a chore rather than pleasing myself

>reeee trips should do what I want

What do you want a picture of exactly?

>Name one reason why you should marry. ONE
cause I knocked her up and I want my kids to have a mom and dad

When I jerk it to porn on blast I don’t feel done even after cumming
Has to be sex
Must be a mental thing

I was simply interested how you look like because i saw only your arm and your cat. Just want to make sure you're not another natty dyel who decided to trip because he wants to be like the cool kids

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Yet you are here reading all my advices like a good boy and watching how I assblast you into fckkn into fckkn obvlion in all aspects of life.

Line them up. All of you pussies I will finish yall off handcuffed and blindfoled. I am you are master.

That's not possible without marriage?

Ok well at the risk of being doxxed this is my face?
I’m not natty, I mean we are all DYEL except for like 4 trips kek
I’ll post body if the dysmorphia isn’t too bad

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>That's not possible without marriage
studies have shown that every western society the only people who live together and are in a relationship and who have children outside of wedlock are the uneducated and poor

actually explains a lot about you now that I think about it

>that septum ring
kys my man

Got a letter today from a government agency prosecuting me for professional negligence

Wonder if ill get fired

This is not halal at all. I have done you a favor and reported you to your local shariah police.

JM's life never ceases to amaze.

>Has to be sex
problem is everytime i go down that rabbit hole, i spend the entire day setting up several meet and fucks and juggling chicks, to the point where it interferes with my training and eating

47 is it true you're a dbe?

well shit, 3 posts in a row with digits

tough life.

dbe?

database engineer

Yeah. Database engineering and software development is what I do for a living.

Judging by the bloat im guessing you're a "powerlifter". Still waiting for physique pictures, i'll give you some time. I hope it won't take months.

awesome do you have a throwaway email i could ask you a few questions on? im quite interested in the field.

Had it since I was 16 but ok user fair enough

I think the darkies roid more than the whites here, that’s the Crazy thing

Sorry anons I’m shaking badly atm
>why are you still fat
>who stole your chest

6,0 about 207?

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Nope, just like dbol and being a fat cunt

w-why are you shaking?

I shake a lot
I don’t know why

Like my hands are pretty much always shaking
Might be my anti depressants

cantmossadtheassad @ gmail.com

i guess i was anticipating delirium tremens

Considering my penchant for benzos that’s not far off but I’m clean atm

You have that so.iboy look.

Elaborate

sent.

Guilty as charged

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